2013.06.29 19:00 - Gut reations and music

The Guardian for this meeting was Catrinamonblue Resident. The comments are by Catrinamonblue Resident.

Riddle Sideways: brb

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Riddle Sideways: welcome Away Jesonika
Riddle Sideways: in more ways than one
Riddle Sideways: this is your birth day
Riddle Sideways: ah, to be one day old
Riddle Sideways: a raw pile of clay to let the world mold
Riddle Sideways: wb
Riddle Sideways: come have a sear
Riddle Sideways: *seat
Riddle Sideways: if you click on that "i" you get a notecard
Riddle Sideways: poof, gone away
Catrinamonblue Resident: 's current display-name is "Catrinamonblue".
Riddle Sideways: Welcome Cat
Catrinamonblue Resident: Hi Riddle :)
Riddle Sideways: is this a Bruce GoC session?
Catrinamonblue Resident: I think no one has this session
Catrinamonblue Resident: I can claim it if you would like or you
Riddle Sideways: oh, reading the board mistakenly
Riddle Sideways: please, one more responsiblity might tilt the reality some of a me holds
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Riddle Sideways: that was a bad sentence
Riddle Sideways: so, please tell why you came here now.
Catrinamonblue Resident: noothing else to do really, normally I go to bed early but tonight I'm not sleepy
Riddle Sideways: sleep patterns are so odd
Catrinamonblue Resident: and the kids are watching a movie "A Dogs Breakfast"
Riddle Sideways: umm, you usually go to bed with the kids watching a movie?
Riddle Sideways: sorry, bad question
Catrinamonblue Resident: tonight I'm not fussing about usual bedtime routines for any of us :) usually I usher them off around this time and go to bed myself as well
Catrinamonblue Resident: and sometimes yes I go to bed before them but they are old enough at 12, 15 and 18 to get themselves off to bed :)
Riddle Sideways: in a wierd mood. Told the youTube to play an artist and it switched to another
Catrinamonblue Resident: what is wierd about things tonight
Catrinamonblue Resident: Hi Eos :)
Riddle Sideways: hallo eos
Riddle Sideways: not chatted Eos in long time
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Riddle, Cat

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Riddle Sideways: that felt good. 90 sec. at least
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Eos Amaterasu: :-)
Riddle Sideways: The Byrds in the background singing " a time for every ...
Catrinamonblue Resident: one of my favorite songs
Catrinamonblue Resident: very apt in my life right now
Eos Amaterasu can hear the jangly guitars...
Eos Amaterasu: transitions, cat?
Riddle Sideways: those 12-strings
Catrinamonblue Resident: yes life altering transitions
Riddle Sideways: to everything... turn turn turn
Eos Amaterasu: sometimes hard to maintain that sense
Eos Amaterasu: of everything... season...
Eos Amaterasu: & turn turn turn?
Eos Amaterasu: axis bold as love :-)
Riddle Sideways: a time to speak... a time to be silent
Catrinamonblue Resident: yes but sometimes if you yes
Catrinamonblue Resident: opps
Catrinamonblue Resident: hold still and let your mind find that moment of stillness as well there is a sense of seasons blending moving
Eos Amaterasu: sun-faced buddha, moon-faced buddha
Catrinamonblue Resident: teaches me to stop changing my mind on what I want to say and cut a sentence mid way
Riddle Sideways: a you is always here and these. yet watch it go by
Catrinamonblue Resident: watching and waiting action and stillness and the moments in between
Catrinamonblue Resident: holding patterns and changing pasterns
Catrinamonblue Resident: patterns*
Eos Amaterasu: that's what we do :-)
Catrinamonblue Resident: yes but sometimes change is hard to accept when it is thrust upon you all unwittingly
Eos Amaterasu nods
Catrinamonblue Resident: a difficult birthing
Eos Amaterasu: yeah
Eos Amaterasu: maybe you learn what you've been holding on to
Catrinamonblue Resident: yes I am learning that and what to let go of
Eos Amaterasu: can be hard - recurring patterns
Catrinamonblue Resident: nods
Catrinamonblue Resident: very hard to see and change the unconscious patterns ingrained from childhood
Riddle Sideways: note how the recurring is different (a little) each turn
Eos Amaterasu: hmm, yes
Eos Amaterasu: like different wine vintages :-)
Catrinamonblue Resident: yes thinking on it now I can see that it is different
Catrinamonblue Resident: somewhat :)
Riddle Sideways: heard a song half hour ago
Riddle Sideways: love that song
Riddle Sideways: play that song : solo and in band
Riddle Sideways: but
Eos Amaterasu: (which song?)
Riddle Sideways: there is a sick stomach feel each time
Riddle Sideways: like many going to throw up soon
Catrinamonblue Resident: some songs do that to me too Riddle depending on my emotional state
Riddle Sideways: (song title not matter) season of the witch
Eos Amaterasu: ah yes
Riddle Sideways: no memory of ever being sick during that song
Eos Amaterasu hears Donovan rapping
Riddle Sideways: but that feeling-memory comes at every hearing

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Riddle Sideways: oh... the Donovan version is fine. It is the Super-Session version
Eos Amaterasu: You got to pick up every stitch You got to pick up every stitch, yeah
Riddle Sideways: When I look in my mirror
Riddle Sideways: what do you think I see
Riddle Sideways: itzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz strangeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Catrinamonblue Resident: listening to the song, I've never heard it before
Riddle Sideways: which version?
Catrinamonblue Resident: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92HjH1GG3ro
Eos Amaterasu had that album
Riddle Sideways: good version
Riddle Sideways: "daddy, what is an album?"
Catrinamonblue Resident: :)
Eos Amaterasu: something you could hold in both hands, big enough for the art
Riddle Sideways: and liner notes
Riddle Sideways: how archaic
Riddle Sideways: in the cloud, we hold nothing
Eos Amaterasu: along with related forms of listening
Riddle Sideways: hmmmm, told youTube to play Blood sweat and tears and later it played Byrds and now Blind Faith
Eos Amaterasu: so many techy transitions
Riddle Sideways: something about the name "Blind Faith"
Riddle Sideways: that record cover.
Riddle Sideways: young girl holding a bomber plane
Eos Amaterasu: visual image flashes in my mind
Riddle Sideways: it is blind faith that the bomber death planes will save some
Riddle Sideways: ok, need to eat before going to gig
Riddle Sideways: your best nights to ya'll
Eos Amaterasu: 'night, riddle
Catrinamonblue Resident: bye Riddle have a good time
Riddle Sideways: bye