2019.06.18 11:30 - Dreams - Dangerous Art

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    The guardian for this meeting was Zen.  The log is by Aggers.

     

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    Agatha Macbeth: Bonsoir mes amis

    Riddle Sideways: howdee

    Riddle Sideways: like the way your AO flicks the rez/tp dust off yer arms
    Riddle Sideways: hey Tura
    Tura Brezoianu: hi all
    Zen (Zen Arado): Hi Agatha
    Agatha Macbeth: Evening Tu
    Riddle Sideways: does anybody know where 'Nearby Chat' is stored on Linux FireStorm?
    Agatha Macbeth: Er
    Riddle Sideways: can see all the Group chat files
    Agatha Macbeth: MIne's down the bottom
    Agatha Macbeth: But I have phoenix setup
    Agatha Macbeth: Hi Alma
    Zen (Zen Arado): no idea
    Agatha Macbeth: Looking summery
    Riddle Sideways: Hey Alma
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): hi Agatha, Riddle, Tura, Zen
    Zen (Zen Arado): Hi Tura, Alma
    Agatha Macbeth: Not sure what it is on default
    Tura Brezoianu: find / 'chat*.txt' might find them.
    Zen (Zen Arado): we were wondering about having a break last week Riddle
    Agatha Macbeth: Ah right
    Zen (Zen Arado): since we had one last year
    Riddle Sideways: read the log, thanks
    Riddle Sideways: did not read a definate decision tho
    Zen (Zen Arado): any further thoughts?
    Agatha Macbeth: When would we restart?
    Zen (Zen Arado): I was thinking having a break July August starting in September?
    Agatha Macbeth: Could do
    Zen (Zen Arado): Isn't that what we did before?
    Agatha Macbeth: I've been to bed since then :p
    Zen (Zen Arado): It's just that people go away on holidays and things
    Agatha Macbeth: Yes
    Zen (Zen Arado): and it's nice to have a break and come back fresh
    Agatha Macbeth: Or refreshed
    Zen (Zen Arado): but I don't vote to force it on the group
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): I like to spend more time outdoors in the summer, so it would work for me to take a break
    Agatha Macbeth: Yeh
    Zen (Zen Arado): I could take a break and the rest of you carry on if you want?
    Agatha Macbeth: Don't see the point of that
    Agatha Macbeth: But that's just me
    Riddle Sideways: how could we possibly carry on without our great leader
    Agatha Macbeth: True dat
    Riddle Sideways: whoops, too political
    Zen (Zen Arado): Ha ha
    Agatha Macbeth: The great Dick Tater
    Zen (Zen Arado): I don't know what I'm doing here  half the time
    Riddle Sideways: The Great Cut-n-Paster
    Agatha Macbeth: 50 per cent better than me still
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): that's better than our president, who doesn't know what he's doing any of the time
    Zen (Zen Arado): :-)
    Zen (Zen Arado): I think we are all learning this together
    Zen (Zen Arado): I never thought there was so much to learn about dreams
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): worse yet, he doesn't know that he doesn't know what he's doing
    Zen (Zen Arado): we used to just come to meetings, people shared  dreams and people offered interpretations and that was it
    Zen (Zen Arado): in the old days
    Zen (Zen Arado): so perhaps we can do two more weeks and then have a break?
    Agatha Macbeth: It was such a shame Maxine and Fox left
    Agatha Macbeth: Could do
    Agatha Macbeth: And now we lost Eliza too
    Zen (Zen Arado): Yep
    Riddle Sideways: those were nice session, but did not learn as much as these with exercises
    Agatha Macbeth: I miss Wol's railway stations
    Zen (Zen Arado): I like this book by Ullma
    Zen (Zen Arado): n
    Agatha Macbeth: Tracy?
    Zen (Zen Arado): you said that last week Agatha :-)
    Zen (Zen Arado): I don't think Americans know Tracey Ullman :-)
    Agatha Macbeth: I've been to bed since then :p
    Agatha Macbeth: Sorry me needle got stuck
    Agatha Macbeth: I think she lives in the US now
    Zen (Zen Arado): oh ? I haven't seen her for ages
    Agatha Macbeth: That's why ;-)
    Zen (Zen Arado): well any dreams?
    Agatha Macbeth listens expectantly
    Tura Brezoianu: I have a rather long one
    Agatha Macbeth: NO comment!
    Zen (Zen Arado): Longer the better :-)
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala) listens
    Zen (Zen Arado): listens
    Tura Brezoianu: ah, um, *blushes*
     
    Tura Brezoianu: I was at an event at a private art gallery, and it appeared that it was the wedding of the gallery owner and his wife-to-be. It was quite a large affair, a large gallery, a lot of people milling around. I got talking to one of the other guests. He was very disturbed by one of the exhibits, but he didn't say why. They all had to do with science fiction books, related art, etc. So I went to look at the exhibit I thought he was talking about, which turned out to be a series of books by John Brunner [an RL scifi author]. I couldn't see anything particularly unusual. I went back to him, and found that wasn't the exhibit he was talking about, and he directed me to another part fo the gallery.
       I'd already got the idea that something very ominous was going to happen, perhaps at the height of this party, something dreadful, arranged by the host. I wasn't sure what but I didn't want to be there when it happened. I was going towards where this person had indicated, but on the way I was talking to a woman saying that the host had bought up a lot of audio book rights and was recording them, and people in the trade were annoyed that he'd waded in with a large amount of money and monopolised things.
       So then I was on my way down a corridor, but I was thinking all the time how long I dared to stay before leaving. There weren't many people where I was, but I heard a toast being announced, and I thought it was probably not a good idea to participate in it. There would be several more toasts before the height of the proceedings, when whatever the ominous event was would happen.
    Tura Brezoianu: Then I suddenly woke up, and my heart was pounding. I checked the time and it was 04:40. Waking, it seemed I'd brought some of the dream with me. It seemed to me that a group of people who were planning this mysterious dreadful event, the host among them, were psychically aware that I'd escaped, and that I needed to stay psychically very still so they wouldn't find me. So I just lay feeling my heart pound with unusual regularity, until it eventually calmed down.
       Then I looked at the clock again and it said 03:06.
     
    Tura Brezoianu: done
    Agatha Macbeth: 0.0
    Zen (Zen Arado): wow  a very  dramatic dream
    Agatha Macbeth: You went backwards in time?
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): was that a false awakening?
    Tura Brezoianu: I'm not sure at what point I actually woke
    Tura Brezoianu: Yes, the 04:40 must have been in the dream
    Agatha Macbeth: Is it light at that time?
    Zen (Zen Arado): when did you have this  dream Tura?
    Tura Brezoianu: not very, but not pitch dark
    Tura Brezoianu: this was a few days ago
    Agatha Macbeth: Sounds like there might some SL mixed in there, with the art galleries and stuff
    Tura Brezoianu: Maybe, I go to quite a few galleries in SL
    Zen (Zen Arado): unless you have been going to art openings in real life
    Agatha Macbeth: Moi aussi
    Zen (Zen Arado): I have been to plenty because I was in art clubs
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): interesting notion, that dream characters could still track you after you awake from the dream
    Tura Brezoianu: Once every few months I go down to London for a day of culture
    Agatha Macbeth: 0.0
    Riddle Sideways: yes, staying very still so the characters could not find you
    Riddle Sideways: many times it is the opposite way,  not want to go back into dreaming because would get back into that same situation
    Agatha Macbeth: Yeh
    DeafLegacy Resident is online.
    Tura Brezoianu: During that maybe-maybe-not dreaming phase, I was thinking that if I'd tried to leave the party I might have found the doors locked, or guards turning people back, and exiting from teh dream was the only way out.
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): which the other dream characters would see as cheating?
    Zen (Zen Arado): there was such a big contrast between the genteel chat and then building up to something bad about to happen
    Tura Brezoianu: I think most of the others at the gallery would be wanting to escape when whatever the evil event was happened.
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): sounds like a horror movie
    Zen (Zen Arado): Hell is other people as Sartre said
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): did the host look like Vincent Price?
    Riddle Sideways: lol
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes it does sound a bit like the buildup in a horror movie
    Tura Brezoianu: I don't think so. :)
    Zen (Zen Arado): a buildup of contrast between something calm and peaceful and normal and natural and then something outlandish happens
    Riddle Sideways: and the wedding was the evil event?
    Tura Brezoianu: Sounds like the sort of thing that The Abominable Dr Phibes would do.
    Zen (Zen Arado): maybe you can't connect it with something that happened in real life or will happen
    Tura Brezoianu: I don;t think the wedding itself, but that it amused the host to bring some sort of calamity on all the guests as part of the celebration.
    Subaru Arun is offline.
    Zen (Zen Arado): weddings can be stressful if you are the best man and have to give a speech
    Tura Brezoianu: I had the impression he was a rather unsavory character, an evil prankster.
    Agatha Macbeth: Even worse if you're the one getting married
    Riddle Sideways: many British Mysteries have plots with ominous events at galleries, weddings, fetes, etc.
    Zen (Zen Arado): yeah
    Riddle Sideways: that seem to go wrong
    Agatha Macbeth: Fete worse than death
    Tura Brezoianu: evil hearts behind smiling faces
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): seems like a general theme of darkness lurking beneath the facade of society
    Zen (Zen Arado): Four weddings and a funeral
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes agree with Alma
    Riddle Sideways: funny how you went to the wrong exhibit and found nothing wrong
    DeafLegacy Resident is offline.
    Tura Brezoianu: And then I never got to the right wrong one
    Riddle Sideways: not many dreams of talking to a particular person then go off and then come back to same person
    Riddle Sideways: except maybe the mr. T dreams
    Zen (Zen Arado): I think I remember John Brunner
    Zen (Zen Arado): is he an old time writer?
    Zen (Zen Arado): I used to read a lot of sci fi in my teens
    Tura Brezoianu: Yes, one of the great oldies, dead now.
    Zen (Zen Arado): ok shall I paste a bit of Ullman?
    Riddle Sideways: Tracy?
    Riddle Sideways: sorry
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): yes, do
    Zen (Zen Arado): :) Dream Selection
     
     It is important to make clear to the dreamer that in telling the dream he is to limit himself only to the dream as remembered. His task is to reproduce the dream as accurately and in as detailed a way as possible. He is not to include any associations or ideas about what the dream means.1 He is to include any feelings he was aware of while dreaming and details such as his age in the dream, the presence of color, and background features, such as whether it was day or night. A number of issues have to be considered in the selection of the dream to be shared.
    Zen (Zen Arado): Recency of the Dream 
     
    To understand the relevancy of this issue, one must appreciate what the role of recent experience is in shaping the content of a dream. Every moment of our waking lives, we are all moving into our own futures. Regardless of how secure we may feel, there is always an element of the unknown. At any moment, tensions within us may arise that endure and ultimately influence the direction taken by our dreaming consciousness. These tensions arise from an interplay of internal processes and external events. Feelings that are ready to surface are given an added push by some seemingly trivial or incidental event that generally occurs shortly before the night of the dream.
    Zen (Zen Arado): The actual event is not important in its own right. It assumes importance because of its connection to emotional concerns that have come close enough to consciousness to make their presence felt while dreaming. All of us are continually reworking unfinished emotional business from the past. Our dreams seem to be way stations along which these concerns pass, creating the possibility for recognition and exploration.
     
    Ullman, Montague. Appreciating Dreams (p. 21). Cosimo, Inc.. Kindle Edition.
     
    Zen (Zen Arado): done
    Zen (Zen Arado): I like the way that he doesn't dismiss daytime residue in our dreams
    Zen (Zen Arado): but talks about how we weave dreams around them
    Zen (Zen Arado): 'These tensions arise from an interplay of internal processes and external events;
    Agatha Macbeth ponders daytime residue
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): makes sense
    Zen (Zen Arado): so that's why it's important to say how recent  the dream  is
    Zen (Zen Arado): apparently
    Zen (Zen Arado): it's good to keep working on these dreams  he says
    Zen (Zen Arado): meanings just don't surface immediately and may come up much later
    Zen (Zen Arado): any other dreams someone wants to share?
    Riddle Sideways: well, also reminding us not to add meanings during the recording of a dream
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes, not jumping at meanings with left brain
    Zen (Zen Arado): allowing them to develop
    Agatha Macbeth: Sticking its oar in
    Zen (Zen Arado): am starting to get that now
    Zen (Zen Arado): having some patientience
    Zen (Zen Arado): Dragon said patients
    Zen (Zen Arado): Dragon is stupid
    Agatha Macbeth: Maybe it wants to be a doctor
    Zen (Zen Arado): :-)
    Agatha Macbeth: Dragon and the homophones
    Zen (Zen Arado): I have a couple of fragments from last night
    Agatha Macbeth: Sounds like a band
    Zen (Zen Arado): it's funny but I seem to  dream Tuesday nights
    Agatha Macbeth: Must be our inspiration
    Zen (Zen Arado): it's  as if my subconscious knows I need a dream
    Zen (Zen Arado): not Tuesday nights Tuesday mornings should say
    Agatha Macbeth: Well if it doesn't who does?
    Zen (Zen Arado): maybe this one is more interesting
    Zen (Zen Arado): 16 June 2019 Lagrima
     
     
     
    I am back in the 19th century and I want to play a guitar piece called ‘Lagrima’ by Spanish composer called Tarrega. But I seem to need permission and I have to go to this building that has lots of narrow stairways, and walk up and down different levels to talk to old men in Victorian costume as they discuss whether they should give me permission or not. Then I play the piece in a concert.
     
     
     
    Zen (Zen Arado): done
    Agatha Macbeth: Wow
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): does Lagrima mean "tear" (as in teardrop)?
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes Alma
    Zen (Zen Arado): in Spanish
    Agatha Macbeth: Lacrime Christi
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): is it a real piece by a real composer?
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes comes from the Latin
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes I used to be able to play it
    Zen (Zen Arado): it isn't too difficult
    Agatha Macbeth: Zen Segovia
    Agatha Macbeth: Move over John Williams
    Zen (Zen Arado): Tarrega  was  a 19 century guitarist and composer
    Zen (Zen Arado): he composed many delightful little pieces for classical guitar
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): nice that you got to play the piece in the dream :)
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes :-)
    Zen (Zen Arado): I only ever played in one students concert in real life
    Zen (Zen Arado): perhaps the dream is some kind of wish fulfilment or something
    Agatha Macbeth: One more than me
    Tura Brezoianu: what does it mean that you needed permission to play the piece?
    Zen (Zen Arado): I don't know
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): copyright?
    Zen (Zen Arado): maybe I wasn't good enough to play  it properly
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): did they give you permission, or did they say no and you played it anyway?
    Zen (Zen Arado): I looked up the composer on Wikipedia and found that he was in London in 1881 and was very depressed with the weather when he wrote the piece
    Zen (Zen Arado): I think they gave permission but I had to see a few different men first
    Agatha Macbeth: Good job he wasn't in Manchester
    Agatha Macbeth: Would probably have killed himself
    Zen (Zen Arado): or Carrickfergus
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): so you were good enough to play it properly :)
    Zen (Zen Arado): 's yes I could play it properly but as I say it  it isn't difficult, it's a beginners piece
    Tura Brezoianu: Sounds a bit like dealing with the medical profession to get the treatment that you need.
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): have to prove you are sick enough
    Zen (Zen Arado): I do get dreams about playing guitars very often
    Zen (Zen Arado): probably because I can't do that now and wish I could
    Zen (Zen Arado): I watched a young woman play beautifully on YouTube two or three weeks ago and she made it look so easy
    Zen (Zen Arado): maybe that's what triggered it this time
    Agatha Macbeth: I always widhed I could play the piano
    Zen (Zen Arado): just a young woman about 20 and yet she must have such strong hands which I haven't
    Agatha Macbeth: Aww
    Zen (Zen Arado): I wasn't meaning to post about my guitar playing because I was never very good though I practised very hard for a long time
    Zen (Zen Arado): boast
    Zen (Zen Arado): the concert  in the dream was very vague I just walked out onto the stage sat down and started playing and woke up
    Zen (Zen Arado): times up I guess
    Zen (Zen Arado): plenty of other things to do in life
    Zen (Zen Arado): to keep playing guitar you have to keep practising and it can be boring as I'm sure you know
    Agatha Macbeth: Practice makes perfect
    Riddle Sideways: Classical guitar takes lots of continual practice.  Rock does not
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes maybe but I think some  Guitarists in  top rock groups put plenty of practice in to be able to do great guitar solos
    Agatha Macbeth: Acoustic is a lot harder than electric I think
    Zen (Zen Arado): it's the old Confucian  Wu Wei idea isn't it?
    Agatha Macbeth: Play by not playing?
    Riddle Sideways: ah
    Riddle Sideways: so
    Zen (Zen Arado): you practice until you don't need to think anymore
    Tura Brezoianu: try really hard until you don't need to try
    Agatha Macbeth: Butcher Ding on the guitar
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): I'm very good at not trying to play the guitar
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Zen (Zen Arado): I just butchered the guitar :-)
    Agatha Macbeth: Aww
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): in fact, there are many instruments that I am very good at not trying to play :)
    Zen (Zen Arado): electric guitars you don't have to press so hard on the frets
    Riddle Sideways: have 4 guitars within easy reach.   should remember to dust them
    Agatha Macbeth: I'm OK on a kazoo
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): I spend several hours a day not trying to play the guitar
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Zen (Zen Arado): I can play guitar on a DAW
    Zen (Zen Arado): that's a lot easier
    Zen (Zen Arado): but it doesn't really sound as good as a real guitar
    Riddle Sideways: DAW is gathering dust too
    Agatha Macbeth: Jack?
    Zen (Zen Arado): digital audio workstation
    Agatha Macbeth: Oh
    Zen (Zen Arado): software synthesisers
    Agatha Macbeth: Like photoshop but with sound then
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Zen (Zen Arado): surprised Dragon got that :-)
    Agatha Macbeth: It's smarter dan you tink
    Riddle Sideways: ㋡
    Zen (Zen Arado): yes it's a bit like that to me
    Agatha Macbeth: Dragons should stick what they're good at - breathing fire and hoarding gold
    Zen (Zen Arado): I get lost in the details of graphics programs
    Zen (Zen Arado): just so many options
    Agatha Macbeth: Use Paint - it doesn't have any :p
    Zen (Zen Arado): same with the DAWS
    Agatha Macbeth: Riders on the storm
    Zen (Zen Arado): I have been using ableton live for nearly 6 years and still learning new things
    Riddle Sideways: love dat
    Riddle Sideways: meant Riders
    Zen (Zen Arado): the doors?
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Agatha Macbeth: You know that it would be untrue
    Riddle Sideways: When the Music's over ....    turn out the lights
    Zen (Zen Arado): You know that it  would be a lie
    Zen (Zen Arado): if I were to say to you hey girl we couldn't get much higher
    Agatha Macbeth hits ctrl-x
    Zen (Zen Arado): I prefer José Feliciano version
    Riddle Sideways: thought you wold ;)
    Agatha Macbeth: He was blind wasn't he?
    Zen (Zen Arado): not sure
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Agatha Macbeth: Thought so
    Agatha Macbeth: Like Rodrigo
    Agatha Macbeth: And Jim Croce's son too I think
    Agatha Macbeth: Ah yes
    Zen (Zen Arado): not a great recording but hey
    Agatha Macbeth: Hey
    Zen (Zen Arado): got to go
    Agatha Macbeth: Dream well Zenny
    Zen (Zen Arado): thanks for coming
    Zen (Zen Arado): byee
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): tc Zen
    Zen (Zen Arado) is offline.
    Riddle Sideways: ok, off to search for RL
    Riddle Sideways: is there one
    Agatha Macbeth: Maybe you'll miss it with luck
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): only in your dreams
    Riddle Sideways: to Dream, perchance to
    Agatha Macbeth: Or something
    Tura Brezoianu: thanks all, goodnight
    Riddle Sideways: by All
    Alma di Masala (Almadi Masala): bye all, have a dreamy week
    Agatha Macbeth: Bysie bye
    Agatha Macbeth: Think I'll fly home
     
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