2015.08.05 19:00 - Our 60 self

The Guardian for this meeting was stevenaia Michinaga. The comments are by stevenaia Michinaga.

Korel Laloix: Osiyo
Korel Laloix: heya
stevenaia Michinaga: greetings
stevenaia Michinaga: how are you tonight, Luci, Korel?
Korel Laloix: Great... had a nice long swim now doing some slow study with some SL chat in between.
Lucinda Lavender: Doing ok...Long seek so far...
Lucinda Lavender: week
Korel Laloix: About to head to be though.
Lucinda Lavender: and how are you Stevenaia?
Korel Laloix: Been a hectic but good week really.
stevenaia Michinaga: it's finally cooled here,
Lucinda Lavender: here too!
Korel Laloix: Still nice and hot here... smiles
stevenaia Michinaga: nights w/o A/C is nice
stevenaia Michinaga: been dreaming lately, just awake long enough to remember that I dreamed, then fall back to sleep and never remember
Lucinda Lavender: If I accidentally pushed a butten that said blocked...what does that mean?
stevenaia Michinaga: who did you block?, click it again to unclock
stevenaia Michinaga: unvlock
stevenaia Michinaga: unblock
Lucinda Lavender: I am not sure! it was unintentional
Lucinda Lavender: it is gone
Korel Laloix: There is a list of blocked content you can reference and undo if needed. Not sure where that is though.
stevenaia Michinaga: somewhere there is a list off everyone you blocked so you can unblock them
stevenaia Michinaga: what she said
Lucinda Lavender: found block list in the bottom of Communicate
Lucinda Lavender: I think I blocked a cushion
stevenaia Michinaga: lol
Lucinda Lavender: and a sza dance
Lucinda Lavender: from some time ago perhaps
Korel Laloix: Need to look at that I think.. see what I have done.. smiles
Lucinda Lavender: let us continue...sorry to bring it up:)
stevenaia Michinaga: I didn't notice the japanese painting Darren put around the perimeter of the seating area
Lucinda Lavender: :))
stevenaia Michinaga: looks like a silk seat
Lucinda Lavender: looks...
Lucinda Lavender: did you notice smallish rotating thing in the air to the west?
Lucinda Lavender: wondering what that is
Lucinda Lavender: Oh there is another too
stevenaia Michinaga: you mean the rocks and waterfall?
Lucinda Lavender: These are up in the air to the left behind me
Lucinda Lavender: outside
Korel Laloix: They are objects placed by Darren Islar
Lucinda Lavender: ok:) thanks
stevenaia Michinaga: leftovers perhaps
stevenaia Michinaga: there's water with a box in it floating
Lucinda Lavender: ah
--BELL--
Lucinda Lavender: I have unblocked that which was blocked:)
stevenaia Michinaga: I forgot to mention at the Pavillion meeting on sunday that these two canopies remind me of Yomukahs
Lucinda Lavender: :)) nice!
Korel Laloix: They are nice
Lucinda Lavender: what object is that?
stevenaia Michinaga: which
stevenaia Michinaga: the floating roof?
Korel Laloix: Yes
Lucinda Lavender: not sure but saw a notice about an object arriving in nearby chat
stevenaia Michinaga: the elevator
Lucinda Lavender: ah
stevenaia Michinaga: I was puching the buttons
stevenaia Michinaga: pushing
Lucinda Lavender: hmmm
Korel Laloix: oH yes.. smiles... that is nice
stevenaia Michinaga: unfortunately it can keep going up , as I found out
Lucinda Lavender: So...do you imagine we are some sort of bigger self that is not the self that has experienced history...just curious...
stevenaia Michinaga: bigger? in what way
Lucinda Lavender: asking a spirtually oriented question here
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
Korel Laloix: Can you explain that question more please?
Lucinda Lavender: not sure...
stevenaia Michinaga: why would it necessarilly not be the one experiencing history?
stevenaia Michinaga: what would hsitory be if not something we experience and learn from.. to be our bigger self

Lucinda Lavender: well...I was doing some reading an encountered a description of the self as being less person and more universal
Lucinda Lavender: personal
stevenaia Michinaga: well there are many people I know who are little selves, and others where things outside them matter more
stevenaia Michinaga: I suspect Freud has done quite well in classifing bother
stevenaia Michinaga: both
Lucinda Lavender: hmmm yes. I was looking at my own life and thinking about how personal history had influenced me...while in letting go of the historical stories I might find who I might want to be
stevenaia Michinaga: I think you are and end up who you want to be...
Lucinda Lavender: In a recent dream a lab coat wearing woman said you are truly xomething...and I thought I fooled the:)...
Lucinda Lavender: them...
stevenaia Michinaga: not sure there is a pointer you can move to be soemthing else
Lucinda Lavender: :)
--BELL--
stevenaia Michinaga: I believe you only fool yourself by rejecting what others see
Lucinda Lavender: turning 60m was not as seemless as I thought it might be and so I have had to look again
stevenaia Michinaga: makes listening so important
stevenaia Michinaga: rut row, it;s knocking on my door.. tell me more
stevenaia Michinaga: who did it deffer than your expectations?
stevenaia Michinaga: *from
stevenaia Michinaga: how
stevenaia Michinaga: expectations trip you up all the time, so much better for me just to be my best, even if I forget to write down my dreams
Lucinda Lavender: :))well if you work with a few younger people being put in charge...there is the possibility that new ways are being used to deal with issues...and so there becomes the older and younger groupings of participants. I am learning to hold to my own views while not being ridgid
stevenaia Michinaga: sounds like a good thing, temper change with your knowledge
Lucinda Lavender: also not get insecure...
Lucinda Lavender: it is raining here! first time in weeks!!
stevenaia Michinaga: your experience is what makes you unique, not insecure
stevenaia Michinaga: yeh
Lucinda Lavender: nicely put!
stevenaia Michinaga: any fires by you?
Lucinda Lavender: not near but on the eastern side of the cascades
Lucinda Lavender: ...and to the north
Lucinda Lavender: pacific crest trail rerouted
Lucinda Lavender: for hikers
Lucinda Lavender: remarkable sound to this rain!!
Lucinda Lavender: big rain
stevenaia Michinaga: thunder?
Lucinda Lavender: no...husband was out picking blackberries and hs come in soaked...he heard thunder
stevenaia Michinaga: so what were you expectation about turning 60
Lucinda Lavender: clearing the air i bet
stevenaia Michinaga: *your
Lucinda Lavender: I was not expecting anything...
Lucinda Lavender: just another year
stevenaia Michinaga: so what's not to like?
Lucinda Lavender: just feeling I am in a older person catagory as far as being an employee
stevenaia Michinaga: I just feel my youth finally slipping away, which may not be a bad thing
stevenaia Michinaga: nods :) usually wiser goes with that too
Lucinda Lavender: one has to surrender to the change?
stevenaia Michinaga: embrace it
Lucinda Lavender: embrace
Lucinda Lavender: I will be a grandmother too:)
Lucinda Lavender: in a bit
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
stevenaia Michinaga: congrats, you will re-find your youth there
Lucinda Lavender: and that has a new feeling to it
stevenaia Michinaga: I must go , yeh for new feelings
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
Lucinda Lavender: I guess I should go
Korel Laloix: Sorry.. was AFK... reading back
--BELL--
Lucinda Lavender: nice to see you all :)
stevenaia Michinaga: night Korel
Korel Laloix: Ciao
Lucinda Lavender: I dishes calling me from the counter:)
Korel Laloix: OK.. take care
Lucinda Lavender: yes...take care:)