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2010.12.13 07:00 - Double Trouble
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No headersThe Guardian for this meeting was Eden Haiku. The comments are by Eden Haiku. Attending were Bleu, Yakuzza, Eliza, Crusty, Jan, Lila, Sartre, Riddle, Rrose, Pinky and a silent 'observerm' sitting in the circle. A full circle with only a few of us :)
Playing with gender boundaries
Bleu Oleander: hi Eden
Eden Haiku: Good morning Bleu :)
--BELL--
Eden Haiku: How are you?
Bleu Oleander: great you?
Bleu Oleander: looking very formal!
Eden Haiku: Fine, yes, thanks.
Eden Haiku: Looks like I have been partying all night right?
Bleu Oleander: haha!
Eden Haiku: But no, I was sleeping tightly in my computer :)
Eden Haiku: I tried on a male avatar yesterday night with the intention of wearing it this morning.
Bleu Oleander: :)
Eden Haiku: But then, I switched back to Eden's body, skin and eyes but kept the smoking :)
Bleu Oleander: hehe
Eden Haiku: After all "playing with gender boundaries" is not the same as crossing them...
Eden Haiku: I'm taking pictures of my experiments but not so willing to "wear" them in public...;))
Bleu Oleander: yes definitely
Bleu Oleander: oh interesting
Yakuzza Lethecus: good morning
Eden Haiku: I love this new outfit of yours. Newspapers?
Eden Haiku: Hi Yakuzza!
Bleu Oleander: no actually a Pollock painting
Eden Haiku: Now a male looking Pollock :)
Bleu Oleander: ha ha Bleu as a guy
Eden Haiku: Was telling her I was thinking of putting on a "male avatar" but changed my mind...
Bleu Oleander: see you inspired me
Eden Haiku: You look cute as a guy Bleu :))
Bleu Oleander: ha!
Bleu Oleander: do you feel different towards me?
Eden Haiku: Good morning Eliza :)
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Folks :)
Eden Haiku: Was joking Bleu :)
Eliza Madrigal: you all look very handsome
Bleu Oleander: ha ha!
Bleu Oleander: funny huh?
Eliza Madrigal: great!
Yakuzza Lethecus: hey eliza, crusty
Bleu Oleander: playing with gender
Eden Haiku: I'm staying within the boundaries :)
Bleu Oleander: Eden inspired me
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Crusty
As Crusty comes in wearing the Christmas hat he wears all year round, the conversation shifts from "playing with gender boundaries" to holiday stress.
Eden Haiku: How are you doing flip flop lady?
Eliza Madrigal: you are quite stylish in male form as well B
Eliza Madrigal: :)
Bleu Oleander: hehe
Crusty Goldshark: Hi guys
Bleu Oleander: hi Crusty
Eliza Madrigal: Thanks for asking Eden... think things are finally unravelling a bit at home...
Eden Haiku: Hi Crusty, you are trending with your usual hat!
Eden Haiku: Nice to hear Eliza ;)
Eliza Madrigal: thanks :) families are like planets... going through heatings and shiftings and coolings... hehe
Eden Haiku: Holidays are always stressful aren't they?
Crusty Goldshark: I wear the hat all year - eventually time catches up with me . . .
Eliza Madrigal: yes, and for some they are a trigger to something deep... some unmet expectation or something....
Eliza Madrigal: haha Crusty, that's true
Crusty Goldshark: :)
Eden Haiku: remembers missing that kind of holiday stress when staying in an ashram.
Eliza Madrigal: you did?
Eliza Madrigal: miss the stress I mean?
Eden Haiku: kind of, and the snow too ;)
Eliza Madrigal: @@
Eliza Madrigal: well, I always miss the snow..
Crusty Goldshark: Holidays are stressful unless on retreat
Crusty Goldshark: must be some SL retreats?
Bleu Oleander: yes, I miss the snow too
Eliza Madrigal: snow prob helps sharpen the holiday's edges...
Crusty Goldshark: We just had snow - now melted and un snorted (so to speak)
Eliza Madrigal: have no fear, I'm sure it will return!
Eden Haiku: well, it was my second year in the ashram, second Christmas, I started missing the stress I guess. It was waiting for me a few months later :)
Crusty Goldshark: Yes I love snow
Eliza Madrigal: :) Eden.... consistent like snow...
Eliza Madrigal: never know when it will hit but it will...
PaB SL retreat for guardians approaching
Eden Haiku: Are many people doing the SL retreat Eliza?
Eliza Madrigal: Nine, Eden!
Crusty Goldshark: Me - Me I do it! eh . . . where is it?
Eden Haiku: Unfortunately, I will not be able to attend.
Eliza Madrigal: we will miss you Eden. It is quite a commitment we're asking of guardians
Eden Haiku: Nine, that's awesome, great!
Eliza Madrigal: Crusty we're meeting for 3 days (the group that signed on weeks ago and has been planning)
Eliza Madrigal: two or three times a day actually
--BELL--
Crusty Goldshark: sound good to me where do I sign (do I need virtual blood?)
Crusty Goldshark: Last retreat I went to - I was not allowed to join the community (too much of a beginner) - had to do a solo retreat
Eliza Madrigal: it is really a matter of individual personal retreats, with SL supports... and for now, we limit the gathering to those who are involved as guardians with PaB for at least 3 months
Crusty Goldshark: Ah fair enough :)
Eliza Madrigal: Ah, this is meant to be a kind of balance that way too... but there isn't a 'speciality' kind of practice that one needs prerequisites for
Eliza Madrigal: in general, PaB is like that...
Eden Haiku: This circle here four times a day can provide a kind of retreat, on a smaller scale sort of :)
Eliza Madrigal: indeed!
Eliza Madrigal: that's what is all about :)
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Jan!
Bleu Oleander: hi Jan
Eden Haiku: So Crusty, maybe you can come to the pavilion 4 times a day hehe
Jan Qualia: hello everyone
Eliza Madrigal: Jan you really dress like RL me.. am wearing a sweater almost exactly like that right now, hahah
Eden Haiku: Hello Jan!
Crusty Goldshark: yes indeed - I was here earlier and there was a nude phptography session going on
Crusty Goldshark: Hi
Jan Qualia: it goes with the Phoenix graphics !
Eliza Madrigal: oh man, I missed another nude photo session? heheheh
Eden Haiku: Well, yes, it is not always perfectly "zen" in here...
Bleu Oleander: :)
Eliza Madrigal: you prob mean the class that Bleu gave us actually... a few weeks ago?
Crusty Goldshark: Well it was my first one, I was a little bit more aware than usual
Eliza Madrigal: in the art area?
How it feels on the other side of the gender boundary
Eden Haiku: How do you feel in your masculine look Bleu?
Bleu Oleander: feels very weird
Eliza Madrigal: :)
Jan Qualia: you think?
Eden Haiku: How so Bleu?
Bleu Oleander: like i'm here but not here at the same time
Jan Qualia: I think I should have kept my alt anonymous
Bleu Oleander: don't recognize myself
Eden Haiku: Yes, I see.
Bleu Oleander: alts not the same once you know who it is
Eden Haiku: Even in my SL home in the male avatar look, I felt lost, not myself :(
Jan Qualia: if everyone knows who you are they just treat you the same
Eliza Madrigal: difficult to do.... my alt still has "lila is eliza" over her head...
Eden Haiku: hehe
Eliza Madrigal giggles
Jan Qualia: they already have an image of your personality
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Riddle!
Jan Qualia: just being a different av doesn't change that I think
Jan Qualia: Hi Riddle
Riddle Sideways: Hi Every Body
Eden Haiku: Good morning Riddle!
Bleu Oleander: yes Jan, can look past the alt avi and know I'm speaking with you
Crusty Goldshark: Hi Riddle
Frozen aspects of persona
Jan Qualia: my teacher says we should have a 'don't know' attitude to friends
Eliza Madrigal: indeed!
Jan Qualia: we freeze them into an image
Yakuzza Lethecus: hey riddle
Bleu Oleander: yes
Jan Qualia: we can be more open and responsive to them that way
Eden Haiku: We have been talking about SL identities Riddle, playing with them...
Crusty Goldshark: Well aspects of a persona are frozen, the body and personality manifestation
Jan Qualia: always changing Crusty
'Normal Rockwell' picture perfect families
Eliza Madrigal: I had to say to someone this week: "Just erase any idea of what 'grandma' or 'grandpa' is supposed to mean... all the little pictures, and look at this person for who they are..." harder to do than it sounds....
Eliza Madrigal: 'erase normal rockwell'
Eliza Madrigal: :)
Crusty Goldshark: In RL my body does not change much in its outer form
Bleu Oleander: very hard to do Eliza
Eliza Madrigal: yes
Eden Haiku: remembers an exercise looking into another person eyes for the longest time, touching hands and seeing the other person transform into many different beings, older, younger,,,
Eliza Madrigal: mmmmmmmmmmmm
Jan Qualia: it is harder to do than just use frozen views
Bleu Oleander: "normal rockwell" hehe
Eliza Madrigal giggles!!!
Bleu Oleander: funny!
Eliza Madrigal: oh my, what a typo
Jan Qualia: Rockwell?
Bleu Oleander: good one!
Eliza Madrigal: meant to say "Norman Rockwell".... pictures of ideal families with turkeys and smiling....
Eden Haiku: Oh "normal" Rockwell...giggles
Jan Qualia: Norman Rockwell?
Eden Haiku: Our families are not always "normal" Rockwell pictures of happiness hehe
Crusty Goldshark: Turkeys not smiling at my Christmas lunch
Eden Haiku: :)
Riddle Sideways: But Norman Rockwell is the norm we should all strive for :]
Bleu Oleander: most families aren't "normal"
Eliza Madrigal: hehehe
Bleu Oleander: at least mine wasn't hehe
Crusty Goldshark: I aspire to be abnormal - normality is just a dream . . .
Eden Haiku: likes Riddle's square smile :]
Riddle Sideways: btw - where is the sarcasm key on this keyboard
Bleu Oleander: abnormal just happens :)
Eden Haiku: that is a good one Riddle :]
Lila Darkmatter waiting for sarc mark.... seems to be taking a while...
Bleu Oleander: hi Lila
Bleu Oleander: two for one
Lila Darkmatter: Hi Folks :)
Crusty Goldshark: normal just happens - quite often it is dependent on perspective . . .
Eden Haiku: a good sarcasm key: the square smile :]
Jan Qualia: Hi Lila
Crusty Goldshark: Hi Lila
Eden Haiku: Hi Lila!
Lila rezzes with a good question…as well as Rrose, my identical twin, driven this morning by someone else…from the laptop of his home office. As I did the log in for him, I didn't noticed the MacBook was also connecting as Eden, which made the "real" Eden vanished from my desktop as I realized when I walked back into my own home office. I corrected my mistake and let him drive my twin Rrose Millar (howcome he doesn't mind driving a girl avatar while I would mind being a male avatar?). It was only his second time on Second Life, his first was at a poetry reading, reading his own poetry in his own voice using Rrose's avatar.
Lila Darkmatter: the question becomes... is normal for lila same as for eliza? might one have many normals depending on their seat?
Riddle Sideways waiting for Lila to finish rezing
Eden Haiku: Lila, I suspect you have wilder 'normaL' Rockwell visions...
Crusty Goldshark: Well I would say we are the same in essence and their is a norm in that - even though fluid .. .
Lila Darkmatter: this is funny.... even though I see myself on one screen, on the other I am a cloud
Riddle Sideways: Lila does not look normal yet
Lila Darkmatter: :)))
--BELL--
Bleu Oleander: Lila cloud for me
Crusty Goldshark: Yeah you are a cloud for me Lila, keep up the good work
Crusty Goldshark: Pah - talking to clouds is the norm for some of us . . .
Eliza Madrigal: Rrose!
Eliza Madrigal: LTNS!
Bleu Oleander: hi Rrose
Crusty Goldshark: Cloud seems to have manifested into being
Crusty Goldshark: hi
Jan Qualia: hi Rose
Bleu Oleander: funny .... all the doubles
Eliza Madrigal: And Eden is back :) And Hi Sartre!
Sartre Placebo: hey everyone
Bleu Oleander: hi Sartre
Crusty Goldshark: Talking of clouds aren't Boddhisattvahs referred to as cloud walkers or similar?
Sartre Placebo: full house today
Bleu Oleander: how are you all doing that?
Eliza Madrigal: Ae they Crusty?
Bleu Oleander: on one computer?
New arrivals and more double trouble in a full circle: Sartre, Zen and our vigilant quiet observer observerm and then... Pinky!
Jan Qualia: Hi Sartre
Sartre Placebo: you can start phoenix multiple times
Crusty Goldshark: Hi Sartre
Eliza Madrigal: I am using a desktop and laptop...
Rrose Millar: bonjour Eden is coming back
Eliza Madrigal: Bonjour!
Riddle Sideways: WB eden
Rrose Millar: si si bonjour
Crusty Goldshark: Eliza: yep I believe they are let me do a little wander in the clouds brb
Eden Haiku: Bonjour Rrose, ca va?
Rrose Millar: oui and you
Eden Haiku: Oui, oui....
Eden Haiku: I guess I do not have to claim the log again?
Eliza Madrigal: heheh
Eliza Madrigal: no you shouldn't
Eliza Madrigal: Hey Zen :)
Eden Haiku: Oh hi Zen
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Ob
Bleu Oleander: full house
Riddle Sideways: ah now a full circle
Zen Arado: Hi all
Eliza Madrigal smiles
Eliza Madrigal: even when alone, never alone....
Jan Qualia: you're slowing me down Zen
Eliza Madrigal: heheh
Eden Haiku: We have a new member in this circle this morning.
Jan Qualia: I was here first
Eliza Madrigal looks around
Eden Haiku: My boyfriend is driving Rrose :)
Riddle Sideways: looks around?
Eliza Madrigal: !
Riddle Sideways: ah
Riddle Sideways: welcome
Eliza Madrigal: Hi boyfriend :)
Zen Arado: Hi boyfriend :)
Eden Haiku: Dis quelque chose…'Rrose"
Rrose Millar: coucou
Lila Darkmatter smiles...
Eden Haiku: giggling
Eden Haiku: I forced him out of some serious book he was reading...
Riddle Sideways: Rrose we record what is written here, so please type something silly
Sartre Placebo: mdr :)
Lila Darkmatter: Hiya Pinky :)
Eden Haiku: Hi Observerm, nice to see you again :)
Sartre Placebo: slt Rrose
Jan Qualia: Hi observerm
Riddle Sideways: Hi Pinky
Sartre Placebo: hi observerm
Pinky Kira: hi
Zen Arado: Hi Observerm
Crusty Goldshark: hi
Sartre Placebo: and pinky
Eden Haiku: Hi Pinky! have you been here before?
Zen Arado: twice as much typing :(
Pinky Kira: hehe yes
Eden Haiku: You look like Bleu very much Pinky :)
Pinky Kira: hard to run two :)
Eliza Madrigal: :)) quite!
Eden Haiku: Was telling my boyfriend how profound discussions we are having here humhum...
Our 'profound discussion' melts into a wild onigokko
Eliza Madrigal: yes, and now he knows the truth Eden...
Eliza Madrigal: alas....
Zen Arado: how silly we are :)
Eliza Madrigal: :)
Sartre Placebo: not yet
Eden Haiku: was hoping you would start some heavy duty topic, sighs...
Sartre Placebo: onigokko
observerm Resident: hello
Eliza Madrigal: "A little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest men..."
Jan Qualia: speak for yourself Zen
Eliza Madrigal: Rrose still remembers how to oni!
Sartre Placebo: stop
Eden Haiku: onigokko
Bleu Oleander: funny
Lila Darkmatter: I just tried to sign on my 3rd av but the password isn't working.... sigh
Riddle Sideways: onigokko
Lila Darkmatter: tells me I have to call them
Lila Darkmatter: =/
Eden Haiku: You have a 3rd hehe...
Eden Haiku: stop
Lila Darkmatter: yes, she is Ferocious :)
Riddle Sideways: now wasn't that profound
Pinky Kira: :)
Riddle Sideways: deep and moving
Crusty Goldshark: i like it
Eliza Madrigal smiles
Lila Darkmatter: Eden you and I mirror one another in tuxes...
Jan Qualia: deep onigokko reality
Lila Darkmatter: hahaha
Eden Haiku: He likes onigokko very much, always come to watch our avatars dancing on my wide screen . He does a good imitation of the standard avatar walk too...
A dance is a dance is a dance
Rrose Millar: a dance is a dance is a dance is a dance
Eden Haiku: Oh!
Lila Darkmatter: mmm
Crusty Goldshark: eliza could not find out about cloud walkers - was interrupted in RL
Eden Haiku: Gertrude Stein :)
Lila Darkmatter: pesky RL, crusty...
Eden Haiku: a rose is a rose is a rose
Rrose Millar: no Miles Davis
Eliza Madrigal: thank you, you can tell me next time... intriguing
Riddle Sideways: roses all the way down
Eden Haiku: :))
Eliza Madrigal: :)))
Riddle Sideways: dancing all the way down
Eden Haiku: stairway to the subconscious
--BELL--
Crusty Goldshark: Can we have more dancing?
Eden Haiku: Now we can Crusty:)
Eden Haiku: onigokko
Eden Haiku: stop
Bleu Oleander: phew
Crusty Goldshark: I am cyber exhausted
Jan Qualia: my first onigokko
Lila Darkmatter: ty Riddle :))
Eden Haiku: onigokko
Eden Haiku: Wear the Onigokko Crusty
Eden Haiku: stop
Bleu Oleander: double fun
Eliza Madrigal:double trouble
Eden Haiku: Look for Onigokko in inventory than click "wear it' Crusty
Eden Haiku: double trouble fun
Crusty Goldshark: Many thanks - I like to dance to my own tune :)
Eden Haiku: ah, ok :)
Bleu and Pinky make a nice (and colorful!) couple: as they aren't fan of the onigokko tune, Eliza dreams up a PaB drum circle (which is a "ferocious" good idea!)
Bleu Oleander: not a fan of that tune
Pinky Kira: me either
Pinky Kira: hehe
Zen Arado: it can be a lonely tune
Eden Haiku: You two are on the same wave lenght...
Bleu Oleander: ha!
Eden Haiku: At least we know Bleu is not schizophrenic :]
Bleu Oleander: we make a nice couple
Pinky Kira: how do we know that?
Crusty Goldshark: I aspire to being schizophrenic - that would cut down on the madness
Eden Haiku: So girly girl Pinky :)))
Pinky Kira: ha!
Crusty Goldshark: People are clouds, group dancing - all very strange
Eden Haiku: My twin is awfully quiet in the other room, wondering if my friend is back to his book...
Crusty Goldshark: even strange is strange
Lila Darkmatter grins
Jan Qualia: much dancing is in groups I think
Eliza Madrigal: we should have drums...
Eliza Madrigal: a pab drum circle...
Eden Haiku: ::::::even strange is strange::::::we should have drums for the beat::::::
Eliza Madrigal: each her own rhythm/s
Bleu Oleander: nice photo today Eden :)
Bleu Oleander: is this a first for PaB .... all the doubles?
Eliza Madrigal: wb Rrose :)
Jan Qualia: I think we did it before one time
Bleu Oleander: missed it
Eden Haiku: I still do not know who observerm is... Do you?
Jan Qualia: I was a rock chick then though
Bleu Oleander: haha
Riddle Sideways: my doubles won't associate with me :(
Eden Haiku: They won't?
Jan Qualia: they know you too well :)
Eliza Madrigal: hahah.... some sneaky suspicion
Eliza Madrigal: 'something about that guy...'
Bleu Oleander: haha
Eden Haiku:
:::::: even strange is strange
:::::: we should have drums for the beat
:::::: and double troubles
Zen and Jan make a nice couple also, but are on the verge of quarreling
Zen Arado: I like my alt
Zen Arado: she is kinda cute
Eliza Madrigal: but does your alt like you?
Pinky Kira: funny being here with myself
Jan Qualia: thanks Zen
Eliza Madrigal: and does she mind being refered to as 'my alt' as tho she is the second.....
Jan Qualia: aw - he's alright
Eliza Madrigal giggles
Jan Qualia: a bit old though
Eden Haiku: Do you still cook for him?
Crusty Goldshark: people are bi locating?
Jan Qualia: no - and I am his equal
Zen Arado: but I was here first
Jan Qualia: so?
Bleu Oleander: ha
Eliza Madrigal: heheh
Zen Arado: you are a mere girl
Eliza Madrigal: uh oh....
Pinky Kira: noooo
Jan Qualia: you are an old......
Eliza Madrigal: this is getting scary zen, let me out... hehehe
Zen Arado: gone of her
Zen Arado: off
Eliza Madrigal: back to the cushion with you
Eden Haiku: "Rrose" is wondering what to do. What should I tell "him"?
[As I am editing this log my friend tells me he was worried because he doesn't know how to play this 'game'. He didn't want to ruin it for me for he knows how much I like it here! Sweet soul:)]
Eliza Madrigal giggles wildly
Zen Arado: only kidding :)
--BELL--
Couples leaving, Eliza going, Lila shares her experience of being an 'alt'
Bleu Oleander: gtg .... take care everyone, everyone :)
Eliza Madrigal: bye Bleu :)
Zen Arado: bye Bleu
Pinky Kira: bye all
Eden Haiku: Bye Bleu, nice to meet you :)))
Eliza Madrigal: Bye Pinky, nice to meet you
Eden Haiku: Bye Pinky! Nice to meet you too :)
Eliza Madrigal: each person is their own theatre it seems... each man/woman in his/her time is playing many parts at once...
Zen Arado: we better go too
Crusty Goldshark: :)
Eliza Madrigal: Bye zen :) and Jan :)
Jan Qualia: later
Lila Darkmatter: http://wiki.playasbeing.org/Chat_Logs/2010/03/2010.03.29_13%3a00_-_Alts_of_Being
Zen Arado: bye
Lila Darkmatter: btw this is the session where alts appeared at another session...
Lila Darkmatter: even 'no self'
Crusty Goldshark: bye guys live long and perspire or just dance
Riddle Sideways: bye ya'll(s)
Eliza Madrigal: Bye Crusty :)
Eden Haiku: Bye all departing for a better world :))
Jan Qualia: bye Crusty
Eliza Madrigal: I should go as well, but happy to see everyone and to have internet back and to be able to stand uprightly without backache, and , and, and :)
Jan Qualia: maybe this one is better :)
Jan Qualia: great Eliza
Eliza Madrigal: such a fun session today
Eliza Madrigal: Thank you muchly Eden
Eden Haiku: It is was a delight seeing you Eliza, glad to know your back is back :))
Eliza Madrigal: and Rrose
Eliza Madrigal: Hugs all around
Eden Haiku: Rrose says hi...
Lila Darkmatter: Oh... guess that means I have to go too... she's so pushy
Eden Haiku: Can't you stay a bit longer dear?
Jan Qualia: don't listen to her
Lila Darkmatter: don't tell her... Oh, but these sessions are logged...ack
Eden Haiku: Eliza is so responsible, but you are a free spirit aren't you?
Lila Darkmatter: and she reads them like eating peanut m&ms
Jan Qualia: yeah - careful what you say
Eden Haiku: Ah, Eliza, dear (((ELiza))), our magistra...
Lila Darkmatter: yes, Eliza has so many responsibilities that I don't need to have any...heheh
Eden Haiku: Watched a movie about Hildegard de Bingen yesterday.
Lila Darkmatter: Oh?
Jan Qualia: oh?
Eden Haiku: Mystic from 11th century, musician, nun, had visions
Eden Haiku: An herborist as well,
Lila Darkmatter: mmmm.... interesting
Jan Qualia: yes
Eden Haiku: Very famous in her time. Beautiful movie. She was the "magistra', the mother abbess
Jan Qualia: they all seem to have had visions...
Eden Haiku: A bit like our dear Eliza...
Eden Haiku: Still remembering Eliza' s wonderful geicko story...
Riddle Sideways: gotta go, bye all
Lila Darkmatter: Riddle is leaping...
Jan Qualia: bye Riddle
Eden Haiku: Bye Riddle...It was nice seeing you.
Lila Darkmatter: Bye Riddle :)
Rrose Millar: bye
Eden Haiku: Oh Rrose is still there...
Eden Haiku: Nice :))
Eden Haiku: Rrose will get the phone please?
Lila Darkmatter: Nice thing about Eliza being so responsible and busy, is that when she has an illness I get to roam free... hehe
Lila Darkmatter: hahaha
Lila Darkmatter: Rrose seems very patient
Jan Qualia: could be freeing being an alt
Eden Haiku: "Rrose" is very patient. So when Eliza is ill you roam free Lila?
Jan Qualia: free from reputation
Jan Qualia: not having to live up to some image of ourselves
Lila Darkmatter: :) maybe.... I noticed when signed on as this alt I was more direct with someone than I would have been as Eliza...
Lila Darkmatter: that was interesting
Lila Darkmatter: have others seen similar?
Different alt, different self?
Eden Haiku: When I'm driving Rrose myself, I notice differences too. She's more timid than Eden.
Lila Darkmatter: hmmm
Eden Haiku: But I log in very rarely as Rrose these days...
Lila Darkmatter: it is really fascinating... that changing appearance one changes world in some sense...
Eden Haiku: Do you see differences Yaku, with Sartre?
Jan Qualia: feel I should have a cellphone
Yakuzza Lethecus: no not that much, i usually use sartre only for multitasking
Eden Haiku: Now you are multitasking in the circle hehe
Jan Qualia: perhaps a new personality has to develop
Rrose Millar: il fell free
Lila Darkmatter: yes... it prob takes time to evolve
Eden Haiku: You feel free Rrose? Or you fell free from a tree?
Jan Qualia: with anonymity it would be easier I think
Rrose Millar: of corse
Eden Haiku: Did we blow your cover Jan?
Lila Darkmatter: I think Lila isn't so 'motherly' as Eliza... I use her primarily to come on and shop or hide...
Jan Qualia: no I did myself
Jan Qualia: but can be anonymous away from pab
Eden Haiku: Your shopping side or your chopping side Lila?
Lila Darkmatter: Jan seems comfortable in her own right... I see the way I am with her a bit differently though I know 'same' typist...
Lila Darkmatter: hahah yes Eden
--BELL--
A look is a look is a look
Rrose Millar: a look is a look is a look is a loook
Jan Qualia: you can be my Mom Lila :)
Jan Qualia: keep me straight
Lila Darkmatter: heheh... good thing you can cook
Eden Haiku: Why would Jan want a cell phone?
Jan Qualia: or maybe need Eliza for that
Lila Darkmatter: yes curious about the cell phone too
Eden Haiku: what for Jan?
Jan Qualia: young women like me have cellphones glued to our ears - haven't you noticed?
Rrose Millar: a cell oh fun
Lila Darkmatter: I liked that a visitor had a purse the other day... very cute
Eden Haiku: giggles
Lila Darkmatter: okay... have to go for sure now
Lila Darkmatter: Pleasure to make various acquaintances and see see bright shiny faces.....
Yakuzza Lethecus: take care lila
Jan Qualia: ok bye Lila
Lila Darkmatter: bye for now
Sartre Placebo: bye lila
Rrose Millar: ye
Eden Haiku: I'm wearing my Gucci bag for you (((Lila))) . Take care :))
Lila Darkmatter: Oh my....
Lila Darkmatter: zooms in....
Jan Qualia: it's great having an almost empty inventory :) [Logged in later to give you a Gucci handbag Jan. Not as trendy as cell phone maybe but hey, very "girly"!]
Lila Darkmatter: that is great!
Lila Darkmatter: Bye Observm... great coat
Jan Qualia: bye observerm
Lila Darkmatter: Oooh, too nice Eden!
Eden Haiku: Bye observesrm!
Lila Darkmatter: generous soul....
Jan Qualia: I better go too
Jan Qualia: bye all
Lila Darkmatter: bye everyone
Eden Haiku: Bye Lila, bye Jan!
Lila Darkmatter: adieu
Yakuzza Lethecus: take care eden, i will see whats for dinner
Yakuzza Lethecus: bye! :)
Sartre Placebo: adieu eden
Rrose Millar: merci beau coup
Eden Haiku: Bye Yaku, sartre!
Rrose Millar: coucou Eden
Eden Haiku: Bye Rrrose. Merci d'avoir ete la ce matin :)
Eden Haiku: C'est tres gentil de ta part.
Rrose Millar: it's my play sure
Eden Haiku: Attends, je prends une photo de nous deux.
Eden Haiku: C'est curieux, Eden est beaucoup plus petite...Bizarre pour des jumelles...
Rrose Millar: it's okay
Eden Haiku: :)
Eden Haiku: Bon allez, au revoir! Sais-tu comment sortir de Second Life?
Rrose Millar: Bye and merci
Rrose Millar: je ne sais pas mais je crois au miracle
Eden Haiku: Tu cliques le bouton rouge en haut a gauche.
Rrose Millar: ouf! j'y vais
Eden Haiku: Ensuite tu cliques "quitter" au milieu de l'ecran.
Eden Haiku: Bravo!!!
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