2010.10.15 01:00 - Wondering

The Guardian for this meeting was Cosmicflower Ushimawa. The comments are by Cosmicflower Ushimawa.

Calvino Rabeni: <333 Cosmic :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: <3<3<3 Hi Cal :)
Calvino Rabeni: Good to see you
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;) Same words ;))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: You have return?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: To your old friends?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: went to few weeks trip.. ?
Calvino Rabeni smiles, yes, for a few weeks
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: wonderfull
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: enjoying?
Calvino Rabeni: I am ... the air has a different smell here - pine and mountains
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: <3<3<3
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I had strange phone call few days back
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: here is one book magician
--BELL--
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: he always finds them books what others are searching for
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: eaven them rare ones
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Jukka was looking about Dune 3
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: he found it
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and he asked if I need some
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I said no
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: not coming on my mind
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but after 5 mins I had to call him
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: back
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and asked if he have some books about buddhism
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: he said
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: interesting
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: he was just thinking where to put them all
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: he have those many
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: so I think to buy them one by one ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: already got 3
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: he thought he go to sell them to exhibition
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but not selling now them there
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Calvino Rabeni: In finnish language, yes?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: at least these 3 are
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby others too
Calvino Rabeni: I am a slow reader, at least of books
Calvino Rabeni: but they are good to have around, I think
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: me too
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: But I hope I will be now a little bit more fast
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Calvino Rabeni: maybe just to put them under my bed and not open them, sometimes that is enough for me
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hehe, smiling ; i read to examination sometimes under ages 7-12 like that ;)
Calvino Rabeni: But later, I find many books with marks and flags in them ... and I think - "who read all this stuff anyway?"
Calvino Rabeni: (it was me ...)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sometimes those are like a stories
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: also
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Calvino Rabeni: Someone was asking me, whether there were some ideas in Finnland, about the meaning of the calendar date "10-10-10" ?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I guess many went married on that day
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: is there ideas?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think it was same whit 9-9-9
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and also next year
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: 11-11-11
Calvino Rabeni: and 8-8-8
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: then need to wait a bit more time to get these numbers
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Calvino Rabeni: but 12-12-12 will be BIG :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hehe, yess ;))) LOL
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I would like 13-13-13
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but 11 is good number too
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: special for me
Calvino Rabeni: how sp?
Calvino Rabeni: so?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think it to be kind of powerfull number
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: like 22 and 33 is also
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Calvino Rabeni: what should people do with time, then?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hehe
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby let it GO
Calvino Rabeni: as they sometimes "mark" it by "doing"?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if marking much "doings"
Calvino Rabeni: And when not "doing", feel they have "nothing"
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: how it is possible to live the moment NOW
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not know
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not make plans
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: almost not at all
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but living the feel I have atm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: spontaneus living
Calvino Rabeni: mmm :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I have no "doing" and still I feel I have huge much ;D
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and at the same time I might feel my hands are full of doing
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but not planned kind
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: no shedules
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: no more than week or two
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: all other is empty pages
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: need to write down them examinations of kids
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: So I can say them
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: "read"
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but if I like to work next week
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I would call on monday
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: to keep a class
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Maby
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if living only through watch
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: what happens to inner clock?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I like the idea of breaking time, breaking too much logigal thinking
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: as well breaking negative feelings
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and being conditioned
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: by environment
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yesterday I wondered
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: what if breaking all these
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: would I be a little difficult for other people
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: anyone would know what I do next
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: where I go
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or if I go
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: not much work with logigal brains
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: put them on shelf
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: just being
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: what would happen
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if people start to be like this
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: would they be suffering,
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ignorant
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or too busy
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: all bosses would not like it at all
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby them "Kings" would go mad
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: because no-one would obey them anymore
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Calvino Rabeni: what if... all the parts can work in harmony .. nothing to get rid of
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hehe
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: no get rif of
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: rid of
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thats right
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but not forced by them
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: can be with or without
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby that is "the breaking trhought"
Calvino Rabeni: And as you know, I think, when people listen to their own Mind and then talk about it with others, they take back the power from those kings
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: they become the kings or queens by them-Selves
Calvino Rabeni: Yes, they often need a little more of that
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: not making them-selves as a slaves or make any others to be slaves
Calvino Rabeni: yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: But its very rare that all those 4 are in balance
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sometimes people are too much with brains
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or negative feelings
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: worrying
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or such
Calvino Rabeni: Well, helping others by being different
Calvino Rabeni: cooperation of differences
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: true
Calvino Rabeni: Well,
Calvino Rabeni: _/!\_
Calvino Rabeni: Cosmicflower
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: _/\_ Cal <3<3<3