The Guardian for this meeting was Eos Amaterasu. The comments are by Eos Amaterasu.

Eos Amaterasu: Theme: Wearing time lightly.

Catrinamonblue Resident: 's current display-name is "Catrinamonblue".
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Cat
Catrinamonblue Resident: evening Eos :)
Eos Amaterasu: How are you wearing time today, cat?
Catrinamonblue Resident: a bit heavily as sleep eludes me
Eos Amaterasu: ah
Eos Amaterasu: some of you is sleeping and some of you is going?
Catrinamonblue Resident: yes :)
Eos Amaterasu: "who's zoomin' who?" :-)
Eos Amaterasu: wear something warm and drink sleepy time tea

Catrinamonblue Resident: there is such a paradox in my life right now, joy and love against pain and grief
Eos Amaterasu: oh!
Eos Amaterasu: one taste?
Catrinamonblue Resident: the loss of one relationship and the gain of another unlooked for
Eos Amaterasu: !
Catrinamonblue Resident: the two have happened so close to each other, not enough time to digest the changes
Eos Amaterasu: "Ain’t it just like the night to play tricks when you’re tryin' to be so quiet?"
Catrinamonblue Resident: smiles

--BELL--

Eos Amaterasu: 90 seconds to digest the changes?
Catrinamonblue Resident: drop time in time to see time
Catrinamonblue Resident: move time in wards
Eos Amaterasu: yes, without losing time
Eos Amaterasu: you gain time
Catrinamonblue Resident: nods
Eos Amaterasu: I find there's a bit of finding yourself leaning toward the next time
Eos Amaterasu: and that's a pressure difference
Eos Amaterasu: to let go of

Korel Laloix: heya
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: Hi Kori :)
Eos Amaterasu: heya Korel!
Korel Laloix waves
Eos Amaterasu: ~~
Korel Laloix: What did I miss?
Eos Amaterasu: you came in the nick of time
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Korel Laloix: Figures.. about to leave?.. smiles

Eos Amaterasu: we were talking about "not enough time to digest the changes"
Eos Amaterasu: re Cat's noting changes in her relationships
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Eos Amaterasu: which seems to fit with the theme of "wearing time lightly"
Eos Amaterasu: or not
Catrinamonblue Resident: letting go of the old and finding new
Korel Laloix: Lots of major relationships changes with me recently..
Eos Amaterasu: hmm, you too?
Catrinamonblue Resident: listens
Korel Laloix: Broke up with my gf.. frowns.. but moved back in with Grandma.
Catrinamonblue Resident: hugs
Korel Laloix: And my mother said she was going to come to my graduation.. so that is a major change as well.
Catrinamonblue Resident: mmmm nice change?
Eos Amaterasu: movements, feeling of space needing hugs, ....
Korel Laloix: Well.. she did not come to my highschool or undergraduate ones.
Korel Laloix: So this is like a first step from open hostility for her.

Catrinamonblue Resident: my mother sold her house in August and has disappeared, don't know were she is
Korel Laloix: Is that good or bad for her?.. how about you?
Catrinamonblue Resident: I'm fine about it, haven't talked to her in years but a bit worried in the sense of hoping she's ok
Eos Amaterasu: seems a bit unusual
Korel Laloix: understandable..
Korel Laloix: I tend to pop off on week long camping trips by myself... and that worries those that care about me.. but your situation soudns a lot more troublesome.
Catrinamonblue Resident: she is on her own, none of us kids have contact with her so not sure what is up, mutual frinds don't know where she is either
Catrinamonblue Resident: not much to be done though, not really wanting to find her or talk to her just.... don't know....
Eos Amaterasu: going liquid
Catrinamonblue Resident: confused by my emotions surrounding her
Eos Amaterasu: they are more than house guests
Catrinamonblue Resident: like that "going liquid" :)
Eos Amaterasu: what a world we live in
Catrinamonblue Resident: mmm Wizard of Oz?

--BELL--

Catrinamonblue Resident: I'm melting :)
Korel Laloix: I have a few relationships that confuse me..
Korel Laloix: Not growing up knowing my father and finding him at the end of last year.. makes for soem strange relatinoships changes as well.
Catrinamonblue Resident: nods
Eos Amaterasu imagines
Catrinamonblue Resident: funny that... my father is back in my life after many many years out of it
Korel Laloix: I hope that is a positive thing for you both.
Catrinamonblue Resident: haven't decided on that yet, he wanted it as he's very ill
Korel Laloix: That does change things for sure.
Korel Laloix: I think that is part of what is drving my mother's changes as well.
Korel Laloix: She is getting on and living on less than one lung at the moment -- if I understand that correctly.
Korel Laloix: And relationships in SL change in very strange ways as well.
Catrinamonblue Resident: listens
Korel Laloix: This week is my 8th rez day... wow. and met a lot of people here and Rl through SL.
Korel Laloix: Some friendships here are very important to me.
Catrinamonblue Resident: wow happy rez day :)
Eos Amaterasu: cheerful rezday to you!
Korel Laloix: Thursday is the date actually.. been in SL more than a quarter of my life as I have said before.
Catrinamonblue Resident: nifty cool :)
Eos Amaterasu: maybe you have 5/4 lifetimes
Korel Laloix: So hard to describe teh impact it has had on me.
Eos Amaterasu: is you being here in SL a significant part of who you feel you are?
Eos Amaterasu: like living in the spirit world
Korel Laloix: Not sure being in SL is significant.. but Sl has been a huge impact on me.
Catrinamonblue Resident: nods... SL has been a big impact on me even though I've only been here a little over a year
Korel Laloix: Opened my worldview, let me find Christ, let me work on my English, was sadly/strangely part of my sexual education.. lol.. and a lot of other things.
Eos Amaterasu: like living partly in the dreamtime
Korel Laloix: In some ways yes.
Eos Amaterasu: and having just-as-real experiences
Catrinamonblue Resident: for me one could say SL was responsible for the loss of one relationship which opened the doors for a new and more stable relationship
Korel Laloix: There are ways I am so much more honest in SL due to the anonymity... but in other ways I am a bit more private.
Eos Amaterasu: so huge RL effect
Korel Laloix: So it sort of has a displaced feel to it.
Catrinamonblue Resident: nods
Korel Laloix: But there bad with the good of course.. overall a healthy ballance though.
Catrinamonblue Resident: smiles

Eos Amaterasu: what is the "back to grandma" feeling?

--BELL--

Korel Laloix: Tummy aches, needing space, and needing a maid service... smiles
Korel Laloix: She is sort of smuthering me. I think that is the word.
Korel Laloix: But I am sure that will pass in a few days when things settle down.
Catrinamonblue Resident: sounds like she loves you :)
Korel Laloix smiles
Eos Amaterasu: back to the source
Eos Amaterasu: "your eyes looked from your mother's face"
Korel Laloix: She is not blood... but treats me like I am.
Eos Amaterasu: that's mom
Korel Laloix: She is actually my latest step father's mother.
Korel Laloix: So step-grandmother perhpase... not sure the term.

Korel Laloix: Anyway.. off to bed now.
Korel Laloix: Thanks for the chat.
Eos Amaterasu: wears generation lightly
Eos Amaterasu: sleepy time here too, good night, Korel
Catrinamonblue Resident: night Kori sleep well :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: I should go and try again to get some sleep too :)
Korel Laloix: Ciao all.
Eos Amaterasu: Ciao Cat, Caio Korel
Catrinamonblue Resident: night Eos :)
Eos Amaterasu: :-)