2009.02.08 01:00 - Being SL

Moon Fargis: morning susi
Moon Fargis: morning fael
Fael Illyar: Morning Moon, Susi, Adele :)
Fael Illyar woke up three minutes ago.
Adelene Dawner: ^.^ 'morning, all
Moon Fargis: oi
Susi Alcott: morning Ade, Fael, Moon
Fael Illyar: without an alarm, after 5 and half hours of sleep :P
Moon Fargis: wasnt it weekend wich where there to sleep longer ?
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Fael Illyar: now to wake up enough to do something :) ... reading the text takes effort :P
Moon Fargis: ^^
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Moon Fargis giggles cutely.
Moon Fargis: ahh thank your for the anim fael
Fael Illyar: There we go :)
Fael Illyar: You're welcome Moon :)
Moon Fargis purrzzzzzzzzz
Moon Fargis: ^^ so how is everyone today?
Susi Alcott: anybody seeing the no 7 for our positions now ?
Fael Illyar: sleeeeepy. :)
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Moon Fargis: hehe nurmber 7 hmm i would say its a C or a U
Susi Alcott: interesting
Moon Fargis tickles adelene behind her ears
Susi Alcott: C....see...U...you...
Susi Alcott: I'm looking us from back
Moon Fargis: ahh ok yes
Fael Illyar looked at the time with a bit of a o.O; like expression after waking up but decided to come since she could just make it.
Moon Fargis: ^^
Fael Illyar: not the first 1am meeting I've woken up to, with too little sleep and without alrm :)
Fael Illyar: this week
Moon Fargis: well alarm.. hmmm:)
Moon Fargis humms cutely.
Moon Fargis: someone where asleep?
Moon Fargis: ha!
Fael Illyar: uh, please don't rez that right on my camera :P
Moon Fargis giggles cutely.
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Moon Fargis: hmm btw i finished my prostration animation now too fael
Moon Fargis: i think when isen sees it.. he will come
Moon Fargis: hahaha
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Fael Illyar: haha :)
Moon Fargis: well ofcourse motion capturing would be beter..
Fael Illyar: I guess qavnimatior doesn't bezier interpolation for the movements?
Moon Fargis: ah it does
Moon Fargis: just have to find out how :)
Fael Illyar: ... right, blender uses that by default :)
Fael Illyar: much smoother moves :)
Moon Fargis: well i added somepauses manually so maybe thats why its a bit choppy
Moon Fargis: ahh ahh! i forgot my tea
Fael Illyar: making this final version of this animation, much of the work had to be done twice, some even thrice since I forgot to check that it looks ok on the AV before adding mroe complex work on top of the basic pose.
Moon Fargis: yes the av tends to to things on its own when some parts are not animated from their default positions
Fael Illyar: no, I didn't have that problem :)
Fael Illyar: just problems twisting things a bit too much that didn't look nice :)
Fael Illyar: well, the legs might still be sllightly tilted too much but ... :)
Moon Fargis: hmm no its ok
Moon Fargis: hmm.. a few days i bought chocolate
Moon Fargis: +ago
Moon Fargis: i thought ... "comon lets buy something really good"
Moon Fargis: so i decided to buy chocolate with much cacao inside
Moon Fargis: and i went to go insane and bought the one with 99% cacao
Fael Illyar: dark chcolate?
Fael Illyar: ... yes, very dark choco :P
Moon Fargis: hmhm i think this will now hold for years now here :)
Moon Fargis: its nearly uneatable :)
Adelene Dawner: mmhmm
Fael Illyar: I've heard it'll take some getting used to :)
Adelene Dawner: 80% is about my limit
Fael Illyar: 80% is the max I've tried :)
Fael Illyar: oh wait, might be 85%
Fael Illyar: still liked it though :)
Adelene Dawner: *shrug*
Moon Fargis: hi tamrel
Moon Fargis: tarmel
Fael Illyar: Hi Tarmel :)
Susi Alcott: hi Tarmel
Adelene Dawner yaaaawns.
Tarmel Udimo: hi all :-)
Adelene Dawner: It is definitely past my bedtime.
Moon Fargis: ˙·•| mmh *nods* |•·˙
Fael Illyar blinks 'Oh, Tarmel looks different from usual.'
Adelene Dawner: I think I need to go try being horizontal in RL for a while.
Fael Illyar smiles.
Adelene Dawner: cya later, all.
Moon Fargis: good night adelene :)
Tarmel Udimo: bye ade
Fael Illyar: See you later Adele :)
Moon Fargis purrzzzzzzzzz
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Tarmel Udimo: yes tarmel have new hat
Fael Illyar is here using animation she finished making yesterday.
Moon Fargis: hmhmm
Fael Illyar: (started yesterday too)
Tarmel Udimo: hey moon - new face :-)
Moon Fargis: ^^
Moon Fargis: yes
Tarmel Udimo: small cupid?
Moon Fargis: ˙·•| mmh *nods* |•·˙
Fael Illyar: Well, look at what he did to me :P
Moon Fargis: haha
Tarmel Udimo: what hugging susi?
Moon Fargis: hm i think i can test out your anim fael :)
Tarmel Udimo: nice thanks moon
Moon Fargis: ^^
Fael Illyar smiles.
Moon Fargis: verry nice work fael :)
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Tarmel Udimo: a fael animation ?
Moon Fargis: yes ^^
Tarmel Udimo: hummm
Moon Fargis: Fael animation corp.
Fael Illyar: my first animated animation. (as opposed t just static pose)
Moon Fargis: morning ergo :)
Ergo Blaisdale: good mogning
Fael Illyar: Hello Ergo :)
Ergo Blaisdale: morning*
Susi Alcott: hi Ergo
Ergo Blaisdale: where are we?
Tarmel Udimo: hi ergo
Moon Fargis: youre at the play as being pavilion and actually sinking in the ground
Tarmel Udimo: :-)
Tarmel Udimo: trying to sit ergo?
Susi Alcott: please take a sit and you shall not go into the ground
Moon Fargis: we meet here 4 times a day to talk about a practise of a new kind of self awareness
Fael Illyar: (and sometimes are rather playful)
Moon Fargis: its open to everyone and we record our meetings to post the logs on the webside
Moon Fargis: is it ok to include your name ?
Ergo Blaisdale: sure it is
Susi Alcott: you can also click the pillow and have the man sit
Tarmel Udimo: thanks for the hug moooooooooon
Ergo Blaisdale: I am happy here. I feel good here
Moon Fargis: my pleasure tarmel :)
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Fael Illyar smiles.
Ergo Blaisdale: I was brought here by a hot air balloon. it's very peaceful, and you all are glowing
Ergo Blaisdale: :)
Moon Fargis: ^^
Tarmel Udimo: by the way before I forget are the pics the one sees at the log in site actual places in SL?
Tarmel Udimo: opps didn't mean to do that :-)
Moon Fargis: one sec let me see
Fael Illyar: which pictures?
Moon Fargis: ergo: http://playasbeing.wik.is/ this is the side where we collect the logs and more
Tarmel Udimo: there's one that I really want to visit - its raining and there are swans and a run down pond...
Fael Illyar: aah, they most likely are from real SL sites.
Susi Alcott: that is real
Tarmel Udimo: where is it?
Susi Alcott: I dont know but you can IM to Iwan Balogh; he knows
Tarmel Udimo: there's a yellow cab/taxi on street
Fael Illyar: although, whether those sites still exist is another matter :)
Tarmel Udimo: is he the designer?
Susi Alcott: no but I know that he knows where that place is
Fael Illyar: not the designer, he has his own place though :)
Susi Alcott: and he is also a person willing to help people
Tarmel Udimo: okay, how do I IM someone with out their notecard?
Susi Alcott: so I'm sure he'll give you the LM
Moon Fargis: use the search
Moon Fargis: and search for the name
Tarmel Udimo: I'll sit abit closer ergo
Tarmel Udimo: okay
Moon Fargis: on the profile you can im im
Tarmel Udimo: ty
Moon Fargis: him
Fael Illyar: Hi Star :)
Moon Fargis: good morning star
Fael Illyar: Hi Ayla :)
Moon Fargis: hi ayla
Tarmel Udimo: hi sun
Tarmel Udimo: hi ayla
Stargate Tone: Hello all
Ayla Lexenstar: hi Tarmel
Susi Alcott: hi Ayla
Ayla Lexenstar: not sure how this area is in my landmarks
Ayla Lexenstar: have never been here before lol
Moon Fargis: hehe
Fael Illyar: perhaps someone gave it to you :)
Ergo Blaisdale: same here
Ayla Lexenstar: maybe lol
Moon Fargis: youre at the play as being pavilion
Moon Fargis: we meet here 4 times a day to talk about a practise of a new kind of self awareness
Moon Fargis: its open to everyone and we record our meetings to post the logs on the webside
Ayla Lexenstar: i see
Ayla Lexenstar: interesting
Tarmel Udimo: hi ayla, I might have given it to you.
Moon Fargis: http://playasbeing.wik.is/ this is the side where we collect the logs and more
Ayla Lexenstar: i don't recognize your name Tarmel
Moon Fargis: is it ok to include your name ?
Ayla Lexenstar: sure
Tarmel Udimo: did you show me the stupa in the sky?
Ayla Lexenstar: I don't know what a stupa is lol
Ayla Lexenstar: pretty new to second life
Tarmel Udimo: okay not you.. no worries
Tarmel Udimo: anyone have a topic?
Moon Fargis: so this kind of self awareness practise is more or less that we stop for 9 seconds every 15 minutes and "look" try to be aware what we are doing, some drop their thoughts for that time or drop their definition of therms.. something like a 9 second mini meditation in mind
Moon Fargis: wb star
Fael Illyar: wb Star :)
Fael Illyar: just call it a 9 second pause from everything :)
Stargate Tone: thank you
Moon Fargis: mostly we enjoy also silence .)
Ergo Blaisdale: I have to leave now everybody
Ergo Blaisdale: thank you for being cool
Ayla Lexenstar: nice meeting you
Moon Fargis: ^^ was nice to meet you ergo
Fael Illyar: Sure, have fun Ergo. Do try to come again if this seemed interesting :)
Susi Alcott: :_/!\_
Ergo Blaisdale: nice to meet all of you
Ergo Blaisdale: this was certainly interesting
Ergo Blaisdale: I will try to wind up here again :)
Fael Illyar smiles.
Tarmel Udimo: would you like a LM?
Ergo Blaisdale: hehe no thank you. it's funner when I find it by chance
Tarmel Udimo: okay ;-)
Ergo Blaisdale: bye everyone
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Stargate Tone: bye
Tarmel Udimo: bye
Tarmel Udimo: stargate I notice you have been in SL since 2006
Tarmel Udimo: was it quite different?
Stargate Tone: not so much lags when I was born
Stargate Tone: but sure the world is 'just the same'
Stargate Tone: sure there's improvments how things looks like and so
Fael Illyar: I've also heard that at the time, if something didn't work, pretty much everything went down.
Stargate Tone: but meaning that there's always been different kind of people
Stargate Tone: and sure the world is such kind as what kind of people there is :)***
Ayla Lexenstar: i've crashed a few times already from SL
Tarmel Udimo: yes always :-)
Ayla Lexenstar: freezes up
Stargate Tone: those times it was hard times only for the certain wendesdays
Fael Illyar: Ayla, yes, that's the viewer crashing :) I'm talking the servers having problems. Lately it's just something specific not working and most things still working. Back then I hear things tended to break everywhere at once.
Stargate Tone: when there was the cut for few hours that nobody could log in
Stargate Tone: for the iprovements by LIndenlab
Tarmel Udimo: I actually logged in around 2006, but my computer was too slow and I got frustrated and didn't come back
Tarmel Udimo: also there was no PaB
Stargate Tone: but it was only for a while ; not all the time as it's been after huge much more people was born here
Tarmel Udimo: yes
Ayla Lexenstar: how did everyone find SL?
Moon Fargis: hmmm on the net .heard from friends .. saw it also on tv
Ayla Lexenstar: i saw it on a story from 20/20
Stargate Tone: I was helped to log in with my RL friend
Ayla Lexenstar: had to check it out
Tarmel Udimo: yes heard about and tried
Fael Illyar: one of my friends kept talking about it for 6 months and I finally tried :)
Stargate Tone: btw; many of my friends told those days that SL shall creash completely cuz of so many people came in
Fael Illyar: very glad I did :)'
Tarmel Udimo: And have you noticed any effects on you in RL having been on that long
Stargate Tone: but I said that SL has special support from my called upstairs office, that it shall not crash for that
Fael Illyar: the normal pessimism, ignoring certain things that affect that.
Fael Illyar: no upstairs office needed to explain it even :)
Fael Illyar: it's just simply that when things don't work, people go away, thus reducing the crowd and allowing it to work for those who are more patient :)
Ayla Lexenstar: patience is a virtue as they say :)
Fael Illyar: we all have patience for something :)
Ayla Lexenstar: lol
Ayla Lexenstar: more should show patience and compassion
Fael Illyar: the question is just for what :)
Stargate Tone: in case you Tarmel mean that if I myelf have changes for SL, the answer is no
Tarmel Udimo: I mean has it had an effect on you in RL and how you 'see' things
Stargate Tone: the answer to that is also no
Ayla Lexenstar: how are you doing that Tarmel?
Ayla Lexenstar: cool
Tarmel Udimo: it was a gift from susi
Ayla Lexenstar: so is it considered a gesture?
Ayla Lexenstar: an aura almost
Ayla Lexenstar: lol
Ayla Lexenstar: thank you
Tarmel Udimo: yes its called aura
Fael Illyar: it's named aura I think :)
Tarmel Udimo: is it okay if I pass it on susi?
Susi Alcott: Aura Generator
Susi Alcott: I did
Tarmel Udimo: ty
Ayla Lexenstar: that is neat tyvm
Susi Alcott: and sure you are aloud to foreward it too
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Ayla Lexenstar: time to shop now , have a good night everyone
Moon Fargis: night ayla
Ayla Lexenstar: hope to see you again!
Tarmel Udimo: bye ayla
Tarmel Udimo: come again
Fael Illyar: Good night Ayla :)
Ayla Lexenstar: goodnight
Stargate Tone: want to be more specific for that 'no'; that it is not changed things in my RL , but sure the contacts with people that has come to my life has the meaning
Tarmel Udimo: okay
Tarmel Udimo: yes that is huge
Fael Illyar: I'd call that change to RL :)
Stargate Tone: but...well...as I speak a lot of the upstairs office
Tarmel Udimo: sometimes I for a split sec think I am in SL and I am in RL :-)
Moon Fargis: well when sl wouldnt be some really nice trip to finland wouldnt happen in my life
Moon Fargis: i know alot who just found their lifepartner in sl
Moon Fargis: for rl
Tarmel Udimo: yes moon?
Moon Fargis: yeps
Stargate Tone: I take that I'm not the only one who takes that to exist and guide people
Tarmel Udimo: upstairs office?
Stargate Tone: well; that's how I call 'it'
Tarmel Udimo: by the way how do you set the range on the dots/aura?
Susi Alcott: dont know that it could be done
Tarmel Udimo: SL=upstairs office?
Stargate Tone: meaning that SL is one of them ways that people around the world can meet each other
Stargate Tone: so I mean that SL itself has has not been 'the issue', but the way; the possibility
Tarmel Udimo: understand
Stargate Tone: that there would've been some other i-net group that would've do that if there was no SL
Stargate Tone: that 'game' itself has not made any difference
Tarmel Udimo: okay
Stargate Tone: ...well...and in case...it's only been harder here than in some i-net group
Tarmel Udimo: harder?
Stargate Tone: U C; I knew that I was born here for 'work'
Tarmel Udimo: okay
Stargate Tone: harder because in SL people seem to have 'more reasons' to lie for example
Fael Illyar: SL allows more kinds of communication than more taditinal internet groups
Tarmel Udimo: oh
Fael Illyar: traditional
Tarmel Udimo: you mean like being a woman and having a female AV?
Tarmel Udimo: sorry male AV:-)
Stargate Tone: well; you may create also male or female name in other kind of groups too
Moon Fargis: or being a male and having a woman av
Tarmel Udimo: yeah mooooooooooooooooon
Stargate Tone: I do mean 'more clear' kles than that
Stargate Tone: lies
Tarmel Udimo: yes?
Stargate Tone: well...what is a lie...there's always male and female in each person
Fael Illyar: in this environment, gender doesn't actually have any other significance than what people think it has. :)
Stargate Tone: but what is the meaning why one crates the opposite name or Av
Tarmel Udimo: true I was trying to assess your meaning?
Fael Illyar: at least if you just talk of AV gender
Stargate Tone: how one uses that; it's more possible to get benefit in SL for the looks and so
Tarmel Udimo: Moon uses AVs to create joy :-)
Tarmel Udimo: well we can try to be other than we are, but often the gender energy still comes through
Stargate Tone: and when ever one crates what ever shape in order to help other people; that's sure more than ok
Tarmel Udimo: no matter how different we appear
Stargate Tone: but there's also much drama for the 'wrong' sex ....becase there is this 'other kind of spirit' in SL
Moon Fargis purrrrrrsssssssss
Tarmel Udimo: what do you mean?
Tarmel Udimo: ****Howlllzzzzzzzz****
Tarmel Udimo: ****Howlllzzzzzzzz****
Tarmel Udimo: nice kitty
Moon Fargis: ˙·•| miaaauuuu |•·˙
Tarmel Udimo: needs a bit work that meow.... :-)
Stargate Tone: as there's happened also that people have fell in love thinking the other person to be male or female
Tarmel Udimo: lets hear it again
Tarmel Udimo: not good
Fael Illyar humms cutely.
Moon Fargis purrrrrrsssssssss
Stargate Tone: and the truth has come out too late
Moon Fargis: *meow meow*
Tarmel Udimo: tarmel remembering her two beautiful cats that are no longer with her iin cat form
Tarmel Udimo: but do occasionally visit in spirit
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Fael Illyar smiles.
Tarmel Udimo: yes that would be no fun to discover an untruth abut the love of your life....
Tarmel Udimo: Hey!
Tarmel Udimo: tramel laughing
Tarmel Udimo: tarmel
Tarmel Udimo: tarmel no longer sad
Moon Fargis: ^.^
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Tarmel Udimo: smiles
Stargate Tone: I met once such person who said that 'we never think that some person in SL could die'
Tarmel Udimo: ?
Tarmel Udimo: ty moon
Stargate Tone: he was building a grave to he's friend
Stargate Tone: who died ih her RL
Tarmel Udimo: don't know how to hug moon
Stargate Tone: but I 'met' that very early in my life in SL
Stargate Tone: oh; somebody pls give a hug to Tarmel
Moon Fargis: actually doing :)
Stargate Tone: mine is so bad; laggy
Stargate Tone: which would be to transfir
Tarmel Udimo: yes someone give me a hug ;-)
Moon Fargis: ok then please stand up :)
Moon Fargis: awns a bit too small :)
Moon Fargis: woohhoow
Tarmel Udimo: yes woooohooo
Tarmel Udimo: ty moon
Tarmel Udimo: there there little one
Stargate Tone: so...thinking that in case you ment me to tell if I'de like to advise people to come to SL or not; I would invite people here but with strong warnings
Tarmel Udimo: yes it sounds like you have been deceived
Stargate Tone: because almost everything can be much stronger experiencies in SL
Tarmel Udimo: which is bad enough in RL, without it happening in SL...
Tarmel Udimo: I have been lucky so far - most regulars to PaB are great
Tarmel Udimo: and i tend to hang out in buddhist places
Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Tarmel Udimo: so most people are at least trying :-)
Fael Illyar: I haven't met a genuinely bad person in SL yet.
Tarmel Udimo: to be awake or aware
Fael Illyar: nor in RL.
Tarmel Udimo: I haven't met really bad people but I have met very emotionally unhealthy people
Stargate Tone: rememberting them two persons in early of my life in SL who tried to rubb me, kill me, but soon they turned to be my bodyguards :)***
Tarmel Udimo: gosh were you in a game environment
Stargate Tone: enviroment = ?
Tarmel Udimo: a game sim?
Stargate Tone: I was on my own property....if that's what you mean
Fael Illyar: Well, yes, emotionally unhealthy people you can find, yes ... almost everyone seems to have some of that.
Stargate Tone: there persons attacked few times before I could calm myself to know what to do
Tarmel Udimo: humm some more than others fael
Stargate Tone: cuz I'm no pc person at all
Fael Illyar: of course :)
Tarmel Udimo: what happens? you couldn't just teleport
Stargate Tone: but I didn't want to escape them, but help them to understand that there way to play was wrong
Stargate Tone: sure I could, but I wanted to help those persons
Tarmel Udimo: hummm and the attack were they pushing your AV around?
Stargate Tone: they had guns and so
Stargate Tone: then they tried the 'normla threat' like ppl in RL do
Stargate Tone: that they shall harm me
Tarmel Udimo: no good
Stargate Tone: but as well there's the rules in SL ; one's pc can be blocked out of the game
Stargate Tone: so that would be harm back; so these persons didn't understand that they cam motionally hurt people in true
Tarmel Udimo: right and where is the eject button?
Stargate Tone: no matter one can buy a new pc or not to get chatched for abuse and make a new account and so
Stargate Tone: that is yes, but I have never used it
Stargate Tone: and only few times I myself have banned somebody
Tarmel Udimo: hey little bear needing a sit down
Moon Fargis: ˙·•| mmh *nods* |•·˙
Stargate Tone: cuz that may give even more troubles
Stargate Tone: one caomes back with other Av
Tarmel Udimo: right
Stargate Tone: but I've also seen a list of punishments
Tarmel Udimo: byb want to find name of book to tell susi about
Stargate Tone: that ppl have been banned from SL for some while
Moon Fargis: ok my friends i will end the pab loggin at this point as i have to go sadly
Susi Alcott: _/!\_