2014.01.13 19:00 - Butterflies

The Guardian for this meeting was Catrinamonblue Resident. The comments are by Catrinamonblue Resident.

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Catrinamonblue Resident: the movie "her"
Catrinamonblue Resident: touching me in ways I truly didn't expect
Catrinamonblue Resident: the letter to Katherine at the end
Catrinamonblue Resident: so much me in a way
Catrinamonblue Resident: a letter I wish to write
Catrinamonblue Resident: some day soon I will
Catrinamonblue Resident: I am who I am becuase of the experiences I have been through
Catrinamonblue Resident: because of the pain I have experienced
Catrinamonblue Resident: a right of passage
Catrinamonblue Resident: growth
Catrinamonblue Resident: change
Catrinamonblue Resident: a learning
Catrinamonblue Resident: but I have no regrets
Catrinamonblue Resident: and I hold no anger
Catrinamonblue Resident: letting go
Catrinamonblue Resident: breathing deep

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Daedalus687 Resident: 's current display-name is "Daedalus687".
Catrinamonblue Resident: hello Deadalus :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Hi
Catrinamonblue Resident: How are you this evening?
Daedalus687 Resident: Very well thank you
Daedalus687 Resident: Likewise?
Catrinamonblue Resident: well and happy to have you here :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Anyone here earlier? I meant to get here sooner
Catrinamonblue Resident: no one yet :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Hit or miss at this hour
Daedalus687 Resident: usually
Daedalus687 Resident: never see more than 3-4 people max
Daedalus687 Resident: Not that more=good
Catrinamonblue Resident: all the sessions seem to be sparse :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Well, second life isn't as hip as it used to be.
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Daedalus687 Resident: I know I've seen you at least once before
Catrinamonblue Resident: Yes I hang around from time to time :)
Daedalus687 Resident: I remember that floating butterfly or what winged creature by your shoulder
Catrinamonblue Resident: :) butterfly
Catrinamonblue Resident: my favorite creature, metamorphosis
Catrinamonblue Resident: growing and changing, becoming :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Yea, such a strange feature...rather alien to my human capacities
Daedalus687 Resident: Or maybe its not...i dont know enough of butterfly, I assume their body(or part of it) remains the same, they just get wings?
Catrinamonblue Resident: no they metamorph their whole being to change from caterpillar to butterfly
Catrinamonblue Resident: http://www.butterflyschool.org/new/meta.html
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Catrinamonblue Resident: it is a marvelous process that fascinates me :) and I relate it to my own life and how I have changed and grown over the years.
Daedalus687 Resident: I like the 'instar' stage framework
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Also, that the egg housing the life if not carried by a female, like in us mammals
Catrinamonblue Resident: I once watched a monarch butterfly lay eggs on milkweed plants
Catrinamonblue Resident: it was amazing to see :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Do you know their average life span in our time?
Catrinamonblue Resident: not off hand, I would have to look it up
Daedalus687 Resident: I understand it would vary
Daedalus687 Resident: I mean its not like a house fly whos like 2 human days
Daedalus687 Resident: earth rather*
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: http://instagram.com/p/NZrazOwgd4/
Catrinamonblue Resident: A collage of pictures I took
Catrinamonblue Resident: the top left hand one is the monarch I was telling you of :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: top right is the egg :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Thats so tiny
Catrinamonblue Resident: yes it is, which is why I was so amazed at capturing it :)
Daedalus687 Resident: I cant quite get a sense of its size of the fly itself from the photos. Was it pretty big?
Catrinamonblue Resident: the egg? very very tiny, was hard to see
Daedalus687 Resident: I mean the adult
Catrinamonblue Resident: a bit smaller than the size of my fist

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Daedalus687 Resident: I forget the purpose of recording
Daedalus687 Resident: I mean to what end, assuming an end
Catrinamonblue Resident: I guess to have a way to look back and see what growth and or chnage in attitude has happened
Daedalus687 Resident: Hm
Catrinamonblue Resident: it is interesting to read the old logs from the beginning
Daedalus687 Resident: I have been told this
Daedalus687 Resident: I have not yet
Catrinamonblue Resident: I have read some, not many as there are a lot :)


Daedalus687 Resident: How old do you believe my knowing to be?
Daedalus687 Resident: Off hand
Catrinamonblue Resident: unfair to ask :) I don't think of people in terms of years but in terms of being :)

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Catrinamonblue Resident: and you are wise my dear friend :)
Daedalus687 Resident: I'll rephrase, how old in terms of trips of the earth round the sun do you think my human body is?
Catrinamonblue Resident: I couldn't even to begin to guess, and I would most likely be wrong but I'll stab at 50 and ask you how old you think I am in return :)
Daedalus687 Resident: 43
Daedalus687 Resident: A guess
Catrinamonblue Resident: you?
Daedalus687 Resident: 25
Catrinamonblue Resident: lol I'm 40 :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: thank you :)

Daedalus687 Resident: I have a love.
Daedalus687 Resident: I have returned to her in dreams, of what felt 10 millions years in some direction
Catrinamonblue Resident: :) that sounds lovely
Daedalus687 Resident: Not always, I cant complain though
Daedalus687 Resident: I am a softy
Daedalus687 Resident: Willing to serve to a fault
Daedalus687 Resident: I feel thousands of presentable faces to reveal to her, yet I show her the one that is common to all of them

Catrinamonblue Resident: looking at your profile you are only 4 months old, is this a new avatar, have you been someone else here before?
Daedalus687 Resident: I have not, remind you of someone?
Catrinamonblue Resident: not really just that you fit so well here I felt as if you had been here before :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Its the parlance. The state of presuppositions that we come to the table with.
Daedalus687 Resident: They come from common ground
Catrinamonblue Resident: yes :)
Daedalus687 Resident: Also, if I was as smooth in speech as I was with a keyboard...
Daedalus687 Resident: lolz
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: I think sometimes we all have that :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: it's late here and I must head to bed :) work tomorrow. Thank you for stopping by I really liked talking with you tonight :)
Daedalus687 Resident: yea, me too. Ill cya round dear..
Daedalus687 Resident: lol
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)