2010.08.02 01:00 - Releasing

Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hello Arch <3<3<3
Archmage Atlantis: Hello kind sister
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: How are You doing?
Archmage Atlantis: Monday seems not to be a popular time
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: heh
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
Archmage Atlantis: Ah, to complex to answer
Archmage Atlantis: Let me ask you'
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: its quite quiet here at this time often ;)
Archmage Atlantis: How are you doinng
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Ahh, I am enjoying summer holiday
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: everyone at home
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: no hurry
Archmage Atlantis: Good......very good
Archmage Atlantis: It is around 11 in the morning there?
Archmage Atlantis: Here it is 4 in the night/morning
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Yes it is
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ah, early woke up
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or not sleeping yet at all?
Archmage Atlantis: The last few days I have woken up for this meeting
Archmage Atlantis: Slept well
Archmage Atlantis: Just didn't quite make it into the traditional bed
Archmage Atlantis: A chair
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: aa ;) but well
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby its not esential where to sleep
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but to get sleep
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;) ?
Archmage Atlantis: Yes, I had a good day yesterday.....but going out to stores for 3 hours makes me tired
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I know
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and if there are huge much people in there
Archmage Atlantis: I can''t imagine.......I have only me to care for.....you have many
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if I go to stores, will go alone
Archmage Atlantis: Well, except Nimbus, who I feed, but still wants my attention.......
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: <3
Archmage Atlantis: Tell me about life, the universe and everything ( to semi-quote Douglas Smith)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I love Life It-Self
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think it`s to be most valuable thing
Archmage Atlantis: I made a stab at learning Finnish, I am too rigid, too old
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ohhh ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: too old
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not believe You ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby its easy to say
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: because its my mother language
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: so
Archmage Atlantis: *chuckle* - good answer
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: some do say its difficult ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but i think
--BELL--
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: everything is Possible
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm, and i do Love forces to create Life as well
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and Life it-Self
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: at any form
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: of it
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby its also the Universe...
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Life
Archmage Atlantis: I've spent multiple years on German and Spanish......and I can't speak or read those either......broken brain
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: for me it have been always very hard to learn Swedish
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: at the beginning of school
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: when it started
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: when i was in high school
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and there were ending examination
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I did not past Swedish
Archmage Atlantis: Well, Swedish is not from the same language roots as Finnish
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: But I "wrote" other subjects
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: to fullfill that bad one..
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I wonder if swedish and germany are from same roots?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: German language was also difficult for me, and i did not learn it
Archmage Atlantis: I do hear the sounds, and the different ways of speaking
Archmage Atlantis: German is so detailed
Archmage Atlantis: Things have to be said just the right way
Archmage Atlantis: No fudge factor
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I studied it only few years
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and gave up ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: But French I love
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: its amazing
Archmage Atlantis: Have you spoken to Star lately?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I found it very beautifull language already at the age of 7
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Yes I have, why?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I was happy to see Her <3<3<3
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: on this summer vacation
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: we went to trip
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and visited her too <3<3<3
Archmage Atlantis: I miss speaking to her, but I am so rigid.......I think I hurt her......and the time with Fael was.....well it was what it was......will she get a new renter?
Archmage Atlantis: Ah
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: aa
Darren Islar: hey Cosmic, Arch :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Darren Dear ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Yes she already have <3<3<3
Archmage Atlantis: Hello, Darren
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: smiling wide
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: how are You Dear?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Darren
Darren Islar: pretty fine, thanks
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: glad ;9
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Darren Islar: you?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: fine too
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: enjoying summer holiday
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: everyone at home
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: <3<3<3
Darren Islar: ah.... :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: this simple life
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it seems I love this very much
Darren Islar: :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Cal <3<3<3
Archmage Atlantis: Yes, simple......on SL, which only a tiny number of entites learn
Calvino Rabeni<333 Cosmicflower :)
Darren Islar: hey Cal :)
Archmage Atlantis: Hay Cal......go to bed much?
Calvino RabeniYou have a new avatar look - sweet
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: who?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: me?
Calvino RabeniYou too arch :)
Calvino RabeniYes :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: nooo
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: only a dress ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I did put my hair on "pony tail" ;)
Calvino Rabeni :Ah, it holds the hair in?
Archmage Atlantis: Time come, times go......an Oscar de la Renta, of course
Calvino Rabeni: Hmmm, I know little of hair :))
Darren Islar: :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Oscar de la Renta do have a huge good perfume Oscar
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I love ti
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it
Darren Islar: hats seems to be your thig
Calvino Rabeni: Can't get good hair in SL
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: its okey ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think
--BELL--
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not know how its in the world, but here in Finland men seems to keep no hair
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: many do like to shave their hair off
Archmage Atlantis: You haven't seen a hat till you go to an African-American church.....there you will see a "say something" hat
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and grow the beard
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Like darren have now ;)
Darren Islar: :)
Archmage Atlantis: Oops, talked through the meditation
Darren Islar: ah, Koya is purring :)
Archmage Atlantis: An Nimbus is sitting beside me, on my desk, in RL
Calvino Rabeni: Arch tells me I look rough - maybe I need a new outfit
Archmage Atlantis: Oy
Darren Islar: maybe you should :)
Calvino Rabeni: That's a good word, Arch :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ah
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I was wondering about Nimbus
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thought to be on sl
Archmage Atlantis: But I don't think your clothing goes with your soul, Cal......at least not now
Archmage Atlantis: Nimbus is RL
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes, i see now ;))
Archmage Atlantis: Koya is SL
Darren Islar: I agree with Cosmic :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: is there "connection between Nimbus and Koya?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Like Arch on sl and Man siting on computer?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or are Koya and Nmbus "different"
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Nimbus
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Archmage Atlantis: Both, Cos....they are each similar but each their own selves
Darren Islar: Nimbus is destracting Arch :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Cal , I think You don`t need new outlook, unless You want to
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Looking good on my Eye ;)
Darren Islar: ah, wanted to go shopping with him :)
Darren Islar: well, some other time then
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: well
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it would be some FUN ;d
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it is, I am sure of it
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Archmage Atlantis: *g*
Darren Islar: not sure if Cal considers that to be fun :))
Calvino Rabeni: knows an opportunity when he sees one :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Sartre ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Would You like to join us ? ;)
Darren Islar: hi sartre
Archmage Atlantis: To be allowed to be with someone one cares about, that is an opportunity
Darren Islar: I don't see you at all actually
Darren Islar: ah Arch, yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Hi Yaku
Darren Islar: hi Yaku
Yakuzza Lethecus: hey, sry i am playing around a little bit
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Agree with Arch ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sure, no problem Yaku <3<3<3
Archmage Atlantis: Play as Being.......I know I have heard that phrase somewhere
Calvino Rabeni: <333
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: heh ;)
Darren Islar: ouch Sartre
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby Life is playing as Being
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Have You been here before Sartre?
Yakuzza Lethecus: he´s my alt
Archmage Atlantis: sit by me Sartre
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: aaa
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: okey,
Yakuzza Lethecus: i was experimenting with him on a text based sl client
Yakuzza Lethecus: called radegast
--BELL--
Archmage Atlantis: Yaku, you have been so silent in the last meetings I have been to, ...Sartre is a door
Yakuzza Lethecus: yes, i attend too many sessions, i usually hope that other ppl start talking and preserve a level of depth
Yakuzza Lethecus: still it´s hard to intentionally start a deep and constructive conversation
Yakuzza Lethecus: so i always hope for something that brings me out of my regular thought pattern
Yakuzza Lethecus: s
Archmage Atlantis: Too many......that imples a judgement.......to not judge, that is important for me
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: <3
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm, important for me is to feel Love
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: no matter what
Calvino Rabeni: Might we have a deep and constructive conversation about judgment, I wonder
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it sounds good
Archmage Atlantis: Sure, start it off Cal
Calvino Rabeni: All in favor - say Aye, all opposed, say Nay .... WAIT no I'm just joking
Calvino Rabeni: OK, well, how about anger
Archmage Atlantis: No, you are not joking in my mind
Darren Islar: judgement or anger
Archmage Atlantis: It is something I feel also
Darren Islar: or judging anger you mean ?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: what if anger is child of sadness?
Calvino Rabeni: some people feel anger is wrong somehow and judgment may tempt them toward it
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: sadness what one is not dealt with
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or loved away
Calvino Rabeni: yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Darren Islar: but not judging is the key here
Calvino Rabeni: it is?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: what about judgment, is it something not to Understand?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: that people do not understand something
Darren Islar: if you judge anger, you probably get mixed into it
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and that´s why makes their conclusions and judgements?
Calvino Rabeni: My belief is - there's nothing in Life to categorically "not do"
Darren Islar: while not judging might open other feelings
Calvino Rabeni: all is part of life and has its place
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I think judgement is something people learn through it
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and when got the lesson
Calvino Rabeni: Yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: they let it go
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: when realicing no need to judge
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but can let Be
Calvino Rabeni: OK, so suppose there is anger - well, actually that's true isn't it - there IS
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and respect
Calvino Rabeni: what to do withit?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: surely
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it belongs in humanity
Archmage Atlantis: Wise, Cos.....not easy tho
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: as well like joy
Calvino Rabeni: Can't go through life, wishing something were not the case
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Love, etc
Darren Islar: no
Calvino Rabeni: At times in history, anger was regarded as a positive emotion
Darren Islar: so sometimes there is no love, but anger
Darren Islar: what then?
Calvino Rabeni: as a personal experience, Darren?
Archmage Atlantis: There is always both, anger and love
Darren Islar: I mean, how to deal with it
Calvino Rabeni: Deal with having anger but not love at some moment?
Darren Islar: we can say that judgement about it is a learning process, but how do we learn
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I guess first need to recognice to feel anger
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and then can start to look inside and make an question "Why"
Darren Islar: what is 'dealing with'
Calvino Rabeni: yes, I think, to get *good* at feeling it
Darren Islar: yes recognition, that seems to be the first step
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if putting attention to that question of "why"
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: just a sec
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: will go to give milk
Archmage Atlantis: dealing with = finding a way
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: come back soon
Calvino Rabeni: But before "why" it is good to have the experience fully
Darren Islar: right al
Darren Islar: Cal
Calvino Rabeni: "dealing with" often involves a goal or objective, doesn't it?
Archmage Atlantis: Not in my mind,
Darren Islar: eh.....no :)
Calvino Rabeni: I always cringe when I hear the idea of "management" of something
Archmage Atlantis: It is many things
Archmage Atlantis: accepting
Darren Islar: I think you are right that it is interpreted that way a lot
Archmage Atlantis: rejecting
Archmage Atlantis: loving
Darren Islar: we have a problem and we need to solve it
Calvino Rabeni: OK, then what is "dealing with" - what might it include and not include?
Archmage Atlantis: hateing
Calvino Rabeni: To me "dealing with" defines something as a problem to be solved
Archmage Atlantis: It is, as always, a path
Calvino Rabeni: and that in turn, means "not listening"
Darren Islar: recognition, feeling the anger in its full extend, like accepting
--BELL--
Darren Islar: most of the time there is resistance between those two
Archmage Atlantis: Cal, is that a Sufi whip in your hand?
Calvino Rabeni: accepting - is that included in the "dealing with" idea?
Darren Islar: soyou could say that after recognition there is some focussin
Darren Islar: focussing
Calvino Rabeni: The thing in my hand is a Talking Stick
Darren Islar: I agree Cal that dealing with is mostly regarded as 'Houston we have a problem, please come up with a solution'
Calvino Rabeni: yeah, that's the temptation
Darren Islar: but maybe we can put it in a broader perspective
Calvino Rabeni: so much comes with that orientation
Calvino Rabeni: hopefully so Darren:)
Darren Islar: oh, I know that temptation, all the people that thought could solve my problem :))
Calvino Rabeni: I know you know and I think, you know I know you know :)
Calvino Rabeni: Humans are not a problem to be solved
Calvino Rabeni: in essence
Darren Islar: ......... smiles, I think it is time for a cup of coffee :))
Calvino Rabeni: Calvino Rabeniis slightly envious
Darren Islar: brb
Archmage Atlantis: Coffee. so different around the world
Archmage Atlantis: Cuban coffe in SE FL
Archmage Atlantis: Dark with intense sugar
Calvino Rabeni: what we don't so much have any more - is the breaking of bread as a bondng experience with others
Archmage Atlantis: Agree, Cal
Calvino Rabeni: and toasting circles are in questionable repute, also
Archmage Atlantis: That is why drinks are often offered in SL
Archmage Atlantis: Tho they are not real
Darren Islar: this is espresso, no sugar
Calvino Rabeni: How was it made?
Darren Islar: dark, strong with a light cream flavour in the beginning
Darren Islar: with an espresso-machine
Calvino Rabeni: oooh
Calvino Rabeni: I used to have one :)
Darren Islar: I don't drink much coffee, but those few cups........... I like them to be perfect
Darren Islar: whatever that is :))
Calvino Rabeni: It is the quality those cups of coffee have :)
Calvino Rabeni: Or almost have :)
Darren Islar: yes, both the process as the coffee itself, bying myself not the cheapest coffee I'm afraid
Calvino Rabeni: WB Cos :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I had to go to buy "pot cofee" the other day ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thanks <3<3<3
Darren Islar: and I don't use 'cups', so I can make them any way I like them, as strong as I want them to be
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and prepare it "old fashioned way"
Darren Islar: :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: warm up water, and then put cofe in it
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: let it go upside down
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and put it wait some time
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Darren Islar: hmmmmmm (is drinking his coffee)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Usually I do not drink cofee at all, tea only
Darren Islar: ah, yes, that makes good coffee too
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but started to want few cups of that way prepared cofee ;)
--BELL--
Calvino Rabeni: I have a ritual with a friend - I call him occasionally at random - he invites me over, makes me a cup of expresso with cream, offers chocolate, then we go to the sofa and talk for a long time. He has it all worked out, carefully grinding the coffee then working the machine.
Darren Islar: :))
Calvino Rabeni: His wife disapproves :)
Darren Islar: why is that?
Archmage Atlantis: Because Cal fills something she cannot.....Cos, are you there??
Calvino Rabeni: She believes coffee is a temptation to be avoided, and that our talks are probably of the same ilk.
Calvino Rabeni: @arch, it could be that, true
Darren Islar: ah
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ohh
Darren Islar: nice way of showing a subtle way of anger
Darren Islar: you talk about the coffee
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Is she jealous to You Cal?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: to talks??
Darren Islar: instead of addressing the real issue
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Darren Islar: I think the qustion what we are angry about gives us more information then the why
Calvino Rabeni: it is in her belief, somehow, men should not be close personally, except through membership in a church - or something like that
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby its because that preparing of cofee is special , when Your friend prepared it
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: its good
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and it makes him happy
Calvino Rabeni: Agree, "what" before "why" :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: as well
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: talking with You makes him very happy
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: why the Lady is not happy about it?
Calvino Rabeni: Yes, and he won't do that for her - because she does not believe in coffee
Darren Islar: right
Calvino Rabeni: actually, or alcohol - very strict - about things that affect the human mind
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: hmm
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: me thinking
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: if someone do deny something from One-Sel
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: -f
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: should not deny it from others
Calvino Rabeni: it is a little like "temperance"
Calvino Rabeni: but applied to everything, not just drinking
Calvino Rabeni: I think so too, Cos
Darren Islar: I agree Cosmic
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I take it to be huge selfish if denying from one-self and then demanding same from other
Calvino Rabeni: Like a vegetarian, who won't let their cat eat meat
Darren Islar: that it is why I call this a subtle way of showing your anger
Darren Islar: there is something that is bothering her, which she projects on others
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: or her-self
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: maby she thinks that fun will hurt her
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: some way
Darren Islar: well, we don't know what is going on
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: noup
Darren Islar: if she can work out the what, she has a starting point
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: But i am glad Your friend do share cofee moments with You ;)
Darren Islar: the question 'what' refers to the trigger, that is in the present
Calvino Rabeni: _/!\_
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: thinking those are special <3<3<3
Calvino Rabeni: very !
Darren Islar: right Cos :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;) yes
Archmage Atlantis: Song = You and I collide
Calvino Rabeni: I don't know that one - but collide and collude are 2 greatest hits, of relating
Darren Islar: (time for a dictionary)
Calvino Rabeni: sorry :)
--BELL--
Archmage Atlantis: Send “Collide” Ringtone to your Cell The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find You and I collide I'm quiet you know You make a frist impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find You and I collide Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to ryhme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide
Archmage Atlantis: Sorry, guess that was inappropiate
Archmage Atlantis: No one speaks
Calvino Rabeni: no, just don't know what do do with it arch :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it was beautifull
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: in a way
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do not understand all words
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but I got a beutifull feel
Yakuzza Lethecus sneaks out
Yakuzza Lethecus: take care everyon
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: okey Yaku
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: nice to see
Darren Islar: bye Yaku
Calvino Rabeni: Bye Yaku-san
Archmage Atlantis: Yaku did an inspiring dance in this meeing the other day
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
Archmage Atlantis: Perhaps she may repeat it
--BELL--
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I hope to see it ;)))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ahh, Simo just woke up and keep smiling without teeths ;D
Darren Islar: :D
Calvino Rabeni: Still none? :)
Calvino Rabeni: Maybe 1 or 2?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yep
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: no teeths
Calvino Rabeni: :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yet
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but hair is started to grow
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: white ones
Darren Islar: :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: keeps me exited if he gets gurly hair
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: his father have natural curly if being a bit more long hair
Darren Islar: well I had curly when I was young, but not much is left
Darren Islar: so there is still some kind of 'swing' to it :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: in me there is straight hair, unless I have not taken curlys or done something else
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
Calvino Rabeni: I still have most of my teeth :)
Darren Islar: :)
Darren Islar: hahahah Cal
Darren Islar: I do too
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: now days, they are kind in hard situation, hair... because they are no quite short or long
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: growing again ;))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: haha yes Cal ;)))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: me too
Darren Islar: brb
Darren Islar: a dentist once pulled a tooth of mine
Darren Islar: the one in the back, causing some pain and trouble
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ah, mine too
Darren Islar: the one you get at about 18
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I have only one of those left
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: 3 taken off
Darren Islar: I said to him that I felt a bit sad for giving up the teeth, after he pulled it
Calvino Rabeni: "wisdom" teeth
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
Darren Islar: he looked at me with a face like: this is causing you pain and you are said that I pulled it?
Darren Islar: but for a moment I felt like giving up a little bit of myself
Darren Islar: something that comes out of my body and actually should still be in there
--BELL--
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ah, I had same feel when they took another teeth away
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: from back down
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: not wisdom one
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: there were too much hmm, what is that word
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: when eaten candies
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and not washed teeths
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and those "things" come on teeth
Calvino Rabeni: cavity
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: one teeth was so awfull shape it had to take off
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: lol
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I do wash them teeths ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;D
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: laughing on loud now
Darren Islar: I belief you :))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: heh
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: But then I had same feel than Darren had
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Darren Islar: it is nice to become aware of those subtle feelings
Darren Islar: becasue in the end, none of them is a real negative feeling
Darren Islar: sadness can be so tender
Darren Islar: so soft
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: And actually I felt like something old went away with that teeth
Darren Islar: right
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: some old broken stuff
Darren Islar: sadness to me often feels like something is opening up
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: I must say with huge Yess i agree
Darren Islar: :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: new things "behind" sadness
Darren Islar: yes, making things more spacious
Calvino Rabeni: yes
Darren Islar: giving 'air'
Darren Islar: (btw collide and collude were close by in the dictionary :))
Calvino Rabeni: well, maybe "equal time" for anger as a positive emotion ?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: it is
Calvino Rabeni: before it goes sour, as a creative force
Darren Islar: hmmm, anger is a outgoing energy
Darren Islar: with a lot of force
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: but taken as a negative wery often
Darren Islar: anger wants to show something
Calvino Rabeni: taken that way, but not in essence
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ah, and sometimes its needed to show
Darren Islar: want to put something 'out there'
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and it does also "break rocks"
Calvino Rabeni: to create structures, boundaries, to give form to things
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and let all good come up inside the "rock"
Calvino Rabeni: and maybe as you say, creative destruction also
Darren Islar: but I wonder if that is 'anger' itself or the energy behind anger
Darren Islar: I think all emotions can be used in bad ways and in good ways
Calvino Rabeni: yes
Darren Islar: we often need the energy of anger to make sure we stay alife
Calvino Rabeni: when it goes sour it is called anger, but before that ....
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and maby the energy behind the anger, is not used?
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: unused energy what needs to use someway
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ?
Calvino Rabeni: It's not good to waste that energy
Darren Islar: yes, not used, because we label it is something negative
Calvino Rabeni: right
Calvino Rabeni: but it could be used if not labeled?
Darren Islar: labeling can be a good thing for clarification, but it also freezes emotions
Calvino Rabeni: No one says - hey, I have this "love", let me try to get rid of it somehow
Darren Islar: for clarification, communication
Darren Islar: :)
Darren Islar: I like this discussion very much
--BELL--
Darren Islar: but I need to take care of myself today
Darren Islar: so I will go
Darren Islar: thank you for all the good things :))
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Wonderfull to see You Darren ;)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Take care ;))
Darren Islar: you too :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: and have Fun <3<3<3
Darren Islar: I will :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: wait
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: <3<3<3
Darren Islar: thank you :))
Calvino Rabeni: _/!\_
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Thank You ;))
Darren Islar: see you both :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: <3<3<3
Calvino Rabenig: Bye :)
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Bye Dear
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: Arch
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: he might be out of computer, seems like
Calvino Rabeni: it looks like that yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: we are having good log again ;)
Calvino Rabeni: yes
Cosmicflower Ushimawa: ;))
 

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