2010.01.16 01:00 - Awarenesses

The Guardian for this meeting was Scathach Rhiadra. The comments are by Scathach Rhiadra.

Scathach Rhiadra: Hello Liza:)
Liza Deischer: hi Scathach
Scathach Rhiadra: how are you this morning?
Liza Deischer: still sleepy :-)
Scathach Rhiadra: me too:)
Liza Deischer: hi Zon
Zon Quar: heya
Scathach Rhiadra: Hello Zon
Liza Deischer: i'm in need of a cop of coffe
Liza Deischer: brb
Scathach Rhiadra: :)
Scathach Rhiadra: so how are you today Zon?
Scathach Rhiadra: Hello Qt
Qt Core: Hi all
Scathach Rhiadra: how are you today?
Qt Core: not bad, still a little sleepy (my sleepy english is terrible, be warned)
Scathach Rhiadra: :)
Qt Core: and you, scath, how are you today ?
Scathach Rhiadra: fine, ty:)
Scathach Rhiadra: recovering from the bad weather
Qt Core: i think that the Alps prevented italy to get the worst of what was going opn in europe these past days, we got winter days but nothing worse
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Liza Deischer: hi QT
Qt Core: Hi Liza
Qt Core: and welcome aboard
Liza Deischer: thanks
Liza Deischer: happy to be here
Liza Deischer: oops
Scathach Rhiadra: :)
Scathach Rhiadra: so, has anyone a topic they would like to discuss?
Liza Deischer: not really at the moment
Scathach Rhiadra: hmmm, me neither, this could be a quiet session:)
Qt Core: i had some intense days lately, so i may be wrong, were you Scath the one speaking about solidity a few days ago ?
Scathach Rhiadra: not me, sorry
Qt Core: ok :-)
Scathach Rhiadra: I think it may have been SophiaSharon?
Qt Core: proably, maybe i confused the names, all those s and h :0
Scathach Rhiadra: :)
Scathach Rhiadra: can you tell us more about your intense days?
Qt Core: just some work related stress and to little sleeping
Scathach Rhiadra nods
Liza Deischer: but is there something about solidity that you want to share
Qt Core: yes :-)
Liza Deischer: it seems like a good topic
Qt Core: i don't think it is related to the discussion that was going on about solidity but it was triggered by that word
Qt Core: it isN'T
Qt Core: i usually have this image of me during the 9 sec, as i am (or just my brain is) like a sonar device going on "active mode" while being on passive mode during "normal time"
Qt Core: but after having this "solidity" word rolling on my mind for some time i had a completely different image
Qt Core: like i (my mind/coscience) is a little concentrated point inside of me and while trying to "see" around me i got to "see" myself on the way out, like seeing the glass while being inside a greenhouse
Scathach Rhiadra: nice image:)
Liza Deischer: if I understand you correctly your image changed from a bodylikf form
Liza Deischer: to a solidity form
Liza Deischer: at the same time experiencing the body
Qt Core: not the phisical body, it was a completly abstract thing
Liza Deischer: yes, I understand
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Liza Deischer: I need to make a correction: to a non-solidity form, experiencing the body
Liza Deischer: and with experiencing I mean, not a physical 'thing'
Qt Core: i had it a second time and that second time i noticed some form (idea?) of a metal armor being rolled up, like the one in front of shops
Liza Deischer: :-)
Scathach Rhiadra: :)
Liza Deischer: but that is quite a change
Liza Deischer: and very interesting
Qt Core: that's weird as i think about myself shielded with ebergy shields in a star trek fashion ;-)
Liza Deischer: :-)
Liza Deischer: I need to say that I have no idea how I do that
Liza Deischer: to me it feels like experiencing all the way
Liza Deischer: meaning, I don't feel a certain point in my head or at any point in my body
Scathach Rhiadra nods
Liza Deischer: which makes you wonder: what is experiencing, who is experiencing, seeing, looking or whatever?
Qt Core: i usually feel as i retract and expand into/from my head
Qt Core: as in retract from my body and (almost) spherically expand from my head
Scathach Rhiadra: a shift in awareness?
Qt Core: and sadly my body is going like that, almost spherically :-)
Scathach Rhiadra: :))
Liza Deischer: why sadly
Qt Core: whell, it isn't really healthy
Qt Core: to be almost spherical
Liza Deischer: it depends I think
Liza Deischer: why wouldn't it be healthy
Qt Core: it depend...on what your dietologist thinks ;-)
Liza Deischer: :-)
Liza Deischer: but I think those are two awarenesses (is that a word?)
Liza Deischer: the awareness of the 'solid' body
Liza Deischer: and the retracting and expanding of the mind
Liza Deischer: which is quite flexible I think
Liza Deischer: the mind I mena
Liza Deischer: mean
Qt Core: don't know if that is a word but i agree
Scathach Rhiadra nods
Qt Core: i'm called away, have a great we
Liza Deischer: okay
Scathach Rhiadra: you too Qt, goodbye:)
Liza Deischer: thanks for your input
Liza Deischer: bye
Qt Core: bye
Liza Deischer: these meetings at 1 am are always this thin
Liza Deischer: I mean not many people around?
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Scathach Rhiadra: sometimes, it is very quiet, usually 3 to 6 people around
Liza Deischer: okay
Liza Deischer: has its advantages
Scathach Rhiadra: yes, we have some nice long sessions sometimes:)
Liza Deischer: I can imagine
Liza Deischer: If the group gets to big, it is hard to get a real talk going on
Scathach Rhiadra: yes that is true, and there are a lot of disruptions, people coming and going all the time
Liza Deischer: yes
Liza Deischer: and before you know it, there a several threads going through the discussions
Scathach Rhiadra: :) all talking across each other
Liza Deischer: yes
Liza Deischer: on types a line, three others start typing in answering that line and you've got three discussions
Scathach Rhiadra nods:)
Liza Deischer: but if you don't mind
Liza Deischer: I'm going to take another cup of coffee
Liza Deischer: before I get out of the door
Liza Deischer: see you next time
Scathach Rhiadra: ok, nice to see you here Liza
Liza Deischer: nice to be here
Scathach Rhiadra: have a good weekend:)
Liza Deischer: same to you :-)