The Guardian for this meeting was Eos Amaterasu. The comments are by Eos Amaterasu.

Xs Andree: ao off
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Xs
Xs Andree: Good evening Eos
Xs Andree: just got back from a halloween ball
Eos Amaterasu: cool....
Eos Amaterasu: HI Contre
Xs Andree waves
Eos Amaterasu: what/who were you in the ball, Xs?
Xs Andree: Glad you could make it, Sakito
Eos Amaterasu: Have you been here to PaB before, Contre?
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Sakito
Xs Andree: I'll get you a notecard, Saki
Sakito Nakamichi: Kirei da, Xs~
Xs Andree: you look very pretty today, Saki
Xs Andree: Azriel accepted my friendship offer again.
Xs Andree grins
Eos Amaterasu: I'll give you a notecard, Contre
Sakito Nakamichi: Honou desu ka?!
Sakito Nakamichi: o.o
Sakito Nakamichi: T
ContreCourant Resident: smiles
Sakito Nakamichi: Nanio o.o
ContreCourant Resident: thank you
Xs Andree: i can once again twist and writhe as i watch him log on and off.
Xs Andree: nanio...
Sakito Nakamichi: Desire. ❤
Sakito Nakamichi: I do eet.
Xs Andree: nanio
Sakito Nakamichi: "What the h***?!"
Eos Amaterasu: the chats here during regular sessions are logged to our wiki at http://wiki.playasbeing.org - are you cool with that?
Xs Andree: is Desire?
ContreCourant Resident: I am going to the big dome- I would like to see the exhbition. I hear it's excellent
Sakito Nakamichi: Yes, hai! I am accepting and happy with this.
Eos Amaterasu: Yes, very much so
Xs Andree: oh yeah, i forgot to mention that, thank you Eos
Sakito Nakamichi: Nanio is "what the h***?!"
ContreCourant Resident: bye bye
Eos Amaterasu: The NDR railroad can take you there
Xs Andree: oh, lol
Xs Andree: see you later, Contre
Xs Andree smiles, admiring Sakito in the quiet calm
Eos Amaterasu: yes, love the bluish purplish shades

Sakito Nakamichi: Xs has told me some about this place and its experiments, it sounds so interesting and different to me. When the ring is mostly see through... is that the sign? Or does it become less transparent?
Xs Andree: I do too.
Xs Andree: it'll be solid.

Eos Amaterasu: there's a bell every 15 minutes
Eos Amaterasu: and the mist rises
Eos Amaterasu: the red circle gets more solid
Eos Amaterasu: invitation to silence
Eos Amaterasu: only your mind is moving
Eos Amaterasu: only this world is moving
Eos Amaterasu: occupy your time
Eos Amaterasu: something like that :-)

Eos Amaterasu: wb, Contre
ContreCourant Resident: thank you
Eos Amaterasu: let's observe the openness of the next 90 seconds and then report back

--BELL--

Eos Amaterasu: any reports from the field trip?
ContreCourant Resident: mine?
Eos Amaterasu: sure, Contre

ContreCourant Resident: I went to the art dome where I found a big box. I went inside the box and sat in front of a buddha with an avi's head. they I returnd here and sat quietly again. Different sittings, different feelings. This as nicer
ContreCourant Resident: more open

Sakito Nakamichi: I'm always assaulted by thoughts, given quiet. But I suppose one of the less mundane ones was the question - is there such a thing as nothing? Even by virtue of having a name, it becomes a thing, something.
ContreCourant Resident: It's hard to imagine nothing

Eos Amaterasu: I was feeling the sensation of being joined together in this semi-artificial place from wherever we are around the world, in a moment of silence: how bizarre! how ordinary!

Sakito Nakamichi: So... as moot as it may be, I think I've come to the conclusion that there IS no such thing as an honest to Gods "nothing." ._.
Sakito Nakamichi: Oooh, I like that feeling too.
ContreCourant Resident: being is better than nothing
Sakito Nakamichi: Connected and yet apart
Eos Amaterasu: the facticity of existence itself is that kind of ordinary extraordinary
Eos Amaterasu: (not that I fully grok it yet....)
ContreCourant Resident says "grok" inside her head
Eos Amaterasu: The scariest thought I have ever experienced: what if there had just been nothing, and never been something?
Sakito Nakamichi giggles and does too, and decides he likes this word.
Xs Andree: grok
ContreCourant Resident: a sort of vacuum Eos?
Eos Amaterasu: if you go deep into that, you just recoil....
ContreCourant Resident: nods, nature abhors a vacuum
Sakito Nakamichi: Ya know... ironically, that kind of calms me down to think of in a tight spot
Eos Amaterasu: worse than vacuum, somehow
Eos Amaterasu: what if nothing had ever been?
Sakito Nakamichi: It's both horrid and glorious at the same time
ContreCourant Resident: we wouldn't be here to talk about it
Xs Andree: I love you, Saki
Sakito Nakamichi: But... when everything ELSE is horrid... >.>
ContreCourant Resident: but it isnt
ContreCourant Resident: horrid is a feeling we have
Eos Amaterasu: somehow That(ness) transcends existence/non-existence
Sakito Nakamichi: Perception, perception
ContreCourant Resident: yes
Xs Andree: interesting, Contre
Sakito Nakamichi: I love your head too, cenoXs~
Xs Andree: Did we speak of nothing the other night?
Xs Andree: i don't remember...
Xs Andree: i don't think we did
ContreCourant Resident: does that mean you didn't speak?
ContreCourant Resident: speaking of nothing = not speaking?
Sakito Nakamichi: Heheh. I think you're right!

Xs Andree: i was wondering if the subject of 'nothing' came up the other night. Sakito mentioned the curious way that even in naming 'nothing' it becomes something.
Eos Amaterasu: you can't point without pointing
Xs Andree: yet, when I meditate, nothing is what i seek.
ContreCourant Resident: yes, exactly. We were talking about that earlier
Eos Amaterasu: so what's the point?
ContreCourant Resident: dont seek
Sakito Nakamichi: I'm sure I said or mumbled something about it during the reunion
ContreCourant Resident: reunion?
Xs Andree: I'll do as i desire, thank you. :P
Eos Amaterasu: "do not search for the truth, only cease to cherish opinions"
Sakito Nakamichi: But then, do you end up seeking to not seek? xD
Eos Amaterasu: problem with seeking is that it projects a goal
ContreCourant Resident: ah that word, desire
Eos Amaterasu: do not search for the one; just drop the two
Xs Andree: If I have a goal, what is the problem with projecting it?
ContreCourant Resident: you may be disappointed
Sakito Nakamichi: Xs gave me a wonderful gift the other night, when I was feeling not so bueno. It felt like a reunion after a long time gone.
Eos Amaterasu: you mistake the projection for something out there
Xs Andree: i'm sure everyone will learn to live with my dissapointment
ContreCourant Resident: but will you?
Xs Andree: Anything that is, that i know of, is a projection.
Sakito Nakamichi: That's always my problem. ._.;
ContreCourant Resident: nods
Eos Amaterasu: we are awash in desires
ContreCourant Resident: I have to go back to work now- sorry
Eos Amaterasu: let them flow
Sakito Nakamichi: Learning to deal with how others deal with something you revealed or projected, always hard for me
Xs Andree: not everything is Noumena, phenomena exists. if i wish to observe it, then it must be phenomena by definition
Eos Amaterasu: ciao, contre
Sakito Nakamichi: Don't be sorry, I'm glad to have met you
ContreCourant Resident: byee
Eos Amaterasu: thanks for joining in
Xs Andree wave to Contre
ContreCourant Resident: thanks for the nice welcome

--BELL--

 Xs Andree: A friend of mine said the same thing to me last night, Eos
Eos Amaterasu: they said....?
Xs Andree: To let my river flow, to realize it has a natural course, that it can be altered, or other tributaries taken, but to try to damn up the flow of all of the river is more damage than to simply allow a little flood or erosion along the banks.
Eos Amaterasu: hmm, yes, first is to just let the river be (apologies to Sandy's victims, btw)
Eos Amaterasu: I was noting how in the 90 seconds everything is permitted
Eos Amaterasu: but nothing is amped up or pushed down
Eos Amaterasu: just let be
Sakito Nakamichi: Sandy is a terribly unintimidating name.
Eos Amaterasu: so it relaxes
Xs Andree smiles
Eos Amaterasu: not being pushed or pulled by me & my projections of good, bad, friend, enemy
Sakito Nakamichi: Then again, so was Katrina, and the names of a majority of other people who massively changed the course of history and life.
Sakito Nakamichi: I'll have to work on that part of it
Xs Andree: I have a beatles shirt that says that. "Let it be" it was a gift to me, and without fail someone always thanks me for wearing it.
Sakito Nakamichi: I'm very tied to my sense of right and wrong, or what I think I should or am expected to think about the matter
Eos Amaterasu: the trick is to not let it be as "don't bother", but to be awake and allow things to arise as they do
Xs Andree: Certainly, i think there is a right, and a wrong, but for me, it helps to consider it more...Correct and incorrect...or appropriate or inappropriate...or timely and untimely
Xs Andree: interesting...Eos. Observation is participation as well, so the question of participation is like the question of heat...it is a matter of degree, rather than absence of
Eos Amaterasu: that participation may be a hint of non-duality re perception
Xs Andree: I have a hard time deciding when aggressive action is appropriate, as opposed to passive action.

Eos Amaterasu: there is a heuristic for that
Xs Andree: i have a problem understanding duality as well.
Eos Amaterasu: or for deciding at all
Xs Andree listens
Eos Amaterasu: 1) rest your mind in non-thought
Eos Amaterasu: That is essential
Eos Amaterasu: 2) watch the bubbles arise
Xs Andree nod
Eos Amaterasu: neither following nor pushing away
Eos Amaterasu: 3) follow the biggest one
Eos Amaterasu: :-)
Xs Andree: ...
Eos Amaterasu: 1) is the key

Xs Andree: the bubbling within?
Xs Andree: the first desire
Eos Amaterasu: within you without you
Eos Amaterasu: flicker of light
Eos Amaterasu: smell of cinnamon
Eos Amaterasu: memory mixed with desire :-)
Xs Andree: my vision within is clearer than without. my intuition is clear, but discernment is clouded
Eos Amaterasu: always ask, who is discerning?
Xs Andree: lol that doesn't help!
Eos Amaterasu: the laughter is the key!
Xs Andree: okay.
Xs Andree: yeah
Eos Amaterasu: "humour is easier than sanity, and more fun" - St Jude
Sakito Nakamichi: Trying to disentangle desire from myself... even trying to just identify them differently... it seems like such a steep hill
Eos Amaterasu: that's a good one, yes
Eos Amaterasu: disentangling desire from oneself
Eos Amaterasu: manual labour: notice things as they come up
Xs Andree smiles
Sakito Nakamichi: I'm not quite sure what you mean by the manual labour part
Xs Andree: Are you sure you wish to disentangle yourself from desire?
Eos Amaterasu: let's notice things as they come up in the next 90 seconds
Sakito Nakamichi: No
Xs Andree: i know you've suffered much from it...
Xs Andree nods

--BELL--

Eos Amaterasu: kind of a state of high alert, noticing things as they come up
Xs Andree: it is allright to suffer.
Eos Amaterasu: can u say more?
Sakito Nakamichi: Hard to deal with, or at least strange. Odd and unnatural for me to really observe my own thoughts
Xs Andree: waiting for Sakito,

Eos Amaterasu: interesting, Sakito
Eos Amaterasu: the naturalness of observing my own thoughts;
Eos Amaterasu: how about the naturalness of shaping a sentence?
Eos Amaterasu: or naturalness of expressing, dressing, wearing an outfit
Eos Amaterasu: but you can also alienate from any of those
Eos Amaterasu: how to wear one's own thoughts, naturally
Eos Amaterasu: (title of a self-help book)

Sakito Nakamichi: yet it feels like sometimes when I really do try it, they just... they become fleeting. Trying to carve out a new ideal, percept or genuine theory (such as in science) of something
Eos Amaterasu: an interesting dialectic, back and forth, perhaps there?
Sakito Nakamichi: It's in my nature.
Eos Amaterasu: that's another 90 seconds framing: try to hold on to thoughts or whatever arises
Eos Amaterasu: One thing about thoughts: I don't think I really actively "think" my thoughts - rather, they just happen by themselves
Eos Amaterasu: if anything, my thoughts think me :-)
Sakito Nakamichi: It feels that way a lot of times
Eos Amaterasu: is that the floating world?
Sakito Nakamichi: The term - the Floating World has another meaning to me as well. But to put it like that seems an apt description if that's truly what happens

--BELL--

Eos Amaterasu: Thank you, Sakito and Xs
Eos Amaterasu: good night!
Sakito Nakamichi: And you too!
Sakito Nakamichi: It was a pleasure to meet you
Xs Andree smiles
Xs Andree: you look lovely tonight, Sakito. I like this side of you.
Sakito Nakamichi: Visual, or metal?
Sakito Nakamichi: Although I think I'm always 'mental' anyways. xD
Xs Andree grins
Xs Andree: I like to think of everyone as a manifestation of their own dream
Xs Andree: that the body does not dream the dream, that doesnt make any sense to me
Xs Andree: But that the dream, dreams the body
Xs Andree: That is not to say that this dream, the real world...
Sakito Nakamichi: But an extension
Xs Andree: simply because it is another illusion, does not make it less important.
Xs Andree nods
Sakito Nakamichi nodnods also
Xs Andree: we are the vehicle which allows our dreams to be made real, to draw our dreams from the immaterial to the material
Xs Andree: without it, existence would be much different, and i think not as lovely
Xs Andree: This world...is the one into which we all dream together, the real world
Xs Andree: which is why it is not so mutable as the one which dreams it, or the spiritual world
Xs Andree: but, it is mutable.
Xs Andree: some think by consensus, by the collective efforts of many dreaming the same dreams. Certainly that is powerful, however...
Xs Andree: it is also unstable
Sakito Nakamichi: Very true
Sakito Nakamichi: Volatile and frenzied
Xs Andree: it seems easy, just get others to agree, yes?
Xs Andree grins wide
Sakito Nakamichi: Hay! That's a trick question!
Sakito Nakamichi: Stop tryin'a trap the trap! D:
Xs Andree: But then, all of what they agree comes together, and they all crystalize that agreement, together...what one person can guide that, when they are part of the dream, dreaming them as well...because part of the dream is to change people.
Sakito Nakamichi: Naw... that'd make me a sad panda if you did. *giggles* But... even with such a volatile existence, I think I like the one in here a little better.
Xs Andree: i wasn't, what trick do you see though?
Sakito Nakamichi: It's seemingly easy, to just get others to agree with something - and then I was going to say yes, but had that "haaaay... waitaminnut..." thought. xD
Xs Andree: lol
Xs Andree: okay, because you woud be agreeing
Sakito Nakamichi: And if I was a sad panda, I'd be endangered. :x
Xs Andree: Giles taught me that...it is important to disagree.
Xs Andree: it is important to dream your own dream, because it is the dream youve been given, by yourself, to do so.
Sakito Nakamichi: It may generally be easy to get others to agree... if only because it's easier for them to just agree than to go against something, I suppose.
Xs Andree: I suppose i should clarify my conflict, i'm not teaching you, i'm asking you my questions
Sakito Nakamichi: And yet it's so weird the sudden massive objections that pop up out of nowhere, because it was just a snowball at first, but no body hurled it before it started going down the mountain and then it ended up being gigantic
Xs Andree: these are my questions i ask, I don't know the answers to them
Xs Andree: yeah.
Xs Andree: When I was in ocean Beach over the summer, I had a really life changing week, it was actually more than a week it was 8 days
Xs Andree: seven is perfection, 8, being one more than perfection, is grace
Sakito Nakamichi: What happened?

--BELL--

Xs Andree: for this topic, to keep it brief, a small group of people wound up in Ocean Beach on a crazy whim, drawn from long distances
Xs Andree: all different reasons, but each of us knowing we'd find something important and life changing. none of us had Ocean Beach as thier destination, we simply got diverted there and stranded
Xs Andree: While we were there, we were taught that we could Manifest the things we needed
Xs Andree: I had $300 on me, that I used mostly to help out whoever I could, as i was led to, but it only lasted a few days
Xs Andree: But i couldn't leave, even with only needing $15 to get out
Xs Andree: i had a bus ticket i could transfer the date on
Xs Andree: But whenever I got out of Ocean beach, i'd wind up lost, confused and it would get worse and worse until I returned
Xs Andree: others had different experiences which kept them there.
Xs Andree: none of us had a place to stay
Xs Andree: we were all on the streets
Xs Andree: and we found that manifesting our own desires was difficult, however doing so for each other was very, very easy
Xs Andree: we'd do it in two's or threes, and share our bounty with each other
Xs Andree: So, while looking for my lost phone, i was led on a merry wild goose chase, but one that led me to things I needed more than my phone
Xs Andree: my phone had become like a beacon, following the trail of my phone, led me to what i needed next
Xs Andree: it was by a crystal shop that one of the older residents of Ocean Beach called to me, and said...Break Bread with me.
Xs Andree: i'd already been fasting, it was my fourth day, I had eaten nothing, but i still was not hungry, yet i knew, even as she pulled food out of her bag, she meant something else.
Xs Andree: She saw that i understood when i agreed.
Xs Andree: So i sat, and she said to me..
Xs Andree: A new chakram had opened, one not seen before. it was turqoise
Xs Andree: While it was important for me to stay, she knew it was also important that i move on as well.
Xs Andree: And that i would, to be patient
Xs Andree: She said "This will seem like a dream to you, it is important that you remember. it is NOT a dream. it is real"
Xs Andree: And that my dreams would return to me, I hadn't dreamed much at all for a decade
Xs Andree: and that an important change was coming, and to not be afraid.
Xs Andree: And without obligating me to share her food, so I could continue the fast i'd told no one about, she left.
Xs Andree: *sings* But she wants to be sure...because you know sometimes words have two meanings...
Xs Andree: And as we wind on down that road
Xs Andree: Our shadows taller than our souls
Xs Andree: There is a lady we all know
Xs Andree: Who shines white light and wants to show
Xs Andree: how everything still turns to gold
Xs Andree: And if you listen very hard
Xs Andree: The tune will come to you at last
Xs Andree: When all is one, and one is all
Xs Andree: To be a rock
Xs Andree: and not to roll

--BELL--

Xs Andree: ...and she's buying...a stairway
Xs Andree: To heaven.
Sakito Nakamichi: I thought that was the song.
Xs Andree nods
Xs Andree: funny how all the xtian groups and books i read in my studies as a small child
Xs Andree: said that was the devils work
Sakito Nakamichi: Nande? Music?
Xs Andree: And when the theif is caught red handed, his only defense is to deflect, to point his finger at another and cry "THIEF THIEF" and slip away in shame during the confusion
Xs Andree: lol yeah
Xs Andree: well..biblically, the prince of persia calls upon a demon who uses music to lead astray the pure hearted
Xs Andree: blah blah blah
Xs Andree: So, the words that have two meanings
Xs Andree: This is not a dream, this is real
Xs Andree: I heard them both, and knew both meanings to be true..what happened in Ocean beach, was not a dream, it certainly seemed like one, but it is real
Xs Andree: And this world, not the one we speak in now, this digital spirituality, this reflection of what we are already doing in the spiritual...
Xs Andree: But the world we call real
Xs Andree: although it is an illusion, it is real.
Xs Andree: Be careful in it, no matter what you learn of dreams and reality
Xs Andree: This is the real world
Xs Andree: it is the only one in which all of our dreams are manifested at once
Xs Andree: it is special, and not to be thought of as base or unholy or even impure
Xs Andree: it is the one in which your dream manifests you
Xs Andree: and me mine
Xs Andree: and we can meet
Xs Andree: And break bread, it is the one where compassion and cruelty matters the most
Xs Andree: it is the one where you can live, and die.
Xs Andree: however...
Xs Andree: it is still mutable, malleable, especially when others come together in shared belief to change and alter this world
Xs Andree: But to be part of that, means that the dream will change you as well. others will dream who you are, and you may become that if you are not careful.
Xs Andree: Desire is not just want, it is fear and anger as well, it is hope and love, greed and charity, pride and humility
Xs Andree: and in ocean beach i learned that as well, i saw zombies, i saw the sky open up to a crack, i saw evil portents carved in clouds perfectly, not fuzzy and indistinct, but a web cut perfectly into the sky with sharp lines
Sakito Nakamichi: And yet none of those. It is ultimately hard to define.
Xs Andree: yeah...it is
Xs Andree: But not hard to know, it bubbles up from the soul when we clear our minds
Xs Andree: when i came back, i stopped manifesting, i was no longer in a protected, peaceful place, watched over by the town elders and my brothers and sisters who were called.
Lucinda Lavender: Hi all...I think I will set my avi here while I practice my music in SL
Xs Andree: I'd come out with a powerful realization, and i understood, it isn't a matter of 'how do you do this" it is a matter of how one does it efficiently
Lucinda Lavender: Sorry...RL
Xs Andree: Can you stream it here for us?
Lucinda Lavender: not sure i would know how...
Xs Andree: because we are all doing it.
Lucinda Lavender: my voice is scratcy tonight
Lucinda Lavender: I just wanted to check in and say hi

--BELL--

Lucinda Lavender: hope all are safe
Sakito Nakamichi: Have a lovely evening
Xs Andree: i thnk so. I was explaining to Sakito my own questions.
Xs Andree: so...when I got back, i stopped, because i didn't want to to something with it i didn't intend.
Xs Andree: or rather, i didn't want to intend something i didn't want to do, because it is all about intention...even the ones we don't want to admit.
Xs Andree: lol
Xs Andree: by the time i got here, i was a wreck, i was stronger in will than i'd ever been before, yet i was still losing
Xs Andree: it reminded me of when you came to see me the other night, your emotions wound so tight, your passions so powerful, it was beautiful, but you seemed paralyzed and crippled in pain
Xs Andree: all i really knew how to do was to share my own with you, to let you know you weren't alone.
Xs Andree: its okay to suffer, its okay to cling to desire, it is okay to live passionately and fall to peices. You should have no shame in doing so.
Xs Andree: but it does help if at least you know why.
Xs Andree: because then you can choose, you can decide..is this worth suffering for...some things are
Xs Andree: suffering teaches us who we are.
Xs Andree: But...the more i sift out the things i think are worth suffering for, for me...
Sakito Nakamichi scoots over, laying his head in your lap. "It's hard to know what to do with it, other than to shoot yourself in the head with it."
Xs Andree: I"m surprised at how many i don't have to suffer for.
Xs Andree: you can let some of it go.
Xs Andree: if desire is what you want, you won't have any of that with a bullet in your head..
Xs Andree: too much is too much hon.
Xs Andree: and you don't need a bullet to stop the suffering either.
Xs Andree: i ain't happy
Xs Andree: I"m feeling glad
Xs Andree: I got sunshine
Xs Andree: In a bag
Xs Andree: I'm useless, but not for long
Xs Andree: my future....
Xs Andree: is comin on
Xs Andree: Finally someone let me out of my cage
Xs Andree: now, time for me is nothin cause i'm countin no age
Xs Andree: now i couldn't be there
Xs Andree: now you shouldn't be scared
Xs Andree: i'm good at repairs and I'm under each snare
Xs Andree: intangible
Xs Andree: Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Xs Andree: panoramic view
Xs Andree: look I'll make it all manageable
Xs Andree: pick and choose
Xs Andree: sit and lose
Xs Andree: all you different crews
Xs Andree: chicks and dudes
Xs Andree: Who you really think is kickin tunes
Xs Andree: Are you gettin down in the picture tube
Xs Andree: like you lit the fuse
Xs Andree: you think it's fictional
Xs Andree: mystical? maybe
Xs Andree: Spiritual, hearable
Xs Andree: what appears in you
Xs Andree: is clearer view
Xs Andree: cause you're too crazy
Xs Andree: lifeless
Xs Andree: To know what the definition of life is
Xs Andree: Priceless for you

--BELL--

Xs Andree: because I put you on the hype
Xs Andree: You like it? Gunsmokin' righteous with one toke
Xs Andree: Psychic among those
Xs Andree: Possess you with one go
Xs Andree: ...I am happy, I'm feeling glad
Xs Andree: I got sunshine, in a bag
Xs Andree: I'm useless,but not for long
Xs Andree: The future is coming on
Xs Andree: ...Is coming on
Xs Andree: The essence, the basics
Xs Andree: Without it you make it
Xs Andree: Allow me to make this
Xs Andree: Childlike in nature
Xs Andree: Rhythm
Xs Andree: you have it or you don't
Sakito Nakamichi: I don't remember what song that is
Xs Andree: That's a fallacy
Xs Andree: mmmhm
Xs Andree: i thought you would
Xs Andree: i'm in them
Xs Andree: Every sprouting tre
Xs Andree: every child apeice
Xs Andree: every cloud you see
Xs Andree: you see with your eyes
Xs Andree: I see destruction and demise
Xs Andree: Corruption in disquise
Xs Andree: From this fucking enterprise
Xs Andree: now i'm sucking to your lies
Xs Andree: Through Russ, though not his muscles but the precussion he provides
Lucinda Lavender: tell me if you can hear this..just for fun...
Xs Andree: With me as a guide
Xs Andree: Yay!!!
Xs Andree: lucinda got it!
Lucinda Lavender: :)
Xs Andree: But y'all can see me now
Lucinda Lavender: it is my practice music
Xs Andree: Cause you don't see with your eye
Sakito Nakamichi: :o
Xs Andree: you percieve with your mind
Xs Andree: Thats the inner
Xs Andree: So imma stick around with russ and be a mentor
Xs Andree: With a few rhymes so motherfuckers
Xs Andree: Remember where the thought is
Xs Andree: i brought all this
Xs Andree: So you can survive
Xs Andree: When law is lawless
Xs Andree: Feelings, sensations that you thougth were dead
Xs Andree: no squealing
Xs Andree: REmember...
Xs Andree grins
Xs Andree: it's all in your head
Xs Andree: the butlerian jihad should come soon!
Xs Andree: :P
Xs Andree: machines that can't think doing the thinking for us
Xs Andree: it is good to see your rainbow of colors again, lucinda
Lucinda Lavender: thanks:)
Xs Andree: And your beautiful snowy hair
Lucinda Lavender: I wish in RL it was so snowy
Xs Andree: Are you elder in real life age?
Lucinda Lavender: 58
Xs Andree: 40
Lucinda Lavender: ah
Xs Andree: And very glad i've always considered age to be a special beauty...because i'm about to have it soon enough.
Lucinda Lavender: sometimes 40 feels like 50...
Lucinda Lavender: and 30 feels like 40
Lucinda Lavender: when younger it seems so old
Lucinda Lavender: and from the age of a teen...the twenties seem very grown up
Lucinda Lavender: or so it appeared to me at that time
Lucinda Lavender: so you could hear my practice music when I put the speaker on?
Xs Andree: yeah, it was really fuzzy though
Lucinda Lavender: ah
Lucinda Lavender: good to know
Lucinda Lavender: I have not used voice for quite a long time
Lucinda Lavender: was not sure
Lucinda Lavender: just curious
Lucinda Lavender: I should go soon.
Lucinda Lavender: I hope you have a good evening
Lucinda Lavender: and night

--BELL--

Xs Andree: Welcome back, Sakito, did you crash?
Sakito Nakamichi: Awww, she left
Sakito Nakamichi: Yar :x
Xs Andree: yeah
Xs Andree: i think she was only here to look at your pretty body.
Xs Andree winks
Sakito Nakamichi: .////.
Xs Andree: do you want to go somewhere and relax a bit?
Xs Andree: hang out?
Xs Andree: do nothing?
Sakito Nakamichi: Hai!
Xs Andree winks
Xs Andree: let me sneak my hand under your dress?
Xs Andree: :P
Sakito Nakamichi: Ne, what th-the club place thing earlie... .////.
Xs Andree: Olina island?
Xs Andree: sure, lets go see if someone is there to give you a tour and invite you in
Xs Andree: did you get it?
Xs Andree: ao on
Xs Andree: meet you there hon, i want to fix my bewbies
Xs Andree kisses
Sakito Nakamichi snickergiggles and kisses 'em
Xs Andree: :P
Xs Andree: save it for the club dearest