2010.04.04 07:00 - Easter, and Trusting to Leap

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    The Guardian for this meeting was SophiaSharon Larnia. The comments are by SophiaSharon Larnia. The participants are Eden Haiku, Bertram Jacobus, Fay Yedmore, Eliza Madrigal, Liza Deischer, Eos Amaterasu, and Paradise Tennant.


    SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Eden :)
    Eden Haiku: Hi..Sophia.
    Eden Haiku: Happy Easter or Happy Passover. ;)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: how are you? I hope it's as lovely there as it is here in Pa ^.^
    SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Bertram
    Eden Haiku: Yes, weather is gorgeous.:)
    Eden Haiku: Hello bertram.
    SophiaSharon Larnia: and hi Fay, welcome back
    Bertram Jacobus: hey eden and sharon :-)
    Fay Yedmore: hello all
    Eden Haiku: Hi Fay.
    SophiaSharon Larnia is soaking up the warm weather like water after a drought
    Eden Haiku: Yes, you had quite a winter did not you?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: :) yes
    SophiaSharon Larnia: I saw Fael couldn't make it and logged on at 7, saw no one, and came here, I have to leave in a few :)
    Eden Haiku: I just wanted to say hi and Happy Holidays, I have to go.soon.
    Fay Yedmore: ah you both have to go then?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: may I ask a question that will reveal my ignorance?? lol
    Eden Haiku: Oh oh Sophia, just saw you had to go too...
    Bertram Jacobus: oeps - so you both will leave quickly ?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: aww just dinner in the oven I can wait haha
    Bertram Jacobus: (lol dear) :o)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: is Easter across the world, in christian countries I mean, so it is wide spead
    Bertram Jacobus: please reveil your ignorance sharon, yes ! ;-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: hehe
    Bertram Jacobus: will be wide spread, yes, i guess so
    Eden Haiku: Ouf Sophia,,Thanks. I have to go to Mass with my Dad. He said it was at 10 so I thought I could make it to the guardians meeting,. But the church was empty, I'm going back ,sticking to my word but...feeling a bit angry.
    Bertram Jacobus: and i have a similar question : in arabic countries - does one notice christmas ?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: ooh Eden
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes, the time makes quite a bit of difference indeed! Bertram, I am not sure ^.^
    SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Eliza
    Fay Yedmore: hi eliza
    Eliza Madrigal: Hi Guys :)
    Bertram Jacobus: hello eliza ! ... :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: dressed for Easter eliza?? smiles
    Eliza Madrigal: Am trying to make sure the timestamps don't show up in my saved text...
    Eliza Madrigal: yes, a bit :)) Happy Easter
    Eden Haiku: Being decisive about standing by jim as much as I can, yet I,m not used to that. I moved from down town only less than a year ago, He's demanding in a puzzling way. Hello Eliza, I was saying I planned to go to the gauradians meeting but I can't...Sorry for that. Say hello to everyone and Happy Easter to you;)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: preferences, text chat, chat options
    Eliza Madrigal: Ah, okay Eden... just fine. :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: happy easter, or whatever the holiday means to you
    Eden Haiku: On my way to Easter Mass. Sighs...
    Eliza Madrigal: yes... nearly said something along those lines .. heh... Happy Everything
    SophiaSharon Larnia: extra day off work, or the risen christ
    Eliza Madrigal: :)
    Eden Haiku: Bye everyone. I'm such a good daughter I also hate myself. I feel a bit manipulated too. I just dont know how to say no.
    SophiaSharon Larnia: Eden, well wishes your way, hope to see you soon :)
    Eliza Madrigal: Good for you, Eden (( )))
    SophiaSharon Larnia: brb
    Eliza Madrigal: oh, strange, in the new viewer the timestamps are under 'privacy'
    SophiaSharon Larnia: back, and at least my internet service is back like normal
    Fay Yedmore: good for you sophia
    SophiaSharon Larnia: ooh new viewer, won't comment, I have noooooo idea ^.^
    Fay Yedmore: same here
    Eliza Madrigal: I'd unchecked it before, but then the timestamps showed up again... now I hope it wll be fine
    SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Liza
    Bertram Jacobus: hey liza
    Fay Yedmore: hey liza
    Eliza Madrigal: It was a lot to remove them from last week's guardian log :)
    Eliza Madrigal: Hi Liza
    Liza Deischer: nice that turning wheel on your back Sharon :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: thanks I feel like a cog in the wheel of life, i think some may think it has a different meaning (its not scripted)
    Eliza Madrigal: Isn't that cute?!
    SophiaSharon Larnia: oh wait, except for the rotation oops
    SophiaSharon Larnia: and feel a bit like an automated doll
    Fay Yedmore: thats not good
    Liza Deischer: yes, but maybe life is a bit like that
    Fay Yedmore: although i know the feeling
    SophiaSharon Larnia: nods
    Liza Deischer: we all have patterns that we use automatically
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes get up shower, eat go to work blah blah
    SophiaSharon Larnia: one foot in front of the other
    Liza Deischer: right
    SophiaSharon Larnia: happiness as a special gift
    Liza Deischer: I know what you mean fay, but I actually think that doing a lot of things automatically is also a good thing
    Fay Yedmore: well i think you can great it yourself too
    Liza Deischer: it costs us less energy
    Fay Yedmore: depends on which your do automatically
    Liza Deischer: if I need to wonder every morning where I am,...... :-)
    Liza Deischer: yes, true Fay
    SophiaSharon Larnia: nods at Fay
    Fay Yedmore: i think its good to have some times in the day when you are aware of what and how things devolep
    Eliza Madrigal: I've been thinking about the way we don't notice most of what we do... how much potential is in that... what we might notice as we make that same treck to the coffee pot
    SophiaSharon Larnia: :0
    SophiaSharon Larnia: oops I meant smile
    Eliza Madrigal: :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: (like that ^.^)
    Liza Deischer nods to eliza
    Bertram Jacobus smiles ;o)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: ;p
    Bertram Jacobus: lol
    Eliza Madrigal: ^(*-*)^
    SophiaSharon Larnia: plus my alt is a doll, and she's spilling over into my main
    Liza Deischer: maybe we would become aware of we aren't aware of so we can make choices
    Liza Deischer: hmmm, that's nonsense :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: spilling over, or becoming aware of what we are not presently aware of?
    SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Eos
    Liza Deischer: yes, but then I thought how do you do that if you're not aware of it
    Eliza Madrigal: Hi Eos :)
    Liza Deischer: and secondly, every moment is new, so
    Liza Deischer: actually I have no idea what I said :-))
    SophiaSharon Larnia: ah yes, becoming aware of what was previously mysterious, integrating that and going on, maybe
    Fay Yedmore: ho eros
    Liza Deischer: hi Eos
    Eos Amaterasu: HI all
    SophiaSharon Larnia: or be like me and jump the tracks lololol
    Liza Deischer: well, maybe it works better if we choose a few things a day and to be aware in that moment
    Bertram Jacobus: hello eos ! ... ;-)
    Liza Deischer: eliz'a coffee for instance
    Eliza Madrigal: hehe, Sharon :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes, for me, one thing
    SophiaSharon Larnia: any more and I overload, although that has not happened in a long while now
    Liza Deischer: what do you mean by jump the tracks, I don't know that expression
    SophiaSharon Larnia: hmm i quit my job
    Liza Deischer: you did?
    Liza Deischer: wow
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes i was very very unhappy
    Liza Deischer: that's a big step
    Liza Deischer: good for you
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes, to jump the track, i meant it to change the course of a train
    Liza Deischer: I know you were unhappy
    Eliza Madrigal: It has been a little while, how are you feeling about it Sharon?
    Liza Deischer: Yes, I understand now :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: oh yes, still free floating anxiety, but in a more positive frame of mind, to make a decision for me was the hardest step, ever
    SophiaSharon Larnia: had a terrible chest cold directly thereafter, but cleared up now
    Eos Amaterasu: :-) congrats
    Eliza Madrigal nods... took a lot of energy perhaps, to make that leap
    SophiaSharon Larnia: thanks :)
    Liza Deischer: I can imagine and I do understand the anxiety, but you also bought yourself a lot of freedom
    Eos Amaterasu: "Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free"
    SophiaSharon Larnia: shakes in her shoes hahahah
    Bertram Jacobus: :-)
    Eliza Madrigal: :))
    Liza Deischer: :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: it is a matter of trust
    Eliza Madrigal: on the edge
    Eos Amaterasu: in space, without a net
    SophiaSharon Larnia: oh i have a net, i always did
    Eliza Madrigal: hm... edge of space...
    Bertram Jacobus: i did it some times too. very good.
    Eos Amaterasu: (do you need a net in space?)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: hmmmm
    Eliza Madrigal: :) what about a net of space?
    Eos Amaterasu: that's exactly it :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: i trust, and always felt that I would be ok, if I could just. do. it.
    Eos Amaterasu: I'm trying to think of that Goethe quote, which is actually about trusting in space
    Liza Deischer: a net of space: that's great :-)
    Eos Amaterasu: Once you decide, leap, then the world starts responding, opening
    Eliza Madrigal: Very inspiring, Sharon
    Bertram Jacobus: sry don´t know it actually (how embarrassing for a german (?) ... (goethe´s qoute)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: smiles
    Liza Deischer: :-)
    Bertram Jacobus: and inspiring sharon - agree - ty !
    Eos Amaterasu:
    Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it. "

    Eliza Madrigal: Ah!
    Eos Amaterasu:

    "Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness concerning all acts of initiative and creation. There is one elementary truth, the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans; that the moment one definitely commits oneself, then providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred."
    Eliza Madrigal: providence moves too... hmmm
    SophiaSharon Larnia: yes
    Eos Amaterasu: mama terra has some moves
    SophiaSharon Larnia: i understand this intuitively, like how sychronicities line up
    Eliza Madrigal: heheh
    Liza Deischer: :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: hahah
    Liza Deischer: well this is quite different then pouring ourselves some coffee :-)
    Eliza Madrigal: Well... not really...
    Fay Yedmore: ok dear ppl i wil leave you thanks for the talk have a good time
    Eliza Madrigal: Bye Fay, good to see you again
    SophiaSharon Larnia: bye Fay, hope to see you soon :)
    Liza Deischer: your right eliza :-)
    Eos Amaterasu: Ciao, Fay
    Fay Yedmore: bye bye
    Liza Deischer: bye fay
    Bertram Jacobus: bye fay - dear ... cu ... later , soon may be ... :-)
    Eliza Madrigal: The moments between waking and getting to the 'same pot of coffee' can be surprisingly dynamic...
    Liza Deischer: I know
    Eos Amaterasu listens...
    Liza Deischer: but becomig aware is different then making a choice based on the awareness
    Liza Deischer: making a choice means you open up new things, and close up old ones
    Liza Deischer: being aware is seeing the dynamic, not necessarily acting on it
    Liza Deischer: sorry
    SophiaSharon Larnia: :)
    Liza Deischer: didn;t notice the bell
    SophiaSharon Larnia: i miss it too, what im in the middle of a thought :)
    Eos Amaterasu imagines SophiaSharon in the middle of a thought
    Eliza Madrigal: :)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: heheh i knowwwss
    Liza Deischer: :-)
    Eliza Madrigal: Yesterday, sitting in a diner with a stack of books and printed emails... just going over things, I noticed that there were strangely, a number of girls with long, curly, springy hair....
    Liza Deischer: but to make a good choice (whatever that may be), you need to be aware
    Eliza Madrigal: and I got very tickled.... just noticing the funny/strange little pattern...
    Eliza Madrigal: sat there grinning. Doesn't sound like a very lofty moment...
    Eliza Madrigal: but in its way, quite profound
    SophiaSharon Larnia: :)
    Liza Deischer: :-)
    SophiaSharon Larnia: i have to go, the pototoes dont peel themselves
    Eliza Madrigal: hahahahah
    Eos Amaterasu: long curly springy hair captures 9 secs
    SophiaSharon Larnia: bye all :))
    Bertram Jacobus: bye sharon ... :-)
    Eliza Madrigal: Bye Sharon :)
    Eos Amaterasu: SophiaSharon peels off
    Eliza Madrigal: hahah
    Eos Amaterasu: bye
    Liza Deischer: bye Sharon
    SophiaSharon Larnia: :)
    Liza Deischer: hi Paradise
    Eliza Madrigal: Hi Paradise :)
    Eos Amaterasu: Hi Paradise
    Paradise Tennant: hiya bertram ..liza .. eliza ..eos .. bleu :)
    Eliza Madrigal: I think I shared that little pattern just as a way of saying that there is just so much we dont see normally... so much play
    Liza Deischer: very true
    Bertram Jacobus: hey paradise - miss neighbour ! ...
    Eliza Madrigal: I don't know that it helps me to make the 'big decisions/leaps' , but it might :)
    Paradise Tennant: smiles :) I have such nice neighbours :)
    Eliza Madrigal: :)) Nice to see you so early Paradise
    Liza Deischer: well, I think it is the basis
    Liza Deischer: if there isn't any awareness, then you will step in the same patterns over and over again
    Eliza Madrigal: hm, nods...
    Liza Deischer: and if you start to feel the dynamics of a single moment
    Eos Amaterasu: in that kind of awareness, there's awareness of fear points, so you can stay with those, not close off, be more open, see more: stay, let be, see
    Liza Deischer: then you get ready to play :-)
    Liza Deischer: doing some small experiments, taking a few risks
    Eliza Madrigal: fear points... interesting idea
    Eos Amaterasu: what you don't want to deal with, look at
    Eos Amaterasu: maybe even don't want to know that there is such a point
    Liza Deischer: yes, but fear points are difficult
    Paradise Tennant: smiles was reading the "The essence of the bhagavad gita: by paramhansa Yogananda last night .. he described it sort of like we have a mulitude of people inside us and we need a kind of magnetism to get everyone marching in the same step .. reflection helps you see the multitude :)
    Eliza Madrigal: the elephant stopped by the mouse, often
    Paradise Tennant: yes
    Liza Deischer: you can't pass fear, but it closes a lot down
    Bertram Jacobus: sry - my leap and decision is now, trying to leave quite aware without disturbing or interrupting too much, may be impossible ;-)
    Eliza Madrigal: :)) Bye Bert, good to see you
    Paradise Tennant: fear .. is such a big motivator
    Liza Deischer: bye Bert
    Eos Amaterasu: :-), well said!
    Paradise Tennant: have a wonderful day bertram :)
    Eliza Madrigal wondering if it will be an especially small guardian session....
    Bertram Jacobus: so ty all for the talk - have a nice time and may all beings be happy please (!) ...
    Eliza Madrigal: Namaste, Bert
    Paradise Tennant: smiles will work on that one bertram :)
    Eos Amaterasu: /||\
    Bertram Jacobus: ty !
    Eos Amaterasu: there's 4 here :-)
    Eliza Madrigal: :)
    Eos Amaterasu: Time to segue
    Eliza Madrigal: :) See y'all there
    Paradise Tennant: smiles and waves at everyone :) wishing them happiness :) for their multitude :)
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