2021.09.30 07:00 - Troublesome "I"

    The Guardian for this meeting was Adams Rubble. The comments are by Adams Rubble.

     

    Riddle Sideways: Good Morning Adams
    Adams Rubble: Good morning Riddle :)
    Adams Rubble: I lost my PaB Hud
    Riddle Sideways: like anything else, leaping into the pavillioin takes practice
    Adams Rubble: never mind, I just found it
    Riddle Sideways: the latest had a different name
    Riddle Sideways: that was hard to remember
    Adams Rubble: I found the one from 2018
    Adams Rubble: This will be our last session in September 2021
    Riddle Sideways: the end of one goes right into the start of another
    Adams Rubble: Yes October
    Adams Rubble makes a note to set up new month
    Riddle Sideways: make todo list item to flip calendar page
    --BELL--

    Simchat Torah

    Riddle Sideways: it was just Simchat Torah

    Riddle Sideways: which is reading the last page of Torah
    Adams Rubble: oh
    Riddle Sideways: and Immediately reading the first paragraph of the beginning of the new year
    Adams Rubble: the beginning and the end
    Riddle Sideways: no gap, where it is not being read
    Riddle Sideways: as told here other years, we unroll the Torah scroll all the way around the sancuary. it just fits
    Riddle Sideways: except this year many of us were at home and holding via Zoom
    Adams Rubble: nice ritual
    Adams Rubble: tough to do in zoom
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Riddle Sideways: even in person ㋡
    Riddle Sideways: are never suppose to touch the lettering
    Adams Rubble: does everyone hold part of it in person?
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Adams Rubble: ohh, that snwers my question
    Riddle Sideways: lots of people
    Riddle Sideways: this year had just enough
    Riddle Sideways: an extra person to use the camera
    Riddle Sideways: Now but to Both your very beautiful robes(?)
    Riddle Sideways: olde camera
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Riddle Sideways: would have to be a modern camera that spins completely around
    Adams Rubble nods

    Mind and Body Rebellion

    Riddle Sideways: Just before the beel, had just read the latest blog entry
    Adams Rubble: wrote an entry during the break
    Riddle Sideways: there was a bad night's sleep here too
    --BELL--
    Riddle Sideways: but, like your's
    Riddle Sideways: um, welcone badk ㋡
    Adams Rubble: thanks
    Adams Rubble: bad trip
    Riddle Sideways: yeah, far out
    Adams Rubble: I triggered something bad in my mind
    Adams Rubble: Mind got angry with me
    Adams Rubble: or body got angry
    Adams Rubble: or both
    Riddle Sideways: or an alternate could be that you are reading tooooo much into this
    Riddle Sideways: but probably not
    Adams Rubble: the physical distress was real
    Adams Rubble: still present
    Riddle Sideways: oh dear
    Adams Rubble: not as strong
    Adams Rubble: maybe I am just ill
    Riddle Sideways: heart shakra
    Riddle Sideways: could be the heart was announcing
    Riddle Sideways: or acid reflex
    Adams Rubble: latter
    Adams Rubble: the mind gets nervous when the "self" is thratened
    Riddle Sideways: there are pretty good tablets(drugs) for that. That this house needs to get more of
    Adams Rubble: threatened
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Adams Rubble: yes, took two tums
    Riddle Sideways: it is good to remember you work as a complete unit
    Riddle Sideways: put concentration on one part, but remember it is part of A whole
    Riddle Sideways: let self is still part of society
    Riddle Sideways: *like
    Riddle Sideways: so, heart and body get mad when discounted
    Riddle Sideways: or belittled?
    Riddle Sideways: and rebel against the great and powerful mind ㋡
    Adams Rubble: in my case it was closer to being other way around
    Adams Rubble: but maybe not
    Adams Rubble: anyway I hit a metaphorical land mine
    Riddle Sideways: nicely put

    "I"

    Riddle Sideways: Plus, you noticed all the "I", 'I' I
    Adams Rubble: yes
    Adams Rubble: shades of Avastu
    Adams Rubble: taught us all about I
    Riddle Sideways: was an incident like rereading some paragraph that every sentence started with "I" that started the war on pronouns
    Riddle Sideways: AH! Avastu
    --BELL--
    Riddle Sideways: an Avatar usually of few words. usually single words
    Riddle Sideways: yet, if a topic got on some narrow tracks, Avastu would steam ahead very fast
    Adams Rubble: yes but never use "I"
    Adams Rubble: or "me"
    Adams Rubble: btw, I am enoying Bleu's autumn trees
    Riddle Sideways:

    SophiaSharon Larnia: i thought so
    Avastu Maruti: thought is an appearance which you objectify, as is the body
    Avastu Maruti: the true self is not objective
    Avastu Maruti: it does not appear yet is undeniably and intimately known at all times
    Avastu Maruti: that is what is actually meant by the word "I"
    Avastu Maruti: that is the reference
    Avastu Maruti: pure subjectivity
    Avastu Maruti: you are always present and aware - you are always awareness
    Avastu Maruti: that is the true "I"
    Avastu Maruti: or self

    Riddle Sideways: (from 2009)
    Adams Rubble: he used "I" twice :)
    Riddle Sideways: if one quotes "I" it might not be the same
    Adams Rubble: present and aware - two of the three TSA words (aware-knowledge)
    Adams Rubble: present=time
    Riddle Sideways: TSK or TSA
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Adams Rubble: TSK
    Adams Rubble: TSA- time, space and awareness
    Adams Rubble: time
    Adams Rubble: been using that more lately
    Riddle Sideways: sorry, TSA sounds too close to those Fun airport people
    Adams Rubble: could use AST
    Adams Rubble: or STA
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    --BELL--
    Riddle Sideways: that book had the chapters on S first, but title had T first. was always curious on that
    Adams Rubble: yes

    Levels

    Adams Rubble: We haven't talked much about the 3 levels. I don;t think that is in the book
    Adams Rubble: I think it will be in the next one
    Adams Rubble: hard to explain
    Adams Rubble: 1st level is the constricted one
    Riddle Sideways: was off Playing with Awareness
    Adams Rubble: level 2 is freer but still has dualism
    Adams Rubble: our religious practices fall into level 2
    Adams Rubble: but one can get stuck in level 2
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Adams Rubble: level 3 is all and includes the first two levels
    Adams Rubble: non-dualism is a feature
    Adams Rubble: that is what i was playing with last night when my mind went beserk
    Adams Rubble: or body went beserk
    Adams Rubble: 'or both

    For the Third Time in this Session I teleported out od the pavilion

    Adams Rubble: urk
    Riddle Sideways: speaking of going Beserk ㋡
    Adams Rubble blushes
    Riddle Sideways: that cushion likes to throw you
    Riddle Sideways: twice now
    Adams Rubble: it is my typist's mouse
    Adams Rubble: when it clicks on the screen I go where it clicks
    Riddle Sideways: oh ok. Rational explanation steps in
    Riddle Sideways: prefs->settings->single click
    Riddle Sideways: Yes/And still like the the universe tilted for a moment
    Riddle Sideways: and Magic Happens
    Adams Rubble: I don;t have a settings under preferences

    For the second time today I learn a helpful tip

    Riddle Sideways: to be more exact ㋡ in FS prefs->Move&View->Movement Single click->nothing and Double click to Move it Avi
    Riddle Sideways: however, exact-ness is over rated
    --BELL--
    Adams Rubble: got it, single click was set to no action but double click wasn't. set both to no action
    Riddle Sideways: *nothing = No action (to be yet more exact)
    Adams Rubble: thank you
    Adams Rubble: my typist can now click away :)
    Adams Rubble: thank you again
    Riddle Sideways: and also get moving when wanted
    Adams Rubble: do not want movement
    Adams Rubble: want to stay on my cushion until it is time to go
    Adams Rubble: someone should write a song about that
    Riddle Sideways: have found it useful in some places
    Adams Rubble: thank you for your presence today
    Adams Rubble: I hope you have a very good weekend
    Riddle Sideways: wooooosh, the hour went
    Adams Rubble: so did the month :)
    Riddle Sideways: yes, hope for Good Weekends
    Adams Rubble: it will be cool here tomorrow
    Riddle Sideways: is cool these last couple days
    Adams Rubble: longer nights
    Riddle Sideways: but hey, everythin is cool
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Adams Rubble: nice appreciation
    Riddle Sideways: get better
    Riddle Sideways: and better
    Adams Rubble: thank you
    Riddle Sideways: and thank you
    Adams Rubble: must remember to relax and laugh about things that happen in level 1 :)
    Adams Rubble: ha ha
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Riddle Sideways: yes!
    Riddle Sideways: "yes" - Avastu
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Adams Rubble: deep frowns at Rams and Cowboys
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Riddle Sideways: ㋡ smile
    Adams Rubble: bye for now
    Riddle Sideways: by All

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