The Guardian for this meeting was Bruce Mowbray. The comments are by Bruce Mowbray.

Bruce Mowbray: Welcome back, Fc!

--BELL--

FcSeeker Resident: Thank you *
Bruce Mowbray: Sorry to crowd you. I'll move over one cushion.
FcSeeker Resident: oh...why ?
Bruce Mowbray: (nearer the cookies!)
Bruce Mowbray: np.
Bruce Mowbray: It's just the two of us.... COZY!
FcSeeker Resident: ..it just feels so good when you came beside me...
Bruce Mowbray: So, how goes life in Finland?
Bruce Mowbray: There you are!
FcSeeker Resident: thank you my friend
Bruce Mowbray: You are always most welcome, good person!
FcSeeker Resident: Hello Zon
Bruce Mowbray: Greetings, Zon!
FcSeeker Resident: well; there is chaos in Finland just like it's chaos all over the world...
Zon Kwan: heya
Bruce Mowbray: The general chaoses I can tolerate,; it's the specific ones that unbalance me.
Bruce Mowbray looks around for Zon-ji.... still doesn't see him.
FcSeeker Resident: ah...I don't see him either anymore
Bruce Mowbray wonders if Zon might be wearing Harry Potter's invisibility blanket.... or was that a robe?

FcSeeker Resident: *giggles*
Bruce Mowbray: ha ha!
FcSeeker Resident: (have no idea)
Bruce Mowbray: [13:00] Zon Kwan entered chat range (4.08 m). [13:00] Zon Kwan entered the region (4.08 m).
Bruce Mowbray: (proof he was here!)
FcSeeker Resident: **
Bruce Mowbray: So, the general chaos reaches as far as Finland?
FcSeeker Resident: well...did you read the blog where panda and Riddle speak about panda's 'latest adventure' ?
Bruce Mowbray: no, sorry, I didn't catch that one,
Bruce Mowbray: but I did gather some things from our last meeting (you and I)
FcSeeker Resident: hm...lol...wouldn't be so surprised if someone said it to start from Finland... :)
Bruce Mowbray: Please, I do not mean to pry or to get into sensitive areas.
FcSeeker Resident: I'll give U the nc of it, as it do a bit concern you also...
Bruce Mowbray: Yes, I think I know what you're referring to.
Bruce Mowbray: Alas.
FcSeeker Resident: You have all rights to that my friend
FcSeeker Resident: friend
Bruce Mowbray: If I can be of any support, I do want to be.
Bruce Mowbray: Got it. Thanks.
FcSeeker Resident: You can *
Bruce Mowbray listens intently.
Bruce Mowbray: and without judgment.
Bruce Mowbray: (totally without judgment).
FcSeeker Resident: You see...as this person who's created my chaos, of which I'm now a bit suffering...
Bruce Mowbray: [reads quickly through the notecard....]
Bruce Mowbray continues to listen.
FcSeeker Resident: I wish you to read the nc, that you either wouldn't have any regrets that you didn't share your info of him
Bruce Mowbray: I think I understand your meaning, yes.
FcSeeker Resident: good *
Bruce Mowbray: Here cometh Zen-ji.
Bruce Mowbray: and Qt likewise, cometh.
FcSeeker Resident: but yes; he told that you had been more than hard onto him, and that you betrayed all promises you gave him that you would've help him
Bruce Mowbray: Welcome, Qt.
Qt Core: Hi Bruce, Fc
FcSeeker Resident: hi Qt
Bruce Mowbray: Has the General Chaos reached your corner of the world yet, Qt?
Qt Core: never left
Bruce Mowbray: ;-)

--BELL--

Bruce Mowbray wonders if the General Chaos might have had its origin in Italy.... and then spread out from there.... sort of like the Roman Empire.
Qt Core: it could
Bruce Mowbray: And here I thought it had all started in Ohio!
Bruce Mowbray: (of all unlikely places!)
Qt Core: he is way older to be born in America
Bruce Mowbray: Chaos, you mean, Qt?
Qt Core: yes
Bruce Mowbray: I think Chaos started somewhere around the Big Bang, actually.
FcSeeker Resident: this panda agrees with QT
Bruce Mowbray: ha ha, sry, Fc.... That "ha ha" was not directed at you.
FcSeeker Resident: ....or maybe when human was created...
FcSeeker Resident: I know; no worries
Qt Core: if or he is the big bang and the universe itself
Bruce Mowbray: Plenty of chaotic and ridiculous things DID start in America, but Chaos itself was not one of them.
Bruce Mowbray: (We have only specific chaoses here, not the General Chaos, actually.)
FcSeeker Resident: ...as all in nature is in balance with life itself....but not among human kind of beings...
Bruce Mowbray: Yes, Fc!
Bruce Mowbray: and how do you suppose it turned out like THAT?
FcSeeker Resident: there's been so many highly educated ppl telling me how the most big trouble among ppl is that they are afraid of Love....
FcSeeker Resident: but I just think still, that the most big thing to create troubles is how ppl do lie so much...
FcSeeker Resident: ah well; all was knew; the being and all around to ppl; nobody anywhere knew exactly how to guide and help the beings on Earth....
Bruce Mowbray makes no claims to understand "love," but feels that he understands "lies" a bit better.
FcSeeker Resident: so; ppl have grown up just by their own capability....which has not been so much yet...but to 'few'...
Bruce Mowbray: a short "drop" coming up.....

--BELL--

Qt Core: lying is such an easy thing to do even (if not the more so) to ourselves
Bruce Mowbray: I think the whole problem (the Mother of Problems, actually) might have started with the a-symmetrical nature of the universe at its very beginning.
Bruce Mowbray: but then, if the universe had started out symmetrical, we'd have missed out on all the drama!
stevenaia Michinaga: greetings
Bruce Mowbray: Welcome, Steve!
Qt Core: complete symmetry would have given us a plain boring sea of nothing, well a lot of photons probably
FcSeeker Resident: Hello steve :)***
Qt Core: hi Steve
Bruce Mowbray: Yes, very boring, that!
stevenaia Michinaga: hello Fc, Qt, Bruce
Bruce Mowbray: So,
FcSeeker Resident: (could use such boring time for a while :) )
Bruce Mowbray: "Let there be light" might not be as interesting as has been told.
FcSeeker Resident: ah well...might such stories been told by the ppl who had not so much awareness of science....
Bruce Mowbray: Fc, I have been using something this week -- to make my typist's life more interesting, actually - that is working wonderfully well.....
FcSeeker Resident: aha *
Qt Core: light without anything to be illuminated, would one even notice light
Bruce Mowbray: It is to regard EVERY experience as a "Wow!"
Bruce Mowbray: good point, there, Qt!
stevenaia Michinaga: if you could "see" the photons w/o what they touch, things could be very interesting
Bruce Mowbray: Hmmmm. Ponders sight without a seer.
FcSeeker Resident: ahhhhh
FcSeeker Resident: YESSSSSS
FcSeeker Resident: THAT it is; interesting :)****
FcSeeker Resident: thank you steve *
Bruce Mowbray: but there was lots and lots of light before any sight organs evolved on earth, no?
Qt Core: the same old question about tree falling in the deep of the forest
FcSeeker Resident: (not a curse, not a blessing = interesting )
Bruce Mowbray: Indeed, organs of sight developed as a response to the natural conditions of the environment...
Bruce Mowbray: as was the evolution of all the other senses, of course.
Bruce Mowbray: But, Qt, the entire forest hears the tree fall.
FcSeeker Resident: they say, that it's needed a million of light structures to create one structure in human world to exist....
Bruce Mowbray: at least that many, Fc.
FcSeeker Resident: so....might there's been needed to be 'some' light that the planet has been able to be born....
Bruce Mowbray: I'm guessing that Fc might be using the term "light" to mean something other than mere photons.
FcSeeker Resident: ...lightshells...
FcSeeker Resident: 'info'...is in lightshells....lightballs...brightness....
Bruce Mowbray: In digital graphics, there is something called a "point light." It is my favorite way to light up a scene.
FcSeeker Resident: ...don't mean the opposite to 'heavy', but the opposite to 'dark'
Bruce Mowbray: THIS scene is not using point lights. It is using "infinite lights."
stevenaia Michinaga: light in all directions light in all direction
Bruce Mowbray: That would be infinite, steve.
Bruce Mowbray: Notice how the light seems to come from everywhere in this scene...?
Bruce Mowbray: no shadows...
Bruce Mowbray: all sides of everything equally lighted.
FcSeeker Resident: well...might this 'infinite' be one word which has been used of light this panda means....
Bruce Mowbray: But the point-light will not do that. Neither will the spotlight, of course.
stevenaia Michinaga: that boring symmetry you mentioned earlier
Bruce Mowbray: ahhh!
Bruce Mowbray: Perhaps so!
Bruce Mowbray ponders "infinite light"....
FcSeeker Resident: **
stevenaia Michinaga: no shadows

--BELL--

FcSeeker Resident: *yes* NO shadows....the light only some ppl can see with their bare eyes....like I've seen it only in my mind and felt in my heart...divine is also one word witch is much used of the light this panda speaks about
Bruce Mowbray: "You are the Light of the World...."
Bruce Mowbray: "Do not hide your light under a bushel but let it shine...."
FcSeeker Resident: ...just sadly cut the thumb's nail....
Bruce Mowbray: oh dear!
FcSeeker Resident: it means, that I don't shine....
Bruce Mowbray: Oh yes you do!
Bruce Mowbray: Perhaps we each have the capacity (choice??) to reflect another light.
FcSeeker Resident: if it would've been the nail of the left hand thumb, it would mean that I do not receive 'the light/wisdom/advises'
Bruce Mowbray: What does a cutting of the right thumb's nail mean, Fc?
FcSeeker Resident: **
FcSeeker Resident: that don't share light/wisdom/advises
FcSeeker Resident: right hand gives
FcSeeker Resident: left hand receives
Bruce Mowbray: ahhh, I understand.
FcSeeker Resident: but there's also exceptions; one needs to check one's own 'traffic way' :)
FcSeeker Resident: but thank you if you still feel me to shine
FcSeeker Resident: as part of that light is love....
Bruce Mowbray feels Fc looks wonderful on his/her special pillow...
Bruce Mowbray: No one has ever sat on that pillow but YOU, Fc....
Bruce Mowbray: and that's why i put it there.
FcSeeker Resident: *smiles*
Bruce Mowbray: Just for you.
FcSeeker Resident: ...and did it so quickly....
Bruce Mowbray: ;-)
FcSeeker Resident: ...I a bit wonder why not....as there's much tiny Av's in SL....
Bruce Mowbray: I immediately saw you as a potential reflector of Light.... so the pillow has remained there for you all this time...
Bruce Mowbray: while you were away.
Bruce Mowbray: None (tinies) ever seem to come here, though.
FcSeeker Resident: ...was 'gone' with my Av much....only with 'it'....
Bruce Mowbray: yeppers, I know what you mean.
Bruce Mowbray: Sometimes one just has to pull a big cookie out the Great Cookie Jar and munch down on it.
FcSeeker Resident: ...those years I was in radio....my mission was to 'introduce' ppl to understand such a 'thing' as spiritual guide;
FcSeeker Resident: such can give strength and advises for free....
FcSeeker Resident: but I was not allowed to tell about myself to be such....
Bruce Mowbray: Hmmm. My typist spent many years as a teacher in public schools.
Bruce Mowbray: and he came away with one overwhelming thought:
Bruce Mowbray: "One always teaches what one needs most to learn."
Bruce Mowbray: Humbling for my typist, to be sure!
stevenaia Michinaga: listens
Bruce Mowbray: One continually enters the same classroom....
Bruce Mowbray: until the "subject" has been learned.
Bruce Mowbray: We draw the classrooms to ourselves.
Bruce Mowbray: throughout life.
Bruce Mowbray: and just consider the perfection in that!
Bruce Mowbray: Everything that comes to us is our perfect teacher!
FcSeeker Resident: and when has learned, is ready to learn the same 'subject' in different environment....when it's again 'new'...
Bruce Mowbray: Everything.
Bruce Mowbray: Oh yes.
Bruce Mowbray: Settings, frameworks, environments.... make a tremendous difference.
Bruce Mowbray: My typist also taught in a state prison for 8 years...
Bruce Mowbray: and thought that to be the finest teaching/learning environment that he had ever been in.
FcSeeker Resident: ain't it wonderful that there's all the time the option to learn and grow :)
stevenaia Michinaga: yes
Bruce Mowbray: Oh yes!
stevenaia Michinaga: and to teach
Bruce Mowbray: So, it's a REALLY good thing that the Big Bang didn't have the perfect symmetry, huh?
FcSeeker Resident: ...ah...*sigh*....the teaching....THAT is more than difficult....
FcSeeker Resident: ...reminds me of a story....
Bruce Mowbray: Good people, I just want to inform everyone that i need to be leaving at the top of the hour... and it seems we've just begun. So, continue on, if you wish, with my blessing and wishes that you be safe, well, and happy.

--BELL--

stevenaia Michinaga: bye
FcSeeker Resident: so...what I'm still learning;
FcSeeker Resident: as I experienced (very long time ago) something, and after that I was asked to go and teach ppl
FcSeeker Resident: I felt awful....'how can I teach anybody'....'I'm just an ordinary man'....
FcSeeker Resident: and the answer I got was this;
FcSeeker Resident: "Exactly"
FcSeeker Resident: wishing good time to you
stevenaia Michinaga: I must go too, thank you
Qt Core: bye Steve
stevenaia Michinaga: bye Qt, Fc