2010.04.04 07:00 - Easter, and Trusting to Leap

The Guardian for this meeting was SophiaSharon Larnia. The comments are by SophiaSharon Larnia. The participants are Eden Haiku, Bertram Jacobus, Fay Yedmore, Eliza Madrigal, Liza Deischer, Eos Amaterasu, and Paradise Tennant.

SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Eden :)
Eden Haiku: Hi..Sophia.
Eden Haiku: Happy Easter or Happy Passover. ;)
SophiaSharon Larnia: how are you? I hope it's as lovely there as it is here in Pa ^.^
SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Bertram
Eden Haiku: Yes, weather is gorgeous.:)
Eden Haiku: Hello bertram.
SophiaSharon Larnia: and hi Fay, welcome back
Bertram Jacobus: hey eden and sharon :-)
Fay Yedmore: hello all
Eden Haiku: Hi Fay.
SophiaSharon Larnia is soaking up the warm weather like water after a drought
Eden Haiku: Yes, you had quite a winter did not you?
SophiaSharon Larnia: :) yes
SophiaSharon Larnia: I saw Fael couldn't make it and logged on at 7, saw no one, and came here, I have to leave in a few :)
Eden Haiku: I just wanted to say hi and Happy Holidays, I have to go.soon.
Fay Yedmore: ah you both have to go then?
SophiaSharon Larnia: may I ask a question that will reveal my ignorance?? lol
Eden Haiku: Oh oh Sophia, just saw you had to go too...
Bertram Jacobus: oeps - so you both will leave quickly ?
SophiaSharon Larnia: aww just dinner in the oven I can wait haha
Bertram Jacobus: (lol dear) :o)
SophiaSharon Larnia: is Easter across the world, in christian countries I mean, so it is wide spead
Bertram Jacobus: please reveil your ignorance sharon, yes ! ;-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: hehe
Bertram Jacobus: will be wide spread, yes, i guess so
Eden Haiku: Ouf Sophia,,Thanks. I have to go to Mass with my Dad. He said it was at 10 so I thought I could make it to the guardians meeting,. But the church was empty, I'm going back ,sticking to my word but...feeling a bit angry.
Bertram Jacobus: and i have a similar question : in arabic countries - does one notice christmas ?
SophiaSharon Larnia: ooh Eden

SophiaSharon Larnia: yes, the time makes quite a bit of difference indeed! Bertram, I am not sure ^.^
SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Eliza
Fay Yedmore: hi eliza
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Guys :)
Bertram Jacobus: hello eliza ! ... :-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: dressed for Easter eliza?? smiles
Eliza Madrigal: Am trying to make sure the timestamps don't show up in my saved text...
Eliza Madrigal: yes, a bit :)) Happy Easter
Eden Haiku: Being decisive about standing by jim as much as I can, yet I,m not used to that. I moved from down town only less than a year ago, He's demanding in a puzzling way. Hello Eliza, I was saying I planned to go to the gauradians meeting but I can't...Sorry for that. Say hello to everyone and Happy Easter to you;)
SophiaSharon Larnia: preferences, text chat, chat options
Eliza Madrigal: Ah, okay Eden... just fine. :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: happy easter, or whatever the holiday means to you
Eden Haiku: On my way to Easter Mass. Sighs...
Eliza Madrigal: yes... nearly said something along those lines .. heh... Happy Everything
SophiaSharon Larnia: extra day off work, or the risen christ
Eliza Madrigal: :)
Eden Haiku: Bye everyone. I'm such a good daughter I also hate myself. I feel a bit manipulated too. I just dont know how to say no.
SophiaSharon Larnia: Eden, well wishes your way, hope to see you soon :)
Eliza Madrigal: Good for you, Eden (( )))
SophiaSharon Larnia: brb
Eliza Madrigal: oh, strange, in the new viewer the timestamps are under 'privacy'
SophiaSharon Larnia: back, and at least my internet service is back like normal
Fay Yedmore: good for you sophia
SophiaSharon Larnia: ooh new viewer, won't comment, I have noooooo idea ^.^
Fay Yedmore: same here
Eliza Madrigal: I'd unchecked it before, but then the timestamps showed up again... now I hope it wll be fine
SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Liza
Bertram Jacobus: hey liza
Fay Yedmore: hey liza
Eliza Madrigal: It was a lot to remove them from last week's guardian log :)
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Liza
Liza Deischer: nice that turning wheel on your back Sharon :-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: thanks I feel like a cog in the wheel of life, i think some may think it has a different meaning (its not scripted)
Eliza Madrigal: Isn't that cute?!
SophiaSharon Larnia: oh wait, except for the rotation oops
SophiaSharon Larnia: and feel a bit like an automated doll
Fay Yedmore: thats not good
Liza Deischer: yes, but maybe life is a bit like that
Fay Yedmore: although i know the feeling
SophiaSharon Larnia: nods
Liza Deischer: we all have patterns that we use automatically
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes get up shower, eat go to work blah blah
SophiaSharon Larnia: one foot in front of the other
Liza Deischer: right
SophiaSharon Larnia: happiness as a special gift
Liza Deischer: I know what you mean fay, but I actually think that doing a lot of things automatically is also a good thing
Fay Yedmore: well i think you can great it yourself too
Liza Deischer: it costs us less energy
Fay Yedmore: depends on which your do automatically
Liza Deischer: if I need to wonder every morning where I am,...... :-)
Liza Deischer: yes, true Fay
SophiaSharon Larnia: nods at Fay
Fay Yedmore: i think its good to have some times in the day when you are aware of what and how things devolep
Eliza Madrigal: I've been thinking about the way we don't notice most of what we do... how much potential is in that... what we might notice as we make that same treck to the coffee pot
SophiaSharon Larnia: :0
SophiaSharon Larnia: oops I meant smile
Eliza Madrigal: :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: (like that ^.^)
Liza Deischer nods to eliza
Bertram Jacobus smiles ;o)
SophiaSharon Larnia: ;p
Bertram Jacobus: lol
Eliza Madrigal: ^(*-*)^

SophiaSharon Larnia: plus my alt is a doll, and she's spilling over into my main
Liza Deischer: maybe we would become aware of we aren't aware of so we can make choices
Liza Deischer: hmmm, that's nonsense :-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: spilling over, or becoming aware of what we are not presently aware of?
SophiaSharon Larnia: Hi Eos
Liza Deischer: yes, but then I thought how do you do that if you're not aware of it
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Eos :)
Liza Deischer: and secondly, every moment is new, so
Liza Deischer: actually I have no idea what I said :-))
SophiaSharon Larnia: ah yes, becoming aware of what was previously mysterious, integrating that and going on, maybe
Fay Yedmore: ho eros
Liza Deischer: hi Eos
Eos Amaterasu: HI all
SophiaSharon Larnia: or be like me and jump the tracks lololol
Liza Deischer: well, maybe it works better if we choose a few things a day and to be aware in that moment
Bertram Jacobus: hello eos ! ... ;-)
Liza Deischer: eliz'a coffee for instance
Eliza Madrigal: hehe, Sharon :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes, for me, one thing
SophiaSharon Larnia: any more and I overload, although that has not happened in a long while now
Liza Deischer: what do you mean by jump the tracks, I don't know that expression
SophiaSharon Larnia: hmm i quit my job
Liza Deischer: you did?
Liza Deischer: wow
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes i was very very unhappy
Liza Deischer: that's a big step
Liza Deischer: good for you
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes, to jump the track, i meant it to change the course of a train
Liza Deischer: I know you were unhappy
Eliza Madrigal: It has been a little while, how are you feeling about it Sharon?
Liza Deischer: Yes, I understand now :-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: oh yes, still free floating anxiety, but in a more positive frame of mind, to make a decision for me was the hardest step, ever
SophiaSharon Larnia: had a terrible chest cold directly thereafter, but cleared up now
Eos Amaterasu: :-) congrats
Eliza Madrigal nods... took a lot of energy perhaps, to make that leap
SophiaSharon Larnia: thanks :)
Liza Deischer: I can imagine and I do understand the anxiety, but you also bought yourself a lot of freedom
Eos Amaterasu: "Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free"
SophiaSharon Larnia: shakes in her shoes hahahah
Bertram Jacobus: :-)
Eliza Madrigal: :))
Liza Deischer: :-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: it is a matter of trust
Eliza Madrigal: on the edge
Eos Amaterasu: in space, without a net
SophiaSharon Larnia: oh i have a net, i always did
Eliza Madrigal: hm... edge of space...
Bertram Jacobus: i did it some times too. very good.
Eos Amaterasu: (do you need a net in space?)
SophiaSharon Larnia: hmmmm
Eliza Madrigal: :) what about a net of space?
Eos Amaterasu: that's exactly it :-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: i trust, and always felt that I would be ok, if I could just. do. it.
Eos Amaterasu: I'm trying to think of that Goethe quote, which is actually about trusting in space
Liza Deischer: a net of space: that's great :-)
Eos Amaterasu: Once you decide, leap, then the world starts responding, opening
Eliza Madrigal: Very inspiring, Sharon
Bertram Jacobus: sry don´t know it actually (how embarrassing for a german (?) ... (goethe´s qoute)
SophiaSharon Larnia: smiles
Liza Deischer: :-)
Bertram Jacobus: and inspiring sharon - agree - ty !
Eos Amaterasu:

Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it. "

Eliza Madrigal: Ah!
Eos Amaterasu:

"Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness concerning all acts of initiative and creation. There is one elementary truth, the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans; that the moment one definitely commits oneself, then providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred."

Eliza Madrigal: providence moves too... hmmm
SophiaSharon Larnia: yes
Eos Amaterasu: mama terra has some moves
SophiaSharon Larnia: i understand this intuitively, like how sychronicities line up
Eliza Madrigal: heheh
Liza Deischer: :-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: hahah
Liza Deischer: well this is quite different then pouring ourselves some coffee :-)
Eliza Madrigal: Well... not really...
Fay Yedmore: ok dear ppl i wil leave you thanks for the talk have a good time
Eliza Madrigal: Bye Fay, good to see you again
SophiaSharon Larnia: bye Fay, hope to see you soon :)
Liza Deischer: your right eliza :-)
Eos Amaterasu: Ciao, Fay
Fay Yedmore: bye bye
Liza Deischer: bye fay
Bertram Jacobus: bye fay - dear ... cu ... later , soon may be ... :-)
Eliza Madrigal: The moments between waking and getting to the 'same pot of coffee' can be surprisingly dynamic...
Liza Deischer: I know
Eos Amaterasu listens...

Liza Deischer: but becomig aware is different then making a choice based on the awareness
Liza Deischer: making a choice means you open up new things, and close up old ones
Liza Deischer: being aware is seeing the dynamic, not necessarily acting on it
Liza Deischer: sorry
SophiaSharon Larnia: :)
Liza Deischer: didn;t notice the bell
SophiaSharon Larnia: i miss it too, what im in the middle of a thought :)
Eos Amaterasu imagines SophiaSharon in the middle of a thought
Eliza Madrigal: :)
SophiaSharon Larnia: heheh i knowwwss
Liza Deischer: :-)
Eliza Madrigal: Yesterday, sitting in a diner with a stack of books and printed emails... just going over things, I noticed that there were strangely, a number of girls with long, curly, springy hair....
Liza Deischer: but to make a good choice (whatever that may be), you need to be aware
Eliza Madrigal: and I got very tickled.... just noticing the funny/strange little pattern...
Eliza Madrigal: sat there grinning. Doesn't sound like a very lofty moment...
Eliza Madrigal: but in its way, quite profound
SophiaSharon Larnia: :)
Liza Deischer: :-)
SophiaSharon Larnia: i have to go, the pototoes dont peel themselves
Eliza Madrigal: hahahahah
Eos Amaterasu: long curly springy hair captures 9 secs
SophiaSharon Larnia: bye all :))
Bertram Jacobus: bye sharon ... :-)
Eliza Madrigal: Bye Sharon :)
Eos Amaterasu: SophiaSharon peels off
Eliza Madrigal: hahah
Eos Amaterasu: bye
Liza Deischer: bye Sharon
SophiaSharon Larnia: :)
Liza Deischer: hi Paradise
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Paradise :)
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Paradise
Paradise Tennant: hiya bertram ..liza .. eliza ..eos .. bleu :)
Eliza Madrigal: I think I shared that little pattern just as a way of saying that there is just so much we dont see normally... so much play
Liza Deischer: very true
Bertram Jacobus: hey paradise - miss neighbour ! ...
Eliza Madrigal: I don't know that it helps me to make the 'big decisions/leaps' , but it might :)
Paradise Tennant: smiles :) I have such nice neighbours :)
Eliza Madrigal: :)) Nice to see you so early Paradise
Liza Deischer: well, I think it is the basis
Liza Deischer: if there isn't any awareness, then you will step in the same patterns over and over again
Eliza Madrigal: hm, nods...
Liza Deischer: and if you start to feel the dynamics of a single moment
Eos Amaterasu: in that kind of awareness, there's awareness of fear points, so you can stay with those, not close off, be more open, see more: stay, let be, see
Liza Deischer: then you get ready to play :-)
Liza Deischer: doing some small experiments, taking a few risks
Eliza Madrigal: fear points... interesting idea
Eos Amaterasu: what you don't want to deal with, look at
Eos Amaterasu: maybe even don't want to know that there is such a point
Liza Deischer: yes, but fear points are difficult
Paradise Tennant: smiles was reading the "The essence of the bhagavad gita: by paramhansa Yogananda last night .. he described it sort of like we have a mulitude of people inside us and we need a kind of magnetism to get everyone marching in the same step .. reflection helps you see the multitude :)
Eliza Madrigal: the elephant stopped by the mouse, often
Paradise Tennant: yes
Liza Deischer: you can't pass fear, but it closes a lot down
Bertram Jacobus: sry - my leap and decision is now, trying to leave quite aware without disturbing or interrupting too much, may be impossible ;-)
Eliza Madrigal: :)) Bye Bert, good to see you
Paradise Tennant: fear .. is such a big motivator
Liza Deischer: bye Bert
Eos Amaterasu: :-), well said!
Paradise Tennant: have a wonderful day bertram :)
Eliza Madrigal wondering if it will be an especially small guardian session....
Bertram Jacobus: so ty all for the talk - have a nice time and may all beings be happy please (!) ...
Eliza Madrigal: Namaste, Bert
Paradise Tennant: smiles will work on that one bertram :)
Eos Amaterasu: /||\
Bertram Jacobus: ty !
Eos Amaterasu: there's 4 here :-)
Eliza Madrigal: :)
Eos Amaterasu: Time to segue
Eliza Madrigal: :) See y'all there
Paradise Tennant: smiles and waves at everyone :) wishing them happiness :) for their multitude :)