2011.03.04 01:00 - My heart is crying

Wol Euler was guardian for this session.

Wol Euler: good morning, arch
Archmage Atlantis: Guten Abend, Wol
Wol Euler smiles.
Archmage Atlantis: Do you like classical guitar?
Wol Euler: I like most music. Classical guitar is not my favourite, but yes.
Archmage Atlantis: K, Eliot Fisk......a student of Segovia is amoung my farorite
Wol Euler: makes a note
Archmage Atlantis: A bit down the list from Lady Gaga
Wol Euler laughs.
oO0Oo Resident: Hi Arch :) and Wol :) ntsy
Wol Euler: or up, depending on which list you are traversing
Archmage Atlantis: Hey, O
Archmage Atlantis: pardon me while i redress
Wol Euler politely averts her gaze.
oO0Oo Resident tucks in a clothing label for Arch
Wol Euler: :)
Archmage Atlantis: It is nice here tonight.........Pacific US time
Wol Euler smiles and nods. It's a mild and partly sunny Friday morning in Spring here.
Wol Euler: The crocuses came up this week!
Archmage Atlantis: I love crocus
Archmage Atlantis: They won't live here
Wol Euler: Such a cheerful time of year. I've been listening to birdsong, and a busy woodpecker, on the way to work the last few mornings
Archmage Atlantis: We do have woodpeckrs from time to time........the travel through seeking warmth
Wol Euler: hmmm, the idea of woodpeckers in palm trees is somehow a stretch for me :)
Wol Euler: I think palms don't have bark, not as such?
Archmage Atlantis: They usually peck at the pines
Wol Euler: ah
Wol Euler: my image of Florida is probably laughably incorrect
Archmage Atlantis: Stilll, palms native to here do provide sanctuary
Archmage Atlantis: I've lived in most parts of FL, they are all different

--BELL--

Wol Euler: good morning, obs
Archmage Atlantis: will you join us in the circle?
Wol Euler smiles.
oO0Oo Resident wonders if Obs ever wishes s/he could step out of hir role, and just have a good dance with us.
Wol Euler nods.
Wol Euler feels that way in RL sometimes. Hell, fairly often actually.
Wol Euler: good morning, Egg.
Archmage Atlantis: We all choose our life, in each second of being, we chooe
eggsalad Ormstein: hi wol!!
oO0Oo Resident: Hi Egg :)
eggsalad Ormstein: hi sammy
Archmage Atlantis: hey eggers
Wol Euler: oh, let me put a quote into the log, Philip Larkin.
eggsalad Ormstein: hi arch
Wol Euler: carry on, please, it'll take me a while to find the book :(
Bertram Jacobus: hi everybody ... :-)
Archmage Atlantis: Hey Bertie :)
Bertram Jacobus: silence meeting ? ;-)
oO0Oo Resident: Hi Bert :)
Bertram Jacobus: or "being afk", play as being afk ? :-)
Archmage Atlantis: No silence, not afd
oO0Oo Resident: Wol is bringing forth a quote for us
Archmage Atlantis: k
Bertram Jacobus: okay ...
Archmage Atlantis: bad typing
Bertram Jacobus: i do that also quite often sadly ...
Archmage Atlantis: In the beginning
Wol Euler: hello bertie
Archmage Atlantis: you know that quote
Bertram Jacobus: hehe. slowly all notice that sometimes something happens here ... :-)
Wol Euler:

When I throw back my head and howl
People (women mostly) say
"But you've always done what you want,
You always get your own way."
- A perfectly vile and foul
Inversion of all that's been.
What the old bags mean
Is I've never done what I don't.

Bertram Jacobus: beginning ? you're not a beginner ! (?)
Wol Euler: apropos of: [01:19] Arch (archmage.atlantis): We all choose our life, in each second of being, we chooe
Archmage Atlantis: Howl is a famous poem
Wol Euler: we choose, yes, but we often feel bound by our previous choices
eggsalad Ormstein: hi bert
Wol Euler: That was from Philip Larkin, "The life with a hole in it"
Bertram Jacobus: eggsalad - you wear a skirt, quite unusual. but i like it : already since a long time wanted to search for nice men skirts. and i mean not necessairily the scotish ones
Wol Euler: they are around, but not very many. I approve of men in skirts.
Wol Euler: you'll find some in roleplay shops
eggsalad Ormstein: the skirt is the easy part... finding a bodice that works without boobs is the hard part
oO0Oo Resident: ty Wol and ditto for men in skirts
Archmage Atlantis: If I were to appear as I feel, I would appear like thiss
Wol Euler: well, I have that problem too :) many blouses have painted on shadows
Wol Euler: which are far too large :)
eggsalad Ormstein: you're hardly flatchested, dear
Wol Euler grins.

--BELL--

Archmage Atlantis: sometimes.....one does not need to sigh
Wol Euler: [01:28] Arch (archmage.atlantis): If I were to appear as I feel, I would appear like this <---- the winged angel?
Archmage Atlantis: If that is a question, yes Wol
Wol Euler: it was :) thanks, I was wondering which "this" you meant.
Wol Euler: and yet you wear those wings so seldom.
oO0Oo Resident: Does that feeling come from a divine presence Arch?
Archmage Atlantis: I try to be appropriate......not dominant
Archmage Atlantis: Having wings is a bit confusing
Wol Euler: how so?
Archmage Atlantis: To touch the divine, to be lifted, it is scary.......often those who are go the way most difficult
oO0Oo Resident: agreed
Wol Euler nods.
oO0Oo Resident: the connection between heaven and earth
oO0Oo Resident: an angels realm
Archmage Atlantis: I was give my tatoo by one who no longer will speak with me......
Archmage Atlantis: It is kanji
Wol Euler: that's sad.
oO0Oo Resident: what does it mean Arch?
Archmage Atlantis: Man touching heaven and earth
oO0Oo Resident smiles
oO0Oo Resident: and smiles again
Wol Euler smiles.
Wol Euler: appropriate for a wingèd being.
Archmage Atlantis: I have to go........my heart is crying
Wol Euler gives your hand a squeeze
Wol Euler: take care, arch
oO0Oo Resident: happy/sad joy/continue

--BELL--

Wol Euler: choices, yes. But others can choose too.
eggsalad Ormstein: bedtime here.nite all
Wol Euler: goodnight, egg, sleep well.
oO0Oo Resident: night eggers
Wol Euler chuckles.
oO0Oo Resident: Is it me or does Arch eminate a big energy?
Wol Euler: he does.
oO0Oo Resident: and the scope of his heart is immense
oO0Oo Resident: no wonder those wings appear
Wol Euler: like solar flares
Wol Euler: eruptions of the soul
oO0Oo Resident: nicely put Wol :glances sideways::
Wol Euler smiles.
oO0Oo Resident: well, it is a lonely and trial filled journey, as I think Arch implied
Wol Euler: mmhmm
oO0Oo Resident: but then ... the crocuses give witness
Wol Euler: we come together in places like this to share our tales of cold, and of comfort given
Wol Euler: brb, rl calls
oO0Oo Resident: kk
oO0Oo Resident: I hope you are well bert?
Bertram Jacobus: ty. very friendly that you aks samud ! ...
Bertram Jacobus: my problem is again as so often that i don't understand the may be really interesting talks and topics here ... :-/
oO0Oo Resident: can i help?
Bertram Jacobus: so i didn't get at all what that thing with archs wings and feelings is ...
Bertram Jacobus: i already imed wol about that in german ...
Bertram Jacobus: but i also don't want to bother again and again with such ...
Bertram Jacobus: but ty again for your nice asking me samud. apart of that most is fine, ty ! and how about you?
oO0Oo Resident: Well, it for me, was a kind of intuitive exploration, and celebration of what I feel in Arch's presence, combined with a subtle guessing, or questioning around what might be his sense of spirituality, from what I have heard in the past. that is my part.
Wol Euler: back, reading
oO0Oo Resident: but not explicit Bert
oO0Oo Resident: and not fully understood by me well either
Bertram Jacobus: i try to think and to feel about this all ...
oO0Oo Resident: Wol?

--BELL--

Bertram Jacobus: wol explained me in Im - tyvm ! ... also to you samud : ty ! all a bit (!) more clear now ...
Wol Euler smiles.
Wol Euler: yes, Arch is definitely a spiritual being
Bertram Jacobus: but he felt hurt ?
Wol Euler: though I think it's sometimes a surprise and a burden to him
Bertram Jacobus: so that he left ?
Wol Euler: that was apropos his shirt, "given to him by somebody who now will not speak to him any more"
Wol Euler: memories overcame him
Bertram Jacobus: ah. yes. i see
oO0Oo Resident: Bert, I really appreciate the frustration that can be apart of not feeling up to speed with language, or other elements in a group conversation. I for one, track the comments slowly, and can become overwhelmed with the speed, and i like to think about the comments, and then my typing is slow. I sometimes feel just like giving up.
Wol Euler: oh no, please don't do that.
Wol Euler: it will improve with time and practice, trust me. We all struggle with that at first.
Bertram Jacobus: ty for understanding me and feeling with me. for sharing samud. that all makes it more easy, brighter so to say. ty again ! ...
Wol Euler: you're only 88 days old, sam, give it time
oO0Oo Resident: I describe the feeling of exasperation, and it is often linked with my own strong oppinions too
Wol Euler nods.
oO0Oo Resident: Well, Bert, i feel much brighter when you are around. I experience your cheerfulness, and lightness quite often, but also do not wish to put you in a box like that
Bertram Jacobus: the impression we all do that ... very nice
Wol Euler: it's one of the strengths of this group
Bertram Jacobus: again : you feel very well , what i expressed before, how my problems are. "cheerful" wouldn't be my description of myself. sometimes i'm quite melancholic. but i try to help always and have
Wol Euler: so many other internet communities degenerate into wrestling for dominance
Bertram Jacobus: my laptop sometimes makes bad thing with my texts sry ...
Wol Euler: certain philosophical groups and their leaders that I could mention :)
Bertram Jacobus: yes. here that seems not so intense luckily !
Wol Euler nods.
oO0Oo Resident: space to be
Bertram Jacobus: sry - breakfast now here with satia ... so i'll log off. tyvm for the wonderful conversation
Wol Euler: bon appetit, bert, and hallo satia
oO0Oo Resident: many cheers and happy meal!
Bertram Jacobus: she says re hallo :-)
Wol Euler: breakfast at 11 am :)
oO0Oo Resident: Hi Sats!
Bertram Jacobus: ty again - you're really helpful and mood brightening ! :-)
Wol Euler: true.
Bertram Jacobus: another re hi from satia :-)
Wol Euler waves.
oO0Oo Resident: three cheers for fruhstuck
oO0Oo Resident: Wol please spell that for me
Wol Euler: frühstuck

--BELL--

oO0Oo Resident: Danke
Wol Euler: gerne
Wol Euler: you could tell me the word in Islandic
oO0Oo Resident: a long pause transpires, and o emerges from Google translate with the icelandic word for breakfast:
oO0Oo Resident: morgunmatur
Wol Euler: ah :)
oO0Oo Resident: ;)
Wol Euler: interesting. I googled your name and found that it means "sorrow" or "sympathy" in Icelandic, so I thought ...
oO0Oo Resident: empathy was the notion
Wol Euler nods
Wol Euler: highly suitable
oO0Oo Resident: and very changeable
oO0Oo Resident thinks of bertie ans Satia, eating a hearty breakfast, and wishes them well
Wol Euler smiles.
Wol Euler: bye for now, take care.
oO0Oo Resident: u2 Wol ntsy