2012.02.07 _ 50

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Self-healing path no 3: On this full moon of February, I start feeling the clockwise spiral movement in my belly, in my heart and in my third eye. It soons engulf my whole body and the whole room. I see myself spiraling into the earth, enveloping my physical and subtle bodies into the cataplasm of Mother Earth, letting go of all suffering, surrendering, resting in her warm telluric embrace. #timestamp

Prostrations just before going to bed. Going deeper into this doing/allowing distinction.

Day 50! Halfway! Missing Wol . . .
In this morning's practice I simplified to the bone . . . just rest . . .

Life is a vibrant, inexplicable happening. Why are we so keen to put descriptions onto it? To narrow it down to something we think we could understand?

Pouring rain, hours and hours, on and on. When it stops occasionally, the bright turquoise sky appears, in shapes like puzzle pieces which I leave un put together. I love the rain. I just really love the rain.

Think that Bleu's happiness theme is starting to get to me... have had this song in my mind for hours: http://bit.ly/xukh4R :)

Listening...
mashup of phrases on this page with rhythms of the music

doing / allowing
"don't be so hard on yourself", I recall
then you just rest,
simplified to the bone, vibrant, inexplicable letting go of all

water dragon in downpours and clearings