The Spirit of Intentionality

For those SL friends who I have had the pleasure of spending some time with during PaB sessions over the last half year, you may recall some of the topics that I have brought up during meetings: attachment, time, no-thought, faith, and more lately intent.

These are questions I've asked myself (have you?):  What do I expect out of PaB?  How honest am I with myself with my efforts?  Why am I doing this?  What can I learn?  What can I offer?  What are other people's goals? 

Well, all I know is what I know (and I certainly don't know what I don't.)  But the basic premise of PaB is to still, drop, and perceive.  This is in accord with myriad traditions.  But it is precipitated, even defined by, practical effort.

I had written previously, "I do wish to add that there is a spirit of intentionality with PaB to nurture exploration, experience, and growth; I've been privy to some amazing examples of that."  This was me treading lightly.  Yes, there is support and cameraderie; a collegial atmosphere of respect.  That is good and so necessary, especially in a feedback-scarce environment such as SL. 

But, underpinning that atmosphere, there are sober models for achieving that experience and growth.  PaB offers one.  With sincere effort - intentionality - of resolutely looking deeper and deeper, with the greater clarity that comes from practice, with the conviction of our ability to perceive here and now "our ultimate nature" - "Being" - or "(substitute your word here)", focused and naturally proto-reactive as a Samarai in life-or-death swordplay, we can indeed See.

In being in wonder of Being, I can see the desperate struggle for life, the beauty of a mushroom on a dead tree, the suffering that is the currency of our priveledge to spin on the surface of this blue planet, and within all is somehow an inexplicable Great Intent.  This is IS.  Or perhaps, Just, or more precisely, Yes.

We can we perceive this miraculous oneness as our mind-body raindrop plops into to the ocean of Being, if we nurture this Spirit of Intentionality for ourselves, and each other.

So, yes, there is a Spirit of Intentionality with PaB. 

What do YOU expect out of PaB?  Why are YOU doing this?  What can YOU learn?  What can YOU offer?  What is YOUR intentionality to still, drop, and perceive?