2011.01.31 01:00 - Disguised as the darkness of a new-moon night

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    Eliza posted this session for Cosmicflower, who was guardian this session ...

    [01:07] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Bert ;)))
    [01:07] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Thanks for coming up
    [01:07] Bertram Jacobus: hi cosma, good morning ! :-)
    [01:07] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    [01:07] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Good Morning
    [01:07] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: how are You?
    [01:08] Bertram Jacobus: thank you for being here ! ;-)
    [01:08] Bertram Jacobus: ty, i´m fine. only a bit too much to do ...
    [01:08] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
    [01:08] Bertram Jacobus: and how are you ?
    [01:08] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well, then its not need to think what would I do ;)))
    [01:08] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Im fine thank You
    [01:08] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: having day off from work today
    [01:08] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: just a sec
    [01:08] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: phone
    [01:20] Bertram Jacobus: whaow - along call as it seems (?) ...
    [01:20] Bertram Jacobus: hey cal ! night owl ? ;-)
    [01:20] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: still phone
    [01:20] Calvino Rabeni: Whoooo me?
    [01:20] Bertram Jacobus: yes ?
    [01:20] Calvino Rabeni: Good day :)
    [01:21] Bertram Jacobus: here it´s morning : 10:21 :-)
    [01:21] Bertram Jacobus: very nice time
    [01:21] Bertram Jacobus: especially for being at home :-)
    [01:22] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: back
    [01:22] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Cal ***<3<3<3***
    [01:22] Bertram Jacobus: wb
    [01:22] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Thanks Bert ***<3<3<3***
    [01:22] Calvino Rabeni: *** <3<3<3 ***
    [01:23] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I thought first I will be here with silent meditation ;)
    [01:23] Bertram Jacobus: whaow : "love is in the air" ? ;-)
    [01:23] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Love is ALWAYS in the air
    [01:23] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    [01:23] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: where it would disappear?
    [01:23] Calvino Rabeni: Could it hide?
    [01:24] Bertram Jacobus: hmmm - but sometimes or more realistic : mostly sadly it is not recognized ...
    [01:24] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm, if asking from me NO
    [01:24] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but if asking from some other people maby they can hide it
    [01:24] Calvino Rabeni: There is only one place it can hide
    [01:24] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not know
    [01:24] Calvino Rabeni: inside the human heart
    [01:24] Bertram Jacobus: sure ! this morning i went out and the first shouting i heared was "there is no love between mankind anymore" (!) ...
    [01:24] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: oh
    [01:24] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: that is not true
    [01:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: people fall in love every second
    [01:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
    [01:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and they feel love
    [01:25] Bertram Jacobus: but i found it very interesting, that such a yell was right in the middle of my million inhibitants town. quite unusual
    [01:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby this person have lost his/her own feel
    [01:25] Bertram Jacobus: i think, that many people would agree to him
    [01:26] Bertram Jacobus: i think, that most people feel like that, again : sadly
    [01:26] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby he hide his love and wear a "mask" to hide actually his fears
    [01:26] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but deep inside I think there is that genuine love
    [01:26] Bertram Jacobus: but the shouting was an opening !
    [01:27] Bertram Jacobus: and as i said before : very unusual
    [01:27] Calvino Rabeni: That's where it is hidden, deep inside
    [01:27] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: because of fears
    [01:27] Bertram Jacobus: yeah. but sad, that it´s very much hidden and as lost so deeply ...
    [01:27] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Observerm
    [01:27] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well
    [01:28] Bertram Jacobus: hey sam ! :-)
    [01:28] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think there are our-kind all over the world to "explode" that love energy to come more seeable
    [01:28] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi O
    [01:28] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Is Your Name Sam O?
    [01:29] Bertram Jacobus whispers : yes, it is ... ;-)
    [01:29] oO0Oo Resident: Hey everyone!
    [01:29] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ok ;)
    [01:29] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I have been curious about O
    [01:29] oO0Oo Resident: Either is fine Cosmic
    [01:29] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I have not been sure if O is female or male
    [01:29] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
    [01:30] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: its not that its important
    [01:30] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but been curious
    [01:30] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    [01:30] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: But now I am guessing male because of name Sam, right?
    [01:30] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or female behind male
    [01:30] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
    [01:30] oO0Oo Resident: either is fine Cosmic
    [01:31] oO0Oo Resident: lol
    [01:31] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: soon my brains are on knot
    [01:31] Bertram Jacobus: why knots ?
    [01:31] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it was a joke
    [01:32] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: not really, I am very clear person
    [01:32] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: smiling
    [01:32] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and want to keep things clear
    [01:32] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
    [01:32] Bertram Jacobus: i get more and more problems with the english language ... :-(
    [01:32] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I am sure if knot is the right word
    [01:33] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but that was some I found from internet dictionary
    [01:33] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    [01:33] Bertram Jacobus: i can only guess
    [01:33] Bertram Jacobus: often and now
    [01:33] Bertram Jacobus: that it was / is right / correct
    [01:33] Bertram Jacobus: and often i feel very unsure and unclear or don´t understand or don´t know how to express things :-(
    [01:34] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Knopf I found it be in deutch dictionary
    [01:34] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or knoten
    [01:34] Bertram Jacobus: yes. knoten was what i understood and it also makes a bit sense *sigh a bit* ...
    [01:35] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thinking male or female or female behind male
    [01:35] Bertram Jacobus: yes. ok. ty.
    [01:35] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and brains get like that
    [01:35] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
    [01:35] Bertram Jacobus: for explaining again. ty.
    [01:35] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
    [01:35] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: too much thinking doesn`t suit for me
    [01:35] Bertram Jacobus: i think a lot
    [01:35] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby should just feel
    [01:35] Bertram Jacobus: i´m a brain person
    [01:35] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: intuitively
    [01:35] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I am heart person
    [01:36] Bertram Jacobus: but appreciate heart so to say also very much. find it even necessairy
    [01:36] oO0Oo Resident: hölkyn kölkyn :))))))
    [01:36] Bertram Jacobus: lol
    [01:36] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hölkyn kölkyn ;))
    [01:36] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: is the saying in finnish when having drinks and raising class
    [01:36] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: before drink it
    [01:36] Bertram Jacobus: and i have a very bad or nearly not existing intuition ...
    [01:37] Calvino Rabeni: I knew that, Bert :)
    [01:37] oO0Oo Resident: das weiss ich nicht Bertram
    [01:37] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I was at Satruday to see my friend . Her phone rang. She went to aswer. I got the feel there is her mother I know also
    [01:37] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I said to her "say hello to your mom from me"
    [01:37] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: she was a bit surprised I knew who was calling
    [01:37] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    [01:38] Bertram Jacobus: but i can estimate very good and feel a lot from people ...
    [01:38] Bertram Jacobus: i nearly can read thought from others often
    [01:38] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: this happens very often
    [01:38] oO0Oo Resident: that's cosmic , cosmic
    [01:38] Bertram Jacobus: but i have a very bad intuition or none at all
    [01:38] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or I asked yesterday Pablo if he is coming to Pab today
    [01:39] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: he did manage not to respond I continued
    [01:39] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby You like to sleep long day
    [01:39] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and he said LOL, yes
    [01:39] Bertram Jacobus: also sherlock holmes surprized people very often with what he combined. most didn´t understand how he did that ...
    [01:39] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or if Jukka have been contacted to one special lady while a day
    [01:40] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: when he comes home
    [01:40] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I might ask "how is she"
    [01:40] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: without he have told me he have been contacting her
    [01:40] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sometimes I hate this
    [01:40] Calvino Rabeni feels like we've spoken of this before, could it be true?
    [01:40] Bertram Jacobus: yeah : that´s something i have no feeling for
    [01:40] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not remember so Cal
    [01:40] Bertram Jacobus: i don´t notice such things at all
    [01:40] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby dejavu
    [01:40] oO0Oo Resident laughs, delighted in Bertram and cosmic's display
    [01:41] Bertram Jacobus smiles and feels happy from sams remark - (ty) ... :-)
    [01:41] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Lol Bert
    [01:41] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Sometimes I feel like "i do not need to know"
    [01:41] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but what can I do
    [01:41] oO0Oo Resident: just be yourself
    [01:41] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yeah
    [01:42] Bertram Jacobus: i understand more what people like to share mostly. what they want to hide i don´t see mostly
    [01:42] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well
    [01:42] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do see that what people like to hide
    [01:42] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and sometimes I do not like to see it
    [01:43] Bertram Jacobus: i only like to see what they like to show ...
    [01:43] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: because I see there is fear
    [01:43] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thats why they want to hide because they fear
    [01:43] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and I think there is no need to fear
    [01:43] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: for me they show and TRY to hide
    [01:44] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby hiding is also because of own unsure feel
    [01:44] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and then comes that in a way "need" to hide
    [01:46] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ahh, well . One thing there is what is not to forget. Everyones right to privacy as well. Those things what comes under privacy, I think I am not able to see/feel them eiter. But maby things what people wold like to tell, but fear to tell
    [01:46] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or speak
    [01:46] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: so I need to help a bit
    [01:46] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: to stat that talk about hiden issue
    [01:47] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: so that they see there is nothing to be afraid about the issue
    [01:47] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: would (not wold)
    [01:48] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby people feel them Selves vulnerable
    [01:48] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ?
    [01:48] Bertram Jacobus: sure
    [01:49] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ahh
    [01:49] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: now I got one desire
    [01:49] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: today I need to go to eat Pitza
    [01:49] Bertram Jacobus: lol
    [01:49] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: in Oulu there is one good Pitzeria
    [01:50] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Pannu
    [01:50] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Satia ;))))
    [01:50] Satia Ruby: hi cosmic... hi all
    [01:50] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: They are making Deep-Pan Pitzas the most best ones in whole city
    [01:50] Bertram Jacobus: good morning sweetheart
    [01:51] oO0Oo Resident: Hi Satia
    [01:51] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Pannu = Pan
    [01:51] oO0Oo Resident: mmmm Pizza
    [01:51] Bertram Jacobus: nice ... :-)
    [01:51] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I thought I eat today Cheece pan pitza
    [01:51] Bertram Jacobus: here they are quite expensive ... :-(
    [01:51] oO0Oo Resident looks for flight sto Finland
    [01:51] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: 4 different cheeses and ham and salami
    [01:52] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and cola
    [01:52] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and salad
    [01:52] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: njammm njammm
    [01:52] Bertram Jacobus: sounds really good
    [01:52] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: especially to Oulu
    [01:52] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: this Deep-Pan Pitza place is at Oulu centrum
    [01:52] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: nowhere else in whole country
    [01:53] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think the owner is alien
    [01:53] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
    [01:53] oO0Oo Resident: lol "njamm njamm"
    [01:53] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: that pitzeria have sucseeded SOOO vell
    [01:53] Bertram Jacobus: cool ! alien pizza ! :-)
    [01:54] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: they have created good spirit to that place
    [01:54] oO0Oo Resident: cosmic pizzeria
    [01:54] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm I am not sure if need to be alien to do such a thing
    [01:54] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but sure they are super-humans
    [01:54] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
    [01:54] Bertram Jacobus: very nice ...
    [01:56] oO0Oo Resident: looking for a poem about fear
    [01:57] Bertram Jacobus: wouldn´t that be nicer ?
    [01:57] Calvino Rabeni: You want a poem about fear, o?
    [01:58] oO0Oo Resident: I've got one in mind.... but I have to search a bit
    [01:58] oO0Oo Resident: just saying, I might appeara bit inattentive ;)
    [01:59] Calvino Rabeni: Here is a powerful one
    [01:59] Calvino Rabeni: http://www.blueridgejournal.com/poems/lr-monster.htm
    [02:03] oO0Oo Resident: reading Cal ty
    [02:06] oO0Oo Resident: yes.... a reflection of me in there
    [02:06] oO0Oo Resident: ty
    [02:06] oO0Oo Resident: I found the one I was looking for
    [02:07] oO0Oo Resident: .
    [02:07] oO0Oo Resident: .
    [02:07] oO0Oo Resident:

    Fear, fear, with your thousand arms and your million eyes, Come and explore my private parts! Terrorize me with your black body, Disguised as the darkness of a new-moon night. Devour me, eat me up! Then tell me how you enjoyed the meal. And if there's no one to express your enjoyment to, Then isn't that the end of you? -- Vidyadhara Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche


    [02:10] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: this is good
    [02:10] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I might send this to one of my friend
    [02:14] Calvino Rabeni: What do you make of it,. Sam?
    [02:16] oO0Oo Resident shrugs
    [02:18] Calvino Rabeni: I shrugged... but first went twitchy over it
    [02:18] oO0Oo Resident: lol
    [02:19] oO0Oo Resident: when I have been very much afraid, my recollection of the poem changes
    [02:19] Calvino Rabeni: It suggests surrendering the delicate parts of one's body
    [02:20] Calvino Rabeni: This is like the black kwan yin
    [02:21] Calvino Rabeni: its fingers and arms are everywhere
    [02:21] oO0Oo Resident: to know fearlessness, one must know fear... some wise people told me once
    [02:21] Bertram Jacobus: mahakala ...
    [02:21] Bertram Jacobus: i´ll leave - have a nice time all and ty for the chat !
    [02:22] oO0Oo Resident: _/!\_ Bertram
    [02:22] Bertram Jacobus: ty again ! ...
    [02:22] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ***<3<3<3***
    [02:22] Calvino Rabeni: _/!\_
    [02:22] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: read them lines
    [02:23] oO0Oo Resident: Bye Satia, nice to meet you
    [02:23] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Ok, Bye Bert and Satia
    [02:23] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Enjoy Your Day Dears
    [02:24] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I am having a day off from work today
    [02:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: And Simo is at home also today
    [02:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: now it seems he woke up
    [02:25] oO0Oo Resident: ty Cal, ty Cosmic... enjoy pizza and fear...hölkyn kölkyn
    [02:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: so I think I need to go
    [02:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hökyn Kölkyn Dear ;))
    [02:25] oO0Oo Resident: best wishes
    [02:25] Calvino Rabeni: So say we all!
    [02:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Enjoy Your day
    [02:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sending millions of hearts
    [02:25] Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Bye For now
    [02:26] oO0Oo Resident: :)
    [02:26] Calvino Rabeni: Goodbye
    01:56] Bertram Jacobus: i would prefere the contrary : trust and faith ...
    

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