2011.09.29 _ 28

Stayed up all night, so no before or after. Body always feels different skipping sleep. Went for a walk in comparatively still morning hours. Mind yo-yoing from the heavier body. Less agenda, more body.

Meditation last night: Body seemed to be sitting but mind was all over the road. Sleep much the same... a million places at once and forgetting to breathe. Woke thinking of a beautiful hawk not bothered by my son and I walking through her playground yesterday, the light pouring through tall windows at Juniper Lodge, and retreaters on Vashion Island.
Smile to see oO0Oo's session logs with SL lighthouses and highlighted phrases that touch my own life this second, like: "Things are a bit messed up to be honest but I'm gong to seek liberation."

Life is a miracle. How improbable we are!

Ah, and "L' Shanah Tovah!" edited 14:22, 29 Sep 2011

::: Cat looks like a sphinx
::: Rain is falling, washing up
::: Darkness and shadows

Meditated first thing in the morning.

It seems I am getting more of a feeling for how my moods are, and what affects them.

Oh, Wol, what a great idea, your lunchtime self-self meditation! I just now read that, and I was in a perfect situation to apply it, several times in fact. To make a long story short: in order to avoid (1) jury duty in New Jersey, I tried to (2) switch my driver's license to New York, where I am already registered for jury duty, but to do so (3) I was told that I needed an original certificate of my social security number, but at the soc. sec. office (4) I was told that I needed an original proof of having my name changed from Pieter to Piet when I became US citizen, so I went (5) to the city court house to get my name change documents. And at each place, in the waiting line, I could do a Wol meditation! Amazing how inspiration is provided at just the right time. (^_^)

Mountain now wearing
Northern shadow
Southern glow
High tide edited 18:24, 30 Sep 2011

A la Wol, giving myself a seat at the table. Staying there through all the mood swings joining the table. A la la!

Preparing to leave the warmth of the circle.
Wrapping myself with memories.