The Guardian for this meeting was Zen Arado. The comments are by Zen Arado. Present were Steve Michinaga, Tess Aristocrat, Xirana Oximoxi and myself

Zen Arado: Hi Tess :)
Tess Aristocrat: Good day :)
Zen Arado: quiet around here today
Tess Aristocrat: seems so...
Zen Arado: quietnes is nice too sometimes
Zen Arado: I talk too much sometimes
Zen Arado: Hi Xirana :)
Xirana Oximoxi: hi Zen, Tess!!! :)
Zen Arado: Tess is afk atm
Xirana Oximoxi: welcome as a new Guardian tess! :)
Xirana Oximoxi: ah ok!
Xirana Oximoxi: I visited you new exhibition Zen! wonderful..I like our abstract paintings very much
Zen Arado: is making coffee
Zen Arado: ty Xirana
Xirana Oximoxi: yw:)
Zen Arado: you are getting more abstract anrn't you?
Xirana Oximoxi: yes!! and more expressionist.. I let myself go more freee..not worrying about proportions or perspective ...
Zen Arado: we kind of creep into abstraction
Zen Arado: best way
Xirana Oximoxi: welll... long ago I did paint abstract... now I usually like to have a reference to the visual world:)
Zen Arado: that doesn't seem to work for me
Zen Arado: if I put real elements I start to paint them 'correctly'
Xirana Oximoxi: :)) I start painting 'correctly' and try to drestry and change it:)
Xirana Oximoxi: destroy*
Zen Arado: have you any books about painting abstracly?
Xirana Oximoxi: you mean about the theorie?
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Zen Arado: yes and techniques
Xirana Oximoxi: Kandinsky wrote about it
Xirana Oximoxi: ahhh techniques are the same...
Xirana Oximoxi: you can paint with oils or do mix with acrylics
Tess Aristocrat: wanders back in, coffee in hand :)
Xirana Oximoxi: a lot of artist use mixed techniques with sand or other elements... but the paintings usually go damaged after a few years
Xirana Oximoxi: hello Tess!!!!
Tess Aristocrat: Hello :) How are you :)
Zen Arado: wb Tess :)
Xirana Oximoxi: welcome as a new Guardian! :)
Zen Arado: yes I found this book very helpful: http://www.amazon.co.uk/Painting-Abs...5517390&sr=8-1
Zen Arado: by a Dutch woman
Xirana Oximoxi: thank you Zen!
Xirana Oximoxi: anyway...you've got the advantage that you know composition... and even if abstract it's important
Zen Arado: yes maybe
Zen Arado: it is a good book to get you started
Zen Arado: then you can develop from that
Xirana Oximoxi: another good way is to see works of other artists...that's what I always do
Zen Arado: yes..but I worry that I then copy them
Tess Aristocrat: Zen, you had mentioned the abstract display..when will that be?
Zen Arado: but there's nothig new under the sun I guess
Zen Arado: it is on now Tess
Tess Aristocrat: oh!
Xirana Oximoxi: you should not worry to copy them!!1 :)... your personality will show anyway!!
Zen Arado: there wasn't any opening
Xirana Oximoxi: your tastes in colours, textures...
Zen Arado: look at my picks for LM
Zen Arado: yes
Tess Aristocrat: Is it at the Rose?..oh, ok :)
Zen Arado: it can be letting paint do its own thing
Xirana Oximoxi: at Artropolis
Tess Aristocrat: yes, there can be no two abstracts alike
Zen Arado: I can't change picks in V2 I find
Zen Arado: had to go back to Phoenix
Xirana Oximoxi: yes... the painting itself tells you how to follow working sometimes
Zen Arado: it's getting 'me' ot of the way maybe :)
Xirana Oximoxi: to continue* (I meant)
Tess Aristocrat: That's the best thing about them..They Do reflect the person's feelings, whatever they may be in that moment, and they're each as different as a fingerprint :)
Xirana Oximoxi: 0901458f-75f0-cd11-4c23-4ad156eb8cde
Zen Arado: I have to start painting again
Xirana Oximoxi: opps, sorry..I wanted to copy the LM to Zen's exhibition..I give you Tess
Zen Arado: what is that code Xirana?
Xirana Oximoxi: I don't know how to do to paste a LM in the chat.
Tess Aristocrat: I've never painted..I wonder what would happen if I did :)
Zen Arado: me either
Zen Arado: :)
Xirana Oximoxi: I see people sometimes do
Zen Arado: can put it on a notecard
Xirana Oximoxi: Tess... you will only know if you try! :)
Zen Arado: but it's on my Picks is easier
Tess Aristocrat: yes..
Zen Arado: Hi Steve :)
Xirana Oximoxi: hello Steve!
stevenaia Michinaga: Hi Zen, Tess, Xirana
Tess Aristocrat: Stevie :) Happy New Year <3
Zen Arado: I only started when I took early retirement
stevenaia Michinaga: Happy New Year to you all
Zen Arado: for something to do
Zen Arado: you too Steve :)
Xirana Oximoxi: thank you Steve!!! the same to you!! :)
stevenaia Michinaga: and congratulations to tess
Zen Arado: you will know all our dark secrets now Tess :)
Tess Aristocrat: heh...
stevenaia Michinaga: Don't forget the secret handshake
Xirana Oximoxi: hehe
Tess Aristocrat: lollll
Zen Arado: he he
Zen Arado: it's onigokk o :)
Zen Arado: kidding :)
Xirana Oximoxi: :)
Tess Aristocrat: I don't see it in my groups..
Zen Arado: you have to ask Wol or Storm for that
Zen Arado: I wondered about that too
Zen Arado: anyone else can join here Steve?
Zen Arado: her*
stevenaia Michinaga: hehe, http://wiki.playasbeing.org/Guardian_Pages/PaB_Handbook/Guardian_Mentor_Coordinator
stevenaia Michinaga: I am the Guardian mentor coordinator
stevenaia Michinaga: until we actually have mentor to coordinate, call me if you have nay questions and I can usually find out who has the answers
stevenaia Michinaga: *any
Tess Aristocrat: ok
stevenaia Michinaga: a tough job cooordinating yourself
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Xirana Oximoxi: I received an nvitation to the group from Eliza...
Tess Aristocrat: yes, as did I
Xirana Oximoxi: first time it did not work... I asked her again and second time it was ok
Tess Aristocrat: That may be the issue
Xirana Oximoxi: yes... ask her again
Tess Aristocrat: unless 'Friends of Play as Being' is the group?
Zen Arado: no
Xirana Oximoxi: no...this one is general
Zen Arado: playasbeinghere
stevenaia Michinaga: nods
Zen Arado: we are talking through the breaks today tch tch..
Xirana Oximoxi: yes...I am sorry!
Tess Aristocrat: Well, as the break is over, any New Year's resolutions?
Zen Arado: knocks guardians into shape :)
Xirana Oximoxi: :)
Zen Arado: yes to observe breaks :)
Xirana Oximoxi: I don't do a special 'balance' at the end of the year...so, no special resolutions...I do time to time...when body and mind ask me to do it:)
Zen Arado: tell yours first Tess?
Zen Arado: trying to think of one
Zen Arado: I'm not good with them
Tess Aristocrat: Well...to stop smoking..Again..and again if needed
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
Xirana Oximoxi: ahhh :)
Zen Arado: a good one
Xirana Oximoxi: very good one:)
Zen Arado: but difficult:)
Tess Aristocrat: to reorganize my house
Tess Aristocrat: and my life
Xirana Oximoxi: I stopped long ago... and it's really healthy
stevenaia Michinaga: (don;t get carried away)
Zen Arado: I gave up oveer 30 years ago
Zen Arado: reorganize my apartment yes
Tess Aristocrat: and to keep my priorities in perspective
Zen Arado: really need to do that
Zen Arado: so much clutter
Xirana Oximoxi: well... to reorganise the house soetimes is easier than reorganise our lifes :)
Zen Arado: I have to get rid of books
Tess Aristocrat: sometimes..it goes hand in hand
Zen Arado: but I also want to keep them :(
Zen Arado: yes Tess
Zen Arado: artists have so much clutter
Tess Aristocrat: Give them to the Library
Zen Arado: canvases brushes paints old paintings...
Tess Aristocrat: except the very most farvored.
Zen Arado: yes
Tess Aristocrat: favs*
Zen Arado: or charity shop
Zen Arado: have so many philosophy books
Tess Aristocrat: that way..you can always go *visit them
Zen Arado: and some were expensive
Tess Aristocrat: let them go
Zen Arado: hmmm good idea
Zen Arado: must ring them
Tess Aristocrat: let someone else discover what you did :)
Zen Arado: and promptly forgot again :)
Tess Aristocrat: WB Stevie
Zen Arado: wb Steve :)
Zen Arado: I discovered I didn't need all that philosophical thinking :)
stevenaia Michinaga: thx, viewer crash
Tess Aristocrat: you know, I never read any of the big philosophers..
Tess Aristocrat: I wanted to have my own ideas
Zen Arado: it is an endless ocean
Zen Arado: yes Tess
Zen Arado: I lie to DO philosophy..not just quote philosophers
Tess Aristocrat: I don't mean for that to sound egotistical..
Zen Arado: it is learning to think clearly
Tess Aristocrat: I just wanted to draw my own conclusions
Zen Arado: I know what you mean
Zen Arado: me too
stevenaia Michinaga: I ahve found (perhaps luckilly) that my own ideas fall into someone else previous thinking
stevenaia Michinaga: like finding a friend
Tess Aristocrat: :)
Zen Arado: my philosophy tutor told me that if I think I have thought up a new idea I am likely mistaken
stevenaia Michinaga: saves me the trouble of thinking it all up myself
Tess Aristocrat: 'there's nothing you can sing that can't be sung'
stevenaia Michinaga: (hoping that's not Barry Manilow)
Tess Aristocrat: beatles
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
Tess Aristocrat: lolll
Zen Arado: 'All you need is Love'
Tess Aristocrat: but don't act like you don't know every word to Barry's songs :P
Zen Arado: lo l
Tess Aristocrat: everyone does!
Zen Arado: better than philosophy anyway :)
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Tess Aristocrat: i think a lot of song writers are poets and philosophers too, really :)
Zen Arado: was thinking about this this morning: ' Dogen [the thirteenth-century Zen master] said that to study Buddhism is to study the self. To study the self—your thoughts, etc.—is to forget the self. And to forget the self is . . . what? It’s to be enlightened by all things.'
Zen Arado: yes Tess
Zen Arado: poetry is deeper thinking maybe
Zen Arado: so much to learn just from or in our own 'self'
stevenaia Michinaga: seems it's all there waiting to be discovered
Zen Arado: ' Suppose somebody has hurt my feelings—or so I think. What I want to do is to go over and over and over that drama so I can blame them and get to be right. To turn away from such thinking and just experience the painful body is to forget the self. If you really experience something without thoughts, there is no self—there’s just a vibration of energy. When you practice like that ten thousand times, you will be more selfless. It doesn’t mean that you’re a ghost. It means that you’re much more non-reactive, in the world but not of it. Dualism transforms into non-dualism, a life of direct and compassionate functioning.'
Zen Arado: it's from Joko Beck
Zen Arado: a Zen teacher who died recently
Tess Aristocrat: Seems we humans are the only ones that feel sorry for ourselves
Zen Arado: yeh
Zen Arado: we mull over things
stevenaia Michinaga: and then.... we do not :)
Zen Arado: dogs live in the present so well I think
Zen Arado: how do yo mean Steve?
Xirana Oximoxi: I must go now... nice day to all and see you soon! :)
stevenaia Michinaga: after enough feeling sorry, you work through it, perhaps you blame "them" or experience no blame
Zen Arado: o ty for coming Xirana :)
Tess Aristocrat: a small bird will fall dead, frozen from a branch never once having felt sorry for itself
Zen Arado: byee
stevenaia Michinaga: like who's fault is fate
Tess Aristocrat: Xirana, take care :)
Xirana Oximoxi: ty to you Zen, Tess and Steve for this nice company and time:)
Zen Arado: yes I read that somewhere Tess
stevenaia Michinaga: bye,
Zen Arado: a little sparrow just faling off a frozen branch
Tess Aristocrat: yes, it is from a poet..can't recall his name
Zen Arado: doesn't say 'this isn't right'
Zen Arado: or complain
Tess Aristocrat: I should google it to get the guy's name
Zen Arado: though what Joko says is a kind of shortcut ghrough the thoughts I think
Zen Arado: just going directly to the energy of the feelings themselves
Zen Arado: ruminating thoughts magnify the suffering
Zen Arado: why is that so hard to learn?
Zen Arado: I'm getting there I hope
stevenaia Michinaga: I think once you truly inderstand that it resolves nothing, you usually stop
Zen Arado: yeh you see through it
Zen Arado: but old habits die hard
Tess Aristocrat: Well, for one, we don't address the issue
stevenaia Michinaga: like when you stop hitting your head against the wall cause it feels so good when you stop
Zen Arado: wish I had discovered all this years ago
Zen Arado: yes :)
Zen Arado: I spent all my life learning how to enjoy it
stevenaia Michinaga: understanding your self is the key
Zen Arado: but won'tlive long enough to :)
stevenaia Michinaga: so you can make changes
Zen Arado: I think the changes just come naturally when you see it
Zen Arado: no effort
Tess Aristocrat: What kind of changes?
Tess Aristocrat: Just don't think about it?
Zen Arado: being able to not get disturbed so much by emotions for one
Zen Arado: by just staying with the feeling
Zen Arado: cutting thrrough the thoughts
stevenaia Michinaga: letting go of things, like worrry, which I ahve found contributes nothing to resolving the problem at hand
Zen Arado: though I can't claim to have mastered it
stevenaia Michinaga: like stress
Zen Arado: sometimes problems resolve themselves if we step out of fthe way
Zen Arado: but others require action
stevenaia Michinaga: one way or they other, they do
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stevenaia Michinaga: looking back everything that brought you here was resolved
Zen Arado: but when we can allow thoughts to drop away a bit we can see more clearly and make a better decision
Zen Arado: yes teve
Zen Arado: or is there any 'better'decision?
stevenaia Michinaga: I have never met anyone who said, glad I worryed that problem into a solution
Zen Arado: yeh..soutions...
Zen Arado: might only be short term
Zen Arado: we jsut do our best with what arises
stevenaia Michinaga: but worry is a physical manistation and is not particually heathly from what I understand
Zen Arado: yeh
Zen Arado: repetitive thought
stevenaia Michinaga: (chemistry that results from stress)
Tess Aristocrat: Well, I'd better get about my day..was good to spend time with you folks :)
Zen Arado: good to see you Tess :)
stevenaia Michinaga: bye tess, I am doing monthly billy, this has been nice
Zen Arado: have ageat day :)
Zen Arado: oh ...bilss
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
Zen Arado: nearly like 'bliss'
Zen Arado: bad time for bills...after Christmas
stevenaia Michinaga: no, bat time even w/o christmas :)
stevenaia Michinaga: *bad
Zen Arado: it's funny that we nee dto spend to stimulate the econmy
Zen Arado: yet the govt tells ppl to save
stevenaia Michinaga: yet if they save to much, crisis!!!
Zen Arado: yeh
Zen Arado: no work cos no goods needed
Zen Arado: I don't understand it
stevenaia Michinaga: someones economic sence of equilibrium that is never quite right
Zen Arado: growth it has to be
Zen Arado: it seems
Zen Arado: it can't grow forever?
stevenaia Michinaga: I think that is the problem- Growth (More) is always good
stevenaia Michinaga: if things are in balance they say "Stagnation"
Zen Arado: yes
Zen Arado: I don't think anyone really understands the economy
stevenaia Michinaga: and the "more" is jsut consumption
Zen Arado: it is too complex
Zen Arado: yes
stevenaia Michinaga: yes, exactly, they only pretend
Zen Arado: they are wise after events
stevenaia Michinaga: if they understood, they could predict
Zen Arado: yes
Zen Arado: crystal ball is just as good :)
stevenaia Michinaga: and who are the fools that belive these weathermen, who know more and are equally inaccurtate
Zen Arado: yes
Zen Arado: though they are getting more accurate
Zen Arado: but only up to 4 or 5 days
stevenaia Michinaga: one would hope so
Zen Arado: life too has too many variables
Zen Arado: unpredictable
stevenaia Michinaga: economist predice quarters, years, cycles, the mayaiand did better at that
stevenaia Michinaga: Maya ians
Zen Arado: the world grows ever more complex too
Zen Arado: I better go Steve
Zen Arado: have to get back here for Original Face meeting
stevenaia Michinaga: funny how Suthsayers are still in demand
stevenaia Michinaga: ok Zen
stevenaia Michinaga: have a good year
Zen Arado: yes:)
Zen Arado: you too
--BELL--
Zen Arado: nice chatting Steve :)
stevenaia Michinaga: Soothsayers
Zen Arado: bye
stevenaia Michinaga: :)