2012.11.24 19:00 - notice emotions, resolved or not

The Guardian for this meeting was Santoshima. No further comments are by Santoshima.

Santoshima Resident: hello Sfindra
Sfindra Belar: hi san
Santoshima Resident: how're you?
Sfindra Belar: hm ok
Sfindra Belar: and you ?
Santoshima Resident: well, thanks ~ although my viewer keeps locking up

--BELL--

Sfindra Belar: oh
Santoshima Resident: so if a slow reply, that is why
Sfindra Belar: nods
Sfindra Belar: i get that sometimes
Santoshima Resident: don't quite understand why it happens
Sfindra Belar: nope, me either, i thought it might be to do with the cache being full, but im not sure
Santoshima Resident: or at least, whe I can do to reduce
Santoshima Resident: yeah, i thought so too
Santoshima Resident: cache
Sfindra Belar: could be
Sfindra Belar: i forgot this place was open at 7
Santoshima Resident: tehn again, it could just be complicated hair
Santoshima Resident: oh, i just got here for 7
Sfindra Belar: complicated hair yes lol
Sfindra Belar: i would normally be asleep at this time
Santoshima Resident: oh
Santoshima Resident: whay are you awake?
Santoshima Resident: why
Sfindra Belar: but i was awake and looking for somewhere to go
Santoshima Resident: ooohhh
Sfindra Belar: lol
Sfindra Belar: unresolved emotions
Sfindra Belar: thats why
Santoshima Resident: aahhh
Santoshima Resident: i see
Santoshima Resident: hmm
Santoshima Resident: ongoing situation those
Santoshima Resident: generally speaking I mean
Santoshima Resident: emotions
Sfindra Belar: hmm well its been a while, so its interesting to observe, in one way,
Santoshima Resident: yes
Santoshima Resident: a while since what?
Sfindra Belar: since ive experienced such unresolved emotion
Santoshima Resident: hmm
Sfindra Belar: a while since ive been stirred like this
Santoshima Resident: oh
Santoshima Resident: is it night where you are located?
Santoshima Resident: greetings Eose!
Eos Amaterasu: HI san and sfindra
Santoshima Resident: Eos (yoiks, can't type)
Sfindra Belar: hi eos
Santoshima Resident: Eos, we're talking about unresolved emotions
Sfindra Belar: ah yes, its 3 am
Santoshima Resident: greetings Stevenaia :)
Eos Amaterasu: hi stevenaia
Sfindra Belar: hi stevenaia
stevenaia Michinaga: evening
stevenaia Michinaga: hi sfindra
Santoshima Resident: unresolved emotions is the topic on the floor at the moment
stevenaia Michinaga: hmmm, can you elaborate?
Santoshima Resident: not I
stevenaia Michinaga: what makes them unresolved
Santoshima Resident: but Sfindra?
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
Santoshima Resident: could you say more?
Sfindra Belar: i was feeling some unresolved emotions
Sfindra Belar: they were the reason i was up so late
Sfindra Belar: they're sort of lingering
Sfindra Belar: like a cloud
stevenaia Michinaga: what is the difference between resolved and unresolved emotions?
Santoshima Resident: hmm ... good question
Santoshima Resident: my thought is that emotions are always "unresolved"
stevenaia Michinaga: they are what they are
Santoshima Resident: in that they roll over and again
Santoshima Resident: yes
Sfindra Belar: for me if they felt like they were passing, then that would mean they were resolving
Sfindra Belar: or dissolving
Santoshima Resident: hmm
Sfindra Belar: maybe im just uncomfortable with them
Sfindra Belar: i guess so
Eos Amaterasu: some blocked flow
Sfindra Belar: yes
stevenaia Michinaga: time does have a profound affect on feelings
Sfindra Belar: they pass, yes
stevenaia Michinaga: wonders what happens during that time

--BELL--

Sfindra Belar: even as i sit here, i can feel the emotion fading
Sfindra Belar: i didnt have to do anything about it
Sfindra Belar: hi ewan :)
stevenaia Michinaga: smiles
Ewan Bonham: Hello folks..
Eos Amaterasu: there's natural gaps, if we don't overlook them
Eos Amaterasu: hi ewan
Santoshima Resident: hi Ewan
Eos Amaterasu: but emotions have a way of being compulsively recurrent
Sfindra Belar: i wonder if thats related to unconscious patterns/habits
Eos Amaterasu: I think it's related to active ignoring
Eos Amaterasu: which then becomes habitual
stevenaia Michinaga: waves to Ewan
Eos Amaterasu: stuff that needs to be looked at, isn't
Eos Amaterasu: and so the energy can't rest
Sfindra Belar: deliberately ignoring issues ?
Eos Amaterasu: I think so
Sfindra Belar: yeah, makes sense
Sfindra Belar: stuff i feel uncomfortable with, so i choose to ignore it
Sfindra Belar: then it becomes the shadow that bites me lol
Sfindra Belar: so my lesson is to face that which i am uncomfortable with
Ewan Bonham: Can we make friens with our shadows?
Sfindra Belar: yes
stevenaia Michinaga: more can be gained by meeting them than ignoring them
Sfindra Belar: nods
Eos Amaterasu: first is to just aknowledge and be able to see and be with them (shadows)
Ewan Bonham: Often they are not really the shadows... only that we have labeled them and avoided them in such a manner..
stevenaia Michinaga: they are yours after all, can't hide to long from yourself
Sfindra Belar: yeah theyre only shadows because theyre still in the dark
Ewan Bonham: Smile..
Sfindra Belar: :)
Eos Amaterasu: notice emotions, resolved or not....
Ewan Bonham: Sometimes it can be a dear friend... a part of me that I did not wan to claim..

--BELL--

Eos Amaterasu: must take my leave - thank you all, good night!
Santoshima Resident: thanks for coming by, Eos ~ sweet dreams
Ewan Bonham: Night Eos..
stevenaia Michinaga: night Eos
Sfindra Belar: night eos
Sfindra Belar: yes some aspects are harder than others to claim
Ewan Bonham: Yes, because some are frighteningto recognize as part ofourselves..
Ewan Bonham: I am getting much better at that ...but still have yet to quite understand it..
Sfindra Belar: yes, and some are simply just not desired
Sfindra Belar: they dont fit the idea of who we might think we are
Ewan Bonham: But with dialogue, they may be quite beneficial to us..
Sfindra Belar: yes, im sure these lost or unwanted aspects are very beneficial
Sfindra Belar: part of the whole
Ewan Bonham: Like two siblings who keep a quarrel going for many years...een forgetting what it was all about..
Sfindra Belar: and all that is seen is the fight, the bitterness
stevenaia Michinaga: interesting metaphor for yourself
Sfindra Belar: yes i was thinking there is the unresolved aspect
Santoshima Resident: greetings Claire :)
Sfindra Belar: hi claire
stevenaia Michinaga: at least in confect, the is the chance for understanding
stevenaia Michinaga: hi Claire
Ewan Bonham: Hi Claire
Claire Maskelyne: Hello, everyone.
stevenaia Michinaga: ignoring the conflict is not a path to resolution or understanding
stevenaia Michinaga: even within yourself
Sfindra Belar: i guess this is why relationships are so powerful, as they bring all these emotions to the surface
Santoshima Resident: especially
Santoshima Resident: ^ regards to Stevenaia's comment
Ewan Bonham: Yes, if we can allow the emotions with a conviction that they are the initial storm rom which flowers grow afterwards..
Sfindra Belar: yes :)

--BELL--

Ewan Bonham: Allof this requires detachment from my ego..
Sfindra Belar: to be able to observe free of judgement
Ewan Bonham: And to feel the healing that comes with opening my heart an taking another part ofme in..
Santoshima Resident: hello Hana :)
Sfindra Belar: accepting myself
Hana Furlough: Hi all!
Ewan Bonham: Hi Hannah
Sfindra Belar: hi hana
stevenaia Michinaga: Hi hana
Claire Maskelyne: Yes, hello, Hana. :(
Claire Maskelyne: Sorry, I meant :)
Hana Furlough: both are good
Hana Furlough: : )
Ewan Bonham: Funny, I always enjoy the peace of coming here..
Sfindra Belar: its lovely
Ewan Bonham: Like coming to a collective alter..
stevenaia Michinaga: collective alter.?
Ewan Bonham: maybe i meant altar?
Santoshima Resident: collective watering hole?
Ewan Bonham: Asacred space where I dialogue with spiritual consciousness.
Hana Furlough: (sneaks out too but not before saying) good bye!
stevenaia Michinaga: awww, ty
Santoshima Resident: bye Hana
Santoshima Resident: take care
Santoshima Resident: am heading out too, g'night all
Ewan Bonham: ByeHana
Sfindra Belar: me too
stevenaia Michinaga: do you have a physical place Ewan?
Sfindra Belar: good night all :)
Ewan Bonham: Night san..

--BELL--

stevenaia Michinaga: night Sab
stevenaia Michinaga: *San
stevenaia Michinaga: night Sf
Ewan Bonham: Well, I will take my leave...:)
Ewan Bonham: Ty all...:)
stevenaia Michinaga: sweet dreams Ewan