The Guardian for this meeting was Eos Amaterasu. The comments are by Eos Amaterasu.

Eos Amaterasu: Hi Xs
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Xs Andree: Hello, Eos
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Xs
Xs Andree: /ao off
Xs Andree: Hi

Visitor enters, who later requests that they not be logged

Eos Amaterasu: Hi XYZ

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Eos Amaterasu: Play as Being is a community and 4 x daily meeing here at the pavilion to discuss and experience the nature of reality, knowing, etc
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Eos Amaterasu: Our sessions here are logged to a wiki at http://wiki.playasbeing.org
Eos Amaterasu: is that okay with you, to have your part of the chat logged?
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Eos Amaterasu: What's been your experience of PaB, Xs?
Xs Andree: recently very good.
Xs Andree: but..I keep thinking I've been here before. Like before I left sl last time
Xs Andree: i remember Riddle Sideways
Xs Andree: I know I do
Xs Andree: and boxy
Xs Andree: I think
Eos Amaterasu: hmmm.....
Eos Amaterasu ponders memory gaps
Xs Andree: but I don't remember being here much. Just that I was excited and very interested
Eos Amaterasu: how does being here now feel?
Xs Andree: The first time i was here i was struck with the idea, but I get that all the time and have never met a person...and don't get to know them until after that
Xs Andree: I dunno
Xs Andree: in that regard, otherwise, I like it here.
Eos Amaterasu: Is there a topic you'd like to explore? There's probably a theme for this week, but I don't know what it is.
Xs Andree: well then I won't tell you. :P
Xs Andree: and we'll see
Xs Andree: Who is FcSeeker?
Xs Andree: erm I mean what is he like, I saw his name on the site
Eos Amaterasu: Don't really know - have not had any significant interactions with Fc....
Xs Andree: I don't remember the pavillion
Eos Amaterasu: this is it
Xs Andree: I remember, kind of a disc floating up high over the sim
Eos Amaterasu: you don't remember it from where (or when)?
Xs Andree: really blue
Xs Andree: the place that i'm thinking of, that i think is this one.
Xs Andree: its nagging at the edge of my braaain
Xs Andree makes zombie claws
Eos Amaterasu ponders his possible existence in someone else's universe

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XYZ: platypus
XYZ: :-)
Eos Amaterasu: ¿
XYZ: had to break the silence
Xs Andree grins
Eos Amaterasu: karate chop through silence
Xs Andree: Hello darkness my old friend...
Eos Amaterasu: how was the silence in that 90 seconds, by the wayt?
Eos Amaterasu: the 90 seconds gap 4 times an hour is like a little lab period, to explore....
Xs Andree: agitated
Eos Amaterasu listens
Xs Andree: just my mood tonight. and someone I"Med me in the middle of it.
Xs Andree: which doesn't normally bother me, I just shut it out, but lately it has.
Eos Amaterasu: how did (or does) the agitation feel?
Xs Andree: hah...hahah.
Xs Andree: lets talk about something else.
Xs Andree: agitated.
Eos Amaterasu: what else happened in the 90 seconds?
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Eos Amaterasu: attention elesewhere?
Eos Amaterasu: on the spot, off the spot
Eos Amaterasu: agitation to get off the spot
Eos Amaterasu: to get on the next spot
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Xs Andree: I wanted to scream into a pillow
Eos Amaterasu: into a pillow....
Eos Amaterasu: be an electric guitar, Xs :-)
Xs Andree: well...so my roomates wouldn't burst in and me wind up with an hour long "I'm allright" talk with them
Xs Andree: hmmm
Xs Andree: yeah....
Xs Andree: thrumming with energy and noise...
Eos Amaterasu: I always wanted to be an electric guitar when I grew up
Eos Amaterasu: electricity turned musical play
Xs Andree: i wanted to be a magician, the kind that uses real magic, not pretense...a thaumaturgist...miracle worker...
Eos Amaterasu: wow
Xs Andree: but not a witch, cause I thought witches were bad then.
Eos Amaterasu: what is that, thaumaturgy, or real magic?
Eos Amaterasu: (that sounds electrifying :-)
Xs Andree: not many feminine archetypes for wisdom and magic that aren't tainted with ideas of darkness and evil.
Eos Amaterasu wonders why that is
Xs Andree: just my culture, really. other cultures have them.
XYZ: a drum a drum, macbeth doth come

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Eos Amaterasu: there's a pretty fundamental anxiety that seems to be behind the agitation (reporting here from the last 90 secs)
Xs Andree: You are agitated as well?
Eos Amaterasu: I experience agitation that seems to arise from an anxiety about being just here
Eos Amaterasu: sometimes
Xs Andree: I'm experience agitation that seems to arise from a need to get laid
Xs Andree: but i'm not sure i want to break my celibacy yet.
Xs Andree: so....I"m at home in my room wondering why
Xs Andree: instead of out on the town
Eos Amaterasu: depends on how/what you consider your celibacy to be?
Xs Andree: I just got tired of empty meetings and endless partings.
Eos Amaterasu: desolation row
Eos Amaterasu: part of where we live, n'est-ce pas?
Eos Amaterasu: where's Macbeth, by the way?
XYZ: just came to mind with the magic comment
XYZ: the witches
Eos Amaterasu: bubbling
Eos Amaterasu: hmmm (stevenaia just walked by....)
Xs Andree giggles
Paradise Tennant: hiya eos .. xs XYZ :))
Xs Andree: I love that dress, it's so colorful, like a splintered raimbow
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Para
stevenaia Michinaga: yes, caught in lagland
Xs Andree: OMG
stevenaia Michinaga: hi XYZ, love your last name
Xs Andree: it almost reminds me of the hubble deep field, that is beautiful
stevenaia Michinaga: hi Xs
Eos Amaterasu: trapped in sticky time dilation
stevenaia Michinaga: Eos, PAra
Xs Andree: hi hi
Xs Andree: Hi Para!
Xs Andree waves waves
Xs Andree: OMG
Xs Andree: broken mirrir dress!!!
Xs Andree: i love you.
Xs Andree: that is so beautiful
stevenaia Michinaga: me?
stevenaia Michinaga: everyone is still rezzing
Xs Andree: Yours is too. But i was perving on Para's dress up close
stevenaia Michinaga: awww
Xs Andree: I perved on yours too, Steve

Paradise Tennant: thanks
Paradise Tennant: I really like vita's work she has an unbounded imagination
Xs Andree: Wow, thanks guys
Xs Andree: I want that dress.
Xs Andree: both of them.

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Eos Amaterasu: did anyone perv in on the 90 seconds?
stevenaia Michinaga: perv?
Paradise Tennant: ;))
Xs Andree: erm, still perving
Xs Andree: eee hee hee hee!
Paradise Tennant: was thinking on a great book I am reading .. lucid dreaming by robert waggoner :)) really worth reading
Eos Amaterasu: yes, by far the best on lucid dreaming, I think
Xs Andree: really?
Eos Amaterasu: explores in more depth the kinds of issues and questions PaB plays with
Paradise Tennant: he speaks to how are perceptions change the reality of dreams :)) and then suggests how implicit that same phenomena is in the waking world
Paradise Tennant: yes really enjoying it
Xs Andree: I had an exprience like that out in San Diego in ocean beach
Paradise Tennant: listens
Eos Amaterasu: "any object sufficiently considered creates a corresponding organ of perception" - Goethe
Xs Andree: was supposed to meet a friend, and we missed each other, and I lost my phone, i was homeless for four days
Xs Andree: eight days, lost my phone for four
Xs Andree: by the end of it all, whatever I imagined in my mind was coming real
Eos Amaterasu: that could be good or bad
Xs Andree: there were like...eight or ten of us doing it, we all wound up called out there and went on a wild whim and got stranded, and couldn't leave
Xs Andree: it was both
Xs Andree: we dreamed our way out of Cali and back home for each other
Eos Amaterasu: that's what we need
Xs Andree: and I started to really look at what I desired in my heart, through fear, or anger or desire, any desire at all.
Xs Andree: time has been slipping around a lot for me too, consequence preceding cause, or not being able to tell the difference...
Eos Amaterasu: time to wash the dishes, then
Xs Andree: remembering people I'd never met
Paradise Tennant: smiles sounds dreamlike
Paradise Tennant: have you had many lucid dreams xs ?
Xs Andree: let me copypaste that book real quick before I forget
Xs Andree: not since I was very young.
Paradise Tennant: he startswith a trick
Xs Andree: like a teenager, msot of them were apocalyptic and terrifying. I wouldn't sleep at night, then fall asleep in class
Paradise Tennant: a suggestion to remind your self to look at your hands and when you see your hands remember it is a dream
Paradise Tennant: sounds scary
Eos Amaterasu looks at his hands
Paradise Tennant: smiles do you ever lucid dream eos ?
Eos Amaterasu: yes, I've done some...
Eos Amaterasu: I usually tell by starting to fly (confirm I
Eos Amaterasu: confirm I'm dreaming)
Xs Andree: I haven't been able to remember my dreams for a while.
stevenaia Michinaga: relates to this week's theme...Deception
Eos Amaterasu: ah, that
Eos Amaterasu: that's what this week's theme is
Eos Amaterasu: can you say more about how "deception" was framed as a theme?
stevenaia Michinaga: if you just remember to write them do, they seem to stay with you longer, but you ahve to be quick
Eos Amaterasu: vanishing dream bubbles
Xs Andree: I've only remembered two since the summer upon waking, and none for like umm...a decade maybe before that. Except on Prozak.
stevenaia Michinaga: I jsut read it on the board... dreams seem to be an unreal aspect of yourself, yet they are all you
Paradise Tennant: wow stev :)
Paradise Tennant: you are so right

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stevenaia Michinaga: so we must all have that built into our own makup
stevenaia Michinaga: the deception is that we think dreams are not real
Eos Amaterasu: the deception is that we think this dream is real
Xs Andree: I dream things for other people all the time, when I'm meditating
Eos Amaterasu: so you're the one!
stevenaia Michinaga: lol
Xs Andree: ...what'd I do?
Paradise Tennant: smiles are senses are such deceivers !
Eos Amaterasu: & such creators
Xs Andree: I have..I mean, I wanted to give something back, no one in specific, it just seemed wrong not to.
Xs Andree: since I've gotten so much from this place.
Eos Amaterasu: the play's the thing, wherewith we'll catch the consciousness of the king
Paradise Tennant: well I believe our thoughts are really powerful they can heal and harm..
stevenaia Michinaga: you need a bit of deception to be creative
Xs Andree: ...
Xs Andree: I don't think it is decieving at all, until you witness it, it doesn't happen, even in physics
Xs Andree: it has no form until our observation fixes it into one
Eos Amaterasu: we are the willing audience of our perceptions
Xs Andree: those dresses are so beautiful, I can't stop looking at them

stevenaia Michinaga: and everyone elses
stevenaia Michinaga: smiles, thank you
Xs Andree: one is like a million supernovas, and the other is the shattered self image...
Xs Andree: right next to each other
Eos Amaterasu: dresses conceal to illumine
Xs Andree: I was about to write uriel with a broken mirror, the angel of death
Xs Andree: I"ve been thinking about her alot.
Xs Andree: well, her in my story
Eos Amaterasu: Blake's Uriel?
stevenaia Michinaga: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uriel
Xs Andree: I dunno Blake's Uriel, Uriel is in judaism and xtian lore one of the angels.
Eos Amaterasu: I think integers are also angels
stevenaia Michinaga: numbers?
Eos Amaterasu: whole numbers, each unique
stevenaia Michinaga: nods
stevenaia Michinaga: why angels?
Eos Amaterasu: essence without materiality
Eos Amaterasu is the last of the medieval philosophers
Xs Andree: ....
Eos Amaterasu: (re integers/angels, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ramanujan)
Paradise Tennant: smiles past 11 pm for me .. time to walk the pup and trundle off to bed :)) thank eos , xs stev XYZ for the conversation and the company :))
Xs Andree: my apologies, i haven't gotten to Uriel yet in my book...but Eos mentions integers...
Eos Amaterasu: must also dispers, past midnight, good night, all
Xs Andree: night you two
stevenaia Michinaga: night para, eos
Paradise Tennant: namaste my friends :))
stevenaia Michinaga: bedtime for me, sorry to leave you Xs
Xs Andree: no, its okay, thank you very much
Xs Andree: ack, you has my camera

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Xs Andree: ao on