2010.04.18 07:00 - Like the Parents

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    The Guardian for this meeting was Fael Illyar. The comments are by Fael Illyar.


    Fael Illyar: Hi Sharon :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: hi Fael!
    SophiaSharon Larnia: I need to check my emails real quick :)
    Fael Illyar: sure :)
    Fael Illyar: Oh, very white today :)
    Fael Illyar: beautiful dress :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes, a bit of ash got on me
    SophiaSharon Larnia: thanks you, it was $1L laughs
    Fael Illyar: not everything good is expensive :)
    Fael Illyar: Hi Yaku :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Yakuzza :)
    Yakuzza Lethecus: hey everyone
    SophiaSharon Larnia: is the water warm, Yak?
    Yakuzza Lethecus: yes
    SophiaSharon Larnia: mm nice :)
    Fael Illyar: Hi Darren :)
    Yakuzza Lethecus: and the fountain is cooling me a little
    SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Darren
    Darren Islar: hi everyone
    Yakuzza Lethecus: hey darren
    SophiaSharon Larnia: oh!
    Yakuzza Lethecus: really warm and sunny today
    Darren Islar: nice idea Yaku
    Darren Islar: :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: well, if everyone is in the fountain :))
    Darren Islar: ah
    SophiaSharon Larnia: (did I do that by accident??)
    Fael Illyar: probably not :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: phew
    Darren Islar: somebody did something
    Yakuzza Lethecus: i deactivated and reactivated :)
    Yakuzza Lethecus: i thought you wanted to :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: :) thanks yes
    SophiaSharon Larnia: wash off some of the ash <laughs>
    Yakuzza Lethecus: it looks refreshing :)
    Yakuzza Lethecus: we can´t see the ash
    Yakuzza Lethecus: it´s great weather but that´s even the problem
    Yakuzza Lethecus: the dust doesn´t get washed out
    SophiaSharon Larnia: like pollen here
    SophiaSharon Larnia sneezes
    Fael Illyar smiles.
    Fael Illyar: oh yes, the worst pollen time going :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: i was up close and personal in it yesterday, have more work to do today :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: all that sunshine sinking into the skin, hopefully depleting whats been missing all winter :)
    Yakuzza Lethecus: also great weather in philadelphia ?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: chilly but sunny
    Fael Illyar: Darren, the notecard is missing a landmark.
    Darren Islar: thanks Fael!!
    Darren Islar: and Liza is the one with the lm :-)
    Fael Illyar: of course :)
    Fael Illyar: I'm sure many people would love to have many names with a shared inventory :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes! indeed
    SophiaSharon Larnia: cleaning out my garden beds is like cleaning out my mind, for me, removing the old winter debris, removing the top layer of soil, turning things over
    Darren Islar: yes, I think that is a good thing to do in Spring
    Fael Illyar: Yes, cleaning tends to do that :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: hi Calvino
    Darren Islar: ah, sorry
    Yakuzza Lethecus: hey cal
    Darren Islar: hi Cal
    Yakuzza Lethecus: want to join us cal ?
    Calvino Rabeni: Hi everyone - I see you sitting in the pool?
    Darren Islar: we are hot today
    SophiaSharon Larnia: smiles, the water's warm :)
    Calvino Rabeni: Ah, it was a SL halucination
    Yakuzza Lethecus: come in
    Fael Illyar: Hi Cal :)
    Calvino Rabeni: How's the water?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: i feel like ive given myself up to something other, the earth is a good place to stop i guess
    Fael Illyar: warm, like Sharon said :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: start** i meant!
    SophiaSharon Larnia: hmm
    Darren Islar: I think it is both: stop and start :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: indeed
    Fael Illyar: starting and stopping always happen at the same time :)
    Darren Islar: I don't know how it look to the rest of us, but your arm is looking a bit strange Cal
    Darren Islar: pointing backwards
    SophiaSharon Larnia: he's stetching ^.^
    SophiaSharon Larnia: stretching*
    Darren Islar: :-)
    Darren Islar: or catching, or editing :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: hehe
    Calvino Rabeni: RIght ... must be that massage I had today
    SophiaSharon Larnia: :)
    Darren Islar: even stranger though, you're head seems to be chopped of from your body
    SophiaSharon Larnia: now that, i dont see
    Darren Islar: it;s probably lag :-), but looks strange
    SophiaSharon Larnia: today is grandmothers birthday, she's 95
    Darren Islar: wow
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes
    Calvino Rabeni: Back to norbal now, yes?
    Yakuzza Lethecus: what means normal to you ?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: i look at her, and see me, just older, it's a weird, displaced type of feeling
    Darren Islar: and she is still healthy
    SophiaSharon Larnia: well, relatively
    SophiaSharon Larnia: :)
    Fael Illyar smiles.
    Calvino Rabeni: Oh right, yes, I have a "neck ache" today
    Darren Islar: yes Cal, except for your head
    SophiaSharon Larnia: brb :)
    Fael Illyar: Yes... we tend to end up like our parents, even if we try to fight it.
    Darren Islar: or neck
    Fael Illyar: ... perhaps especially if we try to fight it :)
    Calvino Rabeni: BRB
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes, i see it now, in a way i never did before
    Darren Islar: did I scare him of
    Darren Islar: didn't mean to :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: :) surely not
    Darren Islar: :-)
    Darren Islar: yes, sometimes I do things that reminds me of my mother or father
    SophiaSharon Larnia: eek :)
    Fael Illyar: yes, me too :)
    Darren Islar: it works both ways I guess
    Darren Islar: on one hand I get a little scared
    SophiaSharon Larnia: nods, yes
    Darren Islar: on the other hand I start to understand them better
    Fael Illyar: the biggest trouble I've had is that the ways of my mother and father, when combined, became something a bit difficult to live with.
    SophiaSharon Larnia: my dad has a temper, i couldn't understand until i got older
    SophiaSharon Larnia: ah Fael
    Darren Islar: I've got a tp
    SophiaSharon Larnia: ok bye for now :)
    Darren Islar: cu
    Fael Illyar: ok, have fun Darren :)
    Yakuzza Lethecus: bye darren
    Fael Illyar: my mother's got some perfectionist in her.
    Yakuzza Lethecus: some ?
    Yakuzza Lethecus: not only one ?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: that may be harder to deal with than a temper
    Yakuzza Lethecus: ups break
    Fael Illyar: but suddenly it appears the way of my father that makes the perfectionism very difficult to live with has fled from my mind...
    SophiaSharon Larnia: fled or become less impacting?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: wb Calvino
    Yakuzza Lethecus: wb cal
    Fael Illyar: I've been learning to live with the perfectionism lately so something's going on about that but ...
    Calvino Rabeni: Thanks, I had to get my head on straight
    SophiaSharon Larnia: Calvino :)) haha
    Fael Illyar: I feel like I've had a puzzle that was complete but is now missing a piece again.
    Fael Illyar: (by the way, SL appears to have got a 5 minute delay before you can login again if you log out)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: the kind of work you do, Fael, is very perfectionist oriented!
    SophiaSharon Larnia: to the dot and such
    Fael Illyar: Very much :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: one misplaced character can throw you off completely
    Fael Illyar: but perfectionism has been holding me back from creating more and does have me working on it for a long time before I'm happy with it.
    SophiaSharon Larnia: perfectionism is based alot of other people's work or opinions
    SophiaSharon Larnia: on*
    Fael Illyar: the first symptom was that, after my first wing design, I got afraid of doing any single move that would make the whole picture look worse if I couldn't see where it'd lead.
    Fael Illyar: I had some trouble already with my second wing design and third one I spent literally months on and it still isn't what I think finished :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: smiles, however I think its probably spetacular, but that may be besides the point
    Fael Illyar: I actually even agree with you but... :)
    Fael Illyar: wb Cal :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes..but...
    SophiaSharon Larnia: wb Cal, iffy sl again
    Calvino Rabeni: Calvino Rabeni may finish rezzing someday
    SophiaSharon Larnia thinks she will never rez
    SophiaSharon Larnia: where are now Calvino?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: are you now*
    SophiaSharon Larnia: brb :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: today is the guardian meeting, i'm going to mosy on over there in a minute
    SophiaSharon Larnia: see you later all :))
    Fael Illyar: Sure :)
    Fael Illyar: have fun :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: waves
    Fael Illyar: Well, time for me to go. Have fun Cal, Yaku :)
    Paradise Tennant: have a great dat fael :)
    Paradise Tennant: what is today like in thailand cal :)
    Calvino Rabeni: Calvino Rabeni gets unstuck
    Paradise Tennant: smiles
    Paradise Tennant: waves at yakuzza :) gtsy
    Calvino Rabeni: Today - I finally rented a motorcycle and took off thru the mountains
    Paradise Tennant: smiles
    Paradise Tennant: sounds lovely
    Calvino Rabeni: On the top of the center mountain on the island there is a huge Budda
    Calvino Rabeni: LIke the Jesus in Rio De Janiero
    Calvino Rabeni: And there were thunderclouds in banks, lit by the setting sun
    Yakuzza Lethecus: hey paradise :)
    Calvino Rabeni: when it got dark, they had ligntning inside
    Calvino Rabeni: And there was an evening deluge of rain with some thunderclaps
    Yakuzza Lethecus: oh, guardian session
    Yakuzza Lethecus: who´s going to get there ?
    Paradise Tennant: smiles sounds dramatic .. use to see that up north some nights in the summer
    Calvino Rabeni: There are some cicada insects that are *very* loud in the jungle
    Calvino Rabeni: One of them struck me as I was riding the expressway
    Calvino Rabeni: Or some similar insect, about the mass of a hummingbird
    Calvino Rabeni: I passed a family of 3, plus their big black labrador dog, all on one small motorbike
    Calvino Rabeni: About the buddha on the mountain, there was a tree with thousands of little bells on it
    Calvino Rabeni: Each one a "donation" - you buy the bell, write your preayer / wish on the clapper, then hang it in the tree
    Calvino Rabeni: So when the wind blows, thousands of little prayers call out on the mountain air
    Calvino Rabeni: I like that means of getting funding - so everyone is then always participating in the aliveness of the place
    Calvino Rabeni: Or your name is inside one of the millions of marble tiles used to veneer the immense statue
    Calvino Rabeni: It's kind of playful - in some places there are huge footprints marked on the ground as if the giant budda were walking
    Calvino Rabeni: OK, off to the session then :)
    Calvino Rabeni: The footsteps fill up with small coins
    Paradise Tennant: thanks cal
    Paradise Tennant: sounds wonderful</laughs>
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