2015.07.28 _ 6

Terrible day
Hurtful day
Angry day
Full of frustration at the walls that block me in day
Pissed at old reactions day
Horribly hurt day
Scared day
Falling on my face day
Fear every day will be this way
Wanting to hide away day
Then perhaps hurt would not find me
Sigh......
Trying to move to acceptance
Today I think I will sit in meditation and try to find some peace edited 18:25, 28 Jul 2015

Good tired.

Today I played a version of Cinderella where she comes out carrying various accumulated things and lays down in the middle of the floor and lets everyone come and take whatever they need.

"Oh we're doing that now. Okay."

Actually, it was more like the spa where the tiny fish come and give you a pedicure. Bite bite bite. Tickle tickle. edited 20:50, 28 Jul 2015

Oh, those tiny fish! That Cinderella play is like a gentle version of Chöd, Eliza :-)

Which, seriously seems to be your day, Cat, life and life only practice. ((( <flash peace> )))

Myself I'm coming off a tense and stressful work day, segued through a session with a dentist :-)

Big life, big mind.... <?>

Tonight I will fall asleep doing Tonglen breath-prayers for two friends:

for my prisoner friend Mike, who began his chemo treatments today in a Columbus hospital...
and for my SL friend Cat, whose torment I can feel across the miles and borders.

May you both be at peace this night - at peace with yourselves and at peace with the world.

(((Cat))) (((Mike)))

More patience amid wiping of tables...three solutions are sprayed and wiped.
Four tables wiped...2.5 times
to keep us safe from bacteria.:)

Outside the window now I see to the south a moon disk that is almost full.
Inside my mind is the music of The Yellow River Cantata.
I am trying to learn to sing in Chinese... a song written to explain about the river and the need to fight the Japanese. The symbol for china is a box with a king in it.

a mind a life and sleep soon edited 05:54, 29 Jul 2015

Today was better- thanks to dear friends and time