2010.06.20 01:00 - Play as BEEing

Susi Alcott: _/!\_
Calvino Rabeni: _/!\_
Calvino Rabeni: I like the - I think it is, a Tree of Life symbol
Darren Islar: hey Susi, Cal :)
Susi Alcott: Hi Darren *
Calvino Rabeni: Darren :))
Susi Alcott: hm...which symbol ?
Calvino Rabeni: A tree on the necklace you are wearing?
Darren Islar: hi Moon :)
Moon Fargis: gooodm oaaarrrrrranrrning
Darren Islar: :)
Calvino Rabeni: :) Moon
Susi Alcott: ah yes; sry; had forgottan it
Susi Alcott: it is yes; tree of life
Susi Alcott: smiles *
Calvino Rabeni: Welcome, Stargate :)
Susi Alcott: see U later *
Darren Islar: hi Star :)
Stargate Tone: Hello Cal and Darren :)***
Darren Islar: bye Susi (for the rcord)
Calvino Rabeni: :) ***
Moon Fargis: *rubs the sleep out if his heyes*
Stargate Tone: smiles *
Moon Fargis: morning sophia :)
Stargate Tone: good morning Sophia :)***
Darren Islar: hey Sophia :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: hi :) tries to see you through the flowers
Darren Islar: the flowers are giving me a nce tickle in my back :)
Moon Fargis: ^^ watch out for the bees
Stargate Tone: ahhhh
Moon Fargis: morning qt
Stargate Tone: a baby bee landed on my hand
Stargate Tone: good morning Qt
Qt Core: hi all, good morning
SophiaSharon Larnia: morning "_
Stargate Tone: oh he was sooooo sweet
Darren Islar: hi QT :)
Stargate Tone: but he didnt' stay so long that I could've pet his soft fur
Moon Fargis: hehe
Moon Fargis: its intresting how much flying insects got furr
Darren Islar: apparently I have a bee shirt :)
Stargate Tone: yea,,,would like to hav bat also on her hand for that
Stargate Tone: just that I'm teached them to spread illnesses
Moon Fargis: i think we humans spread the most ones
Stargate Tone: ah; in RL Darren ?
Darren Islar: no, just a moment
--BELL--
Moon Fargis: *slurps his green tea*
SophiaSharon Larnia: say cheese :)
Moon Fargis: :D
Stargate Tone: smiles *
Darren Islar: cheeeeeeeeese :)
Moon Fargis: darren plays as beeing :)
Darren Islar: heheheh
Stargate Tone: _/!\_
Qt Core: :)
Stargate Tone: (pet's his 'fur')
Darren Islar: hmmmmmm
Stargate Tone: (hair)
Stargate Tone: lol
Moon Fargis: hmm but leave the flowers alone darren :) no messing around here :)
Stargate Tone: brings to my mind a story from my school age...
Darren Islar: humming like a bee :)
Darren Islar: bees only contribute to flowers, making more flowers :)
Calvino Rabeni: Calvino Rabeni goes to get tea with mountain wildflower honey
Darren Islar: :)
Moon Fargis: :D
Stargate Tone: _/|\_
Moon Fargis: (brb)
Stargate Tone: somebody would like to hear the story `?
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes Star :)
Darren Islar: sure
Qt Core: yes
Stargate Tone: as it was those times I was on the 5th grade; in children's school; so I was 10 year OLD :)***
Stargate Tone: I happened to sit the way that as there was two table&chair beside and then was the corridor and the 'next' line where pupils sat
Stargate Tone: so; there was boys sitting in front of me, and on the line next to me
Moon Fargis: (re)
SophiaSharon Larnia: :D
Stargate Tone: when the teacher asked me to go and draw something onto the blackboard
Stargate Tone: wb
Darren Islar: wb
Stargate Tone: I sure did that, but when I returned to my chair, I mixed all of them boys hair on my way
Stargate Tone: ...teacher didnt' ask me so many times after that :)***
Stargate Tone: end of the story :)***
Darren Islar: you did that on purpose :)
Moon Fargis: antibarber :)
Stargate Tone: yes I did; with both hands that they had not time to avoid :)***
Stargate Tone: loved to mix boy's hair :)***
Darren Islar: :))
Stargate Tone: hm
Stargate Tone: ....still do :)***
SophiaSharon Larnia wonders how the kids tolerated that
Darren Islar is offering his hair :)))
Stargate Tone: the others liked; nobody said bad word to me...
Calvino Rabeni: hehehe
Moon Fargis: hey thtey where boys
Stargate Tone: so...some tried to avoid, but smiling...
Moon Fargis: sure they didnt sayd any bad word
Moon Fargis: just try it once with a girl and you be in a hurricane :)
--BELL--
Stargate Tone: ahh; from such the teacher would've save them :)***
Darren Islar is not even considering messing up stars hair, without explicit consent
Stargate Tone: ...well...hugging and kissing was too much on the first grade; I was sure 6 year old then and fell in love to the boy who sat beside me
Darren Islar: (or Sophia's)
Calvino Rabeni: Calvino Rabeni now wishes to have hair :)
Stargate Tone: ah...star loves if her hair is mixed :)***
SophiaSharon Larnia: laughs
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes mess it up :) np
Stargate Tone: as the boy finally asked the teacher to move him to sit elsewhere cuz I didn't stop even he asked *
Darren Islar: this is goig to be a weird session, messing up each others hair :)))
Stargate Tone: looooool
Darren Islar: what about your hair Moon?
Calvino Rabeni: I think you may have started something, Stargate :)
Moon Fargis: *gulps and notices that hes furred all over the body*
Stargate Tone: *giggles*
Moon Fargis: ahm
SophiaSharon Larnia: it already looks a big messed :D
Stargate Tone: much to do to star :)***
Moon Fargis: these are no hairs
SophiaSharon Larnia: bit*
Moon Fargis: these are prims :)
Darren Islar: right, must feel really nice when we go through your hair with our fingers
Moon Fargis: just wait 50 more years and i have hairs all over also in RL :)
Darren Islar: :))
SophiaSharon Larnia: well nice to see you, a bit past my bedtime^^
SophiaSharon Larnia: just came by to say hi :)
Qt Core: 'night ssl
Moon Fargis: ^^
Moon Fargis: good night then sophia :)
Darren Islar: bye Sharon :))
Stargate Tone: ah
SophiaSharon Larnia: happy summer solstice :)
Stargate Tone: good night Sophia
Moon Fargis: *Slurps more of his tea slowly cus he needs to paint walls this day in rl*
Darren Islar: then you need more then tea Moon
Moon Fargis: maybe i got a instant helper somewhere.. just needs to add water
Darren Islar: ah :)
Moon Fargis: theo ther one i messed up cus i added hot cooking water
Moon Fargis: he didnt like that :)
Stargate Tone: :/
Moon Fargis: :D
Moon Fargis: hhmmm someone knows about astrology?
Moon Fargis: or was it astronomy ?
Moon Fargis: furtune based on planets
Qt Core: that's depend how much serious you want to be Moon ;-)
Qt Core: then it is astrology
Darren Islar: don't know much about it
Stargate Tone: (deadly serious of chorse :)*)
Stargate Tone: *giggles*
Qt Core: i can't even list the astrological signs in order ;-) only the two around mine
Moon Fargis: well many stuff happend latley around uswhat comes to breaking partnerships and love failures and such, more then in thel ast years but all at once
Moon Fargis: i wonder if theres some connection to the planets with it
--BELL--
Moon Fargis looks around
Moon Fargis purrrrrrsssssssss
Darren Islar: sorry, getting distracted
Stargate Tone: ?
Stargate Tone: cuz of silence ?
Darren Islar: silence is okay, but maybe.........
Darren Islar: never mind :))
Stargate Tone: well...use to mind...
Calvino Rabeni: I was silent because, I don't relate to astrology
Stargate Tone: I neither know much of it myself...
Qt Core: what i know about it is only in the "know your enemy" way ;-)
Darren Islar: nor me
Calvino Rabeni: heheh
Calvino Rabeni: I understand, Qt
Calvino Rabeni: I have a policy not to know things in that way
Stargate Tone: well...I've 'examined' it somewhat too...read of them descriptions and learned something that most ppl dont think ...
Stargate Tone: well...as other wise it's so little I know, but this year of Tiger truly has showen out to be very strong motions year
Moon Fargis: hi yakuzza :)
Stargate Tone: Hi Yakuzza
Yakuzza Lethecus: good morning everyone
Darren Islar: hi Yaku :)
Stargate Tone: but as the 'European' astrology is different
Qt Core: hi yaku
Stargate Tone: but about that I learned observing and talking with people, that one's zodiac mark tells one's lesson for the life...
Calvino Rabeni: Good morning Yaku-san
Stargate Tone: and I've told to few ppl having this example;
--BELL--
Stargate Tone: as there is this zodiac mark as I 'translate' as bull/ox....but dont remember the official english name
Stargate Tone: but them 'bull' ppl uses much to say; 'I'm a bull; cannot change my mind'
Calvino Rabeni: Taurus?
Darren Islar: :)
Stargate Tone: but as that's the lesson of he bull, to learn to change one's mind
Darren Islar: brb
Stargate Tone: yes
Stargate Tone: ty Cal
Stargate Tone: so; that does not mean that one is something certain, even that's the way ppl uses to think of their zodiac mark
Calvino Rabeni: yes
Stargate Tone: and I know few astrologies who's 'got it' and got better resolts in their work
Calvino Rabeni: It is the same with any story about personality or character
Stargate Tone: *yes*
Calvino Rabeni: how to use it - as a point of departure, or a stopping point
Stargate Tone: *indeed*
Stargate Tone: and yes; normally that lesson takes one's whole life to learn....
Stargate Tone: but like it's with all that effects to us from outside our self
Moon Fargis: hmmm
Stargate Tone: the more strong spirit, the more early one learnes that lesson
Moon Fargis: as we arei n spirituality now, i feel to share a thought that strays in my mind now quiet a while
Stargate Tone: and I know many ppl who's done that already 'in the cradle'
Moon Fargis: "why should good people go to heaven?"
Stargate Tone: cuz they suffer too much in human world
Moon Fargis: hmm
Stargate Tone: hm
Moon Fargis: i just wondered about the logic behind it, why one should take all good souls that loves others and being good souls take away from the earth
Stargate Tone: guess what theme is in most of them finnish lullabies ?
Moon Fargis: and not bring it back and make it a more better place throught that
Stargate Tone: well; thankfully some good people are strong enough to stay long life
Calvino Rabeni: early christians were not about "going to heaven"
Moon Fargis: ah what star , and what about cal ?
Calvino Rabeni: about heaven here
Darren Islar: adn reincarnation wasn't a strange concept either
Stargate Tone: the mom's wish that her child would die that he/she wouldn't stay and suffer
Moon Fargis: oh
Calvino Rabeni: when people see no way out of suffering, then they imagine heaven
Stargate Tone: hm...well...
Stargate Tone: is it imagination Cal ?
Calvino Rabeni: it is, if they think it is some separate place
Calvino Rabeni: only for the dead
Calvino Rabeni: ... but, it is imagination necessary to find it, whereever it is
Stargate Tone: hm...well...that is only for dead...but neither I believe to such dimensions where's no probs at all...
Calvino Rabeni: right
Stargate Tone: and sure all we carry 'part' of in within our existence
Stargate Tone: hm
Stargate Tone: likes to share one more story...
Calvino Rabeni: yes ?
Stargate Tone: as I once felt so good also in human world, that I could let myself to feel fully 'the heaven' even I woke up
Stargate Tone: so that I even asked my husband to let my to stay a bit in bed and enjoy that for a moment before getting up
Stargate Tone: that I felt that still in each of my eartly body's cell also
Stargate Tone: I donno words to describe that so wonderfull feeling and motions of 'light'....
--BELL--
Moon Fargis: ^^ i think i understand
Stargate Tone: but
Stargate Tone: normally such feeling 'calls' to die...
Moon Fargis: hmm manny people use drugs for such feelings
Stargate Tone: ohhh
Stargate Tone: do they get such with drugs ?
Darren Islar: BRB
Moon Fargis: i suppose
Darren Islar: (sorry)
Stargate Tone: well...then I understand much more of them drugs; why they are so much used...
Darren Islar: not with alcohol :))
Moon Fargis: well different drugs different feelings ofcourse:)
Darren Islar: but alcohol is about matter
Moon Fargis: like i heard, when one smokes a joint, his actual feelings get increased
Moon Fargis: so itsn o good to smoke it when one is depressed
Stargate Tone: well...I know 'something' that can give ALMOST that feeling, but not exactly...and it's even very healthy and free to all :)***
Moon Fargis: beer ?:)
Stargate Tone: *giggles*
Darren Islar: heheheh
Calvino Rabeni: heheh
Stargate Tone: sadly ppl dont commonly practice that so much but uses alcohol and drugs...
Calvino Rabeni: What is it, Star? Meditating with people? :)
Moon Fargis: :D
Moon Fargis: yes cal youre right :)
Stargate Tone: *Love*
Calvino Rabeni: Yes
Darren Islar: beeing? humming happily :))
Stargate Tone: lol; btw; I was asked yesterday, that could marihuana be to me for help
Moon Fargis: marioana ?
Stargate Tone: untill I had always 'just thought'; take to be obvious, that I dont use any such drugs
Qt Core: time to go, bye all
Moon Fargis: hmm now i dont know the english word
Calvino Rabeni: Bye, QT
Stargate Tone: ah...yes; used the finnish word thinking it's quite the same in each language
Darren Islar: bye AQT
Stargate Tone: be well Qt
Moon Fargis: ciao qt
Darren Islar: QT :)
Stargate Tone: but now I stopped to think and ponder based on what I've heared of it's effect
Stargate Tone: as it was a topic how there's no pain killers that I could use
Moon Fargis: well
Moon Fargis: if you get drunken already from tea..
Moon Fargis: phew
Stargate Tone: but now for Ur words Moon, I'm even more sure, that it would only call me more to die
Moon Fargis: yes its no good to use
Moon Fargis: and also not suitable for a tea :)
Darren Islar: if it is not used proparly it can make things more complicated
Darren Islar: thinking you need it to ease the pain
Stargate Tone: well; the person who asked that is the member of such group of acters who uses it much and he said that they use it as the pain killer
Darren Islar: and therefor giving your power away to the drug
Darren Islar: is it physical pain you are talking about
Stargate Tone: well; as I truly get drunken already from teas ...
Darren Islar: or heart-pain?
Calvino Rabeni: _/!\_
Calvino Rabeni: Darren
Stargate Tone: well...as I genuinly and litterly share ppl's pains no matter if they are motional or physical; they are always also physical to me
Darren Islar: yes, but to you they occur on another level
Stargate Tone: and yes; after 'the second' thought this person understood that I cannot use such stuff
Stargate Tone: hm
Stargate Tone: what you mean with 'an other level' ?
Darren Islar: initially it is not your pain
Darren Islar: so it comes into your body in another way
Stargate Tone: and the difference is ?
Darren Islar: I think that if it is about physical pain
Darren Islar: and you are emotional very down to earth
Stargate Tone: yes it is
Darren Islar: you can use those kind of drugs
Darren Islar: but if it comes in from another level
--BELL--
Darren Islar: and there are also emotional components
Stargate Tone: even if it's only a pain in mind to the other person; I feel it with my human body's nerve system also
Darren Islar: I should be very careful
Stargate Tone: and it effect as my own pain
Darren Islar: yes, I understand Star, but it comes 'in' another way
Stargate Tone: yes; comes from outside in; not rising from my own existence
Darren Islar: right
Stargate Tone: still it stoppes my body to function normally or when I force it, the pain is more
Darren Islar: I understand
Darren Islar: but this is a has been alcoholic that is talking to you
Darren Islar: please, be very careful
Stargate Tone: but as yes; when the healing starts in other person, I can feel bright and good feelings and motions at the same time
Stargate Tone: hm
Stargate Tone: pls explane more specific what you mean with 'be carfull'
Darren Islar: drugs mess with your feeling
Stargate Tone: ah yes; that's why I dont want to use them
Darren Islar: after a while you don't know what is real or not anymore
Darren Islar: then things get mixed up
Darren Islar: needing the drug to ease it down
Darren Islar: it took me ove 7 years to unrafle the whole thing
Stargate Tone: ah...well; I so much 'talk' with other ppl in the phase we agreed with Moon to call as the 'daydreaming', that I sometimes mix that I've told something to the other even it's happened only on the spiritual level
Stargate Tone: _/|\_
Stargate Tone: so you ment that 'dont start to use such stuffes' ?
Moon Fargis: hmm good you got off it darren
Darren Islar: yes
Stargate Tone: *yes*
Darren Islar: if you want to use it to get rid of something
Darren Islar: you'd better be very careful
Calvino Rabeni: yes
Stargate Tone: ah yes; done my choice again the same; 'no'
Darren Islar: thanks Moon :)
Moon Fargis: :)
Calvino Rabeni: Your instinct is for freedom
Moon Fargis: well my friends i should retreat now as my RL calls
Stargate Tone: and yes Darren; would like to ask U to see your own strenth 'through' that U got up
Moon Fargis: ^^/
Stargate Tone: as I've seen only few ppl to rise from alcohol prob; that's very rare
Calvino Rabeni: _/!\_
Calvino Rabeni: bye Moon
Darren Islar: bye Moon, have fun with painting :)
Yakuzza Lethecus: bye moon
Stargate Tone: needs much spiritual strength
Darren Islar: true
Calvino Rabeni: yes
Darren Islar: but there are different types
Darren Islar: one is more genetic then the other one
Darren Islar: ah.....far too late
Darren Islar: oh, there you are :))
Darren Islar: I thought you were gone
Stargate Tone: sry but I dont believe such to be genetic; but 'learning from example' yes
Stargate Tone: ah...just dont like much 'holes' in the circle :)***
Darren Islar: I think it can become genetic after a lot of lives using something to get away
Darren Islar: but you are right, in the end it is about habit
Stargate Tone: *
Stargate Tone: ...to me, to use any such strong stuff that mixes mind, is to get too tired to suffer...and has not found any other way...
Stargate Tone: well; there's few things I'm so sad for that ppl dont yet so well know
Stargate Tone: one is how it's told that alcohol creates them probs to the liver...
Stargate Tone: yet
Stargate Tone: liver is the 'graveyard' to our sorrows
Stargate Tone: so; too much sorrows creates it's illnesses
Stargate Tone: well; alcohol dont help them illnesses, but it's not the reason, but he concequence
--BELL--
Darren Islar: brb
Stargate Tone: as imo it's essential to know the reason; then it's better options to find he medicine also
Stargate Tone: but yes; need to retire also
Stargate Tone: wishing good time to you all *
Stargate Tone: hearts
Calvino Rabeni: :)) Stargate, good bye
Darren Islar: goodbye Star :)
Yakuzza Lethecus: take care star
--BELL--
Darren Islar: going
Calvino Rabeni: It's a good time for me to go, thanks Darren, Yaku
Darren Islar: by Yaku, Cal :)
Yakuzza Lethecus: bye both of you