Catrinamonblue Resident: 's current display-name is "Catrinamonblue".
Catrinamonblue Resident: /help
Catrinamonblue Resident: trying to remember how to change the ground cover :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: Hi Korel
Korel Laloix: Heya
Korel Laloix: So lagged recently for me.
Catrinamonblue Resident: not so much for me
Korel Laloix: Just can't wiat for me new contract.
Catrinamonblue Resident: what will happen with a new contract?
Korel Laloix: Faster speeds for one.
Catrinamonblue Resident: ah :)
Korel Laloix: But I will not probably have teh mobility any momre... just access at my appartment.
Catrinamonblue Resident: I only have access here at home :)
Korel Laloix: Both have their function I guess.
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Korel Laloix: We wil see what happens.. need to sort of get a better understanding of where I will be and whate I will be doing in six months.
--BELL--
Catrinamonblue Resident: I don't even know where I'm going to be a month from now, six months down the road seems a very long way for me
Korel Laloix: I still have school until December....then?.... hmmm
Korel Laloix: About to be a big change for me.
Catrinamonblue Resident: nods yes it will be
Eos Amaterasu: hi Cat & Korel
Korel Laloix: But a welcome one... I am sooooooo tired of being is school.
Korel Laloix: Osiyo
Catrinamonblue Resident: Hi Eos :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: I would love to go back to school :) I had a lot of fun there
Korel Laloix: I have an application in for a job, but they cancelled the second round of interviews... so not sure where that is going.
stevenaia Michinaga: I have found corporations can be quite neurotic in their behavior
Catrinamonblue Resident: yes
Eos Amaterasu: they are persons after all :-)
Korel Laloix: And id ont' know all the background either.. the whole thing is based on award of a research grant i think.
stevenaia Michinaga: it;s like no one can make a decision, because , it they are lucky, at least one person can, but only when they feel like it (multiple personality disorder)
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Eos Amaterasu: corporations failing in how to be an organism, perhaps
Eos Amaterasu: speaking of going back to school, courses on stuff like epigenetics (https://www.coursera.org/course/epigenetics) seem very yummy to me
stevenaia Michinaga: worker bees are fine when they are told what to do
Eos Amaterasu: how we become how and what we are
Korel Laloix: That would work for me right now.. I just want to get started.
Catrinamonblue Resident: neat
Eos Amaterasu: what kind of "work" are you interested in, Korel?
Eos Amaterasu: (or play)
Eos Amaterasu: play for pay : work (ideally)
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
Korel Laloix: I want to do medical research.
Korel Laloix: Or at least epidemiology reserarch.
Korel Laloix: Something.
Eos Amaterasu: very cool
Korel Laloix: Well, it is my degree.
Eos Amaterasu: check out that coursera course
Korel Laloix: Trying... smiles
stevenaia Michinaga: looks like a lot of work, 8 hours a week for 6 weeks
Eos Amaterasu: one tv program a day, plus 2 on Sundays
stevenaia Michinaga: nods
Eos Amaterasu: but yes, it's definitely a commitment
Eos Amaterasu: we can all dream
Eos Amaterasu: speaking of which....
Korel Laloix: Woudl love to do that... but... not with my present class load though.
Eos Amaterasu: exactamente
Korel Laloix: But always up for continuing education options after I graduate.. if I dont' start another program up that is... lol.
Korel Laloix: I think I will only be able to stay away from school for a semester.
stevenaia Michinaga: I would like to know the genetics of dreams, can't all be life experiences transformed, can it?
Korel Laloix: Why not?
Korel Laloix: Just one posibility.
--BELL--
stevenaia Michinaga: seems so much richer than just current life's experience transformed, can see generations of memories at work when I dream
stevenaia Michinaga: stages set in the past where I;ve never been, but my parents may have
Korel Laloix: Could be.. I never remember my dreams, so I really have no personal imporessions to go off of.
stevenaia Michinaga: I got their stuff after all
stevenaia Michinaga: do you daydream.Korel?
Korel Laloix: I think so.
Korel Laloix: But not sure what that word actually means.
stevenaia Michinaga: so you remember those maybe
stevenaia Michinaga: so things you must experience to know
Korel Laloix: Not sure about that.
Korel Laloix: I can think of things I have not done.
Korel Laloix: And imagine things I have never seen.
stevenaia Michinaga: well some things, like love
stevenaia Michinaga: dreams
stevenaia Michinaga: depression
Eos Amaterasu: all forms of imagining?
Korel Laloix: I don't daydream about those things though.
stevenaia Michinaga: but real for others
Korel Laloix: Could be I guess...
Korel Laloix: Wish I could see into other people's minds.
Eos Amaterasu: worrying is a form of imagining/dreaming?
Korel Laloix: Or maybe I don't... lol
Catrinamonblue Resident: lol not mine
Korel Laloix: I don't think so.
Eos Amaterasu: NSA is finding that out :-)
Korel Laloix: Worry is execsive consideration of the consequences of something.
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: I tend to daydream dark things, imagine the worst and hope for the best kinda a deal. It's part of how I work out future plans
Korel Laloix: So not dreaming of teh event, but the results.
stevenaia Michinaga: or the consequences of nothing real
Korel Laloix: My daydreams tend to revolve around sex.
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Korel Laloix: Maybe it just comes with being 26 and celibate... lol
Eos Amaterasu: sex seems like part of the epigenetic imagining
Korel Laloix: is it my cortex or hormones that control my daydreams?
Eos Amaterasu: sex is sublminated mysticism, n'est-ce pas?
Korel Laloix: Could be.
Eos Amaterasu: daydreams have dreamt up your cortex, over millenia
stevenaia Michinaga: how do you explain sex to a virgin
Eos Amaterasu: music
Korel Laloix: heavily influenced by hormones.
stevenaia Michinaga: how do you explain music with word
stevenaia Michinaga: s
Korel Laloix: Well, technically I am a virgin... lmbo.. never been with a guy.
stevenaia Michinaga: dfcr
stevenaia Michinaga: \dsssss
stevenaia Michinaga: my cat did that
Eos Amaterasu: cat?
stevenaia Michinaga: lol
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Korel Laloix: I used to have a cat that liked to type.
stevenaia Michinaga: good thing they know where the enter key is
Korel Laloix: But to accept your point, I do remember my introduction to sex was very awkward and bizarre.
Catrinamonblue Resident: mmm dare I ask?
Korel Laloix: lol
Korel Laloix: Long story.
Korel Laloix: Funny one though.
Korel Laloix: But not sure it is on the theme though.
stevenaia Michinaga: sounds like a dream
Eos Amaterasu: heh heh
Catrinamonblue Resident: lol :)
Eos Amaterasu: you yourself said you daydream of sex!
--BELL--
stevenaia Michinaga: if a dream is an altered state, sex certainly is many people's first experience with an awakened altered state , after dreaming
Korel Laloix: There is one point that does relate.. and that was my state of mind after I got off the ADHD drugs... my body was very sure I needed to get laid, but my mind really did not know how to make it happen. So the thoughts that went through my head were rather misguided and really based on movies and TV.
Korel Laloix: And those were some strange daydreams.. after never having had a libido before.
Korel Laloix: I wish I had been journaling then.
stevenaia Michinaga: nods, I regret every day I do not write about my dreams
stevenaia Michinaga: I keep thinking I will remember the dream .... and never do
Eos Amaterasu: okay, tonight, write down at least one word about your dream(s), even if just a feeling
stevenaia Michinaga: I leep thinking I should write them down, and never do
stevenaia Michinaga: Keep
Korel Laloix: So I had these very interesting daydreams about what sex should be, with no real background... was silly.
Eos Amaterasu: sounds like a rare occasion
stevenaia Michinaga: one word, recent dreams... Shadows
stevenaia Michinaga: that;s all I remember shadows of people
Eos Amaterasu: "watch the shadows, not the puppets" (from the movie the Year of Living Dangerously, about shadow puppet plays....
Korel Laloix looks the movie up
Eos Amaterasu: the one word can be the bridge between the two worlds
Eos Amaterasu: bi-directional
stevenaia Michinaga: no one else has a (dream) word?
Korel Laloix: Mine is gray and always ends up with people I care about being in grave danger with nothing I can do about it.
Korel Laloix: So maybe helplessness is my word.
Korel Laloix: Or maybe ineffective or insufficient.
Eos Amaterasu: the first word I heard you say was 'gray'
Korel Laloix: All the dreams I remember are in shades of gray.
stevenaia Michinaga: some of my dreams are black and white, could be when they are at night
stevenaia Michinaga: or long ago before the invention of color film
Korel Laloix: All the ones I remember are in black and white.
Hana Furlough: 's current display-name is "Hana".
Catrinamonblue Resident: the anxiety drugs I'm on at the moment seem to inhibit dreams
Catrinamonblue Resident: Hi Hana
stevenaia Michinaga: hi hana
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Hana
Hana Furlough: hehe
Korel Laloix: Or your ability to remember them.
Hana Furlough: Hi all
Korel Laloix: Osiyo.
Catrinamonblue Resident: something like that maybe
--BELL--
Eos Amaterasu: we are each coming up with one word as a kind of memory or first word from recent dream
Eos Amaterasu: Stevenaia: shadows; Korel: gray
Korel Laloix: And if it is not "chocolate", you are wrong... smiles
Eos Amaterasu: the word that came for me was walls
Hana Furlough: great
stevenaia Michinaga: http://www.wilkesweb.us/cherokee/
Korel Laloix: Not seen that one before.. thanks.
Eos Amaterasu: walls you can see over, like the stone walls in Malta
Hana Furlough: : )
Eos Amaterasu: (gad, that brought back a dreamscape)
Korel Laloix: I have never liked that picture of Sequoia.... i really don't like the Tsalagi turbans.
Korel Laloix: Very few can wear them well.
Catrinamonblue Resident: dreams of sunshine gardens walled in stone with creaky gates softly swinging in the wind and shadows play upon the pond as the gray fish swim lazily below
Hana Furlough: it's very windy here today
Catrinamonblue Resident: did I catch everybodies words :)
Eos Amaterasu: what was your word?
Korel Laloix: YOu did not mention chocolate or sex.
Korel Laloix smiles
Catrinamonblue Resident: sunshine :)
Catrinamonblue Resident: after all the rain we have had I dream of sunshine :)
Eos Amaterasu: :-)
Eos Amaterasu: What word comes to you, Hana?
Hana Furlough: reconciliation
Eos Amaterasu: hmm, can you weave some of its feeling?
Hana Furlough: something like relief
Hana Furlough: although not without regret
Eos Amaterasu: bittersweet chocolate?
Hana Furlough: haha
Hana Furlough: sure!
Eos Amaterasu: shadows gray walls sunshine reconciliation
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Hana Furlough: : )
--BELL--
Korel Laloix: Night all... Reeba on the phone.. take care.
Eos Amaterasu: ~~, K
stevenaia Michinaga: night
Catrinamonblue Resident: night Kori :)
Korel Laloix: ciao
Hana Furlough: bye korel
stevenaia Michinaga: bedtime (dreamtime) for me
stevenaia Michinaga: night all
Eos Amaterasu: likewise....
Catrinamonblue Resident: I'm off to bed now too :) sweet dreams all :)
Eos Amaterasu: ciao bellissimi
Hana Furlough: goodnight all!
Hana Furlough: until next time
Eos Amaterasu: chao chao
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