The Guardian for this meeting was (eventually ) Agatha Macbeth. The comments are by Agatha Macbeth. As the weekly Dream Session at Kira Café was winding down (Maxine had literally just that moment left) , the following unexpected dialogue suddenly occured:

Wol Euler: oh wow, fc is at the playgoda

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Wow

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Must go and see him

 

So I ran to the Pavilion to catch the little panda before he disappeared!

 

FcSeeker Resident: 's current display-name is "FcSeeker".
Agatha Macbeth: 's current display-name is "Aggers".
Agatha Macbeth: Hello FC ♥
Agatha Macbeth: So good to see you again
FcSeeker Resident dies from laughing....
Agatha Macbeth: Ah a Bruce gesture
Agatha Macbeth: How are you?
FcSeeker Resident: a bit lost right now...
Agatha Macbeth: Oh

 

         FcSeeker: seems that I'm not able to type my normal 'hello' ;_/!

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Aww

FcSeeker: this little panda is now soooooooo sad...

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I'm glad to see you back

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Oh why?

FcSeeker: cuz I've lost that sign....

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Oh dear

FcSeeker: *sigh*

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Here's Wollie

Wol Euler: hello dear FC, lovely to see you again

Wol Euler smiles and scritches your ears

FcSeeker: ***<3<3<3***

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): FC lost his hello gesture :(

FcSeeker: thought to come to test if I still might exist...

Wol Euler: awwww

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Yes you do :)

FcSeeker: ah; not the gesture....but I've lost the knowledge how to type it....

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Ah

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Not so bad then

Wol Euler: oh, rightclick on it once and select "open"

Wol Euler: that will show you

FcSeeker: ah well; I have not existed ...hm...about a year now....plus half a year...

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): So long :(

Wol Euler: you're looking well :)

Wol Euler: not even dusty :)

FcSeeker: so people say...and I mean with my speech the RL...

FcSeeker: ah yes; dusty would be soooooo good describtion how I've been this about one and half a year....

FcSeeker: of my whole existence; not only them brain

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) smiles

FcSeeker: but...that about that...

FcSeeker: hoping you are well

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I am thank you

Wol Euler: yes thanks, doing well

FcSeeker: so good to hear that somebody in the world is well :) ********

Wol Euler: awwwww

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I'm sure many people are

FcSeeker: sadly I have not had much opportunities to spend time with such people....

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Maybe it's a matter of luck?

FcSeeker: hm

Wol Euler: why is that? if I may ask, and if you wish to answer

 

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FcSeeker: interesting thought...as I've never believed in luck...but...well; I've belieaved in presents from life...yes...

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): :)

FcSeeker: might somebody be willing to try to help me to think that there can be luck also ???

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I believe so

Wol Euler: perhaps presents from life are what poeple call luck

Wol Euler: or vice versa

 

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FcSeeker: so truly interesting thought...

FcSeeker: as I truly would like to think, that I've just been unlucky....not so huge stupido I've thought myself to turn to be...

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I don't think you're stupid

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Far from it

FcSeeker: thank you *

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): YW ♥

Wol Euler: agreed

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): You have a radiance much the same as the card behind you ;)

Wol Euler smiles.

FcSeeker: your words heal my wounds *

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I'm glad

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Good to see your hearts again :)

FcSeeker: ...I was dragged so strongly among people with troubles...

Wol Euler listens.

FcSeeker: you see; for several years back, I was advised by the upstairs office, that I should think more of myself; to save myself more of so much work ...

FcSeeker: my home was arranged (needed to move) to be sheltered from publicity and so...

FcSeeker: but it happened again that a friend told about me to a friend and so on...and soon my so called home turned to be 'a railway station' again...

Wol Euler sighs.

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) nods

Wol Euler: you should learn to say "no", dear FC

Wol Euler: it's a useful word

Wol Euler smiles.

FcSeeker: and then I have to move to live in apartmenthouse in very restless area...

FcSeeker: well; even them bones in my fingers started to change; to be 'swollen'...thinking you know what kind of illness that is...

FcSeeker: donno it in english...

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): arthritis?

Wol Euler: creaky in the joints, and stiff and painful?

FcSeeker: I believe you know by that description

FcSeeker: yes

Wol Euler: arthritis, yes

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): My mother had it

FcSeeker: **

FcSeeker: well; that illness is based on that one donno how to say this urgent 'no'...

Aggers: Stress related...

FcSeeker: so; I started to command myself more and more, and I got to the state that I was not such slave anymore whole days and each day

FcSeeker: so my finger bones healed

Wol Euler: smiles.

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): :)

Wol Euler: excellent

FcSeeker: but still I was not present any well, but now few days there's been that I've found myself to exist a moment now and then

FcSeeker: but I'm still more than confused that 'what's the next' in my life...

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FcSeeker: as the life threw me in the middle of almost all of the troubles what comes to base living; them troubles I've been able to avoid for decades already

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) nods

 

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FcSeeker: ah yes; I felt that there's the special mission for me and or to us; my spouse and me, that we had to move to this place....

FcSeeker: lol; there's many families with children here, verry many, but only one mom is such that shouts all the time to her children; she's known 'around' of that....

 

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FcSeeker: but she's stopped that a lot, even we have been here only about two months now

Wol Euler: you calmed her down, perhaps?

FcSeeker: I have been thinking that, cuz ppl use to say to me that I bring peace....

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) smiles

Wol Euler smiles.

FcSeeker: but the change is so strong, that it still is tough to think so....

FcSeeker: but...well...as she's truly known quite widely...and truly; that shouting took place many many times during the day, but not even each day anymore...

FcSeeker: oh if I could DO such knowingly....to calm people down from their such pains that makes them to shout ...

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): The healing panda

Wol Euler nods.

FcSeeker: smiles *

FcSeeker: maybe I'de need to start to buy little pandas and give them to troubled people :)

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): That would be good!

Wol Euler: heheh

Wol Euler: a talisman

FcSeeker: *yes*

FcSeeker: thankfully the backing and unpacking and packing and unpacking is almost over now; only few boxes are still not unpacked

Wol Euler nods.

FcSeeker: but my new spouse has given me a lot of physical strength that I've been able to do that all, and sure I got much help from friends

FcSeeker: oh so much

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I'm very glad to hear it

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Wol Euler: yes, me too

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Hello Rid

Riddle Sideways: Hi All

Riddle Sideways: meant not to disturb

Riddle Sideways: but not seen FC is sooooooooo long

FcSeeker: this 2013 year has been truly a year of love that way; I've never before have got so much help to win so many unexpected troubles

FcSeeker: hi Riffle :)

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): We are all just so happy to see FC again :)

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Yay

Wol Euler: hello riddle

 

...FC does a happy dance...

 

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Panda dance :)

Riddle Sideways: nice dance :)

FcSeeker: ...I sadly have also forgottan how to jump....

FcSeeker: *sigh*

Wol Euler: up arrow

FcSeeker: ...and that was the first thing I learned to express my joy....

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): You have Move controls?

Wol Euler: sorry, page up arrow

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Oh I use the mouse

Wol Euler: oh, how?

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Move controls

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Where it says Stand

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Hm, different viewer setup perhaps...

FcSeeker: ah; I'm with NIcholas....

FcSeeker: ...it was some button, but I dont remember which...

FcSeeker: maybe it'll 'come back' one day

         Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Page Up-Up makes you fly it seems

Wol Euler: page-up for me

Wol Euler: if you hold it, yes

Wol Euler: but if you just briefly press it, you jump

Riddle Sideways: Ta-Da all jump

Wol Euler: /me grins.

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Man I never knew that

FcSeeker: ah yesssssssssss ***************************

 

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Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Wollie is so instructive

FcSeeker: to me it's e-button :)**************

Wol Euler smiles modestly.

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) nods

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): This is one giant leap for pandakind

Riddle Sideways: jumping makes the legs grow :)

FcSeeker: but yes; I was a bit surprised that 'my' pillow and my 'art' was still here....

 

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Wol Euler: we kept them for you

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): We were waiting for you to return

Riddle Sideways: knew you would return

FcSeeker: thinking it's more near 2 years that I've been able to log in ...

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Who knows, maybe Fael will come back too one day

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): And Boxy

Second Life: Vorder Forder is online.

Vorder Forder: entered chat range (19.10 m).

Riddle Sideways: oh dear critical mass of missing avs

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Hello Vorder

Riddle Sideways: Hi Vorder

Vorder Forder: hello:)

Wol Euler: hello vorder

Vorder Forder: nice to see you all

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Wow, I'm beginning to wonder if we should post this on the wiki

Riddle Sideways: yes, nice to see ya'll

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Everyone's arriving

FcSeeker: hi Vorder *

Vorder Forder: hi FcSeeker

Riddle Sideways: was this the 1300 session extended

Riddle Sideways: or inproptu

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Well there wasn't *actually* a session

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): we all turned up after the hour

Wol Euler: whispers: tuesday 1pm is Maxine'

Wol Euler: dream workshop

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) nods

Riddle Sideways: what a nice surprise

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): It certainly was

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I couldn't believe it when Wol said FC's here

Wol Euler: yeah

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I had to run to the pavilion in case you disappeared!

Riddle Sideways: wonder if it was intention

Riddle Sideways: nice to have Radar

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Absolutely

Wol Euler: or a backdoor into the Listener :)

Wol Euler grins.

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) ponders a backdoor listener

Riddle Sideways: sometimes would be nice

Riddle Sideways: or distraction

Wol Euler: I usually manage to ignore it, but some names leap out

Riddle Sideways: FC's

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Will this one certainly did!

Wol Euler: /me nods.

FcSeeker: (has tears in her eyes)

Second Life: Vorder Forder is offline.

Riddle Sideways: and hearts in the air

Wol Euler smiles.

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Have a heart

Riddle Sideways: ty

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): It's raining hearts hallelujah...

 

                

 

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Riddle Sideways: was watching a movie last night of what one person can do if they use their heart

Wol Euler: my dears, it's late and I am jetlagged still. I'm going to move on

Wol Euler: goodnight, take care, be happy and healthy and calm

Wol Euler smiles.

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Bye Wollie, schlaf gut

Wol Euler: lovely to see you again FC

Riddle Sideways: moveon.org is good too

Riddle Sideways: by

FcSeeker: by

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Which film was that Rid?

Riddle Sideways: Gandhi

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Oh of course

Riddle Sideways: not seen it since 1980

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Ben Kingsley?

Riddle Sideways: yes

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): /me nods

Riddle Sideways: atenbrough directed

FcSeeker: that is so great story what he did *

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Yes

Riddle Sideways: yes

Riddle Sideways: just to know what is RIGHT and do it and get others to also do it

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) nods

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Tricky

Riddle Sideways: yes

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Oh did Vorder go?

Riddle Sideways: poofed

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Maybe his connection again

Riddle Sideways: may I ask... does FC come into SL as another avitar sometimes?

FcSeeker: have not logged in with any other avitar either for near 2 years

FcSeeker: and before that I also logged in almost only as Fc

Riddle Sideways: was just wondering

FcSeeker: that brings this story to my mind;

Riddle Sideways: oh goody, was hoping for a story

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Yay

FcSeeker: as I got to know a person in SL, who thought me to be completely other person, and it took loooooooooong time for me to convince that person *

FcSeeker: there was so much similar phenomenas taken place in my and this other person's life

FcSeeker: even this other person is male in USA and I am female in Finland

FcSeeker: and for some reason I happened to tell about such phenomenas in my life

FcSeeker: so; at first these thoughts of my new friend was very shocky

FcSeeker: but when she told about those I understood

FcSeeker: and finally my new friend also understood that I am me and that other person is he :)

FcSeeker: well; this other person happens to be the representer of the same consiouness realm from which I have been born

FcSeeker: but still it was suprising to hear of those phenomenas

FcSeeker: but it's also with my new spouse

FcSeeker: as when I asked one of my long time friends to come and listen to his music, because my friend is also a musician

FcSeeker: he like paralized/went to shock, and took a while before he could explane

 

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FcSeeker: as he told that my spouse is EXACTLY like my friends long time friend, what comes to singing and playing guitarr

FcSeeker: by time we met also this 'twin', and all understood quickly that they are even twin flames in spirit

 

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FcSeeker: but even more special it was to hear from this new friend, how similar his life has been with my spouse; sooooooooo similar, even born on opposite countries on the planet

FcSeeker: ...so amazing can life be...

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Yes indeed

Riddle Sideways: so amazing

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Twin flames is an interesting concept

FcSeeker: ah....hm...have you not heared of such beings ?

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Yes, I have read about it

Riddle Sideways: yes

Riddle Sideways: even in SL there are avi that who just must be an alt for a friend

FcSeeker: wanna hear a story of one such, who even remembers her 'birth' ?

Riddle Sideways: but they swear not

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Please

Riddle Sideways: yes

FcSeeker: so; never mind her name, cuz it's irrelevant, but this is story even I'll use this I, cuz it's more easy to tell with her words

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) nods

FcSeeker: so; "I was walking in line, where was people as pairs; two people side by side, and thay all walked heads down and like zombies

FcSeeker: the line was so long that I cannot know how many pairs there was

FcSeeker: but I looked around and started to feel that I'm not in the right place

FcSeeker: then I saw how people in front of me stepped into a great light and melted with it completely

FcSeeker: and my feeling to be in wrong place grew up even more; I was convinced that I dont belong to the line

FcSeeker: I still didn't know anything to do

FcSeeker: soon I felt, that if I'll take even one step more, I cannot turn back anymore

FcSeeker: then my right foot just took a step beside and I got out of the line, and the being beside, like me, followed me

FcSeeker: ah ...sorry; this was before that step;

FcSeeker: so her words again;

FcSeeker: "I felt that great light to miss me to return to it, and I felt missing also, but my will not to melt with it was stronger"

 

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FcSeeker: ...trying to describe that missing:

FcSeeker: you can imagine, that two persons, who's been great friends from childhood up to adulthood, must depart, not knowing for how long

FcSeeker: and need to stay departed for looooooooooonnng time

FcSeeker: but then suddenly get's the change to meet again

 

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FcSeeker: think such meeting; when hugs such friend, would like to enter the friend or press the friend into yourself ...

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) smiles

FcSeeker: as such kind of happiness takes place, when the 'drop' of the spirit returns...if the incarnation has not experienced enough to grow up to have this Own Will to Exist....

FcSeeker: even then, the great spirit feels only happiness, that a 'drop' of it has grown up to be the new being with own will :)

FcSeeker: ...such a proove of the greatness of human life....

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): /me nods

Riddle Sideways: yes

FcSeeker: but yes; that is only one way to birth....and as much I've met people and got to know the way of their birth, this kind of birth is very unusual

FcSeeker: ah yes...know the way of the birth from thousands of people...yes; for sure meaning the birth of their spirit

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): That's lovely

FcSeeker: only once I've seen such article, which told about this kind of 'twin flames'

FcSeeker: and I read it with great joy at first....

FcSeeker: but then it sadly claimed that all of the people has such twin flame,,,oh I got sad

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Why?

FcSeeker: cuz it's not true

FcSeeker: think how many people may have started to seek something that dont exist, cuz of such article

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I see, yes

Riddle Sideways: sorry, but must leave now.

Riddle Sideways: great seeing you both

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Bye Rid, take care

FcSeeker: was so good to meet you ****

 

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Aggers (agatha.macbeth): I should head to bed too

FcSeeker: ...better for me also to go...need to wake up again after few hours....

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) smiles

FcSeeker: have good night *

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Please come more often

FcSeeker: *SIGH*; HOPE SO

Aggers (agatha.macbeth) hugs you

FcSeeker: HUG

Aggers (agatha.macbeth): Bye for now little panda

 

         Most of the above came from my chat log and many thanks to FC for allowing us to share it with PaB.