2012.08.03 01:00 - Where I Wanted to Be

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[01:04] Wol Euler: timezone-appropriate greetings, twitchy :)
[01:04] TwitchyEars Resident: LOL
[01:04] TwitchyEars Resident: thank you same to you :D
[01:04] Wol Euler: well, one never knows. Might be the middle of the night for you
[01:04] TwitchyEars Resident: i live in same time zone as sl
[01:04] TwitchyEars Resident: so its 1am for me
[01:05] Wol Euler: exactly :)
[01:05] Wol Euler: morning here, 10 am
[01:05] TwitchyEars Resident: eeeps
[01:05] TwitchyEars Resident: bit of a difference
[01:05] Wol Euler: mmhmm
[01:06] Wol Euler: that old "the earth is round" thing :)
[01:06] TwitchyEars Resident: hmmmm ive heard that but havent sailed to the edge to check
[01:06] Wol Euler sighs. This dress is clearly not intended for sitting down
[01:06] TwitchyEars Resident: sea monsters scare me
[01:06] Wol Euler: true. I haven't been all the way around either, so I can't say that I know from experience either
[01:07] TwitchyEars Resident: i was born on an island grew up on an island and hate the ocean
[01:07] Wol Euler: heheheh
[01:07] TwitchyEars Resident: somewhat ironic
[01:07] Wol Euler: tricky.
[01:07] Wol Euler: ironic or understandable :)
[01:07] Wol Euler: perhaps, like people growing up in a big city hating traffic
[01:08] TwitchyEars Resident: sorta cept you can get away from traffic
[01:08] TwitchyEars Resident: islands are isolating sometimes youre just stuck
[01:08] Wol Euler: true
[01:08] Wol Euler: are you still on that island?

[01:08] TwitchyEars Resident: whoever said living on an island was romantic obviously never lived on an island
[01:08] TwitchyEars Resident: no i live in the desert now
[01:08] Wol Euler smiles.
[01:09] Wol Euler: hehehe, from one extreme to the other
[01:09] TwitchyEars Resident: yus from rain forest to desert
[01:09] Wol Euler: was that intentional?
[01:09] TwitchyEars Resident: only 550 km
[01:09] Wol Euler: wow
[01:09] TwitchyEars Resident: ya tired of rains
[01:09] TwitchyEars Resident: we get 180 - 210 rain days a year at home. explains why everyone is always stoned
[01:10] Wol Euler nods.
[01:10] Wol Euler: since you said "kilometres" I'm guessing you are Canadian, or South American
[01:10] Wol Euler: (but this is SL not RL so feel free not to answer)
[01:10] Wol Euler is just too curious
[01:10] TwitchyEars Resident: canada
[01:11] TwitchyEars Resident: i dont think youre a psycho stalker lol
[01:11] Wol Euler: heheheheeh
[01:11] TwitchyEars Resident: if you look at my province youll see thousands of islands off the coast. pick one you might get lucky lol
[01:11] Wol Euler nods.
[01:11] Wol Euler: I figured that out, there aren't any rainforested islands on the American west coast that I know of
[01:12] TwitchyEars Resident: maybe small ones off oragon washington state has some alaska has more but we got most of it
[01:12] Wol Euler nods.
[01:12] TwitchyEars Resident: where you from ?
[01:13] Wol Euler: from canada, grew up in toronto, but I live in Germany now
[01:13] TwitchyEars Resident: oh wow
[01:13] TwitchyEars Resident: ok
[01:13] TwitchyEars Resident: im in bc
[01:13] Wol Euler smiles.
[01:14] TwitchyEars Resident: you been there a long time ?
[01:14] Wol Euler: since 1994:)
[01:14] TwitchyEars Resident: thats a big move
[01:14] Wol Euler: I haven't lived in Canada since I finished high school
[01:14] Wol Euler: moved away to study, and stayed away
[01:14] Wol Euler: I got used to being a European
[01:14] TwitchyEars Resident: awwwww
[01:14] TwitchyEars Resident: i want to travel
[01:14] TwitchyEars Resident: see china and russia
[01:14] Wol Euler nods.

[01:15] TwitchyEars Resident: used to want to go to south america till a gf lived there.
[01:16] Wol Euler raises an eyebrow.
[01:17] TwitchyEars Resident: think 1950's attitude towards women. she couldnt even shop by herself. partially cos of kidnapping partially cos its just not done
[01:17] Wol Euler: huh
[01:17] Wol Euler: the things we take for granted ...
[01:17] TwitchyEars Resident: yaaaah
[01:21] Wol Euler: sorry, I was just checking the group e-mail list to see what the official topic for this week was.
[01:21] Wol Euler: (there probably is one, but I couldn't find it)
[01:21] TwitchyEars Resident: oh np
[01:22] TwitchyEars Resident: im pretty brain free atm
[01:22] Wol Euler smiles.

[01:22] Wol Euler: I take the topics as suggestions in any case
[01:22] Wol Euler: I'm not going to derail a standing convo for the sake of "what we should talk about"

[01:22] TwitchyEars Resident: yus i think talks naturally flow in whatever direction
[01:24] TwitchyEars Resident: reminds me of douglas adams. in the book long dark tea time of the soul he writes when im lost i follow a car that looks like it knows where its going. dont always end up where i wanna be but i end up where i need to be
[01:25] Wol Euler nods.
[01:25] Wol Euler: exactly :)
[01:25] Wol Euler: poor old Doug, died far too young
[01:25] TwitchyEars Resident: i agree
[01:25] TwitchyEars Resident: loved his books
[01:26] Wol Euler smiles and nods

[01:26] TwitchyEars Resident: there isnt enough silly in the world
[01:26] Wol Euler: not friendly kind silly anyway
[01:26] Wol Euler: far too much closed-minded aggressive violent silly
[01:26] TwitchyEars Resident: ya
[01:26] TwitchyEars Resident: or just selfish self centred ppl
[01:26] Wol Euler: yep
[01:27] Wol Euler: absolute lack of compassion
[01:27] Wol Euler: "I am human, they are not"
[01:27] TwitchyEars Resident: compassion counts more than anything
[01:27] Wol Euler: like that guy in Florida who shot an unarmed black guy who rang his doorbell, when the police came he was angry that they arrested him without letting him finish his dinner
[01:28] TwitchyEars Resident: yes. hatred like that i cant understand
[01:28] TwitchyEars Resident: anything above a mosquito is a person to me
[01:28] Wol Euler: hehehehe
[01:28] TwitchyEars Resident: doesnt matter human or not
[01:29] Wol Euler: that's true actually, come to think of it, I've gone from killing flies to trapping them and releasing them
[01:29] Wol Euler: something to do with getting older, in my case
[01:31] TwitchyEars Resident: i have a masssssssive phobia of spiders. i saw one on my windshield driving once stopped to take it off and place it in the bushes. i can not choose life or death. its not my right
[01:31] Wol Euler nods.
[01:33] Wol Euler: how did you get it off the windshield?
[01:33] TwitchyEars Resident: had a cup in my car
[01:33] Wol Euler: ah :)
[01:33] TwitchyEars Resident: i cant touch them
[01:33] Wol Euler: well, that's just commonsense, not a phobia :)
[01:34] Wol Euler: hehehe
[01:34] TwitchyEars Resident: it scares me silly
[01:34] TwitchyEars Resident: no i once jumped face first thru a closed window when i saw a spider in my bedroom. i have a major phobia
[01:34] Wol Euler: oh wow
[01:34] Wol Euler: okay, that sounds serious
[01:35] TwitchyEars Resident: able to control it a bit better now but ya they terrify me

[01:35] Wol Euler: and yet you overcame it that day :) what happened?
[01:35] TwitchyEars Resident: older is all
[01:35] Wol Euler: heheheh
[01:35] Wol Euler: that happens too, yeah
[01:35] TwitchyEars Resident: when i was little if i saw a spider in a room i couldnt go back there for 2 weeks
[01:36] Wol Euler: you must have had patient parents, or a really large house
[01:36] TwitchyEars Resident: huge house
[01:36] Wol Euler grins.
[01:36] TwitchyEars Resident: 4 story farm house
[01:36] Wol Euler: wow
[01:36] TwitchyEars Resident: my parents got used to me sleeping on the couch :D
[01:36] Wol Euler smiles.
[01:38] TwitchyEars Resident: its usually quiet at night ?
[01:38] Wol Euler nods.
[01:38] Wol Euler: SL is worldwide but most residents are Americans
[01:38] Wol Euler: this time is pretty quiet
[01:38] Wol Euler: there are a few regulars, Korel has frequent insomnia and so is often here
[01:39] TwitchyEars Resident: i have insomnia badly
[01:39] Wol Euler: others on the weekends

[01:40] TwitchyEars Resident: interesting group i think
[01:40] Wol Euler smiles.
[01:40] Wol Euler: yeah, it is.
[01:40] Wol Euler: we are pretty quiet, there is seldom any shouting here
[01:40] Wol Euler: in contrast to most "philosophy" groups I've encountered
[01:41] TwitchyEars Resident: i went to one philosophy zoo opps i mean meeting and omg the egos
[01:41] Wol Euler: yeah, really
[01:41] TwitchyEars Resident: it was really confrontational and acted elitist beyond words.
[01:41] Wol Euler: yep
[01:41] Wol Euler: we don't do that
[01:42] TwitchyEars Resident: im a simple person never went to college cos i couldnt afford it till my dad died. then i didnt go cos my world collapsed. everything i know i taught myself
[01:42] Wol Euler reaches over and gives your hand a squeeze
[01:42] TwitchyEars Resident: thanks
[01:43] Wol Euler smiles.

[01:43] TwitchyEars Resident: i just dont get the egos
[01:43] TwitchyEars Resident: its not an im better than you... its lets share and enrich each other
[01:43] Wol Euler: mmhmm
[01:43] Wol Euler: but that assumes that we are not already full of perfection :)
[01:43] TwitchyEars Resident: LOL
[01:44] Wol Euler: some people are threatened by suggesting that
[01:44] TwitchyEars Resident: not everyone can be a princess, someone has to wave when i pass by :D
[01:44] Wol Euler: :)
[01:44] TwitchyEars Resident: there was a study done, and the most intelligent questions in university were asked by the 1st year students. cos they werent afraid to ask, they didnt assume they knew it all

[01:46] TwitchyEars Resident: i taught myself how to speak crow. crows have a language. they have a culture and laws.
[01:47] Wol Euler: indeed
[01:47] TwitchyEars Resident: all i did was listen and watch
[01:47] Wol Euler: I'm impressed
[01:47] TwitchyEars Resident: youll never see less than 5 crows eating. one is always on guard they take turns eating. theyll call each other to food and share so everyone gets some.
[01:47] Wol Euler nods.
[01:48] TwitchyEars Resident: if crows can do that why cant we ?
[01:48] Wol Euler: we did :)
[01:48] Wol Euler: and in times of shortage we do
[01:48] Wol Euler: the poor are famous for their generosity
[01:48] TwitchyEars Resident: some are
[01:48] Wol Euler: okay, yes :)
[01:48] Wol Euler: of course

[01:48] TwitchyEars Resident: im weird i know :D
[01:49] Wol Euler: nah :)
[01:49] TwitchyEars Resident: didnt grow up like other ppl
[01:49] Wol Euler: you are not average
[01:49] Wol Euler: people who don't think things through confuse "average" with "normal"
[01:49] Wol Euler smiles.
[01:49] TwitchyEars Resident: true enough
[01:49] Wol Euler: thinking is normal but sadly not average

[01:49] TwitchyEars Resident: lots of the world confuses me
[01:50] Wol Euler: as it should!
[01:50] Wol Euler: lots of the world is non-sensical
[01:50] TwitchyEars Resident: its like calling nature the wilds
[01:50] TwitchyEars Resident: its NOT wild one bit
[01:50] TwitchyEars Resident: it has strict rules those rules never change from place to place
[01:50] TwitchyEars Resident: only the flora and fauna changes
[01:50] TwitchyEars Resident: humans change from town to town
[01:51] TwitchyEars Resident: what is acceptable here isnt there
[01:51] Wol Euler nods.

[01:53] TwitchyEars Resident: so what interests you ? what is your passion for life ?
[01:53] Wol Euler: heheheheh
[01:53] Wol Euler: so many answers to that
[01:53] TwitchyEars Resident: pick one ?
[01:53] Wol Euler: people :)
[01:53] Wol Euler: watching them, seeing what they do, figuring out what they think they're doing :)
[01:54] TwitchyEars Resident: heh
[01:54] TwitchyEars Resident: im so you say ... wait ... why ? oh lordy .... a lot
[01:54] Wol Euler: I'd have enjoyed being an anthropologist, if I'd know that existed when I was finishing high school
[01:55] Wol Euler: "wait, I can get paid for looking at people and thinking about them? cool!"
[01:55] TwitchyEars Resident: hahaha
[01:55] Wol Euler: heheeh

[01:55] TwitchyEars Resident: id have loved being a marine bilogist
[01:55] Wol Euler: ha! the sea again! heheheh
[01:55] TwitchyEars Resident: even tho i dont like being on the ocean
[01:55] Wol Euler: yeppers
[01:55] Wol Euler: heheheh
[01:55] TwitchyEars Resident: shoreline is nice tho
[01:55] Wol Euler: agreed
[01:55] Wol Euler: I never swim but I love the beach
[01:56] TwitchyEars Resident: i swim in rivers and lakes not the ocean
[01:57] Wol Euler: I suppose there is fresh-water marine biology ...
[01:57] Wol Euler: actually that is pretty much what my cousin Mike does
[01:57] TwitchyEars Resident: maybe i gave up on it a long time ago
[01:58] Wol Euler: travels around the north examing water quality and counting bugs

[01:58] TwitchyEars Resident: im a photographer now. i collect memories :)
[01:58] Wol Euler: ah :)
[01:58] TwitchyEars Resident: its my biggest passion in life
[01:58] Wol Euler smiles.
[01:59] Wol Euler: say a little more about that? where you find them, how you recognize them?
[01:59] TwitchyEars Resident: i have almost 30,000 pics on my pc that i took
[02:01] Wol Euler: hello stevie
[02:01] TwitchyEars Resident: i can find any pic in seconds. mostly cos im overly organized. when i take a pic i can remember everything about it including emotions. for instance i have a freakishly long memory can remember being 18mo old. when i look at pics from then i can remember that day. the feelings the sky how ppl were dressed where they sat what was on the walls everything

[02:01] TwitchyEars Resident: hi stevie
[02:01] stevenaia Michinaga: waves to Wol and Twitchy
[02:01] Wol Euler: okay, but: please tell me that you have AT LEAST one backup system!
[02:02] TwitchyEars Resident: i have several lolol
[02:02] Wol Euler: good
[02:02] Wol Euler relaxes a little
[02:02] TwitchyEars Resident: hyppppppper peranoid to lose it
[02:02] Wol Euler: yep
[02:02] TwitchyEars Resident: come sit with us :)
[02:02] Wol Euler: not paranoid, common-sense
[02:02] Wol Euler: you#d have to be a drooling idiot not to recognize that hard disks die
[02:03] TwitchyEars Resident: omg
[02:03] TwitchyEars Resident: last year
[02:03] stevenaia Michinaga: yes, lots of backups is good
[02:03] TwitchyEars Resident: my pc died
[02:03] TwitchyEars Resident: id just bought a new external HD a week before
[02:03] TwitchyEars Resident: i was panting
[02:03] Wol Euler grins.
[02:03] Wol Euler: yeah I bet
[02:03] TwitchyEars Resident: so each picture to me is a memory
[02:03] Wol Euler: do you write about them? keeping notes
[02:03] Wol Euler: ?
[02:04] Wol Euler: making stories even? :)
[02:04] TwitchyEars Resident: no keep it in my head i dont need notes
[02:04] Wol Euler raises an eyebrow.
[02:04] Wol Euler: heads need backup systems too ...

[02:04] TwitchyEars Resident: havent figured that one yet there is too much imprinted on each picture to write it
[02:04] TwitchyEars Resident: its not words its emotions
[02:04] Wol Euler nods.
[02:05] TwitchyEars Resident: i dont know how to express that without the picture
[02:06] Wol Euler: fair enough
[02:06] Wol Euler: emotions are notoriously hard to put into words

[02:07] stevenaia Michinaga: poetry seems the best way to convey them, but I don;t write poetry
[02:08] TwitchyEars Resident: poetry is very expressive
[02:09] Wol Euler nods.
[02:09] stevenaia Michinaga: like expressing color w/ words, you never know if what you see is what anyone else sees
[02:10] TwitchyEars Resident: yes
[02:10] Wol Euler: absolutely :)
[02:10] TwitchyEars Resident: there is a poem ill grab the part i like

[02:10] Wol Euler: I was thinking abouot that, about people who are colourblind but see a full range of greyscales
[02:10] Wol Euler: they can tell green from blue as well as you can
[02:10] Wol Euler: how exactly would you explain to them what they miss? :)

[02:10] TwitchyEars Resident:

But for him it was his last afternoon as himself,
An afternoon of nurses and rumours;
The provinces of his body revolted,
The squares of his mind were empty,
Silence invaded the suburbs,
The current of his feeling failed;
he became his admirers.

[02:11] TwitchyEars Resident: when you make art youre not you... you have an expression when YOU see it, its not the same when others see it. you become the ppl who view it

[02:12] Wol Euler nods thoughtfully
[02:13] stevenaia Michinaga: true about anything you create... and then observe
[02:13] TwitchyEars Resident: yus
[02:13] Wol Euler nods.
[02:13] TwitchyEars Resident: brb litterbox
[02:13] Wol Euler: :)
[02:13] stevenaia Michinaga: little bit of you left behind
[02:14] stevenaia Michinaga: like the what the cat just left you
[02:17] TwitchyEars Resident: inuit belived traditionally when they carve all theyre doing is removing the bits to show whats already inside. you cant carve a wulrus when a polar bear is already there
[02:17] TwitchyEars Resident: art shares your soul.
[02:17] Wol Euler nods.
[02:17] Wol Euler: Michelangelo said pretty much the same thing :)
[02:17] Wol Euler: but he may have been joking
[02:17] TwitchyEars Resident: prolly wasnt
[02:17] Wol Euler: agreed :)
[02:18] Wol Euler: framing it as a joke to avoid being burned for heresy
[02:18] stevenaia Michinaga: perhaps when you look for david in marble, david is what you will find
[02:20] TwitchyEars Resident: jokes hide realities
[02:20] Wol Euler nods.
[02:20] stevenaia Michinaga: seems to be a human thing to express yourself by creating something that outlasts you, in words or form
[02:21] TwitchyEars Resident: i agree
[02:21] TwitchyEars Resident: our immortality

[02:21] Wol Euler: kids or art :)
[02:21] Wol Euler: but alas both are out of our control once created
[02:21] stevenaia Michinaga: yes, and when observed by others
[02:21] TwitchyEars Resident: twins and triplets run in my family. no kids please :D
[02:21] Wol Euler: hehehe
[02:22] TwitchyEars Resident: i think to control is wrong. guide is all we can do
[02:22] Wol Euler nods.
[02:22] TwitchyEars Resident: nudge in good directions

[02:22] Wol Euler: well, yes and no. Steve Jobs did pretty well with absolute control :) but he had absolute vision to back it up
[02:23] TwitchyEars Resident: did well or forced his will ?
[02:23] Wol Euler: definitely forced his will :)
[02:23] TwitchyEars Resident: did he do good or did he impose something we didnt need ?
[02:23] stevenaia Michinaga: some things you cannod do alone
[02:23] Wol Euler shrugs
[02:23] Wol Euler: I'm not going to enter the "are computers a good thing" debate
[02:23] TwitchyEars Resident: i lived for 4 months in the desert. no phone no running water. never been happier
[02:23] Wol Euler: especially not here :)

[02:24] TwitchyEars Resident: what we require and what we think we need arent the same
[02:24] TwitchyEars Resident: life really is simple if we let it be simple
[02:24] TwitchyEars Resident: stop needing and start being

[02:25] stevenaia Michinaga: I always believe you are what others see you are, prefer their bias to my own
[02:25] TwitchyEars Resident: what if ppl dont understand you ? einstein failed math
[02:25] Wol Euler: that's the interior design magazine argument though
[02:26] Wol Euler: "see how sparkly your house could look if you put away the books and took down the paintings?"
[02:26] stevenaia Michinaga: perhaps something then needs work, then
[02:26] Wol Euler: "yeah but I like my books and paintings"
[02:26] TwitchyEars Resident: surround yourself with things that enrich your soul
[02:26] TwitchyEars Resident: decide for you what does and doesnt

[02:26] Wol Euler: I find that SL enriches my soul. Seriously.
[02:26] TwitchyEars Resident: i believe it emotions are real here
[02:27] TwitchyEars Resident: thoughts are real here
[02:27] stevenaia Michinaga: nods
[02:27] Wol Euler: definitely, twitchy
[02:27] stevenaia Michinaga: many discount them, to their loss

[02:27] Wol Euler: unfortunately, I also believe that it's 11:30 and that I must be out of the house at 12:00, and that I have not yet showered
[02:28] Wol Euler: I've claimed the log, so please do continue the conversation
[02:28] TwitchyEars Resident: awwww lol
[02:28] TwitchyEars Resident: ok
[02:28] Wol Euler: thank you both for a great morning!
[02:28] TwitchyEars Resident: nice talking to you. :)
[02:28] stevenaia Michinaga: have a good friday Wol
[02:28] Wol Euler: you too!
[02:28] Wol Euler: sleep well, twitchy, when you do sleep :)
[02:28] TwitchyEars Resident: yus thanks
[02:28] stevenaia Michinaga: I should be making breakfast, I usually get up in 1/2 an hour
[02:28] stevenaia Michinaga: :)
[02:29] TwitchyEars Resident: i would sleep if i could
[02:29] stevenaia Michinaga: I'm up cause I can't sleep, strange dreams
[02:29] TwitchyEars Resident: you want to talk about it ?
[02:29] stevenaia Michinaga: which I already frogot
[02:29] stevenaia Michinaga: forgot
[02:29] TwitchyEars Resident: i deliberately forget mine
[02:31] TwitchyEars Resident: i dont have dreams only nightmares.
[02:32] stevenaia Michinaga: had a nice swim party w/ friends, think I drank to much, probably did intersting things to my sleeping that put me here now. Don;t remember what the dream was about, but with a new person I met yesterday.. involved searching, I don;t remember for what, had a annying song playing in the background, probably heard it on the radio yesterday
[02:32] TwitchyEars Resident: heh dreams are strange

[02:33] stevenaia Michinaga: there is a dream group that meets here now and then, Luci from last night interperates dreams
[02:33] stevenaia Michinaga: another studies nightmares in Canada
[02:33] stevenaia Michinaga: interesting aspects of this group
[02:34] TwitchyEars Resident: omg id never let anyone interpret mine. when i was 16 one of my friends moms did one of mine. which came out as sexual frustration o.o i just about died of embarrassment
[02:34] TwitchyEars Resident: after that NEVER again
[02:34] stevenaia Michinaga: I had the pleasure of meeting both in RL recently as different times
[02:34] TwitchyEars Resident: oh nice :)
[02:35] stevenaia Michinaga: sometimes the interpretor is the one with the frustrations :)
[02:35] TwitchyEars Resident: no her mom was scary good
[02:36] stevenaia Michinaga: then there is nothing to hide
[02:36] TwitchyEars Resident: not just dreams. reading palms. she knew things i didnt tell either of them. specific stuffs

[02:37] stevenaia Michinaga: I appriciate what others see in me
[02:37] stevenaia Michinaga: saves me the trouble :)
[02:37] TwitchyEars Resident: how do you see yourself tho ?
[02:37] stevenaia Michinaga: lucky
[02:37] TwitchyEars Resident: what do you find moves you the most ?
[02:38] stevenaia Michinaga: emotinally?, usually a well written movie will bring me to tears
[02:38] TwitchyEars Resident: :)
[02:38] stevenaia Michinaga: the same place every time
[02:39] TwitchyEars Resident: you have a gentle spirit
[02:39] stevenaia Michinaga: smiles
[02:39] stevenaia Michinaga: there are many here... how did you find this palce?

[02:40] TwitchyEars Resident: random tp
[02:40] TwitchyEars Resident: was in the destination guide for art
[02:40] stevenaia Michinaga: nods, (nothing is random)
[02:40] TwitchyEars Resident: true enough
[02:40] TwitchyEars Resident: looked around the sim liked it a lot
[02:40] stevenaia Michinaga: have to been to the Art Dome?
[02:40] TwitchyEars Resident: found out there was meetings so came to see
[02:41] TwitchyEars Resident: actually i saw the paintings up above
[02:41] TwitchyEars Resident: saw the museum too
[02:41] stevenaia Michinaga: we do group projects here too
[02:41] TwitchyEars Resident: took a rideon the monorail
[02:41] stevenaia Michinaga: I don;t travel in SL much, used to do random TPs
[02:42] TwitchyEars Resident: im usually at home or rp'ing

[02:42] stevenaia Michinaga: I mostly come inworld for this group, happens at a nice time in the evening for me
[02:42] TwitchyEars Resident: dont go out much
[02:42] stevenaia Michinaga: rp'ing?
[02:42] TwitchyEars Resident: role playing
[02:42] stevenaia Michinaga: awww
[02:43] TwitchyEars Resident: i play a silly neko
[02:43] stevenaia Michinaga: don;t know what that is
[02:43] TwitchyEars Resident: neko is japanese for cat so its a cat person
[02:44] stevenaia Michinaga: aww, was that your friend here last night?
[02:44] TwitchyEars Resident: that rp was one i did myself to turn in to make a longer rp with others
[02:44] TwitchyEars Resident: my partner primmy
[02:44] stevenaia Michinaga: nods
[02:44] TwitchyEars Resident: she built the rp sim i used to gm on its how we met
[02:44] TwitchyEars Resident: i saw her sim fell in love with it then her
[02:46] TwitchyEars Resident: its just silly fun for me

[02:46] TwitchyEars Resident: i dont have enough silly in my life
[02:46] stevenaia Michinaga: much to be said about fun
[02:47] stevenaia Michinaga: like the name of this group :)
[02:47] stevenaia Michinaga: we play, explore
[02:47] TwitchyEars Resident: its really good i think good ppl
[02:48] stevenaia Michinaga: glad to see you stopped back, I;ve been stopping back here for years

[02:48] TwitchyEars Resident: i fear i talk too much am too strange too different from what ppl are used to
[02:49] TwitchyEars Resident: so im not sure if ill stay or drift off again to be alone
[02:49] stevenaia Michinaga: we can be vary accommodating here if you are last interesting
[02:49] stevenaia Michinaga: least
[02:49] TwitchyEars Resident: i think im just weird lol
[02:49] TwitchyEars Resident: dont see the world like others do
[02:49] stevenaia Michinaga: hehe, leave that to others
[02:49] TwitchyEars Resident: mostly keep it to myself
[02:50] stevenaia Michinaga: just be comfortable and yourself
[02:50] stevenaia Michinaga: there's much to learn outside yourself too
[02:51] TwitchyEars Resident: im not good with comfort with myself.
[02:51] TwitchyEars Resident: im painfully shy rl

[02:51] stevenaia Michinaga: nods, love they way it can be different here, I think I;m exactly the same, just cuter here
[02:51] TwitchyEars Resident: ppl think shy is adorable i just wanna punch them in the face. its not adorable one bit from the inside
[02:52] TwitchyEars Resident: cute is in the eye of those who care for you
[02:52] stevenaia Michinaga: nods, that would be me
[02:53] stevenaia Michinaga: I must be off now, see you soon
[02:53] TwitchyEars Resident: ok take care :)