2010.01.24 01:00 - Fun chaos

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Moon Fargis: greetings cal

Stargate Tone: Hello Cal :)*

Stargate Tone: RL calls me a bit still; brb

Calvino Rabeni: Hi Moon, Star

Moon Fargis: so how is everyone this morning? *yaaawns*

Calvino Rabeni: A bit sleepy tonight. But I had a good day

Stargate Tone: b

Moon Fargis: wb

Stargate Tone: ty

Moon Fargis: ahyes and now my rl calls me for a second, brb too :)

Stargate Tone: *

Stargate Tone: ah yes; still having much probs concerning pc

Stargate Tone: things

Liza Deischer: hi everyone

Stargate Tone: Hello Liza

Calvino Rabeni: Hello Liza

Liza Deischer: is it correct that i see a lot of flowers here, that weren't there yesterday

Stargate Tone: smiles *

Stargate Tone: yes it is correct

Calvino Rabeni: I think they are part of the body of Moon

Liza Deischer: ah

Stargate Tone: yes; Moon wear them

Liza Deischer: I needed to find my way in :-)

Stargate Tone: so they shall be gone again too when he leaves

Stargate Tone: _/!\_

Stargate Tone: Hello Qt

Qt Core: hi all

Liza Deischer: hi QT

Calvino Rabeni: As a topic, I am interested in "new experiences" one may have had lately.

Calvino Rabeni: Does that sound interesting?

Calvino Rabeni: Hi QT

Stargate Tone: _/!\_

Stargate Tone: (tries to keep her mouth that she wouldn't write a novel)

Calvino Rabeni: "Novel" ?

Calvino Rabeni: As a book

Stargate Tone: yea

--BELL--

Calvino Rabeni: also in english the word means "new"

Stargate Tone: (tries to learn to spell that word)

Stargate Tone: thank you

Moon Fargis: rehi, ah good morning liza and qt :)

Stargate Tone: rehi :)*

Stargate Tone: to be breaf in these new experiences;

Liza Deischer: hi moon

Calvino Rabeni: _/!\_

Stargate Tone: chaos for pc's, chaos for RL 'multi IM's' and chaos for new learning with SL verions

Stargate Tone: never had so many chaos at the same time

Moon Fargis: only small minds can live in order, true masters controll the chaos

Qt Core: you are lucky then , stargate ;-)

Calvino Rabeni: This happens in the world, sometimes there is even a "perfect storm"

Moon Fargis: *nibbles his cake*

Calvino Rabeni: In the ocean there may be a "rogue wave" that is immense

Stargate Tone: ah yes; the house here still is up, as well my body

Liza Deischer: why lucky QT?

Qt Core: only three chaos at a time ;-)

Stargate Tone: ah well; said to them young men I guided yesterday, how the most important is to find back to the inner peace no matter what kind of chaos takes us off it

Liza Deischer: :-)

Liza Deischer: chaos sometimes can be a good thing

Liza Deischer: it is not pleasant

Calvino Rabeni: I often like it

Liza Deischer: but sometimes it opens us up

Calvino Rabeni: Because of that perhaps

Liza Deischer: because we feel we are no longer in control

Moon Fargis: i wonder if i should post some chaos pictures:)

Calvino Rabeni: Or actually, in control at a higher level than before

Liza Deischer: the interesting thing is what happens next

Calvino Rabeni: Surfing, skiing, dancing, improvising, etc. all fun

Qt Core: (thinking about the fastest levels in tetris)

Calvino Rabeni: WIth too much order, we die

Calvino Rabeni: :(

Liza Deischer: you have fun chaos and not fun chaos I suppose

Calvino Rabeni: I had fun chaos today and a new experience

Liza Deischer: if we are in control all the time

Moon Fargis: ^^

Liza Deischer: nothing news happens

Liza Deischer: we stop learning

Moon Fargis: i had fun chaos

Moon Fargis: a few weeks ago

Moon Fargis: by destroying a old shelf in my room

Moon Fargis: wich been there for 15 years

Moon Fargis: if youre intrested: http://picasaweb.google.com/Sylvio.K...eat=directlink

Qt Core: as you puprosely destroyed it ?

Moon Fargis: yes sometimes there is destruction needed for something new

Liza Deischer: but how does your chaos feel stargate?

Liza Deischer: it doesn't sound like fun to me

Stargate Tone: well...

Qt Core: that kind of mess could be read as a mind reorganization too, moon

Qt Core: (nice swords, btw)

Moon Fargis: ^^

Moon Fargis: ahyes in a way it was too

--BELL--

Stargate Tone: when one is requested to work with poor tools or with no tools at all, that does not feel good

Calvino Rabeni: I was driving at night, my phone can do navigation, but I never used it before. I was going somewhere in the dark, telling destination in the phone by voice recognition, it was telling me where to turn, and I was off the route, and it kept re-routing me with new directions - It was fun chaos.

Calvino Rabeni: And a new experience

Liza Deischer: but in case of stargate is has an effect on how she feels

Qt Core: i love the habit of my gps navigator to suggest me to do u turn on highway access ramp, not really chaos, just crazy dangerous ;-)

Liza Deischer: and it is a continuing proces

Moon Fargis: eieiei

Moon Fargis: deactivate ghost driver mode:)

Liza Deischer: not a chaos in a moment

Liza Deischer: a few hours

Liza Deischer: how do you deal with that

Liza Deischer: I know that feeling from years ago

Stargate Tone: hm...to Liza; the most bad chaos I've experiencing partly is to experience several persons pains (one was to die, one 'exploded' to release huge much negativities) and 'few' distance connections

Calvino Rabeni: When chaos is not chosen and one is not skilled, it tends to feel emotionally unpleasant

Liza Deischer: when people told me to go to the right one day and the next day to the left

Liza Deischer: after a while i didn't know what was going on

Stargate Tone: (partly still)

Liza Deischer: but everybody gave me the idea that it was a good thing

Liza Deischer: was I the only one to see that is wasn't working?

Stargate Tone: but the new experience is that needed to serve these patients earthly needs too

Liza Deischer: I see stargate

Stargate Tone: plus a new person to guide

Liza Deischer: but those can have a great effect on you

Stargate Tone: and new must learning with new versions of SL

Stargate Tone: as have had need to be in connection via SL too to certain ppl , to patients too

Stargate Tone: and no pc running the way that I'de experience 'known and safe'

Liza Deischer: what is your line of work stargate

Stargate Tone: but yes; I thankfully am not alone, so in deep inside I can experience the peace still

Stargate Tone: I'm the healer and the spiritual guide

Liza Deischer: well the tricky thing is that there are other people involved

Stargate Tone: experiencing patients pains as 'my own'

Liza Deischer: hmmm, i understand

Moon Fargis: hm well then relax a bit now :)

Stargate Tone: there's 'few spirits' around me in RL still and one in his physicks too and would say 'in panic'

Moon Fargis: oh

Moon Fargis: hes under time pressure?

Liza Deischer: can you deal with it stargate?

Liza Deischer: I mean, is it getting to you?

Stargate Tone: that too

Stargate Tone: under time pressure

Stargate Tone: even he shouldn't

Stargate Tone: but...dont quite understand 'getting to you'...

Moon Fargis: yes time is a god we pray, obay and spit on

Stargate Tone: you mean if it effects to me ?

Liza Deischer: yes

Stargate Tone: ah sure

Liza Deischer: in a bad way

Stargate Tone: my body is shaking for this 'turbulence'

Moon Fargis: hm

--BELL--

Stargate Tone: ah yes; if it was on my hand, I'de 'press the button named relax' :)***

Moon Fargis: lol reminds me

Moon Fargis: (back then there was on every computer a button named Turbo mode)

Calvino Rabeni: shaking is the movement of chaos in you

Stargate Tone: but there's this exitement also rising cuz better phrase; essential better

Stargate Tone: yes; his chaos

Calvino Rabeni: yes, you can give it expression

Stargate Tone: but a bit also of my own choes cuz not knowing 'what's the next' with them pc's

Stargate Tone: but there's also this wonderfull 'chaos' which I experience here in SL atm

Calvino Rabeni: that reminds me Star, that Life has many such mixtures of energies

Stargate Tone: cuz of so warm and loving spirits here

Stargate Tone: oh yes; so many different kind

Liza Deischer: weel, these are o lot of different kind of chaosess :-)

Stargate Tone: yesssssssssss *

Calvino Rabeni: And it is sad to "tune" to only one or a few "channels"

Stargate Tone: ah; cannot help myself to add that there's also very cute feeling specially rising from you direction Liza :)**

Liza Deischer: some more practical, some of your own and some from others

Stargate Tone: cute feeling of bright curiosity :)***

Liza Deischer: :-)

Calvino Rabeni: The word "chaos" is a way of saying "I do not understand"

Calvino Rabeni: :)

Stargate Tone: ok; must leave my chair for a moment ; brb

Liza Deischer: yes, i agree

Calvino Rabeni: But the other possibility is to let it be informative

Calvino Rabeni: It is then more like a message rather than noise

Liza Deischer: never thought of myself as a cute feeling of bright curiosity :-)

Moon Fargis: :)

Calvino Rabeni: Well some people have that energy :)

Liza Deischer: message is a nice word to use here

Moon Fargis: well at the end, true chaos is what we cant handle anymore to order

Calvino Rabeni: I don't know about moon because the tiger has a frowny face :(

Calvino Rabeni: Although he is white

Moon Fargis: Meep Meep :P :p :P :p :P

Moon Fargis: :D

Moon Fargis: *mews*

Moon Fargis purrrrrrsssssssss

Calvino Rabeni: Ah, the frowny tiger is a softy :)

Stargate Tone: b

Liza Deischer: :-)

Moon Fargis: wb ^^

Liza Deischer: wb stargate

Calvino Rabeni: Now moon has a very relaxed look, don't you think so :)

Liza Deischer: but you're right Moon

Liza Deischer: I wouldn't say relaxed

Liza Deischer: but happy....

Stargate Tone: ty

Liza Deischer: keeping up that smile is hard work :-)

Stargate Tone: (rolled back them lines; red them now)

Calvino Rabeni: It must be so

Stargate Tone: ah well...yes; to me the chaos is much information

Moon Fargis: pretty easy

Moon Fargis: just click my nose:)

Stargate Tone: but as I'm not used to even to try to controll....

Stargate Tone: cuz I've know 'always' that it's not possible at least to me

Stargate Tone: and have strong belief that it's much more illusion to anybody than the truth

Liza Deischer: I guess the trick is not to identify with the chaos

Calvino Rabeni: It seems to me, people often have a short term of reference when speaking of such things

Stargate Tone: ah yes Liza; I feel truly bright/good energy from you as curiosity

Calvino Rabeni: They seem to mean "right now"

Stargate Tone: but pls remember my lag in english; that truly means only good

Liza Deischer: :-)

Calvino Rabeni: Rather than, over time it may change very much and seem different

Stargate Tone: even if my word may have other 'sound' who knows better words

Calvino Rabeni: You are masterful with words Stargate

Liza Deischer: yes giving it time and space helps you not to identify

Liza Deischer: and get bullied over by chaos

Calvino Rabeni: Not just not identify - but identify better

Calvino Rabeni: You can befriend the chaos, and it can be an ally, potentially

Liza Deischer: well, I guess it is the same word used in two different ways :-)

Stargate Tone: _(!\_

--BELL--

Stargate Tone: ah yes; used to say that I myself am chaos, when somebody has been willing to 'understand me'....

Calvino Rabeni: :) stargate :)

Calvino Rabeni: That is the secret

Stargate Tone: ?

Moon Fargis: binng

Calvino Rabeni: It was a beautiful statement of an open secret

Moon Fargis: wow already a hour gone

Stargate Tone: Thank you *

Calvino Rabeni: someone gave you a gift, and you awake enough to take it :)

Stargate Tone: so; you can easily notice that it's difficult for me to 'be here' cuz of so many other strong contacts at the same time *

Moon Fargis: *streches* seems my time is runing out then

Qt Core: have to go... and sorry for being too sleepy to really partecipate

Moon Fargis: ^^

Moon Fargis: see you soon Qt

Liza Deischer: thats okay QT

Liza Deischer: cu

Stargate Tone: see U soon again Qt

Qt Core: (but it still is a great way to start a late morning ;-) )

Calvino Rabeni: Bye for now QT

Stargate Tone: _/!\_

Liza Deischer: bye QT

Qt Core: bye

Moon Fargis: hehe

Moon Fargis: was nice talk today :)

Calvino Rabeni: The moon is setting on PaB for now.

Moon Fargis: have a great day then and see you soon everyone ^^

Calvino Rabeni: See you later Moon

Liza Deischer: same to you moon

Moon Fargis: *scratches his badly face*

Moon Fargis: (baldy)

Liza Deischer: :-)

Stargate Tone: lol

Liza Deischer: bye moon

Liza Deischer: I'm in need of a cup of coffee

Stargate Tone: ah yes; need to go too; was truly nice to met you too :)

Stargate Tone: hearts

Calvino Rabeni: hearts

Liza Deischer: bye

Liza Deischer: here is love in the air....

Liza Deischer: is it okay cal if I tp you in half an hour

Liza Deischer: Or would that be to late

Liza Deischer: I feel my body needs some rest

Liza Deischer: there is a headache coming up

Calvino Rabeni: Give it a try Liza -

Calvino Rabeni: Take it easy awhile

Liza Deischer: so half an hour is okay to you?

Calvino Rabeni: Yes, I will do some work for a while, then come to SL around then.

Liza Deischer: okay, see you then

Calvino Rabeni: BFN

Liza Deischer: bfn