2014.10.12 13:00 - "using PaB to force calm"

The Guardian for this meeting was No Self. The comments are by No Self.

Qt Core: Hi Wol
Wol Euler: hello again qt
Qt Core: :-)
Wol Euler: how was your day?
Qt Core: quiet, luckily
Qt Core: your ?
Wol Euler: surprisingly good
Wol Euler: the day was grey and awful right up until I left home in search of food, and then it suddenly turned lovely
Wol Euler: the sky cleared, the air warmed up, a gentle breeze set in
Wol Euler: quite wonderful
Wol Euler: so after lunch I just kept on walking and ended up at the river
Qt Core: good, still cloudy and some rain here, first weekend in months i didn't go out with my bicycle
Wol Euler: oh boo

--BELL--

Wol Euler: .
Wol Euler wonders what Qt is thinking or doing.ö
Qt Core: using pab to force calm, i got quite nervous these past days
Wol Euler: oh dear, sorry to hear that
--BELL--
Wol Euler: is that anything you'd like to talk about?
Qt Core: no
Wol Euler smiles.
Wol Euler: fair enough
Wol Euler: perhaps you should come along to Berti's ten minute meditation after the session
Wol Euler: if that works timewise
Qt Core: even if i didn't remember a few of them i've dreamed every weekend in the past couple months, mostly just before awakening on saturday, i'll probably miss it when it would stop
Wol Euler smiles.
Wol Euler: I often find that the mood of a dream lingers even if the details are forgotten
Qt Core: yes and as most of mine like to be plain weird the feeling is usually "outofplaceness" or wariness
Wol Euler: ah
Wol Euler: as I woke this morning I was dreaming of being a ninja architect, climbing barehanded up vertical walls to change the floor plans of the upper storeys
Wol Euler: I could climb up shadows, and by chance there was a flagpole before the white plastered building
Qt Core: oook

--BELL--

Qt Core: one of the first dream of this current series was one of peace and love, left me with an idiotic smile for a couple days, while a few years ago i had one where i was so angry i was unbearable for almost a week
Wol Euler smiles.
Wol Euler: the memory of a dream is just as real as the memory of something one said or heard, I guess
Wol Euler: as they both exist only in your head
Qt Core: like many other things
Wol Euler nods.
Qt Core: today i had to do a little shopping with my sister, trying to sell her the idea that tshirt aren't winter clothing
Bruce Mowbray: 's current display-name is "Bruce".
Qt Core: while she never feel the cold she can catch one
Qt Core: Hi Bruce
Bruce Mowbray: Hi!
Wol Euler: hello bruce
Wol Euler: Berti checked in a while back, did you get the notecard?
Bruce Mowbray: I was just on my way to Bert's meditation and thought I'd drop by.
Bruce Mowbray: yes, I got it.
Bruce Mowbray: I also saw that aggers can't lead this session, so I'm surprised to find anyone here.
Wol Euler: oh yes, two minutes to go
Bruce Mowbray: ;-)
Bruce Mowbray: nods.
Qt Core: juat people ignoring emails ;-)
Wol Euler smiles.
Bruce Mowbray: INFORMATION OVER-LOAD.
Bruce Mowbray: I'm off to Berti's.
Qt Core: using them a lot for work i tend to ignore them when at home
Wol Euler: I'm off too
--BELL--
Qt Core: ok, have fun
Wol Euler: goodnight qt, unless you wish to join us?
Qt Core: no, ty
Wol Euler smiles.
Wol Euler: take care