2018.09.13 07:00 - Remembering to Drop Past and Future

    The Guardian for this meeting was Adams Rubble. The comments are by Adams Rubble.

     
    Away from PaB sessions I have been reading my blog from the beginning and so I keep remembering things I had learned. A few I had forgotten. That explains the title. I watched as Riddle came in, crashed, came back in and then was stuck at his plot some distance away. Here he is. We gripe a bit about how avatars are treated by our computers.

     

    Adams Rubble: Hello Riddle :)
    Riddle Sideways: Hello Adams
    Riddle Sideways: issues, lag
    Adams Rubble: I know, I saw your progress getting here
    Adams Rubble: My mind is lagging
    Adams Rubble: I hope you will able to stay
    Riddle Sideways: almost need to use other
    Riddle Sideways: updates happening
    Adams Rubble: people don't know all that we avatars have to go through
    Riddle Sideways: true
    Adams Rubble: ohhh, not dreaded updates
    Riddle Sideways: not THE dreaded M$ updates
    Adams Rubble shakes head
    Adams Rubble: I had planned to come with a topic, but alas
    Adams Rubble: my mind is on the loose
    Riddle Sideways: semi-dreaded updates from Apple, Norton
    Adams Rubble: yikes
    Adams Rubble: Jackie Gleason was not crazy about Norton's updates
    Riddle Sideways: ok, should be better, ready now
    Riddle Sideways: ha! had forgotten that
    Riddle Sideways: machines are upset so taking it out on user input ablity
    Adams Rubble: /ne nods
    Adams Rubble too
    Riddle Sideways: they probably put prompts up at 1 am and have been waiting
    Riddle Sideways: so are mad
    Adams Rubble: waiting in ambush for unsuspecting avatars
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Riddle Sideways: stall with 'well! now I am busy, so YOU will have to wait
    Adams Rubble: I am installing some software you will never use partly because you won't even know it is running
    Riddle Sideways: topic = none ... so goes on with currect chat

    I marvel at how some have been managing to host sessions for ten years. Apologies if I missed anyone or leaving out anyone who has been doing it for nine, eight or seven.Years. Thank you all for doing this.

    Adams Rubble: It is my first day back on the job
    Riddle Sideways: congrats!
    Riddle Sideways: if appropo
    Riddle Sideways: becoming a regular
    Adams Rubble: we'll see :)
    Riddle Sideways: yes, we'lll see
    Adams Rubble: I am amazed at how you and Stevenaia and Wol have stayed so consistent
    Riddle Sideways: these things are written in pixels and can change
    Adams Rubble: kept PaB going
    --BELL--
    Adams Rubble sorry if she left anyone out
    Riddle Sideways: boggles the mind doesn't it
    Adams Rubble: yes, ten years
    Adams Rubble: a big thank you :)
    Riddle Sideways: amazed at Wol. think Riddle has been to 2 sessions over the years
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Adams Rubble: usually Wol sits alone :(
    Riddle Sideways: yes :(
    Adams Rubble: It is 4 am my time so I am not usually awake
    Riddle Sideways: or would be sleep typing
    Adams Rubble: they had a nice group at the European meet up
    Riddle Sideways: might be more europeans then north Am. now
    Adams Rubble: North Americans come to sessions more regularly
    Riddle Sideways: couple questions
    Adams Rubble listens
    Riddle Sideways: is hawaii north ameericn?
    Adams Rubble: yes
    Riddle Sideways: is England European?
    Adams Rubble: wellll, I wonder. The people are polynesian but that doesn't count I guess.
    Adams Rubble: defintely yes for England
    Adams Rubble: still thinking about Hawaii
    Adams Rubble: and Saten island is really in NJ but NY stole it
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Riddle Sideways: and the Mmts
    Adams Rubble: Mmts?
    Riddle Sideways: *Mets
    Adams Rubble: oh Mets, they are in NY
    Riddle Sideways: ummmm, keyboard is stl laggy
    Adams Rubble: Staten Island not Saten Island :)
    Riddle Sideways: really?
    Adams Rubble: It is geographically in NJ
    Adams Rubble: so is Staue of Liberty and Ellis Island

    Dreams

    Riddle Sideways: new topic; have been keeping dream journal and reading your blogs on dreams
    Riddle Sideways: the pattern seen here is oridinary
    Adams Rubble: I am not remembering as well as I used to
    Riddle Sideways: same here also
    Riddle Sideways: the few snippets recalled are of very ordinary things and actions
    Adams Rubble: nice idea to keep dream journal. I sometimes am not comfortable about putting dreams on the blog
    Riddle Sideways: you seem to be good at putting some there
    Adams Rubble: yes
    Adams Rubble: I found a dream called The King in 2009 that I did not put in the blog. I am dying to know what it was
    Adams Rubble: reference to the dream, not the dream
    Adams Rubble: at other times I have put up very personal stuff
    Adams Rubble: I guess it depends on my mood
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Riddle Sideways: which King?
    Adams Rubble: I have no idea - the dream was called "The King" in my blog
    Riddle Sideways: Ah
    Adams Rubble: what was it about the king that made me not post it?
    Adams Rubble: was the king, Pema?
    Riddle Sideways: was it the other av's dream and they were to post it?
    Adams Rubble: ohh, forgot about him
    --BELL--
    Riddle Sideways: you don't mention him much anymore
    Adams Rubble feels bad about forgetting about other avatar
    Adams Rubble: at the beginning there was a struggle between all the selves
    Riddle Sideways: yes, remember it well ㋡
    Adams Rubble: that was resolved when I stepped aside and let the other avatar did the museum and the workshops
    Adams Rubble: that happened in a dream and it was very moving I am told
    Riddle Sideways: division of labor and attention
    Riddle Sideways: and purpose
    Adams Rubble: yes
    Adams Rubble: I got the blog, PaB and the Chronicles

    Hmmm. Have dropped the ball on the Chronicles

    Riddle Sideways: fair
    Adams Rubble: yes, and everyone lived happily ever after except in the disturbing dreams :)
    Riddle Sideways: darn those

    APAPB Shout out

    Adams Rubble: I remembered this morning thee dreams are appearances to be appreciated :)
    Riddle Sideways: sweet
    Adams Rubble probably will forget tomorrow :)
    Riddle Sideways: that just mellowed so resentment here
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Riddle Sideways: there has been some resentment here
    Riddle Sideways: over procrastination and lists of tasks
    Riddle Sideways: and others just having fun
    Adams Rubble: there seems to be so much to do these days
    Riddle Sideways: secretly, there was tension over the 99-day project
    Adams Rubble: ohhh
    Adams Rubble: not so secret any more
    Adams Rubble: unless you want me to edit it :)
    Riddle Sideways: it got very personal over borders, boundaries
    Adams Rubble: ohhhh
    Riddle Sideways: and so many days the writings were not publishable to the masses
    Riddle Sideways: they were cathargic(sp?)
    Riddle Sideways: but too personal or too crazy
    Adams Rubble listening and thinking
    Riddle Sideways: remembering that schizophrenic (thank you speel checker)
    Riddle Sideways: don't know about the Others
    Riddle Sideways: perhaps more research needed

    Another Remembering and Also the Title

    Adams Rubble remembering that when we live in the present all the problems of the past and future disappear
    Riddle Sideways: ah! same thing
    Riddle Sideways: there is tension when trying to be in the present and all those past memories pop up
    Adams Rubble: yes
    Riddle Sideways: trying to be back asleep
    Adams Rubble: we carry them with us everywhere we go
    Riddle Sideways: and the bad things of high school come back up
    Adams Rubble: sometimes I wish i could relive High school and do it better and then I think better of that idea
    Adams Rubble: would be just as painful
    Riddle Sideways: just as painful
    Riddle Sideways: many movies made of that theme
    --BELL--
    Adams Rubble: Romy And Michele's High School Reunion :)

    The Bell chastizes me here for speaking in the 90 seconds

    Adams Rubble: whoops
    Riddle Sideways: a Alt goes shopping, all the others are mad about procrastication
    Riddle Sideways: then buys a gift for another and sends it
    Riddle Sideways: that alt is confused over feelings
    Adams Rubble: The old "we are perfect the way we are but we could use some improvement"
    Riddle Sideways: others are even madder
    Riddle Sideways: yes, the old "I am perfect, but this mesh dress makes my butt look fat"
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Adams Rubble: usually not the butt in my case that it makes look enormous
    Riddle Sideways: ㋡
    Adams Rubble: female avatars should be allowed to shop and the others will just have to accept that
    Riddle Sideways: male avatars go shopping and just can't find anything good-right-that fits
    Adams Rubble: I just realized that I have the secret to that
    Riddle Sideways: no selections
    Riddle Sideways: /////LISTENS
    Adams Rubble: I control the money and give it out to other avatars n a "need" basis
    Adams Rubble: like museum uploads
    Riddle Sideways: ok, works for you
    Adams Rubble: there are perks to being the first rezzed avatar :)
    Riddle Sideways: yes
    Riddle Sideways: well, others have money also
    Riddle Sideways: and everybody gives
    Adams Rubble: My other avatar hasn't shopped in a long time. He is kept too busy
    Riddle Sideways: good division of labor, tasks, parts, etc.
    Riddle Sideways: everybody happy in your house
    Adams Rubble: it has helped keep peace
    Riddle Sideways: your organizational skills

    I inadvertantly distract us with a song

    Adams Rubble: Leonard Cohen "I wish there was a treaty we could sign"
    Riddle Sideways: hmmmmmm
    Riddle Sideways: whoops, went off into thoughts
    Adams Rubble has a song in her head now
    Riddle Sideways: song lyrics
    Adams Rubble: hehe, yes
    Riddle Sideways: again
    Adams Rubble: it happens all the time
    Riddle Sideways: yes, all the time

    I realized as editing that I typed in a line from the Beatles "I Should have known better". Good thing we did not notice or we would be listening to another song in our heads.

    Adams Rubble: sorry, that was my fault
    --BELL--
    Riddle Sideways: here it started over an hour ago with a snippet of a John Prine(sp?) song
    Adams Rubble: spelling correct
    Riddle Sideways: really? wow
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Adams Rubble: I am glad your computer allowed you to stay
    Riddle Sideways: how many years have with lived with the sage advice of...
    Riddle Sideways: You ca't always get what you Want
    Adams Rubble: :)
    Adams Rubble: If we did we would be unhappy
    Riddle Sideways: but, we are unhappy
    Riddle Sideways: oh and happy also
    Adams Rubble: yes, happier when we stay in the present
    Riddle Sideways: appreciate that
    Adams Rubble: miserable if we wander to far outside of the present
    Adams Rubble: too far
    Riddle Sideways: father-in-law has no short term memory, so can not wander too far out of present
    Riddle Sideways: and is happier
    Riddle Sideways: builds no resentments
    Adams Rubble: I think that in some odd way, my reading through my old blog is not taking me into the past
    Adams Rubble: I remember you saying that before
    Adams Rubble: no grudges
    Riddle Sideways: that is odd
    Riddle Sideways: a case of the past not taking ya there
    Adams Rubble: I am concentrating on the explorations which are relevant to the present unless they have already served their purpose in which case I can leave them there
    Adams Rubble: in some ways a mining operation :)
    Riddle Sideways: good meta-4
    Adams Rubble: thinking of Rubble's mind vs Rubble's mine :)
    Riddle Sideways: finding gems in the dirt
    Adams Rubble: Thank you so much for coming this morning :)
    Riddle Sideways: thank you for the thoughts
    Riddle Sideways: much thinking over here
    Adams Rubble: thank you for yours :)
    Adams Rubble: I hope you have a peaceful week
    Riddle Sideways: return to Life, which is already in progress
    Adams Rubble: I forgot to take a picture of us
    Riddle Sideways: is ok
    Adams Rubble: yes

    Thinking of those in distress

    Adams Rubble: we should send out some kind thoughts for the people people being batterd by Florence before we go

    Riddle Sideways: already sent, but needed mentioning
    Adams Rubble: take good cae Riddle :)
    Adams Rubble: care
    Adams Rubble: bye for now
    Riddle Sideways: take care Adams

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    /me loves 'speel checker' :P
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