2009.03.26 01:00 - Energies

The Guardian for this meeting was Fael Illyar. The comments are by Fael Illyar.

This morning I woke up well in time and an hour before my alarm clock, had time to shower and do some miscelannelous things before showing up at the Playgoda. Korii was the first one to appear, followed fast by Pema and SophiaSharon.

Fael Illyar: Hi Korii :)
Korii Tiger: hi Fael
Fael Illyar: Hi Pema :)
Pema Pera: Hi Fael and Korii!
Korii Tiger: :)
Korii Tiger: hi Pema.
Fael Illyar: Hi Sophia :)
Pema Pera: Hi Sophia
Korii Tiger: hi Sophia
Fael Illyar looks wide-eyed at the sudden crowd at her often empty guardian slot.
Pema Pera: you are welcome to join us, Sophia
SophiaSharon Larnia: Thank you
Fael Illyar: Is this your first time here, Sophia?
SophiaSharon Larnia: no I have been here 2 times, 1pm and 7pm
Fael Illyar: Ah, so this is your third session and in a row too? :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes

Always nice to see people enthusiastic about these meetings. :)

Pema Pera: welcome back, Sophia!
Fael Illyar smiles.
SophiaSharon Larnia: ty so much
Fael Illyar: welcome :)
Pema Pera: oh wow, three times in a row??
SophiaSharon Larnia: i know <blushes>
Pema Pera: hahaha!
Pema Pera: few of us are so regular
Pema Pera: we all come and go whenever it is convenient
SophiaSharon Larnia: i will notbe able to keep it up of course, but it is so different, and have been different people here too
Fael Illyar: Weren't you going to try to be at all sessions for a week, Pema?
Korii Tiger gets out her coloring books and crayons.
Pema Pera: yes . . . this is my first session
SophiaSharon Larnia: i could have worn my wings :)
Pema Pera: :)
Fael Illyar: You can still wear them :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: lol</blushes>
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<blushes>It's funny how we keep our RL notion of not being able to change clothes or accessories when on scene :)
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<blushes> Pema Pera: how nice!
Fael Illyar: Yes, nice wings :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: i must say...i was very shocked to see the log from my session
Pema Pera: surrounded by three winged neighbors
SophiaSharon Larnia smiles
Fael Illyar: shocked?
Korii Tiger: you'd think he'd be used to it by now :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes, I know this is research, but I thought I didn't know every session
Pema Pera: :)
Fael Illyar: Ah :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: now i am even more nervous
Pema Pera: it's not research in any usual sense, Sophia, it is more like an adventure :)
Pema Pera: which we share with whoever is interested to read about it
SophiaSharon Larnia: that is what i need
Fael Illyar: Don't worry, I'll edit out anything you don't want out there when I post if you ask me to :)
Korii Tiger: and adventure we take slow and deliberate steps in tryign to learn from every spect of the journy
SophiaSharon Larnia: i am the type of person i want it to happen right now
SophiaSharon Larnia: lol
Pema Pera: we sometimes call it an experiment -- in so far as our whole life is an experiment in living as fully as we can
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes
Pema Pera: what would you like to happen, Sophia? everything :-) ?
SophiaSharon Larnia: everything is a lot, i don't think thats what i want yet
SophiaSharon Larnia: or ready for
Pema Pera: :-)
Fael Illyar: It's difficult if you want something to happen right now but don't know what :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: i want to be able to direct my thoughts better
SophiaSharon Larnia: remember more
SophiaSharon Larnia: of what i think
SophiaSharon Larnia: it is all interrelated</blushes>
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I thought to share something from my own experience.<blushes>
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<blushes> Fael Illyar: Yes, it is ... The way I've managed to improve in rememberin things is to first want to remember better and removing wants (or fears) to not remembr.
Fael Illyar: the latter kind you're often unaware of.
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes
Pema Pera: an attitude of leisure, as Korii mentioned, helps in letting our thoughts flow more freely
Pema Pera: thoughts are such funny things . . . .
Pema Pera: . . . we use them all the time, but we know so little about them
Fael Illyar: but... directing thoughs... what do you mean by that?
SophiaSharon Larnia: i feel that thoughts are things and mine are out of control
Fael Illyar: why do they need controlling?
SophiaSharon Larnia: if you send out negative energy, it hurts others, and you are still responsible for cleaning the energy later, it is a vicious cycle</blushes>
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I'm hoping I had figured out this response in the meeting<blushes> but, better late than never. "So it's not the thoughts you want to control but the energy?"
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<blushes> Fael Illyar: Ah, I wouldn't call it control.
SophiaSharon Larnia: change them then
Fael Illyar: so, you want to not send out negative energy?
SophiaSharon Larnia: in part
SophiaSharon Larnia: isn't there always more
Fael Illyar: yes, usually :)
Fael Illyar: (that said, I'm not aware of exceptions)
SophiaSharon Larnia: i want to help others, it is my job here in 3d and its extremely hard for me to do if I continue this way
SophiaSharon Larnia: there are a lot of reasons for this
SophiaSharon Larnia: but enough about me :)))
Fael Illyar smiles 'People talking about themselves is usually what brings out the conversation.'
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes youre right
Fael Illyar: It's the most interesting subject there is, really :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: haha
SophiaSharon Larnia: the last 12 hours has been unusual, what with every 15 minute ding
Fael Illyar: Ah, you already have a ding :)
Fael Illyar: you're diving in about as fast as I did :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: like being jerked with a string
SophiaSharon Larnia: oi
SophiaSharon Larnia: someone will think i have a twitch
SophiaSharon Larnia: lol</blushes>

<blushes>The practical issues of using bell sound to mark the stops.</blushes>
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<blushes> Fael Illyar: Well, the bell sound kind of "explains" it :)
Fael Illyar: I still have the ding but I don't always even remember it. Not sure if I "stop" when I don't remember it.
SophiaSharon Larnia: i see what you mean
Fael Illyar: I've been playing with creating joy the last couple of days.
SophiaSharon Larnia: interesting
Fael Illyar: anything negative tends to put a stop to it.
SophiaSharon Larnia: by thought or interaction with others....hard to say what i mean
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes it would
Fael Illyar: but as long as I just let the negative thing go and continue, I can keep it up.
SophiaSharon Larnia: it is hard to learn that
Fael Illyar: it's usually catching too if I'm with others :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: oh yes
Pema Pera: Sophia, may I ask how you discovered us?
SophiaSharon Larnia: what is going to happen with the data obtain from these sessions?
Pema Pera: oh, we do not have any purpose for them
Fael Illyar: it's there for people to read who are interested :)
Pema Pera: other than sharing them
SophiaSharon Larnia: well, from a tag in the cafe today
Fael Illyar: it's not data that way, really :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: i think i understand
Pema Pera: by putting it on the web, we can follow what is happening in our little community also during those sessions that we are not here
SophiaSharon Larnia: i have been feeling for years that something is coming in this world and I have been increasingly uncomfortable
Pema Pera: in what way, Sophia?
SophiaSharon Larnia: so have studied many things, gone many places, and in fact came to SL looking for others like me</blushes>
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<blushes> Fael Illyar: by the way, sophia, are you aware that whatever the thought, it can be accompanied with positive or negative energy?
Fael Illyar: sometimes both even
SophiaSharon Larnia: well to answer your ? Pema, it is somewhat corny for me to explain, but like an ascension like event, not that i believe everything i read
SophiaSharon Larnia: oh yes Fael
SophiaSharon Larnia: everyhting is just energy, like a prim of 3D
SophiaSharon Larnia: bad analogy
Pema Pera: an ascencion like event, Sophia?
SophiaSharon Larnia: for humanity
Korii Tiger smiles
SophiaSharon Larnia: sink or swim
SophiaSharon Larnia: what can i say
Pema Pera: SL is a very interesting analogy for RL, for sure!
Fael Illyar: it's not sink or swim. It just simply can't happen until everyone is there.
Korii Tiger: that perhaps humanity is comming to a chritical point where they msut either evolve.. or perish?
SophiaSharon Larnia: that is what i am afraid of, that we will have to start over...however, it is just time, right?
SophiaSharon Larnia: all at once
Korii Tiger: well.. its all part of the learning process...
Fael Illyar: to start over would require something rather catastrophic.
Fael Illyar: and no, it's not something that happens all at once :)
Fael Illyar: it's already happening.
SophiaSharon Larnia: /rise
SophiaSharon Larnia: i d thin you understand what im saying but there is so much more to this
SophiaSharon Larnia: i do think*
Korii Tiger smiles.
Fael Illyar: Well, it's not quite that simple, of course :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: so what is the problem
SophiaSharon Larnia: (asking in general)
Fael Illyar: problem? what problem?
SophiaSharon Larnia: ok i will shelve this thought for another day perhaps it is late at night for that
Fael Illyar: morning for me :)
Pema Pera: talking about late, I think I'll go back to sleep for a while, it is 4:30 am for me in New York :-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: the problem of how we became like this and how we can fix it, how humans can learn to survive together in 3d
SophiaSharon Larnia: i am in PA :))
Pema Pera: so late for you too then :)
Korii Tiger: VA
Korii Tiger: i'm thinking of sleep also.
SophiaSharon Larnia: im a night owl, work night shift and am a horrendous insomnia
SophiaSharon Larnia: c
Pema Pera: Nice to meet you, Sophia, and looking forward to seeing you here again
SophiaSharon Larnia: you too :))
Pema Pera: Good seeing you too again, Korii and Fael -- till next time!
Korii Tiger: Goodnight Pema
Fael Illyar: See you later Pema :)
Korii Tiger: good night Fael.. Sophia
Fael Illyar: See you later Korii :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: i seemed to have talked my self out as well, i could really go on forever about cetain things
SophiaSharon Larnia: smile
Fael Illyar: Ah, you're leaving too?
SophiaSharon Larnia: see you later and thank you :)))
SophiaSharon Larnia: i can stay
SophiaSharon Larnia: if you would like to speak with me
SophiaSharon Larnia: i would like to speak to you
Fael Illyar: Well, then do stay please :)
Fael Illyar: we can cut the recording here, though, if you'd prefer.
SophiaSharon Larnia: i think Pema makes me nrvous too
SophiaSharon Larnia: that would be great
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