2011.01.31 01:00 - Hiding or not

The Guardian for this meeting was Cosmicflower Ushimawa. The comments are by Cosmicflower Ushimawa.

Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Bert ;)))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Thanks for coming up
Bertram Jacobus: hi cosma, good morning ! :-)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Good Morning
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: how are You?
Bertram Jacobus: thank you for being here ! ;-)
Bertram Jacobus: ty, i´m fine. only a bit too much to do ...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
Bertram Jacobus: and how are you ?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well, then its not need to think what would I do ;)))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Im fine thank You
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: having day off from work today
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: just a sec
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: phone
--BELL--
Bertram Jacobus: whaow - along call as it seems (?) ...
Bertram Jacobus: hey cal ! night owl ? ;-)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: still phone
Calvino Rabeni: Whoooo me?
Bertram Jacobus: yes ?
Calvino Rabeni: Good day :)
Bertram Jacobus: here it´s morning : 10:21 :-)
Bertram Jacobus: very nice time
Bertram Jacobus: especially for being at home :-)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: back
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Cal ***<3<3<3***
Bertram Jacobus: wb
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Thanks Bert ***<3<3<3***
Calvino Rabeni: *** <3<3<3 ***
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I thought first I will be here with silent meditation ;)
Bertram Jacobus: whaow : "love is in the air" ? ;-)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Love is ALWAYS in the air
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: where it would disappear?
Calvino Rabeni: Could it hide?
Bertram Jacobus: hmmm - but sometimes or more realistic : mostly sadly it is not recognized ...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm, if asking from me NO
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but if asking from some other people maby they can hide it
Calvino Rabeni: There is only one place it can hide
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not know
Calvino Rabeni: inside the human heart
Bertram Jacobus: sure ! this morning i went out and the first shouting i heared was "there is no love between mankind anymore" (!) ...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: oh
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: that is not true
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: people fall in love every second
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and they feel love
Bertram Jacobus: but i found it very interesting, that such a yell was right in the middle of my million inhibitants town. quite unusual
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby this person have lost his/her own feel
Bertram Jacobus: i think, that many people would agree to him
Bertram Jacobus: i think, that most people feel like that, again : sadly
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby he hide his love and wear a "mask" to hide actually his fears
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but deep inside I think there is that genuine love
Bertram Jacobus: but the shouting was an opening !
Bertram Jacobus: and as i said before : very unusual
Calvino Rabeni: That's where it is hidden, deep inside
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: because of fears
Bertram Jacobus: yeah. but sad, that it´s very much hidden and as lost so deeply ...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Observerm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well
Bertram Jacobus: hey sam ! :-)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think there are our-kind all over the world to "explode" that love energy to come more seeable
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi O
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Is Your Name Sam O?
Bertram Jacobus whispers : yes, it is ... ;-)
oO0Oo Resident: Hey everyone!
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ok ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I have been curious about O
oO0Oo Resident: Either is fine Cosmic
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I have not been sure if O is female or male
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
--BELL--
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: its not that its important
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but been curious
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: But now I am guessing male because of name Sam, right?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or female behind male
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
oO0Oo Resident: either is fine Cosmic
oO0Oo Resident: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: soon my brains are on knot
Bertram Jacobus: why knots ?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it was a joke
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: not really, I am very clear person
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: smiling
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and want to keep things clear
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
Bertram Jacobus: i get more and more problems with the english language ... :-(
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I am sure if knot is the right word
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but that was some I found from internet dictionary
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Bertram Jacobus: i can only guess
Bertram Jacobus: often and now
Bertram Jacobus: that it was / is right / correct
Bertram Jacobus: and often i feel very unsure and unclear or don´t understand or don´t know how to express things :-(
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Knopf I found it be in deutch dictionary
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or knoten
Bertram Jacobus: yes. knoten was what i understood and it also makes a bit sense *sigh a bit* ...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thinking male or female or female behind male
Bertram Jacobus: yes. ok. ty.
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and brains get like that
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
Bertram Jacobus: for explaining again. ty.
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: too much thinking doesn`t suit for me
Bertram Jacobus: i think a lot
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby should just feel
Bertram Jacobus: i´m a brain person
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: intuitively
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I am heart person
Bertram Jacobus: but appreciate heart so to say also very much. find it even necessairy
oO0Oo Resident: hölkyn kölkyn :))))))
Bertram Jacobus: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hölkyn kölkyn ;))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: is the saying in finnish when having drinks and raising class
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: before drink it
Bertram Jacobus: and i have a very bad or nearly not existing intuition ...
Calvino Rabeni: I knew that, Bert :)
oO0Oo Resident: das weiss ich nicht Bertram
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I was at Satruday to see my friend . Her phone rang. She went to aswer. I got the feel there is her mother I know also
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I said to her "say hello to your mom from me"
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: she was a bit surprised I knew who was calling
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Bertram Jacobus: but i can estimate very good and feel a lot from people ...
Bertram Jacobus: i nearly can read thought from others often
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: this happens very often
oO0Oo Resident: that's cosmic , cosmic
Bertram Jacobus: but i have a very bad intuition or none at all
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or I asked yesterday Pablo if he is coming to Pab today
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: he did manage not to respond I continued
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby You like to sleep long day
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and he said LOL, yes
Bertram Jacobus: also sherlock holmes surprized people very often with what he combined. most didn´t understand how he did that ...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or if Jukka have been contacted to one special lady while a day
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: when he comes home
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I might ask "how is she"
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: without he have told me he have been contacting her
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sometimes I hate this
Calvino Rabeni feels like we've spoken of this before, could it be true?
Bertram Jacobus: yeah : that´s something i have no feeling for
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not remember so Cal
Bertram Jacobus: i don´t notice such things at all
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby dejavu
oO0Oo Resident laughs, delighted in Bertram and cosmic's display
Bertram Jacobus smiles and feels happy from sams remark - (ty) ... :-)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Lol Bert
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Sometimes I feel like "i do not need to know"
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but what can I do
oO0Oo Resident: just be yourself
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yeah
Bertram Jacobus: i understand more what people like to share mostly. what they want to hide i don´t see mostly
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do see that what people like to hide
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and sometimes I do not like to see it
Bertram Jacobus: i only like to see what they like to show ...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: because I see there is fear
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thats why they want to hide because they fear
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and I think there is no need to fear
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: for me they show and TRY to hide
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby hiding is also because of own unsure feel
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and then comes that in a way "need" to hide
--BELL--
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ahh, well . One thing there is what is not to forget. Everyones right to privacy as well. Those things what comes under privacy, I think I am not able to see/feel them eiter. But maby things what people wold like to tell, but fear to tell
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or speak
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: so I need to help a bit
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: to stat that talk about hiden issue
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: so that they see there is nothing to be afraid about the issue
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: would (not wold)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby people feel them Selves vulnerable
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ?
Bertram Jacobus: sure
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ahh
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: now I got one desire
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: today I need to go to eat Pitza
Bertram Jacobus: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: in Oulu there is one good Pitzeria
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Pannu
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Satia ;))))
Satia Ruby: hi cosmic... hi all
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: They are making Deep-Pan Pitzas the most best ones in whole city
Bertram Jacobus: good morning sweetheart
oO0Oo Resident: Hi Satia
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Pannu = Pan
oO0Oo Resident: mmmm Pizza
Bertram Jacobus: nice ... :-)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I thought I eat today Cheece pan pitza
Bertram Jacobus: here they are quite expensive ... :-(
oO0Oo Resident looks for flight sto Finland
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: 4 different cheeses and ham and salami
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and cola
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and salad
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: njammm njammm
Bertram Jacobus: sounds really good
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: especially to Oulu
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: this Deep-Pan Pitza place is at Oulu centrum
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: nowhere else in whole country
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think the owner is alien
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
oO0Oo Resident: lol "njamm njamm"
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: that pitzeria have sucseeded SOOO vell
Bertram Jacobus: cool ! alien pizza ! :-)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: they have created good spirit to that place
oO0Oo Resident: cosmic pizzeria
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm I am not sure if need to be alien to do such a thing
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but sure they are super-humans
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Bertram Jacobus: very nice ...
oO0Oo Resident: looking for a poem about fear
Bertram Jacobus: i would prefere the contrary : trust and faith ...
Bertram Jacobus: wouldn´t that be nicer ?
Calvino Rabeni: You want a poem about fear, o?
oO0Oo Resident: I've got one in mind.... but I have to search a bit
oO0Oo Resident: just saying, I might appeara bit inattentive ;)
Calvino Rabeni: Here is a powerful one
Calvino Rabeni: http://www.blueridgejournal.com/poems/lr-monster.htm
--BELL--
oO0Oo Resident: reading Cal ty
oO0Oo Resident: yes.... a reflection of me in there
oO0Oo Resident: ty
oO0Oo Resident: I found the one I was looking for
oO0Oo Resident: .
oO0Oo Resident: .
oO0Oo Resident: Fear, fear, with your thousand arms and your million eyes, Come and explore my private parts! Terrorize me with your black body, Disguised as the darkness of a new-moon night. Devour me, eat me up! Then tell me how you enjoyed the meal. And if there's no one to express your enjoyment to, Then isn't that the end of you? -- Vidyadhara Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoche
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: this is good
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I might send this to one of my friend
Calvino Rabeni: What do you make of it,. Sam?
--BELL--
oO0Oo Resident shrugs
Calvino Rabeni: I shrugged... but first went twitchy over it
oO0Oo Resident: lol
oO0Oo Resident: when I have been very much afraid, my recollection of the poem changes
Calvino Rabeni: It suggests surrendering the delicate parts of one's body
Calvino Rabeni: This is like the black kwan yin
Calvino Rabeni: its fingers and arms are everywhere
oO0Oo Resident: to know fearlessness, one must know fear... some wise people told me once
Bertram Jacobus: mahakala ...
Bertram Jacobus: i´ll leave - have a nice time all and ty for the chat !
oO0Oo Resident: _/!\_ Bertram
Bertram Jacobus: ty again ! ...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ***<3<3<3***
Calvino Rabeni: _/!\_
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: read them lines
oO0Oo Resident: Bye Satia, nice to meet you
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Ok, Bye Bert and Satia
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Enjoy Your Day Dears
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I am having a day off from work today
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: And Simo is at home also today
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: now it seems he woke up
oO0Oo Resident: ty Cal, ty Cosmic... enjoy pizza and fear...hölkyn kölkyn
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: so I think I need to go
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hökyn Kölkyn Dear ;))
oO0Oo Resident: best wishes
Calvino Rabeni: So say we all!
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Enjoy Your day
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sending millions of hearts
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Bye For now
oO0Oo Resident: :)
Calvino Rabeni: Goodbye