Riddle was the guardian, that morning. He later sent me the following blog, with his comments.
Today Adams, Stargate, Fael and I (Riddle) were in attendence.
First the greetings and whether inside or outside discussion.
Adams Rubble: Hello Riddle
Riddle Sideways: good morning, be right in
Adams Rubble: Are we meeting outside?
Riddle Sideways: or out or in or out
Adams Rubble: I am halfway :)
Riddle Sideways: I am undecided
Adams Rubble: Yes both have their advantages :)
Adams Rubble: Funny, at first most of the meetings I attended were outside
Adams Rubble: now most have been inside
Riddle Sideways: lately I have been outside most
Adams Rubble: Funny how that goes
Adams Rubble: Are you the guardian this morning?
Riddle Sideways: yes
Adams Rubble: A bit early for you :)
Riddle Sideways: I get up early always
Riddle Sideways: but I stay up late too :)
Adams Rubble: Yes so do I. Actually I think I would like the times better from your zone
Adams Rubble: The 7pm session is a bit late for me
Riddle Sideways: I am the same as SL time
Adams Rubble: Hi Sargate
Adams Rubble: Stargate
Stargate Tone: Hello
Adams Rubble: yes Riddle
Stargate Tone: Hello Adams and Riddle
Riddle Sideways: hi star
Stargate Tone: …we still can go in ?
Riddle Sideways: ok
Riddle Sideways: see, she will decide for us
Adams Rubble: hehe
Stargate Tone: thank heavens I never can do that ???
we did some introductory chat about typos.
Stargate Tone: sry; ??? was typo
Stargate Tone: didnt’ mean to ask
Stargate Tone: lol; normally I do not find the qestion mark at all .=)*
Adams Rubble: I have troube with the apostrophe mark
Riddle Sideways: typos are sooo um… ha can;t speel today :)
Adams Rubble: hehe
Stargate Tone: ***
Then we jumped right in over our heads.
Stargate Tone: well…
Stargate Tone: there’s been such ‘thing’
Stargate Tone: in my mind qutie a while
Stargate Tone: but cuz I have so much probs to undertand other ppls fancy words
Stargate Tone: as my english is very base
Stargate Tone: but cuz of You Adams; I ‘ve tried to find a ‘good time’ to tell what’s on my heart
Riddle Sideways: I am american and still don’t understand much english :)
Stargate Tone: and cuz there’s now any deep topic
Stargate Tone: Love You :)***
Stargate Tone: I thought to ‘empty my heart’
Adams Rubble: Thank you Star
Stargate Tone: as…I truely have helped ppl whole my life like kind of odd phenimena
Stargate Tone: anger; hate
Stargate Tone: = child of sorrow
Stargate Tone: nobody loving person can ever get rid of sorrow for good
Stargate Tone: because of this:
Stargate Tone: the energy in free Univers, which ‘collects’ ‘things’ for new life…
Stargate Tone: that is Love…
Stargate Tone: which human being do experience ‘included’ sorrow
Stargate Tone: …so…who cannto cry enough for the sorrows one ‘collects’
Stargate Tone: there’s the ’seed’ to anger *
Stargate Tone: Thank You both beloved persons *
Stargate Tone: That I was allowed to speak *
Riddle Sideways: no, thank you
Riddle Sideways: and please continue
Stargate Tone: oh
Stargate Tone: hm
Stargate Tone: UGH :)*
Stargate Tone: dont them indians say so meaning; I’m spoken :)=***
Adams Rubble: Thank you Star
Riddle Sideways: sorry, I meant can you explain a little more for I didn’t completely get your meanings
Stargate Tone: just wanted to share what I know about the anger
Stargate Tone: well
Stargate Tone: one meaning
Stargate Tone: that it has nothing to do with the fears…
Adams Rubble: Riddle, we spoke about anger yesterday
Adams Rubble: I think Star was adding to the discussion
Stargate Tone: they are completely ‘an other story’….
Stargate Tone: yes
Riddle Sideways: ok, I was busy yesterday and have not read logs yet
Stargate Tone: and…well…each one sure may have one’s own ‘vsison’…
Stargate Tone: and indeed; I am so happy I could ‘empty’ my heart with You 2
Adams Rubble: I don;t think the logs are posted yet. Pia asked Stim to expand on his June 7th words
Stargate Tone: cuz indeed; You both are so beautiful *
Stargate Tone: ..and…well…I still must not read much but ‘the local IM and cahts’
Adams Rubble: I don’t think I can sum it up; I missed the second half of the 1pm session
Adams Rubble: I did read Stim’s June 7 comments this morning
Adams Rubble: but then I read a bunch of other things afterwards
Fael (and Faenik) join us.
Fael Illyar: Hello :)
Stargate Tone: Hello Fael
Adams Rubble: alas my mind is somewhat jumbled
Riddle Sideways: thank you
Riddle Sideways: hi fael
Adams Rubble: Hi Fael
Faenik loves wells!
Fael Illyar: why is adams under the floor?
Adams Rubble: Fael, we were talking about yesterdays discussions
Adams Rubble: about anger
Adams Rubble: under the floor ???
Adams Rubble: aaaaah
Riddle Sideways: her beautiful dress does not sit well
Stargate Tone: so now Ur so angry that U went ‘under grouns’ ::=(((((
Stargate Tone: lol
Faenik is a hairy black ball with eyes and ears.
Adams Rubble: i see me as OK
Stargate Tone: I see so too
Fael Illyar: now it’s better :)
Riddle Sideways: and today is the first time I can see Faenik very well
Riddle Sideways: contrast to yellow wings
Stargate Tone: Riddle
Fael Illyar: :)
Fael Illyar: Anyway, what were you talking before I came?
Stargate Tone: You have chooced so interesting name too
Riddle Sideways: Anger / Love
Stargate Tone: would You mind to tell about the reasons of Your this choice ?`
Riddle Sideways: oh, Riddle is the misspelling of my real name
Fael Illyar: Adams looks a bit scary with that … umm, is that a pickaxe?
Stargate Tone: ooooooooooooohhhhhhhh
Adams Rubble: yes, to get out of the floor
Fael Illyar: oh :)
which was rather funny, because Admas had a pickaxe in her hand and was typing which made the pickaxe wave threatenly.
Stargate Tone: so was it kind of typo ?
Riddle Sideways: back in the 60s I found that being a riddle fit my persona best
Fael Illyar: Riddel?
Riddle Sideways: Riddell
Fael Illyar: ah :)
Adams Rubble: :)
Stargate Tone: that sounds very good *
Then back to previous subject
Riddle Sideways: but back to the digital… Anger / Love
Stargate Tone: oh so good *
Riddle Sideways: my thinking is…
Riddle Sideways: in a digital / two sided coin world
Riddle Sideways: we must have a strong opposite of Love
Riddle Sideways: to support it
Stargate Tone: Understand Your thinking *
Riddle Sideways: can not have Love without Anger, sad, bad, evil
Fael Illyar: umm, isn’t it usually hate and love?
Riddle Sideways: yes, Fael
Faenik loves wells!
Stargate Tone: and I take that to be more than healthy as it’s the ‘mirror’
Fael Illyar: having just one makes you unbalanced
Stargate Tone: indeed; one do not use to ‘hate’ anymody who one do not care at all
Stargate Tone: but one can ‘hate’ huge much the one do love huge much
Stargate Tone: to observ…..to compare….anything; also Love
Stargate Tone: to it’s opposite
Riddle Sideways: yes
Stargate Tone: I take that to be more than heathy
Riddle Sideways: the balance of two opposites
Stargate Tone: as that indeed does not mean that one would need to ‘drive’ oneself to anger… :)***
Riddle Sideways: somehow if we are balenced then we do not really have either
Riddle Sideways: or huge amounts of both?
Stargate Tone: it’s always possible to chooce Love, when one is in balance; just obdserving
Stargate Tone: and to whom can one empty one’s heart the best way ?
Stargate Tone: to them, who onde do trust
Stargate Tone: to whom one do trust the most easy ?
Stargate Tone: the one we love :)*
Adams Rubble: I think we all find a person to whom we can do that Star
Stargate Tone: …talking surely about the normal way of human behavier
Stargate Tone: yes
Stargate Tone: indeed
Riddle Sideways: the ones that love us will hear our love
Stargate Tone: **
Then a turn in the conversation.
Stargate Tone: hmmm….feel huge need to gossip…..
Riddle Sideways: and hopefully hear our hate / anger sometimes too
Stargate Tone: as the first time I came to the meeting
Stargate Tone: there was two ppl ; they told that they met in RL
Stargate Tone: I traveled to that moment to be with them
Faenik: why not?
Stargate Tone: OH SO HUGE LOVE AND LIGHT THEY CREATED THEN
Stargate Tone: ….yet…they didn’t seem to notice that themselves…..
Stargate Tone: but almost each time I’ve been able to come here
Stargate Tone: I look upon the bright ‘cloud’ I saw as there souls and spirits created
Stargate Tone: …then angels are walking ‘by’…
there was a very long silence.
Riddle Sideways: well, that made me speachless
Fael Illyar: yes, me too
Fael Illyar: it sounds nice but … I don’t understand it, really.
Stargate Tone: well…there spirits can be here even more stoonger if they were present with there AV
Stargate Tone: wanted to share how I know , that there’s two such persons
Stargate Tone: who are here often
Faenik loves wells!
Stargate Tone: and who’s spirits do create huge amount of Light and Love when ever they meat
Riddle Sideways: I would not call it gossip though
Riddle Sideways: you do not name them, so it is not gossip
Stargate Tone: :)***
Stargate Tone: well
Stargate Tone: perons privacy
Riddle Sideways: yes
Stargate Tone: thats’ the most holy thing
Fael Illyar: Yes, it’s just telling us there are two people who love each other but don’t know it.
Stargate Tone: and no matter ppl always are challenging other ppl to ‘brake’ it
Adams Rubble: I wonder if Star is saying they are loving to everyone
Stargate Tone: it’s the most supported matter by Univrse’s forcie and power
Fael Illyar: hmmh, that’s possible too
Stargate Tone: …seemed that they truely had not ‘met’ there ‘this side’….
Stargate Tone: part….
Stargate Tone: they - to my understanding - take themselves to ‘just to know’ each other…
Adams Rubble: I guess not
Stargate Tone: well…so hard to express
Stargate Tone: as when they are present in the meeting
Stargate Tone: they in a way ‘kill’ much of that cuz of the normal human behavie to have some’ role’
Stargate Tone: in dirrerent kind of situations…events…
Stargate Tone: well
Stargate Tone: truely just wanted to ‘gossip’ for such beauty to exist inside the group here
Riddle Sideways: thank you, it gives much to think through. I just would not call it gossip
Riddle Sideways: more an observation
Faenik: could be
Stargate Tone: sry….jsut the word I know in english
Stargate Tone: hm
Stargate Tone: one of my truely special friends here in SL said once this,
Stargate Tone: “One needs to learn your language”
Stargate Tone: but he is turely special good friend
Stargate Tone: …we were speaking about how I am ‘an experience’ :)****
Fael Illyar: Oh, yes, you do need to learn people’s language. For everyone you talk to. Everyone talks a slightly different language, even if they call it English.
Stargate Tone: even had this commersial in my mind; “If You need ; I can also listen ; * No problems at alll ? Oh man; You truely need my help :)***
Riddle Sideways: and we come here to speak of things that are not put into words well
Stargate Tone: …but…indeed….might that there ‘cloud’ been which gave us the silnce….
Faenik is a hairy black ball with eyes and ears.
Fael Illyar: Yes, the language stops mattering that much because the subject is itself hard already :)
Then almost as quickly we stopped and lightened up.
Starting to chat of SL things
Stargate Tone: Love You
Stargate Tone: Have Good Time
Stargate Tone: stargate
Fael Illyar: Bye Star :)
Riddle Sideways: thank you star
Riddle Sideways: and I love that exit
Riddle Sideways: someday I hope to learn that
Adams Rubble: :)
Fael Illyar: you mean those hearts?
Riddle Sideways: yes, exiting leaving hearts behind
Fael Illyar: one of the simplest particle effects possible :)
Riddle Sideways: you do it too, I think
Fael Illyar: me? I leave particles when I leaev?
Adams Rubble: I think I would want to leave turnips
Riddle Sideways: :)
Adams Rubble: :)
Fael Illyar: anyway, if you find the heart picture you want to use somewhere, it’d take me a few minutes to make that.
Fael Illyar: or turnips
Adams Rubble: turnips are more practical
Riddle Sideways: TY, I need to learn it too
Fael Illyar: it’s not learning, it’s getting an item that can do it
Riddle Sideways: being given soething is very special and learning something is more special
Faenik: ????^^
Fael Illyar: or making one, that would need learning
Adams Rubble: is it a script?
Fael Illyar: scripted attachment
Adams Rubble: ah
Fael Illyar gave you The Particle Laboratory, Teal (180, 73, 21).
Fael Illyar: you’ll find what you need to learn to make one of those there
Adams Rubble: there?
Riddle Sideways: TY
Adams Rubble: ah, thank you
Fael Illyar: I think I’ll drop you 2 other places too
Fael Illyar gave you Texture Tutorials, Livingtree (127, 99, 25).
Fael Illyar gave you The Ivory Tower Library of Prim, Natoma (207, 170, 25).
Adams Rubble: Thanks Fael
Riddle Sideways: Thank you, those are what I was looking for this weekend
Fael Illyar: nice to be of help :)
Riddle Sideways: I needed a texture that wasn’t available
Riddle Sideways: I am starting to learn how to get dressed
Riddle Sideways: I am such a n00b
Fael Illyar: it takes some effort to get yourself to look the way you want to :)
Adams Rubble: yes. I never heard that word before
Fael Illyar: you can try to either find freebies or then buy clothes.
Fael Illyar: n00b is netslang for newbie
Adams Rubble: Oh like me in PaB
Adams Rubble: :)
Riddle Sideways: and me
Adams Rubble: I am a n00b
Fael Illyar: often used in a bit of a derogatory way.
Adams Rubble: Oh you are new in PaB too?
Then these couple very nice statements.
Fael Illyar: everyone is newbie in something, a lot of the time :)
Adams Rubble: yes, of course
Adams Rubble: I am a babe when it comes to Buddhism
Adams Rubble: actually poor choice of word
Riddle Sideways: ahhh
Fael Illyar: http://freeformen.wordpress.com/ might be of some help looking for some clothing
Adams Rubble: I am a child when it comes to Buddhism
Fael Illyar: I refuse to describe myself with any word as related to Buddhism. :)
Faenik: ah :)
Riddle Sideways: TY, I just need my belt for my hakama
Adams Rubble: :)
Riddle Sideways: :D
Fael Illyar: Although, if you’re looking for clothing for a Buddhist, it might not have what you’re looking for
Riddle Sideways: anyway folks, I need to run to the next thing
Riddle Sideways: thank you all
Adams Rubble: OK, bye :)
Fael Illyar: Ok, Bye Riddle :)