2011.07.01 07:00 - Big Drops or Mist?

The Guardian for this meeting was Lucinda Lavender. The comments are by Lucinda Lavender.

Attending: Iwandertoo,fc,Xirana, Dash, Eliza, Mila.

Lucinda Lavender: Hi susan
Lucinda Lavender: and good morning
iwandertoo Resident: good morning, Luci
Lucinda Lavender: I had to drive to starbucks to get power today:)
iwandertoo Resident: i can stay just for a little bit
iwandertoo Resident: lol
iwandertoo Resident: yay for the bucks
Lucinda Lavender: yeah!
Lucinda Lavender: Yay
Lucinda Lavender: Today the sky is blue and clear where I am...most unusual
iwandertoo Resident: i love coffee
Lucinda Lavender: me too
iwandertoo Resident: it's lovely here...
iwandertoo Resident: rained silly the other day, but lovely now
Lucinda Lavender: big drops?
Lucinda Lavender: or mist?
iwandertoo Resident: pouring
Lucinda Lavender: ah..
iwandertoo Resident: odd for this part of cali in june
Lucinda Lavender: wow...
Lucinda Lavender: a surprise then
iwandertoo Resident: yes
Lucinda Lavender: oh...I see a cloud!
Lucinda Lavender: not completely clear I guess
iwandertoo Resident: lol
Lucinda Lavender: I love the summer mornings where you decided you can go outside and eat breakfast
Lucinda Lavender: I friend of Rhi:)
FcSeeker Resident: Hello Lusicnda and Susan
Lucinda Lavender: Hi friend:)
iwandertoo Resident: hi Fc
FcSeeker Resident: I have news :)))))
FcSeeker Resident: happy news
Lucinda Lavender: luci listens:)
FcSeeker Resident: I met my gf ab 14 hours back :))))))
FcSeeker Resident: it was so wonderfull
iwandertoo Resident: :)
Lucinda Lavender: nice!
FcSeeker Resident: you Lucinda may not know about my gf ?
FcSeeker Resident: Hello Dash :)
Lucinda Lavender: Hi Dash!
iwandertoo Resident: waves
Dash Earthboy: hey y'all
Lucinda Lavender: no id don't know about the gf
FcSeeker Resident: to Lucinda; Hokon Cazalet is her keeper/care taker
Lucinda Lavender: is she another panda?
FcSeeker Resident: I have picture of us in my profile; my gf and I
FcSeeker Resident: no; she's a teddy bear
Dash Earthboy: a cuddly teddy bear
Dash Earthboy: :)
Lucinda Lavender: how nice...
FcSeeker Resident: she appears sometime when Hokon comes :)
Lucinda Lavender: ah...
Lucinda Lavender: How are you all on the other side of the pond there?
Dash Earthboy: heheh
Dash Earthboy: we had a smaller circle this morning :)
FcSeeker Resident: for this meeting I am so happy now
Lucinda Lavender: in RL Dash?
FcSeeker Resident: that I met my gf for long time (time is long to one who's waiting)
Dash Earthboy: no here
Lucinda Lavender: i see:)
Dash Earthboy: yah 6 hours ago
Lucinda Lavender: time is that thing that can seem hard to abide...
Dash Earthboy: or not :)
Lucinda Lavender: when focussed on a centain event
Lucinda Lavender: certain
Dash Earthboy: i hear ya :)
Dash Earthboy: what are you focussed on now?
Lucinda Lavender: I just went through family photos and got the idea of lots of time having "gone by"
FcSeeker Resident: oh...
Dash Earthboy: ah i see :)
Lucinda Lavender: how inevitable it is
Lucinda Lavender: flowing down a river it seems and then sometimes not noticiing
Lucinda Lavender: what the landscape looks like "now"
Dash Earthboy: or maybe we have this moment and just memories of moments past?
Lucinda Lavender: yes
FcSeeker Resident: we have at least that much
--BELL--
Dash Earthboy: hey DECE
iwandertoo Resident: waves
Dash Earthboy: bye Susan?
FcSeeker Resident: Hi DECE
FcSeeker Resident: I also lost a good friend
Lucinda Lavender: HI DECE...welcome
FcSeeker Resident: got to know ab that yesterday
DECE Dawid: Halllooooo
FcSeeker Resident: it is possible for you to known him also
Dash Earthboy: sry about that Fc
FcSeeker Resident: he's SL name was lodro Kamala
Dash Earthboy: have a seat DECE :)
FcSeeker Resident: he was blind buddhist monk
Lucinda Lavender: you are welcome to join us...have you been here before?
Dash Earthboy: condolences Fc
Lucinda Lavender: we talk about reality....and time ...and lots of things.
FcSeeker Resident: thank you Dash
Lucinda Lavender: and our conversation is recorded and put on a wiki
FcSeeker Resident: and thank you also Lucinda
Dash Earthboy: do you have a card to give DECE, Luc?
Lucinda Lavender: yes...
DECE Dawid: bye
FcSeeker Resident: many people lost special good friend when he steped that final step from his that incarnation            [Footnote: not sure this is the case, will remove footnote when clarified]
Dash Earthboy: bye DECE :)
FcSeeker Resident: but I feel so great that I got to know him
Lucinda Lavender: understandable FC
FcSeeker Resident: and wish that he shall return to even more better life
Lucinda Lavender: DECE
Dash Earthboy: sry your discussion had that interruption FC :(
FcSeeker Resident: no worries
FcSeeker Resident: it got no cut
FcSeeker Resident: you both was with me still
Dash Earthboy: yep
Lucinda Lavender: I seem to have so much lag today...sorry...my typing does not make sense sometimes
FcSeeker Resident: lol
FcSeeker Resident: laughs
Dash Earthboy: yah, even this morning
FcSeeker Resident: sorry
FcSeeker Resident: but just that no worries of that either I mean
FcSeeker Resident: that's more than common lag to many people
FcSeeker Resident: including myself
Lucinda Lavender: hmmmcan you say more about your friend that passed?
Dash Earthboy: some people actually seem to enjoy the lag ?
FcSeeker Resident: they sometimes are even funny
Dash Earthboy: oh, yes, please continue Fc
FcSeeker Resident: about this great man
Lucinda Lavender: luci listens
FcSeeker Resident: I had have two questions in my mind for 'ages', and met many monks...but he was the first one that I could trust enough to ask him
FcSeeker Resident: and he knew the answers
Lucinda Lavender: how wonderful for you!
FcSeeker Resident: he gave me such treasures that I cannot tell how much that meant to me
FcSeeker Resident: but maybe my words to him tells something
Lucinda Lavender: is there one that you can describe?
FcSeeker Resident: I told him that I may survive with this knowing up to my grave
Lucinda Lavender: some kinds of knowing feel so strong...
FcSeeker Resident: those questions were so urgent for me to know
FcSeeker Resident: and he understood very well why
Lucinda Lavender: sounds like he truly understood
FcSeeker Resident: he also gave me the happiness telling that the more urgent answer is told to all of the people who study buddhism
FcSeeker Resident: he did
FcSeeker Resident: because he identified me also who I was long time ago
Lucinda Lavender: from other lifetimes?
FcSeeker Resident: yes
Lucinda Lavender: wow...
FcSeeker Resident: one of them
Lucinda Lavender: a humbling experience
FcSeeker Resident: but of one which life my questions was concerning about
Lucinda Lavender: that sounds like a very special experience
Dash Earthboy: hey Eliza
Eliza Madrigal: Hello :))
Lucinda Lavender: Hi eliza
Lucinda Lavender: I set my alarm today and then the power went out and I went to starbucks!
FcSeeker Resident: I dont clearly know why, but I feel courrage to tell even in chat, one of those my rememberings based on his help
FcSeeker Resident: Hello Eliza
Eliza Madrigal: Oh, goodness Luci :)
Dash Earthboy: hey Xirana
--BELL--
Lucinda Lavender: yes Fc...
FcSeeker Resident: Hello Xirana
Eliza Madrigal: (Hi Xirana)
Lucinda Lavender: hello xirana:)
FcSeeker Resident: I did remember and told him, how I was commanded to 'go and teach'
Lucinda Lavender: Luci pauses and thinks...
FcSeeker Resident: even I felt myself to be so embarresed for such thought thinking 'who am I to teach anybody'
FcSeeker Resident: and that my telling helped lodro to know all he had seeked to know, what he had have as the question in his mind
FcSeeker Resident: now I understand
Xirana Oximoxi: hi Luci, Eliza, Fc, Dash :)
Dash Earthboy: :)
FcSeeker Resident: those questions may be in many person's mind...
FcSeeker Resident: ...feeling still his presence very strongly...
Lucinda Lavender: ...would it be a thing to share here?
FcSeeker Resident: who reads the blog and had those questions shall get the answer
FcSeeker Resident: to other there's no meaning
Dash Earthboy: the blog?
FcSeeker Resident: maybe this all was meant to speak out here also as one example of what can happen in life
Lucinda Lavender: he must mean the wiki?
FcSeeker Resident: log
FcSeeker Resident: sorry
milakel Resident: hi :)
Dash Earthboy: hey mila
Eliza Madrigal: Hi Mila :)
Xirana Oximoxi: hi MIla :)
Lucinda Lavender: Hi Mila
FcSeeker Resident: think how it is normal to many to speak of former lives and be in contact even after dead
FcSeeker Resident: Hello milakel
milakel Resident: there are no former lives :)
FcSeeker Resident: to help each other also that way during human life
Lucinda Lavender: I know a few who speak of this...
FcSeeker Resident: I remember too much that I could agree with you milakel
FcSeeker Resident: sorry
Dash Earthboy: semantics?
milakel Resident: :)
Eliza Madrigal: Well in some sense there is only this instance, yet we remember all kinds of histories
Eliza Madrigal: so maybe don't have to choose :)
Eliza Madrigal: "yes I believe, no I don't"
FcSeeker Resident: that would be the choice
FcSeeker Resident: I have not done any choices
Eliza Madrigal: :)
FcSeeker Resident: only recieved experiencies
FcSeeker Resident: my own and listening to others and having conversations like I did with this lodro
Lucinda Lavender: ah...
FcSeeker Resident: also I have had much conversations with people who dont remember, but 'just knows'
FcSeeker Resident: there's just other kind of problems when knows or not
Eliza Madrigal: Ah, Lodro is wonderful :)
FcSeeker Resident: he was
FcSeeker Resident: he steped foreward
Lucinda Lavender: navigating these experiences...quite something
Eliza Madrigal nods @ Luci
milakel Resident: *remembers the mulder's poster*
FcSeeker Resident: just normal to me like it is normal to many people to navigate their travelings on earth from country to country
Lucinda Lavender: what is that Mila?
Eliza Madrigal: :) "I want to believe"
Lucinda Lavender: my travelings in dream are something too for me fc
Lucinda Lavender: to navigate
Lucinda Lavender: to understand
Eliza Madrigal: yes
Lucinda Lavender: so I leave my mind open now to many things
Lucinda Lavender: at least not closed
Eliza Madrigal: for me it shows how amazingly there is many parts imagination to one part material (not an exact figure, ;-) :)
Lucinda Lavender: mulder's poster?
Xirana Oximoxi: Luci: http://www.google.es/search?q=mulder...2&ved=0CE4QsAQ
Lucinda Lavender: ah...imagine it has to do with a tv show?
Eliza Madrigal: X Files
Eliza Madrigal: Ive actually never watched the show but am familiar with it
Eliza Madrigal: we had a whale rescue here in Miami years ago, and they named him Mulder :)
Dash Earthboy: midnight at the oasis...:)
Eliza Madrigal: I referenced it above... "I want to believe" is what the poster said
Dash Earthboy: no wait, that's Muldaur
Eliza Madrigal: (since I think Mila may be afk)
FcSeeker Resident: I see no difference with traveling when is so called sleeping...
Lucinda Lavender: :)))
Lucinda Lavender: good noticing Dash!
Xirana Oximoxi: :)
FcSeeker Resident: but when there is a question if imagination, there is the thought at frist
FcSeeker Resident: not the experience which just comes
Eliza Madrigal: yes for me imagination is not 'suspect'
FcSeeker Resident: good night Dash
Dash Earthboy: ?
FcSeeker Resident: so sorry
FcSeeker Resident: I misread Lucinda's line and thought that you was going away D
FcSeeker Resident: ash
Lucinda Lavender: imagination...looks like image nation
--BELL--
Dash Earthboy: :)
FcSeeker Resident: my RL calles me again that much that I must go
FcSeeker Resident: so I wish you good time
Dash Earthboy: gtsy Fc...be well
Xirana Oximoxi: bye Fc... have a nice day:)
FcSeeker Resident: takes a humble bow
FcSeeker Resident: namaste
Lucinda Lavender: thanks for sharing fc
Lucinda Lavender: namaste
Dash Earthboy: we probably could have made do with a smaller circle this session too :)
Eliza Madrigal: Namaste FcS (sorry to miss his exit had looked away momentarily)
Lucinda Lavender: I do not know how to adjust the shape I am afraid...
Lucinda Lavender: nice idea tho
Dash Earthboy: 's alright
Lucinda Lavender: does anyone else here?
Lucinda Lavender: know?
Xirana Oximoxi: I don't
Lucinda Lavender: something to learn for me
milakel Resident: i forgot the small circle command
milakel Resident: yay!
Dash Earthboy: yay!
milakel Resident: hehe
Lucinda Lavender: yay Mila!
Eliza Madrigal: It isn't quite the small circle...
Eliza Madrigal: but fountain is hidden :)
Xirana Oximoxi: hehe... now more cushions empty...
milakel Resident: funy how we float randomly :)
Xirana Oximoxi: but we are more close
Eliza Madrigal smiles
Eliza Madrigal: yes
milakel Resident: *reaches to xir and tickles her* :)
Dash Earthboy: heheh
Xirana Oximoxi: :)))
Xirana Oximoxi runs....:)
milakel Resident: hehe
Lucinda Lavender: today is the new moon...and an eclpse I think
Dash Earthboy: an eclipse?
Lucinda Lavender: perhaps so
Lucinda Lavender: will have to look
Dash Earthboy: not so noticeable at new moon tho i guess?
Eliza Madrigal: I hadn't heard of the eclipse, but I do google the moon :)
Eliza Madrigal: and ogle it too
Eliza Madrigal: hehe
Dash Earthboy: :)
Xirana Oximoxi: do you feel or be aware of the moon ?
Xirana Oximoxi: does it change your mood, for exemple?
Dash Earthboy: sun, moon, stars
Lucinda Lavender: http://www.spaceweather.com/
Xirana Oximoxi: like the sun?
Dash Earthboy: planets align
Lucinda Lavender: I sometimes find interesting dreams...and just listen a little differently
Dash Earthboy: and Pluto too
Lucinda Lavender: :)
Lucinda Lavender: there was a partial elclips I gues
Lucinda Lavender: partial eclipse
Dash Earthboy: i think there was a full eclipse last week
Dash Earthboy: visible over Europe?
Lucinda Lavender: ah...I do not really know...
Xirana Oximoxi: I don't know Dash... I didn't know about it
Dash Earthboy: hmmm, i'd have to check the log
Lucinda Lavender: thought I read something...
Dash Earthboy: but I think Aggers saw it
Dash Earthboy: Wol was clouded over then
Lucinda Lavender: June 26
Dash Earthboy: hard for me to remember
Eliza Madrigal: I love how we keep in touch with one another... as though if Aggers saw it, then we did too :)
Dash Earthboy: vicariously :)
Eliza Madrigal: it makes me think of the 'check in' ap idea... yes
Lucinda Lavender: http://eclipse.gsfc.nasa.gov/eclipse.html
--BELL--
Lucinda Lavender: today the antartic ocean of Africa
Dash Earthboy: i must be afk to fold laundry for a few...bbs
Lucinda Lavender: gets a partial
Xirana Oximoxi: I must go... wish you a nice weekend :)
Lucinda Lavender: bye for now Xirana...have a good day:)
Xirana Oximoxi: ty, bye bye:)
Lucinda Lavender: Eliza...any dreams today?
milakel Resident: i'm being distracted today :)
milakel Resident: no dreams here... as usual
Lucinda Lavender: it's ok
Eliza Madrigal: :) today's dreams were funny...
milakel Resident: do tell :)
Eliza Madrigal: but the one I had the other night was like 100 dreams in one
Lucinda Lavender: luci listens
Dash Earthboy: back
Lucinda Lavender: wb dash
Lucinda Lavender: not too big a pile then?
Dash Earthboy: nope
Eliza Madrigal: Well, I gave a snippet of the long dream during dream circle, in fact two... but as I've looked at it more closely, I realize just how many influences were in there
Lucinda Lavender: wow!
Lucinda Lavender: I saw something yesterday that reminded me of your dream
Dash Earthboy: yah Eliza, it was complex
Eliza Madrigal: and find it remarkable the way mind blends and remixes
Lucinda Lavender: a photo of a nun at a quilt show
Eliza Madrigal: Oh :))
Dash Earthboy: :)
Eliza Madrigal: That is a similar image
Lucinda Lavender: the grid...and the nun
Eliza Madrigal: yes, a very similar sensibility... patchwork
Lucinda Lavender: in the same picture
Lucinda Lavender: thought later about the principle of Placement in the board
Lucinda Lavender: in a grid of the universe perhaps
Lucinda Lavender: what more can you say E?
Eliza Madrigal: that portion of the dream seemed to be a message about duality to me, in a way....
Lucinda Lavender: nodding
Eliza Madrigal: I remembered that I watched the Sound of Music with my son a few weeks ago, and that I'd been sort of 'like that' more when the kids were younger....
Eliza Madrigal: but we've come from that time
Lucinda Lavender: more likely to burst into song?
Eliza Madrigal: and things are less simple in some ways, so many of the comments made were very true
Dash Earthboy: :)
Lucinda Lavender: in the movie?
Eliza Madrigal: well... we've emerged from a time of my trying to make things completely understandable, that's for sure
Eliza Madrigal: :)
Lucinda Lavender: ah
Eliza Madrigal: from that scene, a wise woman came
Eliza Madrigal: who was not as 'beautiful' in a traditional sense...
Lucinda Lavender: right ...in the dream...
Eliza Madrigal: maybe not even as 'good'
Dash Earthboy: the hills are alive***
Eliza Madrigal: more layered, more lines in her face
Eliza Madrigal: strange, but these are just one set of associations
Eliza Madrigal: the dream became richer and richer
Dash Earthboy: Eliza, I think that's called "characterr"
Lucinda Lavender: the dream is wise on many levels
Eliza Madrigal smiles @ Dash
Eliza Madrigal: from that point in the dream, I followed a figure who was like Aphrodite (here)
Eliza Madrigal: which was like being in the angry gods exhibit....
Eliza Madrigal: she was singing...
Eliza Madrigal: (the wise woman had followed my oldest daughter back through the gate I emerged from)
Lucinda Lavender: oops...I will have to go...almost out of power..and forgot the cord:)
Eliza Madrigal: OH!
Eliza Madrigal: hehe
Dash Earthboy: bye Luci
Lucinda Lavender: keep going and I will read tho:)
Eliza Madrigal: maybe that's a sign I have talked enough, hehe
Lucinda Lavender: no..
Eliza Madrigal: see, poor Mila is bored to sleep
Eliza Madrigal: "Eliza's home movies"
Eliza Madrigal giggles
Dash Earthboy: i probably should tend to other things now too :(
Lucinda Lavender: good to process tho
Dash Earthboy: gtsy'all
Eliza Madrigal: yes, I'm having fun with it... muses and more muses
Eliza Madrigal: Thanks guys, bye for now
Lucinda Lavender: ponder away...till next time
Eliza Madrigal: adieu
Dash Earthboy: waves
Lucinda Lavender: thanks everyone
milakel Resident: poof you :)
Eliza Madrigal: hehe, poof you
Eliza Madrigal waves