2011.09.02 07:00 - Hmmm

This session was claimed by Lucinda Lavender but not through the usual means...Thanks to Samuo for having made it available when my own claiming was not working for some reason.

Also attending were Kavi,Samuo, Susan, Dash,Milakel, Corvi and Yaku. I do not at present have notices of the bell tho I will pursue those as well.

hello lucinda
Kavi (kavi01): seems every1 is arriving now
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Kavi (kavi01): hello samúd
Lucinda Lavender: Yes..Hello
Samúð (oo0oo): Hi luci, Kavi :)
Lucinda Lavender: I just woke up:)
Kavi (kavi01): seems fridays are slow
Kavi (kavi01): lol
Kavi (kavi01): wish this green tea was copyable
Kavi (kavi01): nothing like a green tea in the morn
Lucinda Lavender: Hi Samuo:)
Lucinda Lavender: just getting up to speed here...
Kavi (kavi01): lol tis ok
Samúð (oo0oo): Green tea. I like it.
Kavi (kavi01): i believed it would be a while before i returned yet i found yesterdays session quite enjoyable
Kavi (kavi01): mmm yes
Kavi (kavi01): and odly enough i find that having my avie drinking tea as something that gives peace to my soul lol
Samúð (oo0oo): ... hmmm
Chawan (Taupe): Chawan (Taupe) : Mmmm, delicious green cha made in the ceremonial Japanese tradition, oO0Oo Resident, so refreshing !
Kavi (kavi01): i took this cup from the buddha center lol
Lucinda Lavender: Yes...sometimes the avi's actions are kind of inspiring in that way?
Kavi (kavi01): sort of my virtual starbucks stop
Kavi (kavi01): yes
Kavi (kavi01): after all our avies are a reflection of our selves
Kavi (kavi01): a reflection at times of our own aspirations
Kavi (kavi01): dreams and wishes
Samúð (oo0oo): Tea Luci?
Kavi (kavi01): lol i just noticed im dressing in rl as my avie does
Lucinda Lavender: I cannot find mine it seems...sure...
Chawan (Taupe): Chawan (Taupe) : Don't you feel at one with nature now, Lucinda Lavender, so peaceful and relaxed.
Samúð (oo0oo): .... ahhhhh....
Lucinda Lavender: thnks you
Samúð (oo0oo): Samúð sips
Samúð (oo0oo): yw
Samúð (oo0oo): :)
Kavi (kavi01): Kavi gives in to relaxin sensations
Chawan (Taupe): Chawan (Taupe) : Don't you feel at one with nature now, oO0Oo Resident, so peaceful and relaxed.
Kavi (kavi01): i was pondering yesterday on how to achieve calmness of mind
Kavi (kavi01): in an easier way than the one i try
Kavi (kavi01): and i seek advice from u guys
Lucinda Lavender: can you speak a bit about that Kavi?
Kavi (kavi01): well lucinda
Kavi (kavi01): yesterday i spoke regarding an excercise in skepticism
Kavi (kavi01): that i use to appeace my mind
Kavi (kavi01): et at times it can be exausting
Kavi (kavi01): i choose to be a skeptic of what my mind tells me
Kavi (kavi01): over and over
Kavi (kavi01): and after about 8 turns
Kavi (kavi01): it suddenly goes quiet
Kavi (kavi01): yet there must be an easier way
Kavi (kavi01): or at least i hope for an easier one lol
Lucinda Lavender: interesting!
Kavi (kavi01): the convo yesterday just got published if u care for more detail
Kavi (kavi01): but the core of it
Lucinda Lavender: whispers: was this here in Pab?
Kavi (kavi01): is that i realized that the voices in my head
Kavi (kavi01): oh yes
Lucinda Lavender: ok:)
Kavi (kavi01): those voices give raise to my fears and anguishes
Kavi (kavi01): thus i choose to be a skeptic
Kavi (kavi01): until the voices are gone
Kavi (kavi01): and then achieve a certain degree of peace
Samúð (oo0oo): Hi Susan.. Would you like tea?
Kavi (kavi01): :)
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): waves...no ty
Lucinda Lavender: kind of like the fears are a conversation that can go on with out us...
Kavi (kavi01): hello sussan
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): waves 2 every1
Kavi (kavi01): yes indeed lucinda
Lucinda Lavender: HI susan:)
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Lucinda Lavender: imagined that there fears were litttle clouds communicationg
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): :) luci
Samúð (oo0oo): Do you have a teacher Kavi?
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Kavi (kavi01): well i follow my buddhist tradition
Kavi (kavi01): and have read quite a lot
Kavi (kavi01): yet in essence my wife has been mostly the only teacher i had
Lucinda Lavender: nodding...
Kavi (kavi01): yet well
Kavi (kavi01): i have been a naughty student lol
Kavi (kavi01): until now
Lucinda Lavender: :)))
Lucinda Lavender: resistant in some way?
Kavi (kavi01): u see during my life i have chosen to either be emotionless or prey of my own emotions
Kavi (kavi01): i seek a middle way now
Kavi (kavi01): i suppressed a lot for a long time
Kavi (kavi01): and when i finally realized i did have feelings
Kavi (kavi01): they took over me
Kavi (kavi01): and i fell prey to my own fears
Lucinda Lavender: understanding what you say...
Kavi (kavi01): that toyed around with my perception
Kavi (kavi01): thus in order to fight it
Kavi (kavi01): i have chosen this path of skepticism
Kavi (kavi01): of letting go
Samúð (oo0oo): Samúð nods
Kavi (kavi01): of not trying to control and shape my world
Kavi (kavi01): now to do that i need inner peace
Lucinda Lavender: sounds very aware and powerful but not to put a judgement on it
Kavi (kavi01): and seek for a better way to achieve that
Kavi (kavi01): well awareness is the goal
Kavi (kavi01): in essence
Lucinda Lavender: i seem to be holding the cup of tea but able to drink:)
Kavi (kavi01): hmm got an ao on?
Kavi (kavi01): turn it off so u dont get 2 thirsty
Kavi (kavi01): :)
Lucinda Lavender: interesting ...
Lucinda Lavender: where do I find that...the ao?
Kavi (kavi01): usually its a hud
Kavi (kavi01): that modifies your walk and stuff
Kavi (kavi01): varies from ao to ao
Lucinda Lavender: hmmmnot seeing it yet...
Kavi (kavi01): mine comes with a big green button
Kavi (kavi01): tis ok
Lucinda Lavender: no problem
Cup Of Green Tea: whispers: Ah! Steaming Green Tea!
Lucinda Lavender: the other cup of tea I have:)
Kavi (kavi01): maybe its cause of the ballon u got there
Kavi (kavi01): balloon
Kavi (kavi01): *
Lucinda Lavender: ah! the balloon...
Kavi (kavi01): lol as u can see im trying out to be the typonese poster child lol
Kavi (kavi01): so tell me guys what do u do to apeace your own minds
Kavi (kavi01): ?
Chawan (Taupe): Chawan (Taupe) : Don't you feel at one with nature now, oO0Oo Resident, so peaceful and relaxed.
Lucinda Lavender: hmmm Luci think...meditate a bit...yoga a bit...study dreaming.
Lucinda Lavender: and in Play as Being take the pause
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): think through what is out of sync
Kavi (kavi01): and does that help to silence yout thoughts?
Lucinda Lavender: or sometimes in Rl I pause for silence...yes I would say so
Lucinda Lavender: with breath
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): understand...try to...understand the root cause
Kavi (kavi01): the buddha once said that the peacefull mind flows with the shifts of thoughs doesnt fight em, doesnt follow em
Kavi (kavi01): its just aware of em
Chawan: Chawan : Mmmm, delicious green cha made in the ceremonial Japanese tradition, oO0Oo Resident, so refreshing!
Chawan: Chawan : Mmm..
Chawan: Chawan : Mmm..
Chawan: Chawan : Mmm..
Kavi (kavi01): the main dilemma in my case
Chawan: Chawan : Mmm..
Kavi (kavi01): is that as i chose not to believe my thoughts
Chawan: Chawan : Mmm..
Kavi (kavi01): my inner self fights back with new ideas and thoughts
Kavi (kavi01): and only twice
Kavi (kavi01): have i reached a point
Kavi (kavi01): where all of a sudden
Kavi (kavi01): the mind quieted down
Chawan: Chawan : Mmm..
Chawan: Chawan : Don't you feel at one with nature now, oO0Oo Resident so peaceful and relaxed.
Kavi (kavi01): and suddenly not knowing wasnt importan
Kavi (kavi01): it was quite blissfull
Kavi (kavi01): in essence i released controll
Kavi (kavi01): and all was good
Kavi (kavi01): nothing mattered
Kavi (kavi01): no problems and no tribulations
Lucinda Lavender: surrender of a sort
Kavi (kavi01): yet im afraid it was shortlived
Kavi (kavi01): indeed
Kavi (kavi01): i was finally going with the flow and not reacting
Kavi (kavi01): sort of like floating on your back in water
Kavi (kavi01): the currents take u and u dont fight it
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Kavi (kavi01): i tried meditation and breathing but the thoughts and fears and sadness where there
Kavi (kavi01): hello dash
Lucinda Lavender: HI Dash:)
Dash (dash.earthboy): hey y'all
Kavi (kavi01): hello corvi
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Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): waves
Lucinda Lavender: Hello corvi:)
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi grins at the circle. Hey ya'll.
Samúð (oo0oo): I would lightly recommend Shamatha/Vipassanā meditation with a qualified instructor Kavi
Samúð (oo0oo): Hi Dash, Corvi
Dash (dash.earthboy): short interruptive update: the management who told me the thermostat for the heat units in my room were in another room, told that guy the thermostat for his room's heat was in my room...so fraud and lying abound in management here
Kavi (kavi01): i should definately look into that samud
Kavi (kavi01): lol talk about co dependance
Kavi (kavi01): :)
Lucinda Lavender: interesting dash...
Kavi (kavi01): in a way that is life
Kavi (kavi01): out thermostat is always in some1 elses room
Samúð (oo0oo): I believe any strategy to "silence" thoughts... simply makes the stronger and louder
Kavi (kavi01): until u find that u dont care about the thermostat
Dash (dash.earthboy): sry Kavi - I don't find any humor in this abuse
Samúð (oo0oo): *them
Kavi (kavi01): i understand dash and wasnt trying to make fun of your situation
Dash (dash.earthboy): Kavi, the other guy is younger than me and he cares about the thermostat fraud
Kavi (kavi01): samud have u ever heard about the observer position?
Dash (dash.earthboy): as I've asked others, speak for yourself and don't try to advise until you're down here in the trenches with me
Samúð (oo0oo): Samúð waves the white flag
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): ((d))
Lucinda Lavender: as does LUci:)
Kavi (kavi01): whenever i feel infuriated, judged or affected by external factors
Yellow Balloon: whispers: Floaty fun
Kavi (kavi01): i am trying a different approach now
Kavi (kavi01): i used to react to feelings
Kavi (kavi01): now i immediately try
Kavi (kavi01): to see what part of me is reacting
Mila (milakel): hi :)
Kavi (kavi01): and why it reacts
Lucinda Lavender: Hi Mila:)
Mila (milakel): corvi girl :)
Kavi (kavi01): hello mila
Kavi (kavi01): just the fact of looking at it that way
Samúð (oo0oo): Hi Mila
Kavi (kavi01): shifts my focus
Dash (dash.earthboy): hey Mila
Kavi (kavi01): and somehow it helps
Lucinda Lavender: definitely helpful Kavi
Kavi (kavi01): our innermost feelings are in a way just an invitation
Kavi (kavi01): we can choose to follow them
Kavi (kavi01): or choose not to
Kavi (kavi01): and man its hard not to take the invitation
Kavi (kavi01): but when u dont accept it
Kavi (kavi01): it brings u a step closer
Kavi (kavi01): to that peace of mind
Dash (dash.earthboy): and there's the "WE" and "you" stuff that springs from being unaware
Lucinda Lavender: I am a little familair with a teaching that spoke of not dwelling on the thought that stirrs the feeling up
Dash (dash.earthboy): yet desiring to show oneself "enlightened"
Dash (dash.earthboy): without actually doing the work
Kavi (kavi01): theres a lot of truth in your words dash
Kavi (kavi01): i should take note of that
Kavi (kavi01): :)
Kavi (kavi01): i for one need to keep on remembering that the image i hold of myself is as fake and based on perception as that i hold of others
Kavi (kavi01): :)
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): ooof...that's....painfully true.
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi takes the invitation to be afraid.
Kavi (kavi01): if i had reached that enlightment i wouldnt keep on seeking liberation from my inner self
Kavi (kavi01): well corvi then instead of following the invitation ask what part of u is afraid and why
Lucinda Lavender: the image...hmmmHello Yaku:)
Kavi (kavi01): that alone will shift the focus into a different perspective
Yaku (yakuzza.lethecus): hey everyone
Kavi (kavi01): hello yaku
Kavi (kavi01): :)
Mila (milakel): yaku san :)
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi nods thoughtfully
Kavi (kavi01): konnichiwa!
Lucinda Lavender: welcome to friday morning
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): waves
Lucinda Lavender: I do not see him tho!
Dash (dash.earthboy): hey Yaku
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Samúð (oo0oo): Hi Yaku
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Lucinda Lavender: Thanks for the grass and greenness
Lucinda Lavender: Samuo
Chawan: Chawan : Don't you feel at one with nature now, oO0Oo Resident so peaceful and relaxed.
Lucinda Lavender: now I see yaku:)
Kavi (kavi01): dash may i ask if u follow any particular route into achieving peace of mind?
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Dash (dash.earthboy): the answer Kavi, is that I have for a long time and it works as well for me as that practiced by Tibetian monks
Kavi (kavi01): any particular method like theravada meditation?
Dash (dash.earthboy): you have my answer Kavi, accept or reject
Kavi (kavi01): i choose to accept thank u dash
Kavi (kavi01): :)
Kavi (kavi01): i must admit that i had no idea of just how difficult it would be for me travel this path lol
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): does a particular method indicate how a person will practice...
Kavi (kavi01): not really at least from my perspective
Kavi (kavi01): u can have a group of people watch a movie and every1 goes out with something different from it
Lucinda Lavender: interesting question...
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): what does the question regarding method provide to you, kavi?
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): one practice, many outcomes?
Kavi (kavi01): well at least for me the question on methods is to be aware of other avenues i have not tried
Kavi (kavi01): im far from truly aware thus i seek to learn from others
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): nods with Corvuscorva
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): sam's suggestion earlier...finding a teacher...
Kavi (kavi01): for example back when i was in the university i had one particular subject i didnt understand
Kavi (kavi01): broke my head against it several times
Kavi (kavi01): until i found some1 that showed me a different avenue to the same goal
Kavi (kavi01): thus the suggestion of a teacher is good
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi nods. yes.
Kavi (kavi01): very good indeed
Kavi (kavi01): the subject wasnt hard at all
Kavi (kavi01): i just needed a different perspective thats all
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): for me that subject was physics
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): and a fellow student showed me
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): when I realized it was just word probelms
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): it was easy
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): but it wasn't a teacher
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): it was someone mastering at the same pace...just they had gotten a concept I hadn't.
Kavi (kavi01): thus the value of sharing experience and keeping open to it
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): in a sense...they 'heard' you...and you 'heard' them
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): nods...not waiting for the rare enlightened being
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): that I couldn't "get" anyway
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi laughs
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): they understood how to communicate with you
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): yes
Lucinda Lavender: this reminds me of the Kahn Academy...where a fellow was explaing math to family members on the computer...
Lucinda Lavender: and it now has become a lovely way to help others...
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): nods
Kavi (kavi01): Kavi nods
Lucinda Lavender: sometimes hearing the think of others is assistence in seeing the connections
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): nods
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi nods..even sometimes when they aren't speaking to what we are struggling with directly, sometimes
Kavi (kavi01): very true lucinda so very true
Kavi (kavi01): theres is an essence of humility in your words corvi
Dash (dash.earthboy): and to sum up, having received management's response, I have escalated the problem to the city code enforcement dept & chamber of commerce in hopes of getting justice for myself and others
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Kavi (kavi01): i sincery hope u get the issue resolved in a fair fashion dash
Dash (dash.earthboy): one need not accept abuse as a lesson in anything but humanity's worst characteristics
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Samúð (oo0oo): shouts: Kahn Academy
Samúð (oo0oo): http://www.khanacademy.org/<wbr>about</wbr>
<wbr><wbr>Samúð (oo0oo): sorry to shout there
Dash (dash.earthboy): :)
Lucinda Lavender: Thanks Samuo:)
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi giggles..sometimes shouting is fun!
Kavi (kavi01): lol
Samúð (oo0oo): YAY!
Lucinda Lavender: yesterday I played a game with the children...
Lucinda Lavender: throwing a bean bag at a grid...
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi listens...
Lucinda Lavender: and if it landed in one box we did High five...
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): heehee
Dash (dash.earthboy): back to the battle arena...pax et bonum y'all
Lucinda Lavender: if it landed in another you got a hug from your favorite teacher....
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Peace to you Dash
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Oh, Lucinda
Lucinda Lavender: till later Dash...
Samúð (oo0oo): Bye Dash
Kavi (kavi01): hope u resolve your thermostat issue dash
Lucinda Lavender: good luck
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): if there is anything to reincarnation
Yaku (yakuzza.lethecus): good luck dash
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): waves
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): can I be your student in the next life?
Lucinda Lavender: Sure!!
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Yay! makes a date.
Lucinda Lavender: It was so much fun...
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): :)
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): It sounds awesome
Kavi (kavi01): at the current rate my next reincarnation will be a slug or something lol
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): laughs
Lucinda Lavender: it really was...and my job was to sit there and get them to stand on a line and say ya to who ever:)
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): be skeptical of that thought
Kavi (kavi01): ty susan
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): hahah
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): @ kavi
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): :)
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): that's a great job
Kavi (kavi01): the mind walks a thin line between self delusion and self punishments at time
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): I think you won't be allowed Kavi, I will need you to be a fellow student in my next life
Kavi (kavi01): times
Lucinda Lavender: they were really hooked in to the game and I thought that interesting..
Kavi (kavi01): :)
Kavi (kavi01): what do u teach lucinda?
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): no simple slugness for you.
Lucinda Lavender: preschool
Kavi (kavi01): lol lemme creal up the goo then
Kavi (kavi01): wow!
Lucinda Lavender: play as being...
Lucinda Lavender: in rL
Kavi (kavi01): ive always thought preschool teachers never earn enough
Kavi (kavi01): its a labor of love and patience
Lucinda Lavender: well I have been lucky in that regard
Kavi (kavi01): that is good
Kavi (kavi01): :)
Lucinda Lavender: I get to learn continually
Lucinda Lavender: and play
Kavi (kavi01): being a teacher must be quite a journey a full time learning experience in love, patience, etc
Lucinda Lavender: I was one who would have benifited from the Kahn academy for theoretical things
Lucinda Lavender: the idea that you can stay where you are stuck is really helpful...and not jump forward as tho you sort of get it
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): oh yes
Lucinda Lavender: when I first was asked to sub in a school I knew in the first few days that it was my home
Lucinda Lavender: that was in 1978
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): :)
Samúð (oo0oo): :)
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): i'd like to find such, Luci. wonderful to have
Lucinda Lavender: a job one feels in love with
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): nods
Kavi (kavi01): ok guys tis time for me to leave back into RL yet before i do i wish to thank you from your insights on acheiving peace of mind. I found it useful and i will definately follow through on the suggestion of finding a teacher and dash's suggestion on expressing my thoughts in an "I" form rather than a "we" form :)
Kavi (kavi01): have a great day guys
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): waves
Lucinda Lavender: thanks for all you wonderful consideration Kavi:)
Lucinda Lavender: was very helpful
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi smiles. Glad to have such an awesome fellow student to learn from Kavi
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): 'a job one feels in love with'...perfect
Kavi (kavi01): namasté 2 all
Lucinda Lavender: namaste Kavi
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi smiles
Samúð (oo0oo): Namaste Kavi
Yaku (yakuzza.lethecus): namaste kavi
Lucinda Lavender: This is the last day of summer program so I will go to get ready for the shifting day it will be...
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Lucinda Lavender: whispering thaks to all...
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): bye Lucinda
Lucinda Lavender: thanks...
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): waves
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Samúð (oo0oo): Samúð smiles and nods to Luci
Yaku (yakuzza.lethecus): bye for now, namaste!
Samúð (oo0oo): namaste Yaku
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): waves
Samúð (oo0oo): Samúð smiles at Susan.. fly well
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): wonders
Samúð (oo0oo): oops... perhaps not leaving.. sorry Susan
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): nods
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): what shall we discuss, those few of us left?
Samúð (oo0oo): Contemplating this whole conversation brings up word 'Maitri' for me. Remembering a really nice talk by Pema Chodron which people can watch in their time if they wish: (5+ minutes): http://www.youtube.com/watch?<wbr>v=7s-rRMUl04I</wbr>
<wbr><wbr>Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): will have to go soon
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): nods...
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): enjoy pema chodron
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): how she ended up where she did
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): individual journeys and pausing points
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): what a lovely concept
Samúð (oo0oo): Samúð nods
Susan Sorensson (iwandertoo): waves...best to you
Samúð (oo0oo): Samúð imagines Susan skipping... best
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): oh god that's funny..by Susan!
Samúð (oo0oo): Have you ever had the feeling, when experiencing unconditional love, recognising it as such, a welling up, a recognition that you cannot pay it back to the source, because in a way the source is not the person/object that you thought it was?
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi thinks.
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): god that's lovely...I don't think I have
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): thinks
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): well yes
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): now that I consider it
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Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): though more like just...big gratitude to the person and more..the person plus all that touched the person before me so that he/she could..share that with me
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): but you said it much more elequontly
Samúð (oo0oo): oh that's nice to hear how you put it! The welling up quality has to do I think with feeling the scope of "all that touched the person before".. like considering infinity. It is said love is limitless. That is pretty full feeling.
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): nods!
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): I like the Maitri thing...it is somethingI learned about in sl
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): not knowing the word
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): until now
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): I was fortunate to have a whole pile of friends who helped me understand it better
Samúð (oo0oo): Samúð wonders about a documentary... "How I learned Maitri, in Second Life"
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): oh no
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): I'm not THAT comfortable with myself yet!
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): Corvi giggles
Samúð (oo0oo): Samúð chuckles.. good to have friends
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): very
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): smart and searching this path friends...also very good
Samúð (oo0oo): And thank you Corvi, Mila... for your good company. :)
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): bye for now Sam
Corvi (corvuscorva.nightfire): thank you
Samúð (oo0oo): thanks</wbr></wbr></wbr></wbr>