2011.08.08 07:00 - Fertility in the Universe

The Guardian for this meeting was Lucinda Lavender. The comments are by Lucinda Lavender.

Attending were FC, Dash, and Arch.

Lucinda Lavender: Hello FC:)
FcSeeker Resident: Hello Lucinda
Lucinda Lavender: hmmm looking fpr the window that helps me adjust my view
FcSeeker Resident: <3
--BELL--
Lucinda Lavender: ok...al fixed
FcSeeker Resident: good :)
Lucinda Lavender: bye FC:)
Dash Earthboy: hey Luc
Lucinda Lavender: HI Dash
Lucinda Lavender: How are you today?
Dash Earthboy: hot and tired
Dash Earthboy: this place is very messed up in many ways
Dash Earthboy: the director still won't take time out of his busy schedule to talk to me
Lucinda Lavender: ah...
Dash Earthboy: so, if none of my fulltime job apps come thru, i'll be leaving rather than trying to figure out how to survive on PT jobs here as I tried in Nashville a couple years ago
Dash Earthboy: the community for me will have a place prepared for me
Lucinda Lavender: nodding
Lucinda Lavender: what kind of part time would you want to do?
Dash Earthboy: i did try to sanitize the place a little by vaccuuming all the black dust crud off the air system's intake vents
Lucinda Lavender: nice!
Dash Earthboy: so, if none of my fulltime job apps come thru, i'll be leaving rather than trying to figure out how to survive on PT jobs here as I tried in Nashville a couple years ago
Dash Earthboy: Lucinda Lavender: what kind of part time would you want to do?
Lucinda Lavender: so interesting ...in my recent dream I saw a vent that was black with mold...a deep rich black
Dash Earthboy: sounds like the vents i cleaned here Luc
Lucinda Lavender: really!
Dash Earthboy: hey Fc
Lucinda Lavender: how interesting
Lucinda Lavender: Hi FC wb
Dash Earthboy: they're originally bright white
FcSeeker Resident: ty
Lucinda Lavender: well in my dream I saw this vent and it was covered with black mold
Dash Earthboy: yep
Lucinda Lavender: good job then:)
Dash Earthboy: ty
Dash Earthboy: it is in my nature to try to help make things better
Lucinda Lavender: my boss when people are looking toward a change suggests that they see it taste it smell itetc
Dash Earthboy: yah, get the total picture of it
Lucinda Lavender: go for a complet and detailed picture of what would be your style
Dash Earthboy: snap
--BELL--
Lucinda Lavender: and then watch for places it might potentially be unfolding
Lucinda Lavender: and then watch for it to be potentially unfolding
Lucinda Lavender: hmmmthere is a big lag here
Lucinda Lavender: sorry
FcSeeker Resident: no worries
Dash Earthboy: i have been commended by other friends for not leaving here now while sick and spreading it to potentially more nurturing places
Lucinda Lavender: nothing I typed for a bit was showing up
Dash Earthboy: couldn't breeze through my nose most of last night
Dash Earthboy: breathe*
Dash Earthboy: the a/c vents are located to blow right on people's beds, a chilling drafty breeze full of germs
Lucinda Lavender: sorry about that...
FcSeeker Resident: me too
Lucinda Lavender: must not feel good
Dash Earthboy: hehehe, would you believe I had to get permission to dig out the vaccuum I used from way back in the custodial closet because they don't use it?
Dash Earthboy: and the intake vents have never been vaccuumed in the year this place has been open
Lucinda Lavender: see they will benefit from your attention
Dash Earthboy: only occassionally wiped with paper towels
Lucinda Lavender: health sometimes come lower on the list I guess
Dash Earthboy: in a shelter?
Dash Earthboy: for shame!
Lucinda Lavender: well right ...
Dash Earthboy: the director just glanced at me
Lucinda Lavender: do you want to go?
Dash Earthboy: he won't take time to talk
Dash Earthboy: no Luc
FcSeeker Resident: special things you are now going through in true living
Dash Earthboy: i'll let you know what's happening
Dash Earthboy: yes Fc
Dash Earthboy: we had a marvelous session last night
Lucinda Lavender: tell me more...
Dash Earthboy: Pema was here at first
Lucinda Lavender: yes I arrived later..
Dash Earthboy: got into unity and separation issues
Dash Earthboy: yes Luc you remember
Lucinda Lavender: did it bring you to some thoughts you might share now?
Lucinda Lavender: I had to leave and help make a fire
Dash Earthboy: yah?
Lucinda Lavender: it was so nice
Lucinda Lavender: have a lot of wood in my yard from old trees that break off...
Lucinda Lavender: and elm shoots
Dash Earthboy: same at my house Luc
Dash Earthboy: lots of deadfall from the drought years earlier
Lucinda Lavender: ice to make the warm fire and think about what to roast ...
Dash Earthboy: brought down by recent storms
Lucinda Lavender: nice nit ice!
Lucinda Lavender: not
Lucinda Lavender: can't type
Dash Earthboy: too hot in Georgia and most of US for fire now
Lucinda Lavender: yes..the storms come too
Lucinda Lavender: yes...only the nw
Lucinda Lavender: wierd
Dash Earthboy: man, people here are bugging me with their complaints and I'm asking them to wait till after session
Dash Earthboy: so much despair and anger here
Lucinda Lavender: aw
Dash Earthboy: hey Arch :)
Lucinda Lavender: Hi Arch...morning
FcSeeker Resident: Hello Archmage
Lucinda Lavender: do the people see you as being able to fix something?
Archmage Atlantis: Hello Dash
Archmage Atlantis: Hello Luci
Archmage Atlantis: Hello FC
Dash Earthboy: don't laugh y'all, I think they see me as a good listener
Dash Earthboy: and sympathetic ear
Lucinda Lavender: nice...important role
Dash Earthboy: well, I have fixed some things too
Lucinda Lavender: a gift you bring then
FcSeeker Resident: <3<3
Archmage Atlantis: Yes, Luci, they see him as stronger than they are (my guess)
--BELL--
Dash Earthboy: i have a copy of my exit interview from my social worker days in Atlanta if anyone in management here deigns to take a look
FcSeeker Resident: because Dash is stronger
Archmage Atlantis: Yes FC
FcSeeker Resident: please
Dash Earthboy: they have continuously given me the attitude "we've heard so many lie about their past"
Dash Earthboy: yet not take the time to look at the evidence I've got
Lucinda Lavender: hmmm
Archmage Atlantis: Yes, I know that element of all, Dash
Dash Earthboy: they are promoting social bigotry in their practices at this place
Dash Earthboy: in addition to the other toxic atmosphere here
Archmage Atlantis: Probably true, Dash
Dash Earthboy: ain't it a shame?
FcSeeker Resident: yes
FcSeeker Resident: truly
Archmage Atlantis: My answer is to not be a part of that, but to be something else
Dash Earthboy: yep
FcSeeker Resident: but that dont take away your bringings no matter if you can see only a little resolt in case you move on soon
Dash Earthboy: that's why i think i must move on
Dash Earthboy: snap
Lucinda Lavender: nodding
Archmage Atlantis: Wherever you go, there you are
Archmage Atlantis: Oy, can't believe I used that old homile
Lucinda Lavender: what if some of what you bring is on the level of being...tho infused with a certain value...that if seeing in a bigger picture
Lucinda Lavender: that of
Archmage Atlantis: misspelled *homily
Lucinda Lavender: :)arch
Lucinda Lavender: Luci is imagining a mantra about how this situation has the poetential to transform itself
Lucinda Lavender: I would like to believe
Archmage Atlantis: I do believe
Archmage Atlantis: Age does that
Archmage Atlantis: Watchin this small part of the planet in the universe transform
Archmage Atlantis: That does that
Archmage Atlantis: Seeing multiple generations of animals, plants....live and die....that does that
Lucinda Lavender: yes.. fertile environment...
Lucinda Lavender: found it interesting that I dreamed about the vent black with mold and that Dash was cleaning the vent of the shelter in RL
Lucinda Lavender: the dream vent was a beautiful bluish black...
Archmage Atlantis: I find it interesting, Luci, that you dreamed of that
Lucinda Lavender: nodding...such an interesting image to show up...
Lucinda Lavender: thought of it is fertile...and alive
Archmage Atlantis: The kids on the front lines of the library forces, imho
Lucinda Lavender: library?...can you say more
Dash Earthboy: one of the fulltime jobs I applied for here was at the city library
Archmage Atlantis: I've said it b4
Dash Earthboy: bye Fc
FcSeeker Resident: I sadly must go again
Lucinda Lavender: good day FC:) thanks
--BELL--
FcSeeker Resident: all the best
FcSeeker Resident: namaste
Archmage Atlantis: I came to sl to forge a library
Archmage Atlantis: of all knowledge
Lucinda Lavender: right!
Lucinda Lavender: I remember
Archmage Atlantis: namaste FC
Dash Earthboy: director just stopped for a minute and I let him see my exit interview from when I was a social worker
Lucinda Lavender: YayDash
Dash Earthboy: probably won't be able to show that to the social worker here who just let me know she wants to see me "later today"
Dash Earthboy: so much happens off-screen during a session huh?
Lucinda Lavender: they might need your help...
Dash Earthboy: i believe they do Luci
Lucinda Lavender: yes I though perhaps so...
Dash Earthboy: but I doubt they'll act on that
Dash Earthboy: i mentioned the bigotry earlier
Lucinda Lavender: well they be limited in what they can offer
Dash Earthboy: of course
Dash Earthboy: but that isn't a big deal for me
Archmage Atlantis: I doubt it also, Dash......you will need to continue to believe
Dash Earthboy: i typically help organizations grow and thrive
Dash Earthboy: people too
Archmage Atlantis: It suprises me that we mutate belief into religion
Archmage Atlantis: into patriotism
Lucinda Lavender: ...!
Archmage Atlantis: into anything other than what it is
Dash Earthboy: well, Arch, I simply define "religion" as the way one lives one's life
Archmage Atlantis: simple belief
Dash Earthboy: saying things isn't "religion"
Lucinda Lavender: my style
Dash Earthboy: living is religion
Lucinda Lavender: simple
Lucinda Lavender: I have a simple belief about dreaming...that it is a source
Lucinda Lavender: sometimes more than others
Archmage Atlantis: I think I know that Lucinda
Lucinda Lavender: yeah...probably did not need to say it:)
Archmage Atlantis: Yes, saying it is important confirmation
Dash Earthboy: ain't it amazing how one can strive for simplicity and end up with such a complicated life?
Archmage Atlantis: Life is complicated
Lucinda Lavender: true...
Archmage Atlantis: Belief is simple
Lucinda Lavender: let's see what can the next pause be about?
Dash Earthboy: my having to leave :(
Lucinda Lavender: good and fertile day to you Dash:)
Archmage Atlantis: holding chester
Dash Earthboy: ty Luci
Lucinda Lavender: okso welcome
Dash Earthboy: have a good one Arch :)
Lucinda Lavender: chester is who?
Archmage Atlantis: blessings and namaste
Lucinda Lavender: a cat perhaps?
Archmage Atlantis: yes, Lucinda....a cat
Lucinda Lavender: I decided to sleep in my back yard last night:)
Archmage Atlantis: Ok, how did that go Luci?
Lucinda Lavender: and the cats did not snuggle up ...too exciting out there for hunters I guess
Archmage Atlantis: Yep
Lucinda Lavender: very nice sleep
Lucinda Lavender: on the ground of the earth
Lucinda Lavender: the traffic quieted eventually
Lucinda Lavender: I slept well
Archmage Atlantis: The planet, the sun, the galaxy I feel ordained to protect......
Lucinda Lavender: nodding
Archmage Atlantis: Not a good religious reference
Lucinda Lavender: how to protect I wonder
Archmage Atlantis: Stardust and Magic
Lucinda Lavender: :)
Archmage Atlantis: Blessings and Namaste
Lucinda Lavender: So arch...do you know what degree the sun was at when you were born?
Archmage Atlantis: No
--BELL--
Archmage Atlantis: I know the date
Lucinda Lavender: ah...well if you find out the time and date... I will look up for you something you might like to hear about...might...
Lucinda Lavender: oh ...and place
Lucinda Lavender: time date place
Archmage Atlantis: I have a birth certificate
Lucinda Lavender: ah!
Archmage Atlantis: Someday
Lucinda Lavender: you could send it in im or email
Lucinda Lavender: some day
Archmage Atlantis: Blessings and Namaste, Luci
Lucinda Lavender: best to you as well...