2010.09.13 01:00 - We can be what ever we like to be

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    The Guardian for this meeting was Cosmicflower Ushimawa. The comments are by Cosmicflower Ushimawa.

     

    Bertram Jacobus: hello cosma ! :-))
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hello Bert
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;))
    Bertram Jacobus: did i disturb you - may be you were meditating or doing first life things ?
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: oh
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: no , not at all
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: nice You came to sit with me
    Bertram Jacobus: but you seemed to be a bit absent (?) ... ;-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: do I?
    Bertram Jacobus: yes - your answers always need a minute or so. not bad, only i´m questioning myself why that may be (?) ;-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sorry for that If I seemed to be so
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: being now total presence here
    Bertram Jacobus: may be there are some secrets ... ;-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: nah
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thank you for drawing me here
    Bertram Jacobus: hey ! sorry ! i have not the demand for such - only am a bit clinged to understanding, bad manner of mine, still to drop ... can´t do it yet ... hm
    Bertram Jacobus: you are so kind ... ty
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I try to do my best
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: always
    Bertram Jacobus: don´t we all do that ? ;-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: had another discussion
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but now concentrating here
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Pab session have beginning
    Bertram Jacobus: ah i see im or first life ?
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: im
    Bertram Jacobus: okay ... hm ... :-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: do You have a good topic on mind?
    Bertram Jacobus: but i don´t want to push someone else aside - i mean the one of your im
    Bertram Jacobus: and think : topics come, arise, nearly by themselves (?) ...
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ah, I have my pab slot now
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: so please
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: come on ;)
    Bertram Jacobus: as it just right now happens , for example ... (?)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well, thats true also
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hehe
    Bertram Jacobus: hehe. that was another question i had in mind : are there some slots you took ?
    Bertram Jacobus: or only one a week ?
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes, this monday morning
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: 1 am
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: regularly
    Bertram Jacobus: i see - very nice :-9
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and then sometimes fullfilling those who can not come if it fits on my shedule
    Bertram Jacobus: yes ! i noticed that ...
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: there is still lots of room on my shedule
    Bertram Jacobus: and am very happy, that you are in this way now also with us (!) ... :-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: wishes it to be fullfill for work soon
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thanks
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Bertram Jacobus: astonishing : in my life, it´s mostly the other way round, not very nice : much too much to be done ! :-(
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: oh ;)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well, maby it should be the golden midway good then
    Bertram Jacobus: i thought recently : may be that is because i have two lifes ... (?) ;o)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: just a sec
    Bertram Jacobus: yes ! but i lost it - had it sometimes , but not now sadly ... may be i´ll find back to it. would be great
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: need to learn say no
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or I am busy
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: can not do that
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    --BELL--
    Bertram Jacobus: but when it is existential - when you need to work for example 50 and more hours a week to earn a bit money - then it becomes difficult (only one example, there were easily some more) ...
    Bertram Jacobus: when friends need help (another one (example)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: about first one
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I would succest to get a another work where they will pay more
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and less hours
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: friends is helped always
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: almost
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if not beeing il
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ill
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or something like that ;)
    Bertram Jacobus: dear : when you are an old man like me without any education and money : nearly not to be found
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: old man
    Bertram Jacobus: and the state office, in contrary, pushes you into terrible jobs ! :-(
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hoh
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: oh
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby it is so
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not argue about it
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but belive
    Bertram Jacobus: i think a lot about being helpless and powerless again ...
    Bertram Jacobus: have no belief
    Bertram Jacobus: only see what happens
    Bertram Jacobus: many heavy things
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: oh
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: But You are not absolutely helpless or powerless
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or what comes about our-kind
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I would talk about Force !
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: not eaven power
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Bertram Jacobus: the only thing i see is to try to handle all that as best as one can - but that seems to be all i can say definitely
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I take that to be the main issue
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Do all good what you can
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: with all manners that you can
    Bertram Jacobus: but when we would have power : why then so much suffering in the universe !?
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: with all ways you can
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: all places that you can
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: all times that you can
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and to all them who you can
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: as long as you can
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Says John Wesley
    Bertram Jacobus: but when we would have power : why then so much suffering in the universe !?
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I take that to be quite good advice
    Bertram Jacobus: so it seems to show, that our power is very limited and the things surrounding us : not
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: noup
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but actually
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: You can do what You want to do
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: what you wish to do
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if you think You are powerless
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: -You are absolutely right
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if you think You can DO it
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: - you are absolutely right
    Bertram Jacobus: no : if i want to be on the mount everest now - impossible. at least it seems so.
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hehe, well... about mountain... we can be mountains; green, icy , rocky..
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: not impossible
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby on physical level
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
    Bertram Jacobus: yes. well put
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: you can be a mounth everst ;)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but please be green one
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Bertram Jacobus: that´s the difference i see too. good that you mentioned it and reminded me. thxx
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and its snowing sometimes
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and then sun starts to shine again and melt the snow
    Bertram Jacobus: so have a lot of free time - did i understand that correctly ?! ;-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes, I have
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or some hours
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: per day
    Bertram Jacobus: whaow - do many people around you have such ? :-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: when kids are at school
    Bertram Jacobus: hello liza ... ;-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Liza ;)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Liza, I do not see You..
    Bertram Jacobus: and aren´t those hours filled with housework ?
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes they are if I do it all the time
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but if I do not stress about it
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and let it be sometimes
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and take a cleansing day
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: for example
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: then there is free time also ;)
    Bertram Jacobus: a perfect example for what the mind can do : make you feel free ! great ...
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: like now
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hehe
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: LOL
    Bertram Jacobus: wb liza ;-)
    Liza Deischer: hi Cosmic, Bert :))
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and maby I truely have thousand things to do
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: on a day
    --BELL--
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: at the same time
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: HI Liza
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and I can get my self to feel I have loootts of free time with 4 boys
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and house
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: LOL
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Good put Bert ;)
    Bertram Jacobus: yeah - that´s amazing and very nice cosma ! ... :-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: smiling so so wide
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Bertram Jacobus: what comes into my mind : " physically helpless, psychological allmighty" (!) ... ;-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;))
    Bertram Jacobus: :-)
    Bertram Jacobus: "ok" - i´ll leave again - take a look for my old mother ... ;-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: okey
    Liza Deischer: okay Bert, bye :)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thanks for coming by Bert
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: See You and Enjoy
    Bertram Jacobus: ty for your morning companionship ! the nice words and advices ... :-)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;))
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hello Cal ***
    Liza Deischer: hey CaL :))
    Calvino Rabeni: *** <333 ** Cos and Liza
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ah, be right back. Simo woke up he needs some baby mash
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: brb
    Liza Deischer: k
    Liza Deischer: ah, being a baby, always coming first :))
    --BELL--
    Liza Deischer: I actually need to do some building, but I don't feel like getting up :)
    Calvino Rabeni: Feel pulled to the spot?
    Liza Deischer: yes, and a nice feeling not to have to think for a while :)
    Liza Deischer: I guess I'm tired
    Calvino Rabeni: It's restful to "be" here
    Liza Deischer: yes, it is
    Liza Deischer: so I guess I get myself another cup of coffee :))
    Calvino Rabeni: That might do the trick :)
    Liza Deischer: hmmmm, maybe, but it surely tastes good :)
    Liza Deischer: real espresso, every cup specially made
    Calvino Rabeni: *envy*
    Liza Deischer: :)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: back
    Calvino Rabeni: WB :)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: wow Liza
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sound good
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: tastfull cofe
    Liza Deischer: yep :)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I usually do not drink
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but that sounds GOOD
    Liza Deischer: I only drink two or three cups of coffee every day
    Liza Deischer: only in the morning when they tastes the best
    Liza Deischer: but I really enjoy them
    --BELL--
    Calvino Rabeni: This is when I'd like a nice fire instead of the pool, and some dim lighting brought by the torches
    Liza Deischer: hmmmmm, yes
    Liza Deischer: let me see what I can do
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I have candles on table
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: many of them
    Liza Deischer: / hide
    Calvino Rabenismiles widely at this change
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: whooaaawww
    Liza Deischer: I can't dim the light for you I'm afraid
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I just put midnight setting
    Calvino Rabeni: sun set to midnight
    Liza Deischer: yep :)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thanks Liza
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: smiling wide
    Liza Deischer: yw
    Calvino Rabeni: very nice :)
    Liza Deischer: looking at it now, it is even bigger then I thought :)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;) and feels good
    Calvino Rabeni: gazes a long time at the patterns and movements of the fire and at the glowing embers
    Calvino Rabeni: You're right, it is huge :)
    Liza Deischer: heheheh
    Liza Deischer: well i wanted a big fire
    Liza Deischer: but i guess I will also make some smaller ones
    Liza Deischer: and the fire itself can be adjusted
    Liza Deischer: this is full blaze
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I take fire to be a spirit
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Liza Deischer: yes, it has a certain quality
    Liza Deischer: made this one, because I feel very attracted to this quality at the moment
    Calvino Rabeni: yes
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: we use to make this kind of fires around on midsummer
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if there is country side
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and a river
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: fires are all over the river
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and people around them
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: in midsummer night
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and also on Easter
    Liza Deischer: water, fire, earth
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and air up on head
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    Liza Deischer: fire has a binding element
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ahh
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: okey
    Liza Deischer: where water is more cold, more on a distance
    --BELL--
    Liza Deischer: yes, forgot the air :))
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I have not considered those 4 elements comes on those celebrations
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: wooowww
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: now it gets total new seeing in my eyes
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: would be interesting to see on spiritual level what happens there on those times when people cather around the river to sit on fire
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: with 4 elements
    Liza Deischer: yes :)
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: smiling wide
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ah, but now here is so much action, that I have to go
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Simo seems to get fustrated now
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby some turning exercice with him is cool ;)
    Liza Deischer: ok Cosmic, see you :))
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: See You Dear Ones
    Calvino Rabeni: I like it very much, the gathering at the fire next to the river, with all the elements
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: <3<3<3
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Rainbowy hugs
    Calvino Rabeni: <333333 Dears
    Liza Deischer: bye Cos :))
    Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Byeeee
    Calvino Rabeni: Fire rises; the air is high; water flows down; the earth is low
    Liza Deischer: yes, groups of people around fireplaces
    Liza Deischer: yes :)
    Calvino Rabeni: making a circle that is always there
    Liza Deischer: all my life water has had a big attraction on me
    Liza Deischer: but there seems to be hanging something
    Liza Deischer: changing
    Calvino Rabeni: ? what's that ?
    Liza Deischer: I think I turned into a pyro :)
    Liza Deischer: I don't know
    Liza Deischer: it is something of the last few weeks
    Liza Deischer: I seem to encounter things I didn't give much notion until now
    Liza Deischer: and earth and fire are important elements of that
    Liza Deischer: like Darren has found a spot to live and is building a house
    Liza Deischer: and the attraction of the night
    Calvino Rabeni: New encounters, new influences
    Liza Deischer: yes
    Calvino Rabeni: Those sound like good developments
    Liza Deischer: yes, it feels like something is opening up
    Calvino Rabeni: I got that in how you expressed it
    Liza Deischer: :)
    --BELL--
    Liza Deischer: the mist is adding a nice touch to it :))
    Calvino Rabeni: This fire does not get in one's face with smoke
    Liza Deischer: no, but I guess it can use a bit of smoke
    Calvino Rabeni: Meanwhile in RL, the utility crew finished the job after 13 hours and the street light came back on
    Liza Deischer: but if I can't find it, I know a few good scripters :)
    Liza Deischer: ah......
    Liza Deischer: I imagine cheering and clapping when the streets lights went on
    Liza Deischer: if it is only in ones head :)
    Calvino Rabeni: WB
    Liza Deischer: ty
    Calvino Rabeni: Relaxing and mesmerizing as this is, I shall hit the sack soon
    Liza Deischer: I need to go Cal, few things that I really need to do toay
    Liza Deischer: :))
    Calvino Rabeni: TY for the warm sit
    Liza Deischer: thank you too :)
    Liza Deischer: I will take the fire away, so you can 'unlock' yourself from your screen :))
    Calvino Rabeni: Good night :)
    Liza Deischer: night

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