2014.07.13 13:00 - How fragile we are

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    The Guardian for this meeting was Agatha Macbeth. The comments are by Agatha Macbeth.

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    Agatha Macbeth: Good evening Wester
    Wester Kiranov: hi agatha
    Wester Kiranov: how are you doing?
    Agatha Macbeth: Good thx, warm :)
    Agatha Macbeth: Are you well?
    Wester Kiranov: I'm dealing with some really bad news
    Agatha Macbeth: Oh
    Wester Kiranov: nothing acute, but the rug has really been pulled from under me
    Wester Kiranov: hi wo;
    Agatha Macbeth: Sorry to hear that
    Wester Kiranov: *wol
    Agatha Macbeth: Which rug is this?
    Wol Euler: hello aggers, wester
    Agatha Macbeth: Hello Wollie ♥
    Wester Kiranov: mine, or my son's actually
    Agatha Macbeth: Financially speaking?
    Agatha Macbeth: Or health?
    Wester Kiranov: health
    Agatha Macbeth: Oh no
    Agatha Macbeth: That's a subject I am well aware of myself I'm afraid
    Wester Kiranov: at the moment he's still happy and quite healthy, but they found there's a high probability he has a muscle disease
    Agatha Macbeth: Do you want this to stay in the log?
    Wester Kiranov: that's ok. thanks for asking
    Wol Euler: oh wow, sorry to hear that :(
    Agatha Macbeth: No worries: I can edit anything you wish
    Agatha Macbeth: How old is he?
    Wester Kiranov: he just turned 8
    Agatha Macbeth: 0.0
    Agatha Macbeth: OMG
    Wol Euler: damn
    Agatha Macbeth: I was expecting an answer like 30-ish :(
    Agatha Macbeth: That's awful
    Wester Kiranov: well at least now we know why he sometimes gets exhausted from walking a short distance
    Agatha Macbeth nods
    Agatha Macbeth: Is there any family history of this kind of illness?
    --BELL--1315
    Wester Kiranov: no.nobody expected anything like this, either
    Agatha Macbeth: Yes I didn't expect it when I found out about my heart condition either
    Wester Kiranov: when did you find out about that?
    Agatha Macbeth: No history there either
    Agatha Macbeth: Oh about four years ago now
    Agatha Macbeth: I suddenly started to feel out of breath if I over exerted myself or climbed a hill
    Agatha Macbeth: And food tasted odd too
    Agatha Macbeth: That was because of a side effect of the condition which affected my kidneys
    Agatha Macbeth: Water retention
    Agatha Macbeth: A combination of irregular haertbeat and high blood pressure
    Wester Kiranov: how does that affect your daily life now?
    Agatha Macbeth: Well I have to take six different kinds of drug each day
    Agatha Macbeth: But at least I got away without needing surgery
    Agatha Macbeth: Which is good because I hate hospitals!
    Agatha Macbeth: I guess I just live with it, no choice
    Agatha Macbeth: There are many with far worse problems
    Agatha Macbeth: So I'm not complaining
    Agatha Macbeth blows in Wol's ear
    Wol Euler smiles.
    Agatha Macbeth: Ah you are there
    Wol Euler: of course
    Agatha Macbeth grins
    Wester Kiranov: yeah, live with it. I'm pretty surprised how normal the world still is
    Agatha Macbeth: Well I think everyone's definition of normal is different of course
    Agatha Macbeth: Maybe 'comfortable' is a better word
    Wester Kiranov: my reference point of normailty is definitely shifting
    Agatha Macbeth: Not surprising
    Wol Euler: "this is the new normal" is what my mother said as we put my father into a nursing home
    Agatha Macbeth: Right
    Wol Euler: you just have to get on with it, somehoe
    Wol Euler: *somehow
    Agatha Macbeth: How is he btw?
    Wol Euler: calmer, he has come to peace with being there
    Wol Euler: has even made some friends
    Agatha Macbeth: Well that's something at least
    Wester Kiranov: that's good news
    Wol Euler nods.
    Wol Euler: indeed
    Agatha Macbeth: Your mom still feels bad about it tho?
    Wol Euler: of course
    Wol Euler: she tortures herself with the thought that she broke her vow and betrayed him
    Wol Euler: and will do until she dies
    Wester Kiranov: ow
    Wol Euler: there's no rationalizing that
    Wol Euler: she *knows* that it isn't true, but knowledge is not the point
    --BELL--1330
    Agatha Macbeth: We can all find things to blame ourselves for if we try hard enough
    Wol Euler nods.
    Agatha Macbeth: But it's far worse when others are involved
    Agatha Macbeth: I can always say 'no one put me where I am today but me'
    Agatha Macbeth: But to think I may have let others down is a different matter
    Wol Euler nods.
    Agatha Macbeth: Maybe it's a catholic thing :p
    Wol Euler: I don't think so :)
    Agatha Macbeth: Hehe
    Wester Kiranov: maybe it's a human thing
    Wol Euler: I think it's pretty standard equipment on humans
    Agatha Macbeth: Yeh
    Agatha Macbeth: Oh
    Agatha Macbeth: No Bert today
    Wol Euler: oh?
    Wol Euler: ah
    Wol Euler: just arrived
    Wol Euler: ah welllllllll
    Agatha Macbeth: He can't do the meditation he says
    Agatha Macbeth: Looks like an early night :p
    Agatha Macbeth: Hope he's okay
    Agatha Macbeth: How is your own health Wes?
    Wester Kiranov: quite good, actually.
    Agatha Macbeth: Well that's a blessing anyway
    Wester Kiranov: yes
    Wester Kiranov: if i believed in that kind of thing, i would think the universe was teaching me a lesson on the fragility of life
    Wol Euler nods.
    Agatha Macbeth nods
    Agatha Macbeth: Like the Sting song
    Wester Kiranov: like i didn't get the message when i got meningitis two years ago
    Agatha Macbeth: That can be fatal can't it?
    Wester Kiranov: yes, i was lucky my husband got me to the doctor in time
    Agatha Macbeth: Indeed
    Wol Euler: mmhmm
    Agatha Macbeth: I can't help wondering what might have happened had I not gone to the doctor when I did
    --BELL--1345
    Wester Kiranov: or if your doctor (or mine) hadn't made the correct diagnosis
    Agatha Macbeth: Yes
    Wester Kiranov: or if we had lived somewhere with less doctors
    Agatha Macbeth: Absolutely
    Wol Euler: my neighbour upstairs had a heart attack at home three days after coming back from the Andes. Here, it was a fairly routine matter; there, she would have died long before getting to a hospital.
    Agatha Macbeth: Wasn't that where John Peel died?
    Agatha Macbeth: Think it was Peru

    A quick change of subject......

    Agatha Macbeth: Er...a quick change of subject?
    Wol Euler smiles.
    Wester Kiranov: :)
    Agatha Macbeth: What is copybotting exactly?
    Wol Euler: stealing people#s designs by capturing the textures and prim properties of things they make
    Agatha Macbeth: Right
    Wol Euler: by intercepting the downloaded data before the viewer encrypts it
    Agatha Macbeth: How do they do that then?
    Wol Euler: I don't know the details, never cared enough to find out
    Wol Euler: basically they make their own viewer which leaves out that step
    Agatha Macbeth: Hm
    Wester Kiranov: well, I learnd something new today :)
    Agatha Macbeth: It's just that I hear the word bot used a lot in SL, but seemingly for widely differing things
    Wol Euler: bot itself just means "robot"
    Agatha Macbeth: Like somebody mentioned an alice bot recently
    Wol Euler: i.e. an avatar in SL that is not being operated directly by a typist, like we are
    Agatha Macbeth: Like Ollie you mean
    Wol Euler: ollie who=
    Agatha Macbeth: Is she still there btw?
    Wol Euler: oh her
    Agatha Macbeth: The one in Mugunghwa
    Wol Euler: no, she's gone, haven'T seen her in a few months now
    Agatha Macbeth: Ah
    Agatha Macbeth: That was most odd
    Agatha Macbeth: They say there is AI which can pass that test now
    Wol Euler: actually that has been debunked, it was a hoax
    Agatha Macbeth: Aha
    --BELL--1400
    Agatha Macbeth: Thought it was too good to be true
    Wester Kiranov: you mean the turing test, or what test?
    Agatha Macbeth: Turing yes
    Agatha Macbeth: So it wasn't real then
    Wol Euler: nope
    Agatha Macbeth: Facebook again probably
    Wester Kiranov: i've always found that an odd kind of test anyway
    Wester Kiranov: because what people notice as artificial evolves so quickly
    Wol Euler: like Schrödinger's experiment, it is more something to think about than something anyone would actually do
    Agatha Macbeth: Hm, yes
    Wester Kiranov: oh, so i'm not supposed to actually put a brain in a vat on a trolley either?
    Wol Euler chuckles.
    Wol Euler: not unless it's for dinner
    Wester Kiranov giggles
    Agatha Macbeth: That's Igor out of a job then
    Wester Kiranov: :D
    Agatha Macbeth: Well it will save the villagers from having to burn down the castle yet again
    Wol Euler nods.
    Agatha Macbeth: Amazing how those films always finished the same way
    Wester Kiranov: if they are not hit by the trol;ley
    Agatha Macbeth: Yeh
    Agatha Macbeth: I mean if it was the same village every time, did they keep rebuilding the castle or what?
    Agatha Macbeth: It must have burned down 20 times
    Agatha Macbeth: Strange how it always seems to go warm here at 9PM
    Agatha Macbeth: You'd think it would do the opposite
    Agatha Macbeth: Think I need to go stand in the garden for 10 mins :P
    Wol Euler: enjoy the warmth
    Wol Euler: I shall move on too
    Agatha Macbeth: Yeh kill some orcs
    Wol Euler: Wester, I hope everything will be okay ...
    Agatha Macbeth: Yes Wes, hope things go well with you
    Wester Kiranov: well, see you both around then
    Wester Kiranov: and everything will be as it is
    Wol Euler smiles.
    Agatha Macbeth: Life eh?
    Wol Euler: goodnight
    Agatha Macbeth: Take care both
    Wester Kiranov: goodnight

     

    If blood will flow when flesh and steel are one
    Drying in the colour of the evening sun
    Tomorrow's rain will wash the stains away
    But something in our minds will always stay
    Perhaps this final act was meant
    To clinch a lifetime's argument
    That nothing comes from violence and nothing ever could
    For all those born beneath an angry star
    Lest we forget how fragile we are

    On and on the rain will fall
    Like tears from a star, like tears from a star
    On and on the rain will say
    How fragile we are, how fragile we are

    On and on the rain will fall
    Like tears from a star, like tears from a star
    On and on the rain will say
    How fragile we are, how fragile we are
    How fragile we are, how fragile we are
                           (Sting)

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