The Guardian for this meeting was Threedee Shepherd. The comments are by Threedee Shepherd.
Adelene Dawner: Hi, Steve!
aurel Miles: about why (yup - sing it a few dozen times and you can't help but think it that way)
aurel Miles: about why it matters
aurel Miles: if we are augmented or not
aurel Miles: why?
Threedee Shepherd: I think it has to do with the way people think about
morality and ethics. A simple example is the athlete-steroid thing
Peer Infinity: as I said, I don't bother worrying about details like whether we qualify as "augmented", or "transhuman" yet
aurel Miles: i object to athletes on steroids because it worries me
that we are making sport of watching people who are suffering to
entertain us
Peer Infinity: I also happen to not pay any attention to sports :P
aurel Miles: that is the only reason
Threedee Shepherd: It's OK to wear glasses to a math exam, but not always OK to bring a calculator
aurel Miles: if steroids were safe
aurel Miles: i wouldn't care
Solobill Laville: Means and ends seem to be pertinent in this case
Corvuscorva Nightfire: very
Threedee Shepherd: what about carbohydrate augmentation for sumo wrestlers?
aurel Miles: if you are able to use the calculator during the course of
your work then you should be able to use it to prove yourself worthy of
doing the job.
Corvuscorva Nightfire nods
aurel Miles: suffering
Adelene Dawner: I don't care anyway. And I get qannoyed at restrictions
on my own choices like that - it shouldn't be up to anyone but me
whether a harmful thing is 'worth it'.
aurel Miles: ritualized suffering
Corvuscorva Nightfire: so the question is...what suffering is caused and why?
aurel Miles: unless it is in the service of a specific religion
aurel Miles: is, i think, wrong
aurel Miles: but i only say that because i do not wish to see it
aurel Miles: and i don't wish to see it for a variety of reasons
aurel Miles: many selfish.
Peer Infinity: if I wished to continue this topic, I would say "who is
forcing the athletes to take steroids?", or "who is forcing the
athletes to be athletes?"
Corvuscorva Nightfire: if one wears contacts...which is not easy....and
causes my sister suffering.,,,ut she shees better than glasses.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: well..
Corvuscorva Nightfire: i think the atheletes based on why ...are pretty easy to say no to.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: or rather easier than other things.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: less easy is say..breast augmentation.
Solobill Laville welcomes Peer to the 'inner ring' :)
Corvuscorva Nightfire: because that is a very personal "why"
Threedee Shepherd: look at steve's tatgtoos
Corvuscorva Nightfire nods.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: that must have hurt, Steve?
Peer Infinity: :)
Corvuscorva Nightfire looks solemnly at Stevie.
aurel Miles: when we get into these personal whys
stevenaia Michinaga: smiles, no, no suffering here
Corvuscorva Nightfire nods, listening.
aurel Miles: then i wonder why i think about it at all
aurel Miles: except that in the case of breast augmentation
aurel Miles: it makes me wince
Corvuscorva Nightfire nods.
aurel Miles: and makes me want to rub my breasts - which is not polite
aurel Miles: so i would rather not have my attention drawn to it
Corvuscorva Nightfire: yet..some of the whys make me wince and some do not...
aurel Miles: the physical idea - the process, the insult to the body, that's what makes me wince
Corvuscorva Nightfire nods. yet some of the actual whys make ME wince.
aurel Miles: such as?
Corvuscorva Nightfire: looking beautiful for someone..looking for approval.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: like an athelete.
aurel Miles: why does someone else asking for approval make you wince
aurel Miles: ??
aurel Miles: i know what you mean
Corvuscorva Nightfire thinks...
aurel Miles: but i would like to go deeper into that motivation
Corvuscorva Nightfire: suffering for approval makes me wince.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: to be more precise.
Solobill Laville: It would seem to be your same point about suffering, Aurel
aurel Miles: yeah - we go back to suffering
Solobill Laville: And also, Ade's point about freedom...two sides to that coin
aurel Miles: witnessing suffering is difficult to bear
aurel Miles: that is one of the points of the Sundance
Solobill Laville: ?
aurel Miles: and i am not certain i understand it
Threedee Shepherd: the Penetentes who nail themselves to crosses do not think they are suffering
aurel Miles: in plains native traditions
aurel Miles: Cree
aurel Miles: i think
aurel Miles: yeah
aurel Miles: i was invited to one
aurel Miles: they perform a dance where they take on the suffering of the community
aurel Miles: and offer it up to the sun
aurel Miles: (as a metaphor)
aurel Miles: to cleanse the community
aurel Miles: it's one of those rituals
aurel Miles: that involves a lot of blood
aurel Miles: because the "dancers" are pierced
aurel Miles: and - well
aurel Miles: it's an endurance thing too
aurel Miles: it's painful
aurel Miles: all round
aurel Miles: and i am not sure i understand it
Solobill Laville: thx :)
aurel Miles: but i know it is considered to be very powerful healing medicine
aurel Miles: yw
Threedee Shepherd: I think it is interesting that other similar examples I am aware of ususlly involve testosterone
aurel Miles: so what is it about the witnessing of suffering?
Corvuscorva Nightfire: is it the witnessing or the doing in that case that's important?
aurel Miles: why do we need that?
aurel Miles: both
Corvuscorva Nightfire thinks.
Threedee Shepherd: because we are social animals, perhaps??
aurel Miles: that doesn't explain it to me
aurel Miles: could you say more?
Threedee Shepherd: meaning is related to context, perhaps even depends on it to exist
aurel Miles: yes
aurel Miles: but Why?
aurel Miles: what need does it meet?
Corvuscorva Nightfire: and perhaps...in all three of those cases...the observers part is vitally important.
aurel Miles: what purpose does it serve?
Threedee Shepherd: For soical primates, the others are the basic context
aurel Miles: context is the frame
aurel Miles: what is the picture?
aurel Miles: what does it mean?
Threedee Shepherd: could it be that it meets the needs often collected under the heading of "spiritual meaning"
Corvuscorva Nightfire tries to think of a place where SHE is witness to suffering taken on willingly.
Solobill Laville: :) I think so, but also that in a 'normal social environment we feel empathy
Threedee Shepherd: Sundance as a way to gain power over suffering that is otherwise meaningless.
aurel Miles: you still haven't said what it means - why we need it
Corvuscorva Nightfire: to gain that power...
aurel Miles: Sundance suffering is deliberate
Corvuscorva Nightfire nodsnods
aurel Miles: like breast implants
Corvuscorva Nightfire: ok
aurel Miles: or steroids
Corvuscorva Nightfire: here's a thought
Threedee Shepherd: Oh, we need very little, but the human thing is to "do"
aurel Miles: or those south american christian dancers who pierce their cheeks and carry the cross
Solobill Laville: Right, empathy can bu turned off
Corvuscorva Nightfire: when we are powerless...we look for ways to be powerful again.
Solobill Laville: *be
Threedee Shepherd: I agree Corvi
aurel Miles: i do not feel powerful when i am suffering
Corvuscorva Nightfire: perhaps the t sufferers are trying to make a meaning...where they have power.
aurel Miles: quite the contrary
Corvuscorva Nightfire: and we are trying to believe they can.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: wait
Corvuscorva Nightfire: that's not what i meant
Corvuscorva Nightfire: when i worked in rape crisis.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: one thing that was shocking for survivors was rape fantasies after.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: reliving the suffering trying to take back the control of it.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: it was still suffering..still awful.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: but it had an element of choice.
aurel Miles: now that tells me something
aurel Miles: that sounds resonant
aurel Miles: if we grasp suffering voluntarily
aurel Miles: then we take the power from it
Threedee Shepherd: Yes Corvi. Perhaps we can start by saying suffering
exists, it is painful/demeaning/unpleasant and we try to "explain" it
to make it bearable.
Corvuscorva Nightfire nods.
aurel Miles: and transfer it to ourselves
aurel Miles: now
aurel Miles: if you go back to steroids
aurel Miles: or other implants
aurel Miles: transhumans
Corvuscorva Nightfire listens.
aurel Miles: are they conquering their fear of being vanquished
aurel Miles: by technology
aurel Miles: or by an opponent
aurel Miles: by grasping the source of the fear?
aurel Miles: and taking it in?
Corvuscorva Nightfire thinks.
aurel Miles: and now this is starting to remind me of Andrea Dworkin's views of penetrative sex.
Peer Infinity doesn't like any kind of pain :(
Corvuscorva Nightfire: oook
Corvuscorva Nightfire pokes Adelene...we were kinda talkin' bout that today.
aurel Miles: interesting
aurel Miles: i am curious as to why the idea of the impentrable body
aurel Miles: is considered to be desireable
aurel Miles: and i wonder if fear of the transhuman
aurel Miles: is fear of uncontrolled penetration
aurel Miles: ?
aurel Miles: body as fortress?
aurel Miles: or body as interface?
aurel Miles: or body as tool?
aurel Miles: which is it?
Adelene Dawner: You may have something, there. :)
Solobill Laville: Fundamentally, fear of death perhaps
aurel Miles: how so?
Adelene Dawner: 'how much can it change before I'm not 'me' any more?'?
Peer Infinity: wee, random theories :) fun :)
aurel Miles: until you unlink
Solobill Laville: "impenentrable" body...fortress...power...all of these are war images of great struggle
Threedee Shepherd: LOSS OF CONTROL, I think is a big issue/fear.
aurel Miles: if you've ever had a near death experience - that's what it feels like, you stay linked or you unlink
Solobill Laville: against ultimately...seems like death to me
Peer Infinity has a nonstandard answer to this question: there is no "me" :)
Solobill Laville shrugs and smiles
Adelene Dawner grins at Peer :)
Peer Infinity: also, I'm not afraid of my own death
Peer Infinity: I'm a hardcore Utilitarian, by the way.
Threedee Shepherd: a slang for orgasm in French translates as "the little death", I note
Peer Infinity: I want to maximize the amount of happiness in the
universe, but I don't care who it is that experiences the happiness :)
Adelene Dawner pokes Three. "You always bring that up: why?"
aurel Miles: G-d and I bicker constantly, that's how I knows/he exists.
Threedee Shepherd: Because it seemed relevant to the conversation at
this point, considering death and power and sufferingb in one
conversation
Adelene Dawner: 'k
aurel Miles: i have never known an orgasm to cause suffering.
aurel Miles: maybe you're doing it wrong.
Solobill Laville: it's also just a great quote :)
Adelene Dawner snerks at Aurel. ^.^
aurel Miles: ;)
Solobill Laville: if you never want it to end, suffering indeed occurs when pleasure ceases
Corvuscorva Nightfire: ohhh
Solobill Laville: longing for pleasure is a kind of suffering
Corvuscorva Nightfire nods.
Threedee Shepherd: I have never contemplated that being orgasmic--in itself--can be accomplished wrongly
aurel Miles looks at Solo and 3d and ponders what interesting lives they must lead in private...
Solobill Laville thinks of 'bad pizza' hehe
Adelene Dawner laughs :)
stevenaia Michinaga: lol
aurel Miles: i had a boyfriend once
aurel Miles: who didn't like spice cake
aurel Miles: he was prone to eating all the goodies in the house
aurel Miles: and i liked to make cupcakes
aurel Miles: to take to work sometimes
aurel Miles: i was suprised to find
aurel Miles: he snuck into those
aurel Miles: and ate them!
aurel Miles: i said
aurel Miles: why????
Threedee Shepherd: aurel there is a Buddhist thread in this hall that recalls that all desire leads to suffering
aurel Miles: you don't even like spice cake??
aurel Miles: and he said
aurel Miles: brushing the crumbs off his lips
aurel Miles: Bad cake is better than no cake at all.
Adelene Dawner: ^.^
Solobill Laville: yup
stevenaia Michinaga: do woman think that way too?
aurel Miles: same guy once asked me "must you always be so you-ish?"
aurel Miles: no
Solobill Laville: (that is the 2nd Noble Truth, Three)
aurel Miles: we don't think that way
stevenaia Michinaga: funny, you don;t look you-ish
Solobill Laville: buddum bum :)
aurel Miles: but yes - we must always be so we-ish.
aurel Miles: women, that is.
aurel Miles: anyway - sorry to digress
Adelene Dawner: I suspect we're wired to think more of long-term consequences, for obvious reasons.
stevenaia Michinaga: we are easily distracted
aurel Miles: i just don't see the point in eating or doing anything i will have to wear later
aurel Miles: unless i really love it
Corvuscorva Nightfire: we may also find it harder to admit if we do think like that.
aurel Miles: that goes for non-human bits too
Adelene Dawner nods at Corvi "social pressure, yes."
aurel Miles: i don't want to have to pay for something twice.
Corvuscorva Nightfire nods.
aurel Miles: suffer when you take it in - suffer for taking it in
aurel Miles: makes no sense
Corvuscorva Nightfire thinks.
aurel Miles: what about this transhuman place?
Solobill Laville: Fighting suffering makes no sense either
Solobill Laville notices the time and remembers his pillow is suffering without him
Adelene Dawner: 'night Solo
aurel Miles: goodnight Solo
Solobill Laville: (night)
Threedee Shepherd: nite solo
Corvuscorva Nightfire: bye, Bill.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: Bye all..time for me to move on, too.
aurel Miles: me too actually
aurel Miles: Goodnight all
Adelene Dawner: 'night, Corvi-Luv. Sya tomorrow :)
Threedee Shepherd: g'nite
Adelene Dawner: *cya
aurel Miles: thanks for having me
aurel Miles: !
aurel Miles: bye
Adelene Dawner: 'night Aurel
Corvuscorva Nightfire: NIght Three, Adelene...luvs.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: night, Aurel...
Corvuscorva Nightfire: Night Peer.
Corvuscorva Nightfire: night, Stevie.
Peer Infinity: night Corvi
stevenaia Michinaga: night corvi
Threedee Shepherd: night steve
Adelene Dawner: 'night Steve ;)
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I hope somebody took a screenshot of Ade's diagram! I would love to see it appended to the log please.
Was waiting for the log to be up is all.
ty!