2011.06.28 19:00 - Play as Confidence

The Guardian for this meeting was Eos Amaterasu. The comments are by Eos Amaterasu.

stevenaia Michinaga: waves
Paradise Tennant: hiya stev
stevenaia Michinaga: thought you were pretending to be observerm today
stevenaia Michinaga: hello Eos
Paradise Tennant: smiles I have had a long hectic day that started at 4.30 am today .. just finally finished sitting with a nice cold glass of proseco and waiting for my brother to arrive momentarily going to have to pouf when he does :)
Paradise Tennant: hiya eos :)
stevenaia Michinaga: sounds like a long day
Eos Amaterasu: HI gals!
stevenaia Michinaga: smiles
stevenaia Michinaga: feel free to join us
Eos Amaterasu: this is the best waiting room in the world

--BELL--

stevenaia Michinaga: looks up Prosecco.. sounds refreshing
stevenaia Michinaga: hi Druth
druth Vlodovic: hi guys
Eos Amaterasu: hi druth
stevenaia Michinaga: hi Arch
druth Vlodovic: hi arch
Eos Amaterasu: Hi arch!
Archmage Atlantis: Guten Abend, Eos, druth, Steve.....and most fair Paradise
Paradise Tennant: hiya arch druth gtsy :)
Eos Amaterasu: if paradise be not fair, what glimmer of hope may there be left?
Paradise Tennant: lol you are full of light eos ..thank you :)
Archmage Atlantis: I always read gtsy as gutsey, tho I know it means good to see you
Eos Amaterasu: ha ha :-)
Paradise Tennant: smiles at arch good to see you arch :)
Archmage Atlantis: Namaste - or may my god recognize yours
Eos Amaterasu: :-)
Eos Amaterasu: nice way to put it
Eos Amaterasu: may I hold you in the best intention that I may hold myself in
stevenaia Michinaga: Waves to Caladonia, ltns
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Ewan
Eos Amaterasu: Cal
Ewan Bonham: Hi Folks!
Eos Amaterasu: wow, Cal's walking on air!
stevenaia Michinaga: oops Caledonia
Ewan Bonham: Just rezzing...:)
stevenaia Michinaga: hi Ewan
Archmage Atlantis: Follow the vector lines
Eos Amaterasu: welcome to the Paradise's waiting room :-)
Eos Amaterasu: exit "the" stage left
stevenaia Michinaga: we will keep you company and try to keep you awake

Archmage introduces a theme

Archmage Atlantis: I have a topic
Eos Amaterasu cups his ear
Archmage Atlantis: The beginning of creation

stevenaia has a backup theme

stevenaia Michinaga: I have a backup :)
Paradise Tennant: hiya ewan caledonaia :)
Eos Amaterasu: (always good to have)
Eos Amaterasu: and what was your backup, stevenaia
Eos Amaterasu: ?
Archmage Atlantis: Perhaps starting with the backup
Eos Amaterasu: let the themes play

stevenaia Michinaga: begins with a short sory
stevenaia Michinaga: story
Archmage Atlantis: would work better
stevenaia Michinaga: I was at Tai CHi challs to day and the teacher was telling us to be confident in our practice
stevenaia Michinaga: even if we were not
Caledonia Heron: hi :)
stevenaia Michinaga: although she didn;t say it.. what I heard was "Play as Confidence"
Paradise Tennant: yes believe that .. confidence in your ability whether immediate or not is important almost confidence as faith
Eos Amaterasu: play as if the "if" in "if I were confident" were not there....
Paradise Tennant: the expertise the grace the skill will come
stevenaia Michinaga: yes, practice with intent (no one watching will know)
stevenaia Michinaga: reminded me of what we do here
Eos Amaterasu: or play as if the watcher and holder backer of confidence were let go
stevenaia Michinaga: practice with the intent of discovery
Eos Amaterasu: then you're coming from nowhere
Archmage Atlantis: Stevenaia, .....only you are watching
Eos Amaterasu: so not leaning on anything
Eos Amaterasu: so at the beginning of...
Eos Amaterasu: ... creation
Eos Amaterasu: :-)
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
stevenaia Michinaga: not knowing what to do is the first step to Play
Eos Amaterasu: Perhaps theme for upcoming 90 second pause: not knowing what to do is the first step of Play
Eos Amaterasu: "give up all hope of fruition"
Paradise Tennant: and you know rightness and perfection is such a subjective study :)
Eos Amaterasu: then you don't hold back
Archmage Atlantis: Sister-brother friend, there is no try, there is only do. (flicks grey wrinked ears)

--BELL--

Eos Amaterasu: any experiences of reflections on Play as Confidence?
Paradise Tennant: lol only that i know mine soars on good hair days :) loll and plumets when I should be wearing a hat :)
stevenaia Michinaga: kept thinking of a baby'sfirst step.... it;s all in the first step
Ewan Bonham: Lol...or feel like we should for some reason...:)
stevenaia Michinaga: no looking back
Archmage Atlantis: You have your first grandchild?
stevenaia Michinaga: no for a long time in the future
stevenaia Michinaga: Not
Ewan Bonham: To me, Play means a confidence in our own perfection, regardless of what and how we are doing..:)
stevenaia Michinaga: Ewan, you mean everything is perfect?
Ewan Bonham: I believe our true essence is perfect.
Ewan Bonham: Young kids know this...
Ewan Bonham: They do not feel self conscious...:)
stevenaia Michinaga: smiles, yes it is that simple isn;t it
Eos Amaterasu: and that can be expressed through mistakes as well as through 10 out of 10
Eos Amaterasu: kids make lots of mistakes :-)
Ewan Bonham: Yes...
Eos Amaterasu: that's how they learn
Eos Amaterasu: that's perfection grooming itself
druth Vlodovic: they haven't learned to judge yet, be nice to forget how :)
Ewan Bonham: And when they 'pretend', it is just as real for them...:)
stevenaia Michinaga: yes, after all Edison only really made one lightbulb that workes
Ewan Bonham: Yes, Eos..
stevenaia Michinaga: he is not known for his failures
Eos Amaterasu: yes, they see that our real is delightful pretense
Ewan Bonham: Smile...Steve
Paradise Tennant: smiles I agree ewan there is something profoundly appealing about the egalitarian nature of true perfection
Paradise Tennant: sorry guys brother just arrived got to scoot
stevenaia Michinaga: waves bye to Paradise
Ewan Bonham: Smiling...I like that, Para...ega;itarian..
Eos Amaterasu: bye Para, great to spend a bit of time here
Caledonia Heron: excuse me
druth Vlodovic: have fun paradise, and paradise's brother
stevenaia Michinaga: yes Cal?
stevenaia Michinaga: poofs
Aphrodite Macbain: Hi
Eos Amaterasu: hi Aphrodite
stevenaia Michinaga: seems thre is perfection, everything else is judgement
Ewan Bonham: Hi Aphro
Aphrodite Macbain: sonded like an interesting discussion
Aphrodite Macbain: sounded
druth Vlodovic: hey aph
stevenaia Michinaga: hi Aphodite
Aphrodite Macbain: hey druth, tevenaia, arch, ewan, Eos
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
Aphrodite Macbain: st
Eos Amaterasu: Arch, can you say more about "beginning of creation"?
Aphrodite Macbain: true perfection?
stevenaia Michinaga: those who do, do it with perfection,
stevenaia Michinaga: those who don't judge
Aphrodite Macbain: do what?
Aphrodite Macbain: then perfection is irrelevant
stevenaia Michinaga: what ever it is you are doing Aphrodite
stevenaia Michinaga: irrelevent to who?
Aphrodite Macbain: is perfect?
Aphrodite Macbain: judging implies evaluating
Aphrodite Macbain: if people dont judge, the term perect is meaningless
Aphrodite Macbain: perfect
druth Vlodovic: which is just about perfect
Aphrodite Macbain: he he
Eos Amaterasu: there's the imperfect to perfect continuum game
Aphrodite Macbain: past and plus perfect
Eos Amaterasu: and then there's the space or presence experiencing that continuum
Eos Amaterasu: that space transcends the game
Eos Amaterasu: within our continuum we call it, by analogy, perfection
Aphrodite Macbain: like the ocean and the wave
Eos Amaterasu: Nadia Comenici, 10 out 10 on the parallel bars
Aphrodite Macbain: good better best. who decides? who judges?

--BELL--

Eos Amaterasu: that's perfection: at least relative perfection
Aphrodite Macbain: only my relatives think I'm perfect
Archmage Atlantis: The beginning of creation is being, and in being there is not perfection, not is there a lack of perfection....there is only being
Archmage Atlantis: I must go
stevenaia Michinaga: arean;t waves perfect as they can only be what they are. We are but another kind of wave
Eos Amaterasu: thanks for the theme contribution, arch
stevenaia Michinaga: bye Arch
Eos Amaterasu waves
Aphrodite Macbain: there is no beginning and end; it's a construct
Aphrodite Macbain: Bye
Aphrodite Macbain: Bye! Arch
druth Vlodovic: I'm off as well, have fun all
Eos Amaterasu: bye druth
stevenaia Michinaga: bye druth
Aphrodite Macbain: Bye
Aphrodite Macbain: Bye! druth
Aphrodite Macbain: Hi bertram
Eos Amaterasu: constructs insist on having beginnings and ends
Bertrum Resident: hi everyone.
Aphrodite Macbain: sorry Bertrum
Eos Amaterasu: Hi Bertrum
Aphrodite Macbain: yes
stevenaia Michinaga: hi Bertrum, ltns, many new and old faces this week
Aphrodite Macbain: but in a Buddhist universe there are cycles, not beginnings and endings
Eos Amaterasu: not particularly Buddhist, more an eastern meme
Aphrodite Macbain: no better or worse
stevenaia Michinaga: I thought the cycles eventully result in elightenment
stevenaia Michinaga: seem ther eis a better
Eos Amaterasu: enlightenment transcends the cycles
Eos Amaterasu: it's like dropping: the cycles don't fall to the ground with a thud
Aphrodite Macbain: Hmmm. Im reading " The Quantum and the Lotus" -conversations between Mattieu Ricard and Trin Xuan huan
Aphrodite Macbain: discssing "where Buddhism and science meet"
Eos Amaterasu: gad, I first read that as Tintin :-)
Aphrodite Macbain: !?
Aphrodite Macbain: published in 2000
Eos Amaterasu: they meet at Play as Being :-)
Aphrodite Macbain: yes!
Aphrodite Macbain: brb
Aphrodite Macbain: phone
Eos Amaterasu: How would you describe the steps to confidence, stevenaia? Or are there steps?
stevenaia Michinaga: that;s just it, not steps, jsut a frame of mind, a choice from one moment to another
Eos Amaterasu: "a choice from one moment to another"....
Eos Amaterasu: what is that choice, or is there a choice?
stevenaia Michinaga: you can choose to "Be" confident in what you do, even if you don;t know the dance moves... no one knows you son;t know
Eos Amaterasu: :-)
stevenaia Michinaga: *don;t
Eos Amaterasu: we're all improvising
Eos Amaterasu: playing
stevenaia Michinaga: yes, the moves are all yours, the confidence is all yours, how could they be "untrue"
Eos Amaterasu: perhaps we meet not in the right move, but in between the moves, in the making of the moves, imperfect though they may be

--BELL--

stevenaia Michinaga: seems "lack of confidence" takes a lot more work (questioning, doubting, judging)
Eos Amaterasu: takes lots of energy, occupies all our time
Eos Amaterasu: frittering away from that openness, scary from the outside
stevenaia Michinaga: draws you into the past
stevenaia Michinaga: destroys the view ahead
Eos Amaterasu: you're pre-occupied, so you don't attend right where you are
stevenaia Michinaga: nod, there too :)
stevenaia Michinaga: gets to" letting go"
Eos Amaterasu: that's the "everyday practice": moment by moment to be let go
Eos Amaterasu: then you are a child of the universe
Eos Amaterasu: learning to be human
stevenaia Michinaga: seems if you recognize that you will excel, human has that quality
Eos Amaterasu: I guess Tai Chi is one practice of both letting go and having confidence in both space and intention
stevenaia Michinaga: it creats an environement of open ended learning... some thing you can never complete, you can only get better each time you do it
Eos Amaterasu: infinte game
Eos Amaterasu: *infinite
stevenaia Michinaga: infinite patience with yourself
Eos Amaterasu: ∞
Eos Amaterasu: oO∞Oo

--BELL--

stevenaia Michinaga: sounds like a perfect ending
stevenaia Michinaga: :)
stevenaia Michinaga: night all
Eos Amaterasu: 'night
Eos Amaterasu: Thank you all - I must go as well
Bertrum Resident: night everyone.