2009.01.15 07:00 - Mazes

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    Fael Illyar: Hi Cal :)
    Caledonia Heron: hey there :)
    Caledonia Heron: lol, you look lovely there :)
    Fael Illyar smiles 'Thank you.'
    Fael Illyar: (Moon's been giving me some training in ... well, you decide what)
    Caledonia Heron: provocative mermaid lounging? :)
    Fael Illyar: no, not exactly. He can't quite teach that since he doesn't do it himself :)
    Fael Illyar: does make me wonder if it could be possible to make this pool edge smooth instead of ... umm, what's the word
    Caledonia Heron: what did he teach you?
    Fael Illyar: Well, mostly just took me to a shop selling cute AVs :)
    Caledonia Heron: ah, got it ... you picked a good one



    Caledonia Heron: how were your travels?
    Fael Illyar: (phone)
    Caledonia Heron: (k)
    Fael Illyar: ok, done with the call.
    Caledonia Heron: :)
    Fael Illyar: Travels went relatively well... what with getting a flu while there... I guess it's the worst one I've had in years
    Caledonia Heron: oh, sorry to hear of the flu ... hard to go through
    Fael Illyar: Yes, this AV is a good one but wasn't cheap either.
    Fael Illyar: Well, usually it would've been but .... somehow it didn't feel like that this time.
    Caledonia Heron: some virus strains hit harder than others plus if you're tired/run down they get a "better" grip
    Fael Illyar: Yes, they do. Just, mentally it didn't feel as hard as I'm used to flu being.
    Fael Illyar: so, there was quite little of being miserable.
    Fael Illyar: amusing how much of what I call being miserable was purely my own creation
    Caledonia Heron: it multiplies when you're on the road
    Fael Illyar: Yes, that too
    Fael Illyar: except, when the worst hit, I happened to be able to stay in one place for the worst of it
    Caledonia Heron: so you got a good view of your hotel? :)
    Fael Illyar: holiday village more like :)
    Fael Illyar: perks of working for the owner, stayed for free :)
    Caledonia Heron: nice



    Caledonia Heron: did you do 9sec while away?
    Fael Illyar: that's a bit difficult to answer :) maybe, I'm not sure.
    Caledonia Heron: what do you mean?
    Fael Illyar: I know I sometimes do them even when the bell doesn't ring. It's just that they don't leave a recollection.
    Fael Illyar: I do them and then tend to forget about it.
    Fael Illyar: Hello Naina :)
    Caledonia Heron: hi Naina :)
    Caledonia Heron: bye Naina?
    Fael Illyar: apparently.
    Fael Illyar: oh, she's taking the notecard
    Fael Illyar: and walking away ... oh well :)
    Fael Illyar: perhaps she'll drop by later :)
    Caledonia Heron: maybe
    Caledonia Heron: maybe we could change the word warning! in the notecard .... a little alarming :)
    Fael Illyar: I can't find "Warning!" in there
    Fael Illyar: Hello again Naina :)
    Caledonia Heron: notecard is titled 'on air warning'
    Naina Somerset: hey :)
    Caledonia Heron: 1 day old!
    Fael Illyar: I guess she's not interested in staying.
    Fael Illyar: Yes, there's a newbie welcoming ground (or something like that) right next to here.
    Caledonia Heron: I see the dot cluster on the map
    Fael Illyar: yes, that's the place.



    Fael Illyar: How was your christmas and new year?
    Caledonia Heron: very nice ... lots of friends, some family ... a little topsy turvy after christmas helping a friend but overall pretty good .... you?
    Fael Illyar: Ah, mine was more modest. Unusually modest even for me.
    Fael Illyar: Just me, my mother, stepfather and halfbrother for christmas eve
    Caledonia Heron: eve is your celebration, yes?
    Fael Illyar: yes
    Caledonia Heron: in the land of weeklong birthdays and parties for groundhogs and saints we party on the eve, day and night and well beyond :
    Fael Illyar: Hehe :)
    Fael Illyar: I guess some people party more than my family in Finland too.
    Fael Illyar: anyway, then I had a friend over for a couple of days. Then headed for northern Finland.
    Caledonia Heron: fun!
    Fael Illyar: Yes, except for the flu but it was still kind of interesting even with that :)
    Fael Illyar: with the right company, that is :)
    Caledonia Heron: :)



    Fael Illyar: but I had some interesting experiences along the way.
    Caledonia Heron: do tell :)
    Fael Illyar: one happened during the drive to north... lasted for an hour, perhaps a bit more.
    Caledonia Heron: ??
    Fael Illyar: I started having a rather suffocating feeling around my heart. Breathing took some effort and overall kind of ... well, not threatening but uncomfortable.
    Caledonia Heron: yikes
    Caledonia Heron: do you know why?
    Fael Illyar: after a while of pondering about it, the suffocating feeling started feeling like mazes built around my heart.
    Fael Illyar: once I got there and tried unraveling them, it started getting back to normal
    Caledonia Heron: find a way through? :)
    Caledonia Heron: that's interesting imagery
    Fael Illyar: I also had the feeling it wasn't my own heart I was feeling.
    Caledonia Heron: wonder what it was?
    Fael Illyar: hard to say for certain.
    Fael Illyar: while it was going on, I also had some glimpses of a small boat near a tropical island.
    Caledonia Heron: maybe old man winter is messing with you :)
    Fael Illyar: who knows :)
    Fael Illyar: that was a couple of days before the flu started



    Caledonia Heron: do you assign any meaning to it?
    Fael Illyar: what's the word? holding my judgement on the matter... is that the way to express it?
    Caledonia Heron: yes ... I get that ... the jury is out kind of thing
    Caledonia Heron: impressions?
    Fael Illyar: well, if it was imagination, I have no idea how come I suddenly thought of something like that.
    Fael Illyar: can't quite remember anyone talking about something like that.
    Fael Illyar: or reading about something like that
    Caledonia Heron: hmmm, well, a maze around the heart is an incredibly rich metaphor :)
    Fael Illyar: Yes, I got the feeling it was supposedly a shield... although I can't fathom why anyone would want to use something that uncomfortable as a shield.
    Caledonia Heron: sure, a shield, or journey, or trial, or ...... :)
    Caledonia Heron: or choices, or things tried and discarded or ....... :)
    Fael Illyar: could be anything, yes.
    Caledonia Heron: well, maybe not 'anything', more a certain group of somethings :)
    Fael Illyar: well, you know me, I like to exaggerate sometimes :P
    Caledonia Heron: lol
    Caledonia Heron: that reminds me of a good friend who tells great stories and when he tells stories about where I have been present I notice things are a little grander or more exagerated .... and he says, never let thetruth get in the way of a good story :)



    Fael Illyar: the experience repeated afterwards a few times but didn't get near as uncomfortable since I knew what to "do".
    Caledonia Heron: ah, you mean the tight feeling?
    Fael Illyar: yes
    Caledonia Heron: do you need a dr?
    Fael Illyar: although, tight is slightly off ...
    Fael Illyar: perhaps not :)
    Caledonia Heron: maybe tense not tight?
    Fael Illyar: it wasn't painful, just uncomfortable.
    Fael Illyar: plus tends to return somewhat if remember the occasion
    Caledonia Heron: maybe it will return to you with some form of clarity ... maybe through 9 sec :)
    Fael Illyar: possibly, who knows.
    Fael Illyar: I felt it around the heart but it didn't quite feel physical tightness.
    Caledonia Heron: mmm, mental tightness?
    Fael Illyar: and tightness is a bit of a wrong word ...
    Fael Illyar: difficult to explain
    Caledonia Heron: maybe it will come to you :)
    Fael Illyar: perhaps
    Fael Illyar: Well, will have to be some other time :)
    Fael Illyar: I need to move elsewhere now :)
    Caledonia Heron: lol, plenty of time :)
    Caledonia Heron: ok, nice to see you
    Fael Illyar: See you later :)
    Caledonia Heron: bye :)
    Caledonia Heron: great av!
    Fael Illyar smiles 'Thank you.'

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